Previous chapter — Wow, is it a erotic dream? -Emmett sneered and I growl at him. — Calm down, guys, let's keep reading. Who wants to read from now on? – Carlisle inquired and Esme was prontified. — Let's see what awaits us. -She said she was turning the page and starting to read.
Chapter 4 – Invitations.
In the dream it was all dark, but I could see from afar Edward Cullen from shore to me, I tried to call and talk to him, but the more I called and the more I tried to reach him, but he was distant from me. No matter what I did, nothing would make me go near him. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Macabre too. – Emmett spoke in a burlap; he was expecting a super erotic dream. — Emmett... – I warned when he started fantasizing about ' the erotic dream '. — Boys... Please are you? – Esme said giving us a stern look and getting back to reading. ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
March 29, 2017
I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep anymore, so I went to my studio to draw, I spent half the night awake drawing. So, when it dawned I came down the stairs after getting ready [1], I realized that I came down a little earlier than usual, since the Cah was still preparing the pancakes.
— Good morning Cah. -I said sitting in the kitchen countertop chair.
— Good morning girl. 'm Finishing a fresh coffee. – He spoke while turning to the pans and finishing making the pancakes and Natan came down the stairs tidy.
-Good morning. Bella the lawyer called. He said the process has been underway. -Said kissing me and I got static.
— That means...-I said happy.
— It means that within 1 month at most we will be in front of the judge with a guard application program. Explained.
— OH MY GOD, NATAN... – I spoke the hugging. -We have to fix everything... The room. OH, MY GOD! No 'm Believing that. -I talked lively.
-Calm down, Bella, it may take time. One step at a time. -Spoke to me calming down.
— You've given me the happiest news of my entire life. -I spoke smiling.
— Well now eat and then school, ordered.
— Yes, Dad. -I spoke of a false salute.
-What a weird talk. Who is this child? -Jasper spoke.
— It may be a brother or sister of theirs. – Emmett said remembering that Isabella's mother married Phil.-but I think I found someone who says, ' OH MY GOD ' as much as Alice. – Emmett provoked, making the Shorty gives Language to He.
When Esme returned to reading, she was laughing and shaking her head.
— Natan... I want to talk to you about Angela. -I spoke after having breakfast.
He siged before he spoke.
— I 'm Liking her for real, I'm going to talk to her Especially. And if after all she still wants to try something with me, I'm going to dive upside down. – He spoke by passing his hands through his head.
— You know that from the moment we get Brian's custody, it's good that you mature in relationships too. Brian no longer has a mother; I think at least his father must provide a feeling of family To He. No 'm Speaking of Aunty, of friends, 'm Speaking of father, mother, brothers...-I spoke holding his hands.
-I know, I'm going to talk to Angela. – He spoke giving me a kiss on the forehead and Rising up.
"I owe Brian a life, thanks to what happened he has no mother and is involved in a judicial war. But I promise I'll do anything to make him as happy as possible here in Forks, in this House. – I talked about raising and giving a hug in Natan.
— Bell S... – tried to say, but I cut it. I knew he'd say I wasn't guilty, but I knew more than that it was a lie.
— Please Nat... I'il For the College Is? -I gave a hasty kiss on him getting my purse is rushing out.
— I don't 'm Understanding anything else. Natan has a son and Bellinha blames herself for the death of the kid's mother? Humans die easy, I don't understand why of it Feel guilty. -Emmett talked about the situation.
"Maybe something happened on her day of remembrance. You remember she said she owed Natan a lot? – Rosalie explained.
— But Regardless of what has happened... She takes a big guilt in the back, a guilt for the unfair visa, since her own brother doesn't agree. – Alice spoke revolted.
— Humans are different, they are very dominated by emotion. Seeming as our species when copulates with the companion for the first time, the emotions emerge as a snowball, most often the emotion beats the feed to humans. – Jasper explained and by his mind I could see that the frenzy of copulating with the partner for the vampire is very large.
-Putz, copulate? Even though we have a virgin vampire here, we can talk about having sex with my dear good man. But having sex for the first time with our partners only loses to the moment she stays in the ' fertile period ' for what I've heard. A vampire only enters the fertile period of 10 years and say I'm almost an event when they become pregnant. So far none of the house has gotten pregnant. Rosalie tried the last first and Esme only in four years, right? -Emmett asked, and I wondered how the hell we had gotten on that subject.
— Yes, unfortunately... – Spoke sad Esme.
— Emmett... – Carlisle spoke by passing his arms around Esme.
