Chapter 2
Bo's POV
All I felt was guilt. I felt guilty for not telling Tamsin how I felt. When Tamsin told me how she felt I was shocked. She always acted like she hated me, so when she told me she love me, it really caught me off guard.
I would be lying if I said that I didn't feel anything for her. Because the truth is I do love her. Over the past couple of months we've grown close. Besides the sex, me and Tamsin, each bring out something in each other. We push each other to reach higher limits and do things we normally wouldn't do.
Me and Tamsin had been through a lot. She saved my life knowing she would die, she saved Kenzi when no one else believed me. She also bonded with Kenzi. When Tamsin was reborn Kenzi practically raised her.
I should have stopped her when she ran out of the room. I should have went after her, but instead I lied and told her I did feel an attraction to her. I should have just told the truth, now I feel like there is now way I can fix this.
I didn't notice that I was crying, until I heard a door close downstairs. 'That must be Kenzi' I thought. I didn't want her to see me all distraught, so I clean myself up a bit. When I walk down stairs I see her rummaging through the cabinets for food.
"You wont find any food" I say leaning against the wall. "We really need to get food in here". "Yeah" I said in an emotionless voice, while walking over to the couch and plopping down on the couch, releasing a heavy sigh.
I'm sure she sensed that something was wrong, because she came over and sat down beside me and asked me what's wrong. "Nothing" I said, which resulted in her saying "Don't bullshit me Bo, I've known you long enough to know when something is wrong or bothering you. Now. Spit. It. Out." She looks at me waiting for a response. 'Come on all you have to do is tell her the truth' I thought, but when it came time to say it, I couldn't get the words out of my mouth.
Kenzi lost her patience, which resulted in her yelling " Jesus, spit it out already" when that was said, I jus blurted it out. "Tamsinsaidsheisinlovewithme, and we have been sleeping together for a while now", I said really fast. I guess she understood what I said, because of the next thing she said. "HOLY SHIT! You're telling me Officer Slamsin is in love with you". I nodded and mumbled a yes, bringing my knees to my chest and lowering my head on them. Then she asked the one question I dreaded the most. "Well did you say it back?". With that being said I shook my head and said " I told her I didn't feel the same way" .
The next thing I know, I'm getting hit and yelled at. "BO! How could you be so stupid". 'She's right. How could I be stupid?' I release a long overdue sigh, stand up and say, " I don't know Kenzi. I was shocked, and didn't see it coming." When I started pacing Kenzi got up held me by the shoulders, looked me in the eyes, and asked "Did you mean it?" "No, I didn't mean it. I don't even know why I told her that I didn't, when I really do" I say. "What happened when after you said that. Did she say anything?"
"No. She didn't say anything, she just got dressed and ran out of there as fast as she could". I say, plopping down on the couch once again.
"You really fucked it up this time Bo." She says sitting back down next to me. "I know Kenzi. I know. I just don't know how to fix it" I say putting my face in my hands and groaning in frustration. "Just tell her you didn't mean it and that you feel the same way", was the next thing I heard her say. I groan again saying "How can I do that when she ran off, and there is no telling where she went."
"Ok jus wait until the morning, and let things settle down, then go look for her. Do you think you can do that". With that being said I nodded and rested my head on her shoulder. She then wraps her arm around me and holds me tight. We sit there in silence before I get out from under her hold and tell her I'm going for a walk. I rush up stairs, find some clothes to wear and rush back down. I walk towards the door and tell Kenzi I will see her later and walk outside. "Stay safe" is the last thing I hear before I walk outside. I start walking down the road trying to clear my mind of all the overbearing thoughts I'm having. I look up at the stars, admiring their beauty. 'This is exactly what I needed' I think still walking.
I keep walking until I hear a groan. I stop look around to find the source of it. I wait a minute to listen for the groan again. 'Mabey I'm just hearing things" I think, before continuing to walk again. "Mmmm", I hear the groaning coming from behind me. I turn around and look around. Once I see an alley I begin to walk towards it.
As I begin to walk down the alley, I see a figure on the ground. "Hello" I say waiting for a response, but the only thing I hear is another groan. The faint smell of blood is what caused me to run towards them on the ground. The unknown person was curled up in a ball, so I turned them around.
When I saw who it was I couldn't breathe, and fear shook throughout my entire body.
'TAMSIN!'
A/N: So that the end of chapter 2. Please give feedback on what you think. Also what do you think is to happen next.? Only time will tell.
Savi21
