"Ah!" Sora exclaims in pain, the wind being knocked out of him when he's knocked into a tree.
"Come on Sora. This is a real threat! Fight me with that power of yours!" Terra snarls, his body humming as rocks starts to come out of the ground. Sora braces himself, knowing he's going to throw it at him.
If he's not careful he will be crushed.
With all the energy he has left he parries to the left, dodging one of the rocks right before it smashes into his side. With all his might, with all his hope, he wills for the light to help him. To protect him from this pain, from this defeat...from Terra's disappointment.
Sora feels himself glow but that's it. He spent more time trying to call the light that one of Terra's rocks hits him on his shoulder. The young boy falls to the ground, crying out in his agony. He can feel his bone pulling on the tendon. His arm came out of its socket.
"...No matter how much danger you're in, or pain, your element will not protect you..." Terra's voice gets low. Sora sniffles, forcing himself up even though his arm is hanging limply now. Every move pains him. "How did you summon it before?! You defeated that witch because of it didn't you?!" Terra marches up to him, his pupils blown out.
"I...I did. I don't know how I did it...it just happened. I can't control it...I'm trying my best Terra-"
"We only have one Occisor year left before the counsel is here to see you. You need to try harder or you'll regret it."
"I'm..." Sora averts his gaze when Terra's gaze is too much.
"...We're done for the day." Sora flinches at that tone. He's heard it many times before. Sora screams when Terra grabs a hold of his arm and forces it back into the socket. The young boy can feel the tears well up in his eyes.
"Get Aqua to look at you when she gets back." With that Terra leaves Sora outside alone. He falls to his knees, holding his shoulder. Sora doesn't want to go back inside. Not yet. All his brothers are away on missions anyway...
Sora breathes heavily, digging at the ground with his nails, restless. The feeling of embarrassment soon turns into anger. Terra doesn't have to go so far! They keep doing the same thing over and over again even though it's not working. They can't think for themselves they just have to follow that stupid book.
Terra doesn't even like him anymore.
Sora punches the ground. Today has been the worse. Sora woke up with his body just feel sore. He couldn't get motivated to do anything and everything got on his nerves. Sora would snap for the littlest reasons.
Poor Ven got the bunt of it because he just wouldn't leave Sora alone. Ven was just worried about Sora's behavior. He knows that so why is he acting like this?...You'd think he'd be kinder to Ven when he just woke up from being poisoned a couple of weeks ago...It took 3 weeks for him to recover!
Really, what's wrong?
After some slow breathes, Sora's able to get a hold of himself enough so he can stop punching the ground. When he looks up into the night sky, his heart begins to raise when he sees the full moon.
"...Maybe I should go inside." Sora rubs his arm, feeling uneasy. He's starting to feel warm and his muscles feel all the weaker.
Sora runs up to his room, feeling like if he doesn't now he won't be able to later. He gets into his bed and hides under the covers, trying to control his breathing.
Sora knows what's happening. It feels like the same as a month ago. He just has to be calm. That's what Riku told him. He can do this.
With shaky hands he reaches for the well hidden substance under his bed, covered by a lone blanket that he always forgets to 'pick up'. Sora hasn't held this bottle since that incident. Sora whimpers when his chest tightens up painfully, every breath he takes it's like there's shards of glass moving around in his lungs.
"I...I can do it..." Sora convinces himself as he lathers up his hand and his most intimate part...that has gotten agonizingly red and swollen. He hisses from just touching it. It hurts. It started like this before too...he just has to be aggressive with it and it will be over with.
Sora bites his knuckles hard, starting off fast. He can't do it for long. It's starting to feel good but there's something building in the back of his-throat that scares him and he tastes blood...
Oh...
It's his blood. He bit in good. His hand is bleeding pretty badly now. Sora's own blood drips off his lip and off his hand onto the sheets. He can't think about how Aqua will be upset or what he'll tell her.
