A/N: I have to apologize to the readers of this story, I want you all to know I have not given up on any of my stories and I will see them till the end! I have been having some major writer's block and I have written each of my stories updates so many times and none of them seemed to flow right so I scratched them all and started over, hopefully it worked this time! Sorry for the length of this Chapter.
Olivia's POV
Well, who am I to deny a beautiful woman? The lady wants and needs me inside of her then that's what she will get. I place soft kisses all over her body from her neck, down to her breasts, taking her nipples into my mouth one by one and gently biting on them. Placing light kisses down her abdomen to her stomach. Leaving little love bites on the inside of her thighs. I take a slow swipe of my tongue up her center and she bucks her hips up for more friction.
"God Olivia, please!"
"Have no fears babe; I will give you everything you need"
I stiffen my tongue and slide deep inside of her and her hips are bucking up more now. I lay flat on my stomach, reach my arms around her legs to keep her in place. I slide my tongue in and out of her at a rapid pace.
"Jesus Olivia, that feels so good. I need more!"
I remove my tongue and slide it up to her clit while easily sliding two fingers deep inside of her. There are profanities flying all around the room and her hands grip tight to my hair. I am sliding my fingers in and out and gently sucking on her clit. On my next stroke in I slide three fingers into her.
"OH GOD Olivia, keep going, YES just like that!" she almost screams
"Let it go Callie, I've got you!"
"Olivia, OH FUCK! I am so close!"
I am sliding my fingers in and out of her core at a rapid pace now and with each thrust in I curl my fingers just right; hitting that spot that will drive her over the edge. I lean down and take her clit back into my mouth and suck on it. I can feel her walls clamping down around my fingers; I know she is so close to her orgasm. I am getting wetter just listening to the moans and profanities coming out of her mouth.
"OOOLLLIIVVVIIIAAAAAAAAAA" she screams my name as her whole body stiffens.
I ease up on the movements of my fingers and let her clit go with a 'pop'. I just lay there and watch her come down from her high. My fingers are still inside of her but not moving. Once she catches her breath a little, she opens her eyes and looks down at me and we lock eyes. I still have my fingers inside of her and still unmoving. I send her a wink as we keep out eyes locked.
"Jesus Christ Olivia, what are you doing to me?" Callie asks when her voice comes back to her.
"Just making you feel good babe" I answer her.
"Come up here, I need you up here"
I make my way up her body, slowly sliding my fingers out of her; both of us moaning at the loss. I lay myself on her body and she reaches down between us and opens my lower lips, as well as her own. Our clits are rubbing against each other. I lean down onto her more so I am lying completely on top of her. I slide my tongue along her bottom lip; asking for permission, which she quickly allows. I drive my tongue into her mouth and she moans; as she can probably taste herself on my tongue.
I slowly start to move my hips a little at a time; starting a slow rocking motion and OH GOD it feels so good. She is moving her hips as well, meeting my thrusts as they start to speed up.
"So good Olivia, keep going!"
"God Callie, you feel so damn good. I am so close already!"
"So am I!" she is moaning and driving her hips up to meet mine.
"OH GOD OLIVIA! Please don't stop, GOD this feels so good. I am so close"
"Mmmmm GOD CALLIE"
I keep my hips rocking back and forth rubbing our clits together. I have my hands wrapped around her shoulders under her arms at this point to get some traction.
"FUCK OLIVIA, please don't stop!"
"No worries there babe, I don't plan to. Open your eyes Callie I want to see you come undone under me" I tell her as I lean up on my hands on either side of her head.
"Oh God Olivia I'm going to come!"
"Me too. Jesus Callie!" I just speed up my rocking a little more.
Just as we both reach our peek with our eyes locked onto each other I can't help the feelings going through me right now. I cannot believe I am feeling like this for this woman already. I know it is WAY too soon but I can't help how I feel.
"OH FUCK CALLIE … I LOVE YOU" I scream as I topple over the edge; eyes still locked on hers.
"Fu – FUCK OLIVIA!" she screams as she follows me over the edge.
Callie's POV
I am begging this woman hovering over me not to stop. She feels so damn amazing on top of me. I have my nails digging into her back and ass and I am sure I am leaving marks but I don't care and it seems neither does she. I don't hear her complaining at all. She has asked me to open my eyes to look at her which I find a little tricky to do, but manage none the less. We lock eyes as her thrusts speed up. I am moving my hips to meet hers. I reach down and grab ahold of her ass to help her rock against me harder and faster.
"Jesus Olivia ... HARDER … FASTER … I AM SO CLOSE"
We keep our eyes locked and I can feel myself coming closer and closer to the edge. I can tell she is almost there as well as her body starts to stiffen. I am licking my lips and trying to get moisture to my mouth.
"OH FUCK CALLIE … I LOVE YOU" she screams out.
"Fu – FUCK OLIVIA!" I scream and follow her over the edge. She collapse on top of me and buries her head into my neck.