— At least we have the opportunity to have children if we want to. From what I hear, royalty has had a new heir this year. The 1 among the 3 larges. That's a hope, right? – Alice said bouncy, animating Esme Who returned the reading.
The month that followed the accident brought different things. First because I became the center of attention.
Tyler was impossible, following me and obsessed with apologizing and rewarding me anyway. Although I told him 1 million times that it was not cause for concern and that nothing much had happened, she pretended dementia and did not hear me, so much that on the second day of persecution I want to beat him to death with my purse. I know, it was a little ghoulish, but the mental imagery made me feel better. When I commented on the fact with my psychologist, she was worried that I would be developing a post-traumatic disorder, but I knew that no, I was just fed up with Tyler's pursuit. Tyler reminded me of when he chased me, and I felt sick to my soul with it.
Tyler chased me all over the corner, escorting me to my classes and waiting at the door, sitting right now on the table I sat in the cafeteria, making me sick. And that helped the therapy sections that reminded me of everything made me have nightmares.
I rosnei with it, as he dares to Pursue it.
— Our Maybe she's exaggerating, I think Tyler's just trying to redeem himself. – Rosalie spoke shocked.
— Yes, I believe so, but depending on the trauma she has, it turns into a huge evil To Her. I think somehow, she's aware that he's not trying to harm her since she didn't cut him. I think it's psychological, she Is Fighting the Demons themselves. – Carlisle explained.
— That's complicated. – Alice spoke without understanding.
Esme was quiet without making any comments and continued reading.
By the end of the first week I was tired physically and mentally, couldn't sleep an entire Noire of sleep and started losing weight. So, until the beginning of the second week of the accident I was thinner, with lots of dark circles and full of sleeping pills.
One good thing in my little world of disaster was Natan and Angela, they had signed up and she was giving much moral support in Brian's process.
I tried to play a little responsibility on Edward, since I was the center of attention for the accident. So, but one thing that helped to deteriorate my mood was Edward Cullen's attitude after the accident.
No one seemed concerned about Edward, even though I had said a million times that he was the hero and repeated the lie for himself he did not deserving. Well, he saved my life and how he even threw it in my face that he owed me nothing. But as I did not like lies, I had lied for him as a reward. And though all the people claim they didn't see Edward Cullen standing on my side before the collision, I tried to be as convincing as possible.
Even though no one had seen him near me before the collision, they had so little seen them far and soon I realised the why no one was paying attention to Edward so much when I was. It's a pity.
Edward was never surrounded by people like me and never had a brave one to ask how he was. Actually, People felt frightened when the subject was the Cullen's. These in turn were Always at the same table, never eating. You don't want to be very different. Throughout the month that the accident happened, the sections of therapies makes me a relive everything that had happened, so besides not being able to sleep well I did not eat very well either. Natan very concerned had marked a consultation with nutritionist and threatened me. With Brian's custody hearing coming up, either I ate right, or I wasn't going to watch in Phoenix the audience.
Edward Cullen was ignoring my existence relays, nor did he and none of his brothers look in my direction again he'd sit next to me in biology class, but it was like I didn't exist. To Times I caught myself asking if he didn't regret getting me out of the van, sometimes I thought it was better if he hadn't taken me away. So, when I told my doctor that I sometimes wanted to be dead, he diagnosed me with the principle of depression and my sections started to be three times a week.
— Um, I figured this could happen. She's been repressing for a long time about everything. Now with therapy, Tyler's pursuit and after the accident the way Edward's reaction seems to have been too much for her. I wonder what kind of trauma she has. – Carlisle tried to evaluate the clinical picture.
Depression? Isn't that a little heavy? -I wanted to know.
— Heavy for an ordinary person, it seems that this girl has traumas beyond an ordinary person. – He returned me making me feel a little more guilty than I was feeling.
I wanted to talk to him, the last time we spoke, we were very angry. Actually, I was more injured than furious, so at home I thought, maybe I should just thank and forget, if he had saved me was the only decent thing I could do. So, when the day after the accident came, I was grateful.
I arrived in high school and was willing to talk to him without demanding anything, just ask to thank you. And he was already sitting when I got to biology class, he was looking forward to seeming oblivious to my arrival until I decided to talk.
— Good morning, Edward. – said trying to be as gentle as possible.
He looked at me as if he had been born the 3 eyes on my face and in a fraction of a second looked forward as if I had not spoken to him. And that was the last contact I had with him, even though we're all biology classes together I don't pay attention to him more than he does to me.