He can't breathe. He needs something. He needs anything. There's not enough pressure. There's not enough heat. The pain he's caused himself has only made Sora more agitated.
"Why am I like this?!" Sora snarls, knocking off a glass of water that was on his bed stand. It flies across the room, hitting the wall with a piercing shatter. All the pieces fall with clatter.
Sora gasps and wheezes, his body getting even hotter. The gasp was from shock at his actions but after staring at the broken glass...knowing it was him...he only feels...angry.
"Why did I do that that...?" Sora pants. He tries to focus on getting rid of this painful situation but his hand is no good.
Sora's vision is getting blurry from his tears and from the lack of oxygen. He feels light headed.
"It's in your nature to destroy...Destroy everything." A voice coos.
"Destroy..." Sora mumbles.
"Yes, Destroy."
Just when Sora thinks he might just lose consciousness, he hears the door open. He could care less about how he looks right now. Sora wants to call for help but all that comes out is a pathetic squeak. Something truly is wrong with him.
"Sora!" Whatever was curling around his heart loosens when he hears that voice...when he feels their link more clearly. The worry from him rushes his consciousness and all Sora can feel now is warmth.
"Riku...Sorry I tried. Something is...wrong with me." Sora chuckles, everything is fuzzy.
"You're bleeding badly! Did you bite your hand? Sora you have to breathe. Sora breathe."
"I feel...weird Riku...I want to..."
"...I told you to come to me if it got like this. Don't be an idiot. Don't be prideful. I'm going to help you. Calm down and stop crying." Riku pushes Sora's head in his shoulder. Sora takes a deep breath of his scent and lets out a shuttering sigh. He can't stop smelling him and everywhere he touches him...it sets him aflame.
Once Riku's hands are on him once again...Sora turns into a noisy mess. It's such a relief to feel the pleasure instead of the pain. It's not just the way Riku does it...Sora takes comfort in Riku's scent, and his link. It calms down the rage that was growing and now there's nothing...
Sora finishes in his hand. His mind becomes a nice haze.
"...Sora, are you okay?"
"Yeah..." Sora blinks tiredly, his blurry vision refocusing on Riku. The young man is staring down at him with those eyebrows furrowed. Once it all settles in, Sora feels his face get hot with embarrassment. He sits up quickly. "R-Riku i'm sorry! I did it again and-"
"Settle down. There's nothing to be sorry for, I told you I would help you out." Sora frowns when Riku glares at him. "You let it get too out of hand...I told you to call for me. Your hand is a mess. I'm going to dress it."
"Oh...Yeah I did do that didn't I? I just feel so...tired."
"Don't sleep yet. Wait here. We don't have much time before someone else comes up here. I got off early from my mission...I'm glad I did." With that he quickly leaves the room.
Sora stares up at the ceiling before looking at his hand. His eyes widen when he sees how deep the gash is...did he hit a bone? It's sickening to look at so he stops looking.
Sora tries to sort out his feelings about what happened and calm down. Sora had another one of those moments...Riku helped him again...Riku isn't angry with him...It's strange but this time Sora didn't even get embarrassed or concerned while it was happening. Riku didn't hesitate either. Not that Sora remembers much of what happened. It was so fuzzy...All he knows is that Riku's hand never let up on him till he was all better. He just held him against his body and that was the best. His scent...
Sora closes his eyes. Maybe he's still strange. He just doesn't feel right. Everything hurts...he's so sore.
Riku comes back with supplies to dress Sora's wound. He gets to work cleaning out the gash with saline before wrapping it up with gauze and bandages.
"I'll clean your sheets too." Riku holds Sora's injured hand in his, those aqua eyes cloudy. Sora's starting to worry he is angry after all even though he can't sense any anger only-
"Why did you hurt yourself like this?"
"I...I don't know. I didn't mean to. I just didn't want to be loud and I was panicking...I put my hand in my mouth and then all I remember was tasting blood."