It takes me a minute to realize what she just said and I just lie there, not moving. I don't even know if she realizes it at this point. I am sure my eyes are about to bug out of my head. To say I was not expecting THAT would be a big understatement. 'Did she say it because she means it or was it just something said in the heat of passion?' I wonder to myself. She continues to lie on top of me and I am just running my fingers up and down her back until we both come down from our high.
"Callie, that was fucking amazing!"
"I – It certainly was" she locks eyes with me again once she catches her breath a little.
"Callie, please don't freak out. I love you. I did and do mean it. I know it is way too early but I just can't help how I feel. I don't need you to say it back or anything …"
"Olivia, will you shut up!" I grab her by the back of her neck and pull her down for a very passionate kiss. I deepen the kiss just for a moment.
"I love you too"
"You do?" she asks me
"I do. And maybe it is too early but I feel it to. I think I may have felt it sooner then maybe I should have, but I feel it none the less"
"I love you" she says again with a smile on her face.
"I love you too" then she leans down and kisses me again.
"We really should get some sleep soon though, it's almost … 1am" Olivia tells me.
"Oh, don't worry we will!" I grab her and roll her over so I am now lying on top of her.
"However I'm not done with you yet Det. Benson" I tell her as I wink down at her.
"Oh!" is all she can say before I lean down and slide my tongue into her mouth.
This is going to be a long night, or I guess at this time of the day I should be saying an early morning. I can't believe we have said those three words already and I mean them with all that I am.
Waking up the next morning snuggled into Olivia's naked body feels amazing. I try and stretch out and holy god I am so sore! I can't remember the last time I pulled an all-nighter like THAT! Damn was it ever worth the aches I feel this morning though. I can't believe I have this woman in my life, and I really can't believe she feels the same way I do. I am lying on my back and she rolls over in her sleep and snuggles into my side. I lie here and just stare at the ceiling and replay the previous night over in my head.
"Mmmm Morning beautiful" Olivia says still a little sleepy.
"It certainly is, good morning gorgeous" I run my fingers up and down her back; just drawing random patterns.
"What time is it?"
"About 8am"
"Steph said she was going to be here around 10am to drop off little man!"
"Well, that leaves us about 2 hours then"
"It does" she says as she rolls over on top of me.
"What ever shall we do in those 2 hours?" I ask her
"Oh I'm sure we can think of something!" She winks at me. Leaving down and kissing me for all she's worth.
Olivia's POV
After a few more orgasms in bed and then sharing a shower with another, we finally make it out of the bedroom and into the kitchen for coffee and breakfast; just in time for Steph to be knocking on the door. I let her and Noah in and Noah makes a beeline for Callie. Once he has had his morning hug from her he makes his way into the living room where I sit after I've seen Steph out. Noah and I spend a little time in the living room playing while Callie finishes breakfast.
Sitting at the table once breakfast is ready we are make some small talk. Noah telling us all about his night at Steph's and all the fun they had making forts, eating pizza and junk food. We talk some more and make plans to go to the park with Noah today; just chilling out really.
"Can I ask you something Liv?" Callie asks
"Sure you can. You can ask me anything babe" and sends me a wink.
"I want to make a trip to Seattle next weekend to see Sofia. I am starting work again in two weeks, and then I want to get back on my feet so I can get her here with me. But I'm not quite there as yet"
"Callie, that's amazing. I'm sure she will be so excited to see you"
"I hope so"
"What did you need to ask me, because that couldn't be it? You don't need to ask to go see your daughter Callie"
"I know that wasn't it I just wanted to let you know my plans. What I wanted to ask was if you think you could take some time off and maybe join me; you and Noah both. I could show you around Seattle, you could meet my friends. I think Noah would enjoy it as well. There are lots there for the kids and I think Noah will have a good time with Sofia"
"Callie, are you sure? Isn't this something you would prefer to do on your own?"
"Olivia I am sure. I want you to come spend the weekend with me in Seattle. I love you and I want you to meet my friends and also allow me to properly introduce you and Noah to Sofia and Arizona in a proper setting; not a hospital room"
"Okay then, we would love to join you. Noah, what do you think about going away for the weekend?"
"YAY!" he jumps up and down.
"Well that's settled then, we are off to Seattle next weekend. Guess I better get some tickets and quick before all the seats are gone" I get up and grab my laptop.
"Yeah, about that … Olivia, you don't have to worry about that"
"What do you mean? Have you already done that hoping we would say yes?"
"Ummmm yeah sort of"
"What do you mean sort of?"
"Well I have to make a call but we don't need to get plane tickets. I have access to a private jet anytime I need it; and I would think this is one of those times! Besides my dad won't say no when I tell him I need it to go to Seattle to see Sof"
"O – Okay … Wow. I was not expecting that. I have never been on a private jet. Your dad has access to a jet?"
"Oh okay, well let's just say this; you know how we have talked a lot about families and ourselves but I was a little apprehensive about some things and I told you about a trust fund I have?"
"Yes" I only give her a short answer so as not to get her off point.
"Well … let's just say that I will never need for anything, my mom and dad own and run very successful businesses and my dad has his own private jet yes. He lets me use it from time to time when it's needed"
"Oh wow, okay then. So we don't need plane tickets then!" I laugh.