— Our Edward so you will never give a hooker in the Bellinha, Is Difficult my son. I'm going to give you a handbook on how to treat women. – Emmett sneered and my mood that was no longer good worsened. It sounded like I was just out of line.
I was devastated. And the dreams continued. Until it happened...
April 28, 2017
Friday morning before he gave the school Jessica called me, to ask permission to invite Mike to the ball that would have in two weeks where the girls should invite the boys. I didn't understand at first why she Want my permission.
— Are you sure you're okay with that? I thought you were going to invite him... – she said by phone.
— I have Jessica, I probably won't be in the day here. I'll be taking a little trip. I said, remembering that I needed to go to Port Angeles and see my new store ready and settle the details of the inauguration.
-Are you sure you're not going? It's going to be fun. – I almost laughed at her trying to make an invitation, clearly being forced and false. I thanked him anyway, running to get ready2and have coffee. When I went down Natan reminded me that next Friday would be Brian's custody trial.
I got out of the house and came to school on top of the loop. Jessica was there and gave me a sad smile when she saw me in trigonometry class, she was quiet all the time and I thought it was pretty weird. I decided not to ask why I had an idea of what could be... And that was confirmed when later that day Mike accompanied me to biology class and was strangely quiet. When I sat in the usual chair too early, Edward Cullen was already there, but I ignored him as always and Mike pulled the subject.
-So, Jessica invited me to the dance. – he said a little dull looking away.
-Wow, that's great, Mike. – I spoke with as much animation as I could.
— Well... – said looking at me and clearly not content with my enthusiasm. -I told her I'd think about it.
-Oh, why Mike? Did any of the other girls invite you? – I tried to sound as understanding as possible.
— No, well... I was thinking you wouldn't be thinking of inviting me? – Asked Straight. I had a glimpse of Edward Cullen looking in my direction as if to wait min in the answer.
"I won't be in town, Mike, so..." I tried to tell him not to hurt him.
"Won't you be able to go another day? -Said Implative.
— Not sadly. But you should say yes to Jessica, it's rude to leave a lady waiting. -I was subtle.
Subtle? – Rosalie laughed. – Subtle as an elephant. – Laughed again.
— She's very funny. I never imagined a human's thoughts would be so funny. – Emmett laughed, being accompanied by the others.
When Mike's going to sit on your desk, I closed my eyes and pressed my fingers on my temples, as if it wasn't enough of everything I've been through. It was still my fault you said no to Mike.
Mr. Banner came to the room and started talking. I whispered and against my will I opened my eyes. Edward Cullen was looking at me full of curiosity, his black eyes stared at me making it impossible to look away. I was in that prison until he had to answer a question from the professor. As soon as I was Free of your eyes, I hid my face behind my hair and ignored it until the end of the class.
When the signal rang as fast as I could, I gathered my books of coast To Him.
Bella? – his voice sang my name causing me to turn mechanically towards him.
-What? The world Is Ending and you're talking to me again? – I was ironic and acidic.
After his lips squirted trying to hide a smile.
-Not really. Justified. I stared at him for 3 seconds before I got back on my back. To He's packing up my stuff.
He waited patiently as long as I recollect myself from the hatred I was feeling at that moment.
— What do you want from me, Edward? -I asked straight.
— I'm sorry. I know I'm being very rude, but that way you better believe me. -spoke of what could be the worst excuse of all time.
— Believing in you? -I made a joke, making him remember the last time I believed him.
"We better not be friends. – he simply spoke.
"Our pity, we lost great things to each other. -said sarcastic and left the room with my hatred coming out.
"That's how you do ladies and gentlemen. -Emmett sneered.
"She left you talking to yourself. – Jasper laughed.
— You deserved Edward. – Alice defended Isabella. While everyone laughed.
The rest of the day was almost normal.
At the exit Erick came to talk to me and invited me to the ball and Edward passed by precisely at that time is I could see him laugh while I uncomfortably tried to give an ' out ' in Erick.
Already in the car, I was standing behind Edward Cullen waiting for his brothers to get in the car. This was causing a small traffic jam. Tyler was on the side of my door knocking on my window.
— Sorry, Tyler, 'm Trapped here.
-Oh, I know. I just wanted to ask you something. -My Jesus this is not happening... I tried to stay passive remembering that he was not guilty.
— You intend to call me to the Dance? – it went straight.
-No, I'll be out of town. – said short, but without being rude.
-Oh, Mike told me, but I thought it was just an excuse to get rid of him. – He spoke smiling. And I was very angry, but it was his fault. Which would make him think that if I had invented an apology, she wouldn't serve him.
-I'm sorry, I'll be out of town. -I was a little rude.