Riku's eyebrows stay in that deep furrow. Sora reaches up and starts to massage his face. "If you keep making that face you're going to get winkles Riku." Sora teases, trying to lighten the mood.
"I won't get wrinkles." He grumbles. "Sora..." He pauses. "Things have been harder on you recently."
"Huh?"
"Terra has been working you harder then before. You have bags under your eyes that just won't go away. Most the time you all but pass out after you're done with him. You keep getting sick and...you have these moments. I believe it has something to do with all the stress you've been through. No one wants to say it's because of Terra. But i'm saying it. He's pushing you too much. It's his fault."
"No! It's not Terra's fault! I've just been...tired is all! I just need to keep up better-"
"Every time you come back from training it's like you're racked with a new set of injuries. It's one thing to get injured because of training, it's another when he's being unnecessarily aggressive with you."
"It's not like that Riku. I'm okay. Really!" Sora gives him a big smile, wanting to loosen the muscles of Riku's expression.
"You haven't been eating properly-"
"Ven makes me overeat! There's no issue-"
"...Sora." he looks up at Riku. He feels that surge of warmth from his feelings. Sora wants to avert his gaze but he doesn't. "Take this." He reaches into his pocket pulling out a cell phone. "This...needs to be a secret between us. I spent all the money i've saved on them."
"On a cell phone? It doesn't look to fancy." Sora frowns as he takes it from Riku. "You didn't have to-"
"This isn't just a normal cell phone. With it, we'll be able to send messages...no matter where we are. These are very expensive but very reliable. If you need me...if you have a moment like this again, I want you to go to our place. I want you to send me a message...send a star. Even if it's not something like that, even if you feel as if you just need me, send a star. I'll come to our place and I'll be there for you."
"Riku..." Sora's eyes widen, his grip on the cell phone tightening. It feels much heavier in his palm. "You did that for me?...gah you spent all your money! I'll give you mine!-"
"I don't want it. I'll save up some more. That's not important." Riku averts his gaze, pulling out a matching cell phone. "...No one can know about this. Once again, this is a secret between me and you."
"Why?"
"We aren't suppose to have this. The counsel banned use of these for Occisor. The pink crystal they believe is enough. Occisor shouldn't have communication with anyone else. They don't trust Occisor using such cell phones, worried they're making illegal deals with other species or they are traitors. So it's very important Sora...that these are kept secret."
"Oh...where should I hide it?"
"In your pillow case at night. You should be able to keep it on you though, it's very small. Just be careful. I know this is a bit risky but..."Riku trails off. "...I can't stop being anxious when I think of how Terra has been acting...If no one else will be there for you, I want to be there."
"Stop acting all cool Riku!" Sora whines, giving him a playful punch on his shoulder. "No worries! I'll keep this a secret and...if I need you i'll go to our place and send you a message."
"Good." Riku smiles. Sora finds relief in that smile. "You have to be more careful...i walked in this time but next time It could be someone else." Riku's eyes get darker. "No one else should see you in that state. You'll be embarrassed."
"Oh yeah I would! It's embarrassing enough you seen it...twice!" Sora flushes. "Yeah...i'll go to the secret place...if I need you."
"If you start having trouble to breathe or if you think for a second that it will be come like that again, go to the meeting place."
"...I will." Sora fiddles with the cell phone before hiding it in his pillow case. "Thank you so much Riku...really."
"No problem." Riku gets off the bed, gesturing for Sora to get up. He takes off the dirtied sheets and starts to walk out of the room. "You can rest in my bed. You look like you're about to pass out."
"Rikuuuu you don't have to go out of your way!" Sora whines, his stomach fluttering. He feels more embarrassed from Riku doing so much. Sora should be able to at least do this much.
"Don't misunderstand me." Riku smirks back at him. "I'm going to kick your ass in baseball tomorrow. I need to make sure you're in top shape or it won't be as fun when I crush you~"
"What?! Yeah right! I'm going to beat you Riku!" Sora shouts, pointing a finger at Riku.
