"Low self-esteem is characterized by a lack of confidence and feeling badly about oneself. People with low self-esteem often feel unlovable, awkward, or incompetent. "


A Day In The Life Of Momiji

I put my shoes and jacket; whispering words of confidence as I prepared for my date with Tohru. "Momiji, what are you doing?" Haru asked stopping at the front of my room door, his hair in Bed-Head mode. I smiled and took the toothbrush out of my mouth, "Going on a date" I muttered trying not to spill any toothpaste out of my mouth.

Haru's face was plain, "I don't know what you're saying" he muttered back picking in one of his ears; this dude -_- his room is all the way on the other side of the house. I can't understand why he wondered to my room half asleep, he must be lost or something. I ran to the bathroom and spit out the toothpaste; then rushed back over to him.

I took a deep breath and with a pink fast I nervously yelled, "I'm going on a date with Tohru!". Haru covers my mouth and his face grew grim. I felt goosebumps cover my body, "Why are you yelling, I just came here because I need help finding my room" He asked in a soft tone.

I couldn't help but laugh and Haru set his hands down. "Haru, you're so silly!" I laughed and he tilted his head confused. We froze as Akito slowly walked past the room, he stopped and looked at us with a face full of disgust.

His kimono covered his mouth, "Oh… It's just you two, I thought someone important like Yuki was here; so sad" he commented before walking off. "Well fuck you too then you dying ass bitch" Haru whispered under his breath and we both silently laughed.

Haru patted me on the head, "Akito's roaming around the house, if he hears this, you'll have to kiss that date and your face good-bye." he whispers with a serious tone. I looked down. Akito, that's right; I'd face cruel punishment…

And I might not even be able to see Tohru again, just the thought sent a cold chill down my neck and back. I looked up as Haru patted my head, "Good luck with your date, I'll keep Akito Company so he won't notice your gone" he smiled coolly. I felt myself starting to tear up, his kind offer was more than I could ask for and something most people wouldn't do if you paid them. "Thank you!" I gasped as he made his way out of the room.

Shigure's House

I knocked on the door and Shigure opened it, "Oh look who it is; Momiji; you came to visit!" he smiled covering his mouth with the hand side of his robe. "Hi Shigure, is Tohru home?" I asked happily, already knowing she was.

"Oh, Momiji, you're here" Tohru called surrounded by flowers. "How did those flowers get in my house and why are they floating around Tohru?" Shigure asked. Tohru and I looked at Shigure at the same time with serious faces, "Don't question it, you're breaking the fourth wall" we state in manly voices.

Wow, Tohru, you look great!" I gasped as I scanned her from head to toe; my heart dropped as far as my jaw. She wore a pink skirt rising little above her knees, and a matching tank top. I could help but notice cleavage showed, and her hair was curly, with kissable pink lips. Yuki and Kyo entered the room, I don't know why they didn't walk in fighting, but I wasn't going to question it.

"Hey, what's going on here?" Kyo hissed looking at me as I took mental pictures of Tohru's breast. "Hi, Kyo-Kyo!" I smiled still staring at Tohru."What the hell, how many times do I have to tell you not to call me that?" he hissed as red as a tomato and cat ears popping out. "Oh, hello Momiji" Yuki muttered half asleep well pulling Kyo's ear".

Kyo: "Get off me you damn rat!"

Yuki: "Oh shut up, you're making my ears bleed you stupid cat"

Tohru: "Ahhh-ehhah, wait - stop fighting"

Shigure: "Oh, so you too are going on a hot date, I guess you're leaving Kyo and Yuki alone in the dust"

Yuki and Kyo stopped and looked at me, their eyes filled with fire, and Goosebumps covered me, ooooh shit; I don't think I can smile my way out of this one! "A-A date?" Tohru smiled nervously. I blushed, Shigure slowly walked away, "Well you two have a good time, don't come back so soon," he laughed.

"SHIGURE!" Yuki and Kyo growled at the same time and Tohru stood with a huge confused smile on her face. "Well, let's go Tohru" I yelled cheerfully and excited and grabbing her hand well running out of the door. "Wait!" Kyo and Yuki yelled. I swear on my bunnies ima bite Shigure one day. "Ah M-Momiji, are you sure we should have run out like that?" she asked nervously.

I turned my head as she ran away, "We probably should have kissed first, they woulda went crazy!" I blushed looking romantically in her eyes. "M-Momiji, she blushed as we slowed down, I meant what I said and my heart raced shyly, I've only ever dreamed of kissing her. *Laughs in Hidden*