-All right, we got the next one. – Spoke and left without waiting for an answer.
I looked forward and I could swear to see Edward Cullen laughing at me, as if he could hear everything we were talking about. I just buffed and at that moment his brothers had gotten into the car and he was gone.
— Having fun watching Bellinha reject rival Eddie. -Emmett sneered.
— Leave your brother alone, Emmett. -Esme tried to sound Braba.
— But that's funny that you can't deny. -Spoke of shoulders.
I came home truly stressed... I tried to be abstracting, but it's settled. My phone rang around 9 p.m. and I went to meet and saw a restricted number. I answered it anyway.
Hello? – I questioned it as soon as I attended.
"Hello, my little Doll, I was dying to miss your voice. 'm Calling You to Say that soon, soon I will find out where you are. And when I Get out of here, we will fulfill our destiny together. – The voice of my nightmares spoke on the other side and hung up immediately and at that moment I went into frenzy. All the pain I had tried desperate to erase from my system came in a unique way. The despair that voice brought with memories, left my body out of itself.
I climbed the stairs wanting to make that pain end and, in that desperation, and I took eight pills of calming that I had, and there I felt my conscience being taken. It came to my mind all the good and the bad that I had passed. And last I saw his face, Edward Cullen.
THAT? -I almost screamed. – What the hell does she Is Doing? – growled apprehensive while walking from one side to the other.
At that moment all I remember were flash... Natan breaking into my door and yelling at me while I was asking to call the ambulance. He stuck his hand down my throat several times and put me under the shower trying to make the pills vomit. The ambulance arriving shortly afterwards, Natan desperate with me in the ambulance and then everything completely erased.
-What happened? -I asked terrified.
— She attempted suicide... – Emmett replied, and everybody looked at his face kind of like ' JURA '
"We know, did she get it? – Rosalie inquied.
— Read this soon Their Mother – I spoke nervous.
When I woke up I was in Forks ' hospital bed, Natan was on my side and when he saw that I had woken up ran to call the nurse.
Bella? Oh my God, Bell's. I thought you were going to die. How do you do that to me again. -Spoke crying and hugging me.
Natan? What... How long am I here? -wanted to know without having much notion of time.
— A little over 8 hours. I managed to make you play To Off some of the pills, but when we got here you went through a stomach wash. I was so terrified. How did that happen, Bella? I thought you were fine, doing the therapy sections. I noticed you were losing weight and you weren't getting any sleep, but Dr. Daniella said this could happen because you were reminiscing. – spoke while trying and helping to sit.
— Oh sick... Natan He called me. -I spoke weak.
-What? I didn't hear you... – and before I could tell Dr. Cullen came into the room.
— Isabella, how are you now? – He spoke by conferring some of the apparatus on my side.
-A little nauseated. I can go To House? -I asked not wanting to be in that hospital.
-Well, we need to talk. You've tried suicide and you're going to have to stay in the hospital until tomorrow morning, but first the hospital psychologist will be here to talk to you. From now on you'll be doing therapy sections here at Forks Hospital as well. I hope you know you were very lucky this time, you could have died. – Me Gave A Scolding and I bit the cheek To Don't make it clear To Him that when a person Attempts suicide the goal is death.
— Even in a situation Be How funny she is. – Emmett laughed relieving tension, making me feel more relieved.
— Thank God there was no more serious damage. – Carlisle said relieved.
-Doctor Cullen, I can talk to you privately. – Natan asked and while he is the doctor they would go to the corridor in front of my room. I could see the two of them talking and I knew that Natan was explaining my situation to him.
After a while, Natan came back and said I was released. I knew the Why Right on the face. Even though I wasn't famous, my family was. And all we didn't want was for everyone to know what happened.
I got out of the hospital that Saturday morning and came home where I received a sermon and affection from Cah and Felix, both in tears. And only after I was installed, I could talk to Natan.
Natan? -I called when he went to my bathroom and confiscated all the remedies, which from that day on would be Cah's responsibility.
Hi. – Though he knew that my condition led me to extreme attitudes he was upset.
— Phil... He called me. He said when he finds out where we are, he'll come after me. I spoke as I looked at my hands. -This nightmare will never end.
After I told him what happened to Natan he spent 1 hours furious calling God and the world. At the end of that day, my phone was switched. My house received differentiated technological security and the lawyer was here too.
I spent the weekend like this.
May 01, 2017
When the second arrived, I stood reluctant. I dressed in a discreet way3I had coffee and before leaving Natan reminded me that today he would take me and fetch because we would have therapy section.