"Mhm." He laughs, leaving the room before Sora can say anymore. "I'll wake you for dinner!"
Once Riku is gone, and the warmth disappears all that is left is the soreness and the guilt.
"Get it together Sora..." Sora slaps his cheeks, taking a deep breath. "You've been making everyone worried...Come on...I know I can use this power. I can...I can...i'll make Terra happy with me. I'll take care of it...I will...I will..."
Dark laughter clouds his mind. He can't think anymore. He finds himself crawling in Riku's bed. He takes a deep breath, smelling Riku on his pillow...The fresh scent of the shampoo he uses...
Sora falls asleep quickly.
"I'm so happy we get to all have dinner together! Sora i've missed you so much!I was so happy to see you getting some sleep too!" Ven gushes over him, hugging his arm. He's rubbing his cheek against Sora's. He can't help to laugh at all the attention he's getting from his brother.
Sora hasn't seen him much at all this past month so he understands...though Ven is normally like this even if they do see each other a lot.
"I missed you too Ven! I can't wait to play baseball with everyone too! How where your missions today?" Sora looks at Ven first before looking at Axel and Roxas.
"Eh. It was boring." Axel grunts, waving his hand. "Roxas took care of it all by himself."
"It was a single person mission." Roxas huffs.
"You were awesome though."
"Yeah?" Roxas glances at Axel from the corner of his eye.
"Hell yeah." They grin at each other. Sora feels himself smile. He's so glad they're back to being close. This home is so much nicer. "You're getting really good at making those blade wind things...You were chopping down those goblins like they were nothing!"
"I went on a mission with Aqua today! We had to catch some harpies...They escaped from this circus. It was really cool! I wish you could have been there...i'm sure you would have loved the circus..." Ven started off excited only to get a bit quiet at the end. Ven glances over at Terra who is quietly looking over some papers at the table. "...Can't Sora come with me to one of these worlds-"
"No. He can't Ven. We've talked about this." Terra doesn't look up from his work.
"Oh..."
Riku stares Terra down from his side of the table before he closes his eyes and sighs. The atmosphere has gotten tense again.
"What happened to your hand?!" Sora jumps when Ven grabs his other arm, pulling it up so he can look at the wrapping on his hand. Ven frowns, glancing at Terra, the grip on Sora tightening slightly.
"I..." Sora swallows when everyone is looking at him. HE can already see that his brothers are looking at Terra accusingly.
"I did hurt him by accident." Riku cuts in.
"Excuse me?" Ven's blue eyes get a shade darker. "How did you hurt him by accident-"
"We were training. I wanted to practice my element...Sora wasn't fast enough and I nicked him with one of my stone spears."
"You need to be more careful! Sora are you okay? Should I look at it?-"
"I took care of it."
"You're the one who caused this!" Ven snaps.
"Ven." Sora gives Ven a smile. "It's okay. I'm really happy I got to train with Riku. It will heal up soon."
"But..."
"It's okay." Sora nuzzles Ven's head. He can already feel him relaxing. Riku stares at the display. His agitation prickles his skin. "Riku really is the best." Sora turns his head to give a smile... a grateful one. Sora didn't' know how he would explain the bite...Riku took the blame for him.
Riku's expression loosens up and it seems he can't help his smile because he's quick to look away from him. That anger is gone.
"The best?! He hurt you." Ven pouts. He soon starts to fuss over Sora to get his attention...It really is cute. Ven really will never change.
"It's all ready!" Aqua walks in with a tray of plates. She lays out each meal carefully before her sons and mate. Once she's done she sits next to Terra. "I hope you eat some more today Sora. I put extra on your plate."
"Thank you..." Sora smiles, looking down only to stop. It's a steak. Sora can smell the blood that use to be in the meat. He can see the juices. His heart rate spikes. He knew he smelled something really good but this...
"Alright lets say grace-" Aqua starts.
Sora grabs the steak with his hands and bites into it aggressively. Sora's eyes flutter close as he munches down. So...so...good. Meat...Meat...more...more...
