****Tomoyo P.O.V Flashback****

Kazuma Yokoto...

The guy I was in love with. I loved everything about him.
Whether it was his beautiful golden blond hair or his brown chocolate eyes. I knew that Kazuma is the one for me.

Today also happens to be the day I'm going to confess to him.

"Tomoyo!" I hear a voice say from behind me and I turn around to face Yukino.

Yukino and I weren't exactly friends, we are more of acquaintances than anything.

"Hello Yukino." I say to her. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't a little envious of was popular, well liked and she was gorgeous with her short black hair and evergreen eyes.

It was obvious that she was also popular among the guys in middle school.

I on the other hand had short orange hair and boring brown eyes.

"So are you going to confess to Kazuma today?" Yukino says to me.

I blush I didn't know what to say back.

"Well...maybe."

"No! No maybes! You've been putting this off for so long." Yukino states grabbing me by my hands.

"Yeah...you're right Yukino." I say smiling.

"I know I am and I'll support you all the way." Yukino says smiling. I think that I'm starting to consider Yukino as a friend even if it's just a little one.

When the time comes I then get in position to tell Kazuma how I feel.

I first put a note in his locker saying to meet me on the roof. Once he's read it I rush up to the roof.

I'll support you all the way...Yukino's words ring in my mind as I raced up the steps. I then take a breather before opening the door and entering the roof.

There stands Kazumi with the wind rustling through his hair as he turns around. Instantly I felt butterflies fly all through my stomach. I then begin to make my big speech.

"K-Kazuma I've-I've always loved you!" I shout out. I then cover my face with my hands I couldn't bare to look at him. There seems to be silence for what feels like hours before he begins to speak.

"I'm sorry but I can't accept your feelings. I'm in love with someone else." He says with a hint of sadness in his eyes before he leaves.

His words cut me like a knife. I started to feel the tears come out. I knew it would end up like this I just knew it.

I'll support you all the way...

Yukino I'm afraid there is nothing left for you to support. How am I suppose to tell someone who had so much faith in me to throw away all their faith?

Hours passed and lunch finally arrived I pushed my desk next to Yukino's. I still didn't dare look her in her eyes, how could I?

"Tomoyo what's wrong with you? Is something bugging you?" She asks me probably noticing my face. Even though my heart truly didn't want to I knew I had to tell her what happened.

"Yukino-I'm sorry but I-I got rejected by Kazuma." I barely make out, sighing as I eat my lunch. She just stares at me for a second I have no idea how she would respond.

"I know." She states and I look up at her. How did she know that I was rejected? Did the word spread around that fast?

"Yukino what do you mean?" I asked puzzled.

"Tomoyo not too long after your confession Kazuma asked me to be his girlfriend." Yukino states and my eyes grew wide.

This whole time Kazuma was in love with Yukino?

"You said no right?" I asked hoping that the answer would be yes.

"I said yes to his confession, Kazuma and I are dating." Now anger washed over me. How can she do this to me, her friend? Then again I am the one who said we weren't exactly friends but she's known how long I've been in love with Kazuma.

Was she using me all along?

"I'll support you all the way." Was all that just empty words? The more I thought about it the more I felt angered and frankly scared.

"W-Why?" was that only words that could escape my lips. She looks at me without an ounce of empathy in her emerald green eyes.

"Don't get me wrong Tomoyo we hangout a lot, but I wouldn't consider you exactly a friend so it shouldn't matter if I date Kazuma. Besides I did let you confess to him but you were the one rejected, therefore he's mine for the taking." By then I couldn't take it I felt angry, no tired. Not only that I felt like I would puke anytime soon.

"Don't give me that look Tomoyo there are plenty of other guys out there waiting to meet you. Kazuma just wasn't the one." She states trying to cheer me up.

I stood up from my seat and stared at Yukino for what felt like hours. I honestly felt I was really going to be sick and not too long after I couldn't hold it in anymore. I puked and Yukino backed away disgusted.

"Ew what's wrong with you? That's gross!" Yukino says looking at me disgusted. All eyes were on my at this point.I then quickly wiped my mouth and run out the classroom. I didn't know where I was going or what I would do.

This time knew that I am truly alone.

People ask how can you be alone when there is people around you? Well there are people around me but I don't seem to be around them. I'm not in anyone's sight no one is looking or searching for me.

That's the way it has been now and probably until forever.

Somehow I knew it would end up like this somehow...

When school was over I walked out the door. Immediately my heart instantly sank when I see something. There stood Kazuma who had his lips on Yukino's lips. I can't bare to watch I pretend I don't notice and just keep walking.

I don't think I could ever come to trust anyone again. I don't think I would have to anyway because I am moving away soon with my dad when I graduate to highschool.

My dad told me there is this really good school called Seika High.

My first thought was I will never find someone in Seika High to replace Kazuma never...

At least that's what I thought at first.