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First 3 chapters hope you enjoy!


My fear of him

She was supposed to stay outside until party is over, she was in her nostalgic state she forgot almost but too late, she was now hanged Rindou's trap devices! Great! how am I supposed to let go now she suddenly heard small footsteps and below saw a man looking around

"Help" she said I hope he heard me

She saw the man walk more and his now below her

"Above" she said

She can't see the guy and he was just standing there looking above

"Please mister can you help me go down, I got stuck" Don't just watch!

She saw the man move somewhere and she can't identify what his doing but suddenly

"Eh?" Oh my gosh I'm going to fall! She closed her eyes for possible impact that she will feel very soon

It hurts! It hurts! It hurts! She is shouting inwardly

"Hey! You alright?" She heard him asked

Slowly she opened her eyes, well its dark she can't see his face

"Y-yeah" she is trying to see the face of her savior It's still dark can't see him, wait his not putting me down yet?

"Yo-you can put me down now" she said, still no movement "Mr.?"

"Sorry" he said and put her down slowly

"Thank you for saving me there, I forgot Rindou likes putting traps in this place" she said smiling

"Good timing I came, I somehow don't feel inside, maybe because of you" She was surprised on what he said makes her blush

Is he attracted to me? It can't be Kanako

The phone echoes the silent

"Sorry wait" she picked up her phone.

"Hello" she said

'Where are you? I am looking for you everywhere in this place, Mrs. Shidou said she wants to meet you, you know"

"But Onii-san"

'Kanako you must meet at least Mrs. Shidou, you know your mother and her are once friends. You must give respect for that'

She sigh "Ok" and she hung up

"I need to go back, thank you so much." she said as she near him

"You want to get some punch or want to stay here?" she asked

"I guess we better go back" he said smiling at her hoping to spend more time for her savior.

Both of them are almost the front door of the mansion, when the man she's with hits the lights outside the mansion, she can clearly see now who he is

Oh no! It can't be it's the freaking sadistic cross dresser! I got to sneak out! Good thing his still not looking!

"There you are" she heard his sister called him and she took that chance to leave them,

"Why?"

Was the last question she heard coming out from his voice before she disappear completely.

She went the other door, and exactly she stops at the food she's hungry now, the only thing that drag her to the crowd is the food,

I can't resists this pleasure.

"There you are finally" she heard

She's not yet turning to see who it was yet she's was already dragging away from the food my food!

She looked at the person holding and, it's her older cousin Natsume, she looked where they were heading and she wants to run.

She can see Shizu and Mariya beside a beautiful older woman looks like Mariya

She can see Shizu staring at her and she can see sinister things in his eyes what did I do? You left him earlier idiot! What?! Why are you talking to me! I am you idiot! aaaaah!

"Sorry I got lost" Don't look at him Kanako

She said and think when they arrive at the group

"C'mon-" Natsume didn't finish because they heard Mariya speak

"Kanako!" she can see all of them looked at Mariya then to her

"Hi Mariya" hesistant voice she said

"Wow you look dashing tonight my dear" Mrs. Shidou said

"Almost didn't recognized you there' He said to her I almost didn't know who you are too she thought

"Good to see you Kanako-chan" he said as he held his hand for her

This is bad really bad! Go grab it! You know him of all people here!

"G-good to see you S-Shizu" she gave her hand to him to shake but instead he hold it and kiss it

She was shocked

"Mariya you and Kanako were roommates in high school right?" She heard him said

"Y-yeah we were" Mariya said trying to answer plainly. Their parents didn't know they switch places in high school.

"Nice to see an old roommate is invited for this glamorous party" with a voice of mocking. Kanako is now mad at him that why she got courage glare at him

Who does he think he is!

"That's not nice Shizu, Kanako's mother was my friend and her father was also my teacher so I invited them" Their mother said

"Oh I didn't know about that mother?" Mariya said

"Of course dear, we rarely shared moments for a very long time" she said

"Why is your sister not here Kanako?" she asked

"Yumi's busy, Miki is in college and father is not well, he needs a lot of rest Mrs. Shidou" she said with sad tone

"That's quite sad, so you're going to the memorial too?" Mrs. Shidou asked her

"Why would she go there?" She heard him with sound of irritation. Bastard! If It weren't for my parents I will not go you know!

His mother just smiled. Ignoring her sons disagree tone

"Y-yes, that's what father asked me to do, before I go back" of course I need to obey my parent right! But I need to go, I hate seeing that sadistic bastard keep staring at me!

"Uhm excuse me" she said at everyone she gave a gesture that she will leave them now

"Where are you going Kanako?" Mariya asked her

"Ah- comfort room?" she said, she can feel his anger and she don't want to be near to him anymore

"Oh th-" Mariya stop because her brother interfere

"Let me show you around while finding the comfort room" he said

She was surprised and in fear, because she knows the tactics of the man, she was with him in same room for two years, torturing her and she knows when his expression changes to innocent to sadist this is going to be another one of those years in the past? Well you must fight!

"That's good dear you can tour Kanako in the place, you haven't seen each other for a long time"

"Shall we" He said nicely and present his arm on her

She hesitates but she must play along, she can feel his pretending the goody goody boy attitude, his great pretending to be a girly nice his also great pretending in his manly form, if I didn't know him I would fall for him.

Yeah I admit his really a good looking especially now than before, very frustrating, she wants to hang out with Mariya that once Shizu, She must feel the presence of the twins to know who is who cause she sometimes she think Shizu is the girl and Mariya is the boy.

Please help me get out of this sadistic man!


A/N: Don't cry Kanako-chan

Kanako: T_T