"Whoa! Sora!" Ven's eyes widen in delight. "You got your appetite back! Good eat more! Here have mine too!" Ven pushes his plate towards Sora. With no hesitation he grabs the steak, attacking it more than eating it.
"Oh my...Sora do you want some more? I can make some more." Aqua stands up and leaves for the kitchen.
By the end of his frenzy, Sora finds himself licking the plate. He stops and slowly lowers the plate,. Now he can see all the shocked expressions of his brothers.
"You uh...hungry there Sora?" Axel gives him a strange smile. He looks nervous.
"Ah...Yeah a bit." Sora smiles sheepishly, averting his gaze. Sora's eyes widen when he sees that...the plate he was licking wasn't the one he started with. It seems Aqua gave him another plate...or maybe it's one of his brothers? Sora feels like he kind of blanked out for a moment there.
"You haven't been eating much of nothing lately. It looks like it all hit you at once!" Ven looks delighted. Roxas looks amused. Axel is still giving him this look he's not sure he likes. Terra is no longer at the table...and neither is Aqua.
"Sorry...were you guys able to eat?"
"Yeah what was left." Axel grunts.
"It's fine Sora!" Ven hugs him tightly. "You want to watch a movie? It's been so long since we were able to watch a movie!"
"I want to pick the movie!" Roxas gets up quickly when Ven grabs Sora's hand and starts to pull him again. Sora is still trying to catch up with everything but...at least he feels full.
"Riku." Axel stops the other teen when he was about to follow after his brothers. "...We need to talk."
"There's nothing to talk about." Riku brushes him off. He sighs when Axel moves quickly to block his way.
"Seriously? Nothing?" Axel glances around, leaning close. "I know we've talked about this before okay but what we just saw was not normal. Not at all. What the hell just happened to Sora? Did you see the look in his eyes?-"
"He's been through a lot. I'm glad he's eating again. Don't you remember not too long ago he went a couple of days without eating?-"
"Look I know. I know he's been through a lot but that...That wasn't just hunger...Don't tell me you're acting like the others Riku. Something is up with Sora...and I think I know what it is-"
"I'm tired of you Axel. Nothing is wrong with Sora. Keep your nose out of it." Riku snarls, pushing Axel against the wall roughly. He presses his arm against his throat adding to his point. "Be happy he's eating...Stop trying to add more issues." Riku's eyes narrow when Axel's body heats up. His flesh is starting to burn him.
Riku backs off, those aqua eyes stone facing Axel's fierce gaze.
"What the hell has happened to you. You're in your own little world, just like everyone else."
"leave it." Riku snaps. He pushes pass Axel to join Sora in the other room.
Axel's body cools down, his gaze lowering. "...I want to but I'm worried." Axel glances out the window, frowning when he sees the full moon shining above him. "...I really hope...i'm just thinking stupid things right now...I wish...i'm just seeing things. I'd rather the little world your living in Riku, honestly."
Sora fiddles with the pen he's holding, trying to work through this last problem. After training, instead of setting Sora off the hook, Terra gave him all this paper work. He scratches his head, groaning to can barely keep his eyes open. His face is starting to flush and he feels that quickening of his heart.
"Not now..." Sora lays his head down on the desk. No one else has this problem but him...he's sure of it by now. It's been one year since his first 'freak' out. Every month, without fail he's had one. During those times he becomes overly emotional and easily angered...not to mention he's struck with so much need it hurts.
Sora has given up on trying to take care of it himself. Every time it happens he always goes to their place and sends Riku that star for him to help. Every time Riku comes to him. He always comes as swiftly as he can to help him.
Sora is really grateful for Riku. He's sure that if Riku wasn't by his side...he has no idea what would have become of him every faithful day of the month.
"I should probably...leave soon." Sora can't focus on the work anymore. Terra will get mad at him but that's nothing new. Even though Sora is use to his by now, he would be lying if he said he's not hesitating to go to their place.