Natan left me at the school door and when I came in, I went through the bag and the key to my car crashed, before I could lower To Picking up white hands had taken them out of the pool of water.
Edward was right in front of me.
— How did you do it? -I wanted to know.
"I lowered it and took it. – He spoke by opening a smile.
— Not that. How do you do that? Come out of nowhere. demanded.
— It's not my fault if you're distracted too fast. – his voice was profound.
— And why the traffic jam on Friday? I thought you were trying to ignore me and not try to kill me with irritation.
— Oh, that was for Tyler. – Spoke Laughing to Me.
— You...-I spoke with hatred.
-I'm not trying to ignore you. Continued.
— So, you Is Trying to kill me with irritation? Since the van and anything else was unsuccessful. -I spoke acid.
The rage passed through his eyes and he looked at me as if he condemned me. And at that moment I knew why, doctor Cullen though professional should not hide from his family what happens to his patients.
— You are extremely absurd. -his voice was harsh. At that moment I want to explode and shout but knowing that I could not turn my back To Him and kept walking even with my rage appearing.
Waiting. -Spoke while I walked in broad strides, he easily accompanied me.
-I'm sorry, that was rude. I know. -Spoke as we walked, and I ignored him. -I'm not saying it's not true, Anyway Was rude. -Talked me confused.
"That's the worst excuse I've ever heard. -Emmett spoke shaking his head. – We have so much to teach you, Jasper. – continued with a dispirited voice.
— First thing, if you're going to apologize for one thing you're going to do again soon after not apologizes. – Jasper spoke discouraged as well. -This relationship is going to be tough.
— What relationship? -I asked stressed.
— Continue reading Mom, let's show him what we're talking about.
— That's the worst apology I've ever received. Why don't you just leave me alone? -I spoke between teeth walking to the entrance of the cafeteria.
"I want to ask you something. – He spoke laughing, seeming to be in a good mood again.
-Whatever. What do you want? -I went straight.
— I was wondering if on Saturday, you know on Prom Day... In almost two weeks...
— You Is Trying to be funny? Because I don't see any grace. – Interrupted Turning me To Him and narrowing my eyes.
Your expression was fun.
— Can I finish? -I took my shoulders.
"I saw him say you're going to Port Angeles and then to Seattle, and I was wondering if you wouldn't like a ride?
That? -I said no idea what that means.
Guy 'm Even thrilled. You've arranged a lady excuse To Talk to her. -Emmett said he was patting me in the back.
"I thought hell was going to freeze before he got to it. – Rosalie said looking at her fingernails.
— Would you like a ride? – asked again.
— With whom? -Said floating.
With Me? -said slowly as if to explain this to a child.
— EU, why? -I asked stunned.
— Well I was planning to go to Seattle for the next few weeks... So, I thought you might like a ride. – from where he had taken this idea.
— My car works very well. Thank you. -I walked back and he rode with me side by side.
— But think, To To go in two cars when we can not pollute the planet so much.
— THAT's not your business. -I was rude.
— Pollution is everyone's business.
"I sincerely try not to accompany you, Edward. Are you playing a game with me? You ignore me and talk to me; you ignore me again and here we are? Is this some kind of a disturbance or a fetish? – I did the thick Again. -Or are you trying to be nice to me because you knew what happened?
"I wish it hadn't happened.
— But it happened... What does that have to see You? -I talked and turned to walk again and he held me arm turning me to him again.
— Please... Look I said it would be better if we weren't friends and not that I didn't want to be.
— Oh... Thank you for clarifying everything. You're the clarity in person. -I was ironic.
"It would be better if you weren't my friend Bella, but I'm tired of trying to stay away from you. -said with the velvety voice making me once again get confused. Was that it? Our boy was the riddle himself.
— Was that a statement? No... Seriously, Edward? -Emmett spoke jumping.
-Oh, my God, that was certainly a statement. Alice hugged me.
— Calm down, from what I've seen I'll try to be friends with her. I said, trying to put some sense into their heads.
-Oh, I'm going to have one more daughter/Nora. -She said she was thrilled.
"It's all over. -I said I saw them making plans.
They stayed a while, until Carlisle asked for silence and told Esme to continue reading.
His eyes were so intense as he pronounced the last sentence, his velvety and seductive voice.
— Are you going to Seattle with me? – he asked very intensely.
Still unable to talk about how surprised I was, I just shook my head.
He smiled briefly, before his face became serious.
— You should really try to stay away from me, Bella. Warned. -See you in class.
He turned and left to the same place we had come.
