Fixation and desire
Chapter 3. Care
Starscream was unaware of just how much time had passed whilst he was in recharge. His internal chronometer provided no useful information. he blinked his optics blearily as his systems began to come online. Memories of the previous days events coming back to him in fragmented pieces. Himself waking up, restrained to this very berth. Knock Out appearing, telling Starscream he was put here for his own safety. Knock Out explaining just how much Starscream meant to him and then, Knock Out had interfaced with him, slow and soft and gentle. Ever mindful of what the seeker craved and needed. Starscream's processor was still reeling. In all the air commanders years, no one had ever shown him such tender love and care before. It was all new for Starscream, and he had no idea how to take it.
On the one hand, he was furious at Knock Out for restraining him, and keeping him here without his permission. But on the other hand, Starscream would be lying to himself, if he said he did not enjoy what Knock Out had done to him. Knock Out had made Starscream feel special, loved, wanted. Only just now, did the seeker realize, how much he was craving to be loved by someone. War was a dark time, Everyone knew this. There simply was no room for things like love and affection. That was exactly why Starscream knew, he couldn't bring himself to take pleasure in the way Knock Out ever so gently tended to him. He wouldn't allow himself to reflect too hard on Knock Out's words of love, And he certainly wouldn't admit to having any feelings for the medic himself. No, no, no Starscream tolerated Knock Out, at best. He most certainly did not love that slender frame, red as a cherry. Or those pearl white faceplates. or those dark red, cheerio optics. Or that gorgeous voice, so smooth, like velvet.
"No, Starscream, don't think about it", The seeker reprimanded himself. The point was, he knew he couldn't, and shouldn't love or appreciate any of these things, because, like everything else in his life, once he was just beginning to enjoy it. It, in this case, Knock Out, would be ripped away from him. Most likely, by Megatron. Who seemed to always be the root cause of Starscream's unhappiness. "Knock Out said he would get rid of Megatron, for you", Starscream's mind supplied. "The commander pushed the thought away With an indignant skoff. "Impossible!" He mentally contradicted his own mind. "One cannot simply get rid of Megatron.""I should know, I've tried, several times." "You tried, but Knock Out hasn't", His mind lashed back. Starscream scrunched his optical ridges together, wishing beyond all hope that these intrusive, plaguing thoughts would go away.
Starscream was so caught up in his own thoughts, that he almost didn't notice a pair of slender, red arms wrapping themselves tighter around him. Oh, right, Knock Out was still here with him. Never having left after the interfacing session. Starscream turned his Helm to look at the other mech. In re charge, Knock Out looked peaceful, serene. A contented smile Dawning his faceplates. Knock Out's frame was relaxed, but his arms wrapped around the seeker tightly, Possessively, in fact. In his sleep, one of Knock Out's servos found its way to the commanders left wing, and began to stroke it, Ever so softly. Starscream shivered, an electrical jolt of pure pleasure running up and down his neural net. Primus, this mech could make him feel this good even in re charge? Knock Out's other servo found its way to the air commanders right wing. Performing the same ministrations that he had to his left.
Starscream couldn't help it, he let loose a moan of pure ecstasy. He loved the attention he was getting from the medic. Even in his sleep, his servos were very skilled. He moaned some more, becoming drunk on the feeling of being preen so gently, so tenderly, so, precisely, much too precisely. The different touches and complex patterns Knock Out was performing on Starscream's wings, were too complicated to have been performed by someone in re charge. Which could only have meant, that Knock Out was secretly awake. Just as Starscream came to this conclusion, Knock Out's optics suddenly opened. "I caught you, darling." Starscream blanched. Knock Out had heard everything, all the shameless squeaking he had been doing, as his wings were touched.
The seeker went stiff, rigid. The entirety of his body, locking up in fear, and anger. Knock Out was not meant to hear any of that, and now that he had, he would most likely judge him, and ridicule him for it. "Oh, come now, dear spark, don't be like that", knock Out began. "I just wanted to see how you would react to that, and you reacted just how I knew you would.","when you think no one's watching, you let your true colors show, and I like that, I want to see more of that.",'I want to get you used to the idea, that you can trust me enough, to show me your true self."
"Knock Out, what is your problem?","whatever do you mean, Starscream?","You've got a lot of nurve, to just, touch a seekers wings like that", Starscream reprimanded. "I'll have you know, that seeker wings are extremely delicate!","if you weren't careful, you could have damaged something.","you seem to forget, Starscream, that I am a medic.","I took a whole class exclusively on seeker biology, I'll have you know.","not to mention, all of the times I've had to work on your frame, specifically.","I think I know what I'm doing, Starscream.","I think I would know how a touch, as simple as this, can affect you", knock Out said, running a slender digit up and down the length of one of Starscream's wings. Starscream couldn't help it, his wings began flapping back-and-forth against his own accord, and it was obvious to Knock Out, that his commander was enjoying the attention.
"See?","Only I know, just how to pleasure you.","only I know, exactly what you like.","But, I still feel bad about nearly given you a spark attack just a few minutes ago.","so, allow me to make it up to you.","i'll be right back." Before Starscream could even say anything, Knock Out got up from the berht, And walked out the door, leaving the seeker alone. Starscream relaxed some, when he was alone, he could be himself. He decided to use this brief few minutes alone to collect and compose himself.
Knock Out did not take long, at all. When he said he'd be right back, he meant it. "I have a nice surprise for you", knock Out said, as he re-entered the room, closing and locking the door firmly behind himself. ",what is it", starscream asked, only the slightest bit curious. Knock Out pulled his servo from behind his back, revealing a rather large cube of the finest, and purest form of high-grade energon. Starscream's optics widen in surprise, and confusion. "knock Out, where on earth did you get that?","oh, I have my ways, my dear darling star.","how", starscream asked again, wanting a more straightforward answer. "well, I rated Megatron's private stash.","knock Out, do you want to be killed?","Megatron is bound to notice that his private stash has been torn into!","oh, don't worry darling.","I only took the one cube, for now.","Now, just relax, dear spark, and enjoy this fine energon.
"how, am I supposed to do that, when you've got me tied up tighter than an autobot on one of our interrogation tables?","could you at least untie one of my arms, so that I might partake in this energon?" Starscream snapped, his patients wearing thin. ",don't be ridiculous, I fully intend on feeding you.","what?","but, but I am a full-grown mech.","I can take my own energon, thank you very much, and furthermore." Starscream was cut off, midsentence as Knock Out, in one swift motion, held Starscream's helm with one servo, and began pouring the energon directly into Starscream's fuel intake with the other.
Starscream's taste receptors were flooded with pleasure. The high grade was the sweetest and purest thing he had ever tasted. It was so good, no wonder Megatron kept it all for himself, the greedy bastard. Starscream kept guzzling it all down, not even pausing to exvent. Before the seeker even realized it, he had finished the entire cube. ",there now, wasn't that fantastic?" Starscream could only nod, his body still too drunk on pleasure, as he felt the high grade seeping its way into his systems. "see darling?","i'll always be here to take care of you.","you just, have to let me.
A/N
Well, here you guys go. Yet another chapter. Let me know what you guys think.
Forever yours.
Knock Out1998