Sora is strange...and he keeps getting stranger. When ever Riku helps him, he always just does what he has rubs him firmly and presses in all the places that will let Sora finish the awhile that was would just...smell him and that would be okay.
But last month...Sora did something weird. He bit Riku. Really sunk his teeth into his shoulder. Sora doesn't know what came over him. He was just breathing in his scent like he normally does, making those embarrassing noises as Riku touched away the pain...Yet it wasn't enough. Next thing Sora knows he's sinking his teeth into Riku's flesh...Finishing right when he tasted his blood and felt the spark of pain and arousal from his friend.
Sora couldn't apologize enough after what he did. Riku kept saying it was fine but how could it be? How could he do such a thing to Riku, who has been helping him so much? And to top it all off...Sora frowns to himself.
Riku never lets Sora help him.
He's noticed that recently after Riku helps Sora...He becomes aroused. Sora can smell it on him and feel through their bond...and he can see it in his pants. Sora offered to do the same thing Riku does for him but he always smacks his hand away roughly and gets angry with him.
'I'll take care of it.' Riku always grunts. He got very flustered after Sora tried to help him the last time and told him firmly to stop doing such things.
It...kind of hurts. Sora knows he's not normal but the fact that Riku doesn't need any help even when he's aroused tells him how strange he really is. If Riku can do it, so should Sora. It also hurts thinking that Riku doesn't want his help. The way he looks at him when he tries to touch him...Like he wants to hurt him always sends shivers down Sora's spine.
Sometimes he wonders if Riku secretly hates him. Yet Sora knows it's not true. He would feel it if Riku felt that way. Through their bond, Sora has felt nothing but warmth and love. He just can't understand...the darkness there when he tries to help.
Sora is pulled out of his thoughts by a feeling. A tug. One of his links is being pulled...Ven is calling for him. He can feel this deep yearning, this prickling feeling under his flesh. Without thinking he gets up and quickly leaves the room to search for his brother.
He knows he's in the house. He can smell him. Sora is so worried about Ven that he doesn't take time to consider what he's smelling or feeling. When he runs into the attic, with utmost purest intentions, he's frozen stiff from what he sees.
Ven is sitting on the cough, pants pulled down, hanging on his ankles. His legs are spread slightly, rubbing roughly at his erect member. Soft pants and whimpers leave his lips, those pale cheeks flushed a pretty shade of pink.
When Sora came in, those teary eyes open, locking right with him. It hits them both at the same time.
"S-S-Sora!" Ven yelps, covering himself the best he can. His blush reaches the end of his neck. "I...I!" He stumbles with his words, his eyes the size of dinner plates.
"Um..." Sora fiddles with his fingers, trying to get over his shock. He can see how Ven dips his head in shame, how embarrassed he is. He can feel it too. Poor Ven. Sora knows how it feels. vaguely Sora wonders why Ven would be yearning for him during a time like this but he can only think that Ven was calling for help. "It's okay Ven...There's nothing to be ashamed about." Sora tries Riku's words.
"But...But you saw me...I..." Ven is so flustered. He can't speak correctly.
Sora swallows. He needs to be strong. For Ven. Just like Riku is strong for him. "...Do you need me to help? It can be scary doing it alone...I could help if you wanted me to."
"Help?" Ven breathes out. He looks at Sora, really searching him. When he doesn't find what he's looking for, those eyes get a bit out of focused. "...Sora...If y-you don't mind...help?"
Just like Riku does for him, Sora pushes Ven's head in his chest. Stroking his already slicked shaft. Sora shivers when a strange feeling starts to build in side of him from hearing Ven's breathless moans. It's like...Sora can feel Ven's pleasure. Everything that feels good to Ven...it feels good to Sora.
"Sora...Sora..." Ven chants his name. Sora can feel that he's close. He picks up the pace, gasping when Ven starts to lick on his ear. It feels pleasant but he's not really sure why he's doing that...Riku hasn't' done that for him. It doesn't feel bad though. Not at all.
