Chapter 1.5: Wet Dream

Caution - This Contains Lemon (I Think)

"I can't sleep" I whined lying in bed, I opened my eyes and turned to check the clock: 11 pm. It's not so late I guess, but I really wanted to get ready for my date with Tohru. I hid under my blanket. Eeeeeeer, but i'm too afraid it won't turn out well at all! I mean I'm up against Kyo and Yuki, maybe I should just give up before I mess up the relationship that Tohru and I have now…

I closed my eyes and imagined her smile, no; I want her to keep smiling like that for me. I imagined her in a beautiful dress, flowing in the wind. You're so beautiful. I wonder if I'd get a peek of her underwear... Tohru's underwear; I felt myself blush thinking about it. My hand had found itself under my pj's, "Tohru" I whispered to myself.

I couldn't help myself, and it's not like I could sleep anyhow. I closed my eyes and thought of Tohru naked, I wonder if she was hairy down there or shaved clean; I stroked myself slowly. And it came to me, wait, Tohru's a teenager too- s-so she has to masturbate right? I wonder how she does it, I could imagine her licking her fingers before rubbing herself softly. "Tohru" I whisper stroking faster.

I wonder if she pinches her nipples, if she moans; how loud she gets when she loses herself. When she gets wet enough, does she slip a finger inside? I start to pant and my grip tightened; "T-Tohru," whisper. How many fingers does she put in, 1? 2? 3 maybe?

"T-Tohru, m-me too" I pant. "I-I want to be inside" I moan. I bite my pillow and began thrusting my meat, imagining me in between her legs; going in and out of her wet, tight, hole. Kissing her. I licked my pillow, "Tohru," I groan.

And as if she were right there with me, I imagined her moaning loudly, the slapping from our bodies making love, the softness of her skin. And when she cums, and moans in my ear, "S-so good- T-Tohru!" I moan as I release into my hand; "You're so perfect, I love you" I cry cumming hard. My body jolts and shivers for a while until I finish and roll on my back.

I take a deep breath and look at my hand, "There was so much today" I whisper; I covered my eyes with my other hand as I began to cry. I may not ever get the real thing, I could live my life jacking off to her; pretending as if it were real.

I don't want anyone else touching her body, or kissing her; I couldn't help but wonder if I'd ever be good enough for her... I bit my lip. But I HAVE to be... I don't ever want to lose this warm feeling I get when I think of her. I wipe my face, "Ok, I'm going to give tomorrows date my all!" I yell motivated. Just watch me Tohru, I'll be perfect for you!

*That morning* "Oh come on, why'd I'd have to ruin my sheets- I'm too old for wet dreams!" I cry.

Creator's Note:

Me going back and checking for errors. Listening to "Prayer X" by 'King Gnu' I could almost cry Y_Y I think this is the only fanfic I have that pertains to a character that struggles with low self worth. Depressed in hidden, for those who can relate, I fell you my dudes. *Peace sign*