"Going t-to..." Ven whimpers when he releases onto Sora's hand. Ven's orgasm hits him hard and he finds himself moaning and bucking his hips as if he had just gotten release.
They both catch their breath, hearts beating as one.
"You...You didn't have to do that...but thank you...thank you for not judging me." Ven keeps his face hidden in Sora's neck.
"Of course not. It's normal for Occisor to get aroused..." Sora thinks. "...If you need any more help, i'll help you Ven! It's nothing to be ashamed about! I get like that too!" Even worse.
"R-Really? Then...maybe I can help you too?" Ven pulls away, looking at him with earnest eyes.
"Um-" Sora averts his gaze, feeling unsure about letting Ven see him like that as well. There's a slight uneasiness that-
Sora's eyes when when Ven unzips his jeans, messing with his boxers so that his erection springs out. Sora hisses from having it free, his heart rate spiking...his body starting to sweat. Oh no...it's starting. Sora bites his lip hard, wondering if he should run before he becomes a mess-
"It's so red..." Ven flinches when he touches it and Sora winces. "Is it painful?"
Sora nods his head shamefully, not able to look at Ven. Sora is weird. He's strange. He should just leave before Ven gets creep out by him. He's about to start hyperventilating. He needs Riku-
"I can make it not hurt. Please don't be scared Sora. I can feel it...I...I saw this in one of Axel's movies...I think it will feel good." Before Sora can question him, Ven is bending over and...licking the tip of his most sensitive area.
"V-Ven!" Sora squeaks, his face turning ten different shades of red. "D-D-Don't lick there! It's dirty! I-I'll just-" Sora moans when Ven pushes the tip in his mouth. Oh...It's so warm and wet. When Sora looks down at sees Ven's expression...sees those glossed over eyes filled with concern and love...and lust...
Something snaps in Sora.
He thrust his hips forward, shoving himself completely down Ven's throat. He grips his blonde locks tightly, moving his hips at a rough pace. It feels so, so good. So warm and tight. Sora is lost. He can feel that his tongue is out and he's panting, hard. It doesn't take long for that building sensation and with a grunt he loses it in Ven's mouth.
Once his orgasm fades away...Sora's eyes widen and he looks back down at Ven. He looks wrecked. His lips swollen from abuse, tears at the corner of his eyes. Sora winces when he swallows down his seed.
"V-Ven i'm so, so Sorry I didn't mean to- I-"
"Sora..it's okay." Ven's voice is hoarse. "That...I didn't..." Ven licks his lips. Sora feels a shiver down his spine when he sees the lust still in those blue eyes. "...I didn't mind. If it's Sora, you can be rough with me."
"O-Oh but I don't want to be rough with you Ven..." Sora frowns, feeling himself start to calm down after he finished. He supposes he won't have to meet up with Riku this time.
"Sora it's okay." Ven smiles when he sees the concern there. "...Wanna get cleaned up with me? I'm sure the others will be back soon from their missions..."
Without much thought Sora licks at Ven's seed that is still on his hand. Ven bites his lip, his toes wiggling anxiously.
"...Sure."
Sora never sends Riku that star...unaware that the other had been waiting anxiously for such a message, checking his phone as much as he could.
Once Riku comes home and finds Sora asleep in bed...He can't help to question how that anxiousness spikes...or the disappointment in his chest. His fingers twitch, wanting to reach out to the other boy but he holds himself back.
Riku will just have to wait to question Sora in the morning...but when he sees how Ven is curled up next to Sora in bed...
He really wants to destroy something.
"Sora." The boy's name being said suddenly gets Sora to jump in his seat. Thinking it may be Terra who would scold him for dozing off while he should be reading. He's realized when it's Riku.
"Hey Riku!" Sora's eyebrows furrow when Riku doesn't give him his normal smile. He can sense something is off with how tight his shoulders are and this feeling in his gut.
Those aqua eyes glance around before he leans close. "...You didn't contact me yesterday."
"Oh yeah..." Sora fidgets in his seat.
"Did you not have an episode? You were asleep when I came home. Passed out really."
"I...did have an episode I think but don't worry about me Riku-"
"Where you able to take care of it by yourself?"
"Not exactly..."
"What?" Sora blinks when Riku's voice drops a bit. "Who helped you? Did someone see you in that state?"
"Well it wasn't too bad...Ven helped me a little bit-" Sora wheezes when a strong emotion grabs his heart and squeezes. It's painful. Full of shock and the tightness of betrayal. Sora yelps when Riku grabs his arm and pulls him away from his desk roughly.
The next thing he knows is he's pressed against he wall, those aqua eyes burning. "How did he help you?" He questions, his voice low.
"Um...well...he..." Sora averts his gaze before reaching slowly and touching his mouth. He's a bit embarrassed to say and when he thinks of Ven's mouth over his most intimate parts, his face gets flushed.
Riku snarls, the sound itself sending shivers down Sora's spine. It feels like a threat. The back of his throat tickles in a growl that never gets to leave his lips.
They're sealed with Riku's. Sora's eyes widen at the feeling of the other boy's lips on his own. All his thoughts leave him. What could be think about in this moment? Riku gets a firm grip on his chin, his lips slowly moving against Sora's.
He's seen kissing in movies. He's seen his mother and father do it. Kissing like this...isn't this strange for them to do it...then again thanks to Sora their relationship is strange.
Sora can't stand how fast his heart is beating so he pushes Riku off. Sora's surprised to find Riku looking just as shocked as he is. He covers his mouth, turning his back to Sora. They both breath heavily, both trying to sort their thoughts.
"...Don't let Ven help you again. If you need help, call for me. Why did you feel the need to go to him? Is there something I'm not doing for you?" Riku's voice is hush, dark. Sora can feel the hurt in his words. He can't hide these kind of things.
"...I was planning on calling for your help...but before I left I ended up seeing Ven having a similar problem like me...So I helped him like you help me all the time...and then my episode got bad and I was going to leave but then Ven was nice and he..." Sora trials off.
"Ven doesn't need help." Riku snarls. "Sora...don't ever go to Ven for this. If it happens again...you'll break the trust I have in you."
Sora feels something seize up inside him. The bond they have, gets a bit weaker.
"...I was going to go to you! But Ven wanted to help...I don't want you to be upset with me. I just wanted to do good like you've done good by me-"
"That pervert didn't need any of your help Sora. He was find on his own. Don't go to him." Riku turns around, grabbing him a bit forceful. Sora finds that Riku is staring at his lips. when he's caught, he lets go of him, clicking his tongue.
"I'm leaving."
"Riku don't! Don't be mad at me...I don't really understand but if you just don't want me going to Ven i'll try not to. I just...It just happened." Sora fiddles with his fingers, not understanding the guilt he feels. He was just helping Ven and Ven was just helping him...just like Riku does.
"...Don't let it happen again." Riku is silent for a moment before he glances back at Sora. He sees how the younger one is rubbing his arm, his eyes averted to the ground. "...I'm not angry at you. I know how hard it is on your body. I'm angry with Ven." He looks away from those big blue eyes. "Just promise you won't let this happen again."
"...I promise." Sora doesn't want Riku to lose trust in him. He worked so hard to gain it and Riku has done so much for him.
"...Okay." Riku seems to have calmed down. "...You want to watch a movie or something?"
"Sure!" Sora beams, happy to have Riku back. Sora licks his lips, remembering the warmth of Riku's on his own. He tasted...good. Sweet and firm. He still doesn't understand why Riku did that to him and he doesn't know what to make of his own feelings about it.
He pushes it to the back of his mind so he can enjoy his time with Riku.
Sorry bout the wait! Hope you enjoyed! I love hearing your guys theories ^^