"Nope. I'll call my dad later and let him know. Now let's get this day started!" Callie says then pulls me into a tight hug and a kiss that gives my whole body goose bumps.
"Noah, are you ready to head out to the park?" I ask as I break away from kissing Callie.
"Yes mama!" he cheers.
We all get our shoes on and making sure we have our phones, keys and jackets. We make our way outside and start the short walk to the park. I reach over and interlock my fingers with Callie's as we continue the stroll. I turn my head a little and just watch her profile and I cannot believe how happy she makes me; and so soon to. Is it too early to be feeling this way? It's possible but I am a firm believer that 'when you know, you know'. Am I going to ask her to marry me tomorrow? Hell no, but I do see that for us WAY down the road. I just want to be with her while she gets back on her feet and be the one she leans on when needed.
We spend a couple hours at the park just watching Noah run around and playing. I take him on the slide and the swings before he wanders over to some other kids playing on the jungle gym. I walk over to the bench Callie is sitting at watching us and put my arm over her shoulders on the back of the bench and she leans her head down onto my shoulder as we continue to watch Noah.
"I love you"
"I love you too Callie"
"I really don't think that will ever get old!" she tells me and kisses me on the cheek.
"God I hope not"
"So, after we come back from Seattle maybe we could sit down and you could help me find a place to live?" she asks me.
"Sure"
I want to tell her to stay with me, but I know my place is only 3 bedrooms and I'm not sure how she would feel about 'moving' in with me. I know she lives there now but I don't know how she would feel about making my room as 'our' room and making her current room Sofia's room. I want to ask her but I am scared. I know this thing between us is moving really fast but everything about it seems so right at the same time. I don't know what to do.
"Hey, are you okay? You got awful quite on me there"
"Huh? I'm good, sorry just thinking"
"Care to share?"
"Not at the moment, but I will when the time is right, I promise"
"Okay"
We gather up Noah and start to head back towards home. We stop in for some ice-cream and just decide to spend the day lazing around the apartment and ordering pizza for dinner. Once we get home, we all change into some more comfy clothes to lounge around in for the afternoon / evening. I have to go back to work tomorrow and Noah has school so Callie will be by herself again.
We all get settled in on the sofa, I am lying in Callie's arms and I have Noah snuggled into me. This just feels so right; I'm not even sure how she feels about all this. We have both expressed our love to one another, but are we really ready to 'live' together as a couple? I don't know what I would do or will do once she moves out; it will feel so lonely here. Do I talk to her beforehand or just leave everything as is and let her go? I don't want her to move out at all. I know it's fast but I think I'm ready for it. When I asked her to stay with me I already had some feelings for her but would never express them.
"Hey, are you sure you're okay?" Callie leans down and whispers in my ear.
"Yeah, I'm good, just got a lot on my mind"
"Anything you want to talk about?"
"I do but I'm scared"
"Okay. Did I do something?"
"No, it's not like that"
"Okay, why don't we finish this movie, order pizza and then when we put little man to bed we can sit down and talk?"
"That sounds good"
We snuggle down again and just try to enjoy the movie with Noah. My mind is running at fifty miles an hour and I'm not sure I'm ready to bring this conversation up with Callie yet but I don't want to start a relationship hiding things or feelings either so. I just hope I don't 'scare' her away.
Once that movie ends, we get up and call in for pizzas. I make my way to the kitchen and ask Callie if she wants something to drink.
"I would love a glass of wine please" she tells me
"Coming right up" I go about getting us each a glass then getting Noah a glass of apple juice.
I make my way back into the living room and just get seated as there's a knock on the door. I get up, grab my wallet and make my way over to the door to pay for the pizza. Once I turn back around after I have paid and locked up for the evening I look at both of them cuddled up on the couch. Callie is laying the full length and she is on her back with Noah cuddled up on top of her, almost asleep. I walk over, put the pizza on the counter and just move back over to them. I lock my eyes with Callie and we just stay silent for a few minutes staring at each other. I know in this moment what I have to and most certainly want to do about our situation. There is no denying I want this woman with me all the time. I can't imagine not having her around now, it's been so amazing. She gets along great with Noah; but who wouldn't, he's adorable. I know I am ready for this step even though it is way too soon, I can only hope she feels the same way.
"Hey Noah, do you want some pizza buddy?" I kneel down and ask him.
"I not really hungry mama, I tired" he sleepy replies to me.
"Okay bud, well why don't we get you to bed then"
"Otay, night Callie" I pick him up off of Callie's stomach and carry him into the hallway.
"Night Noah, sleep tight"
"I'll be right back babe"
"Take your time, I'm going to call Sof" she tells me
I get Noah all tucked into bed and I don't even need to read him a story, he's so worn out. All the fresh air today must have knocked him out. I just lie with him for a few minutes to give Callie some time with Sofia. I know this can't be easy on her or Arizona having to talk to their daughter over the phone or make trips to see her. There has to be a better way.
I am lying there just drawing random patterns down Noah's back, he's sound dead asleep already. I hear something and I look up and Callie is standing in the doorway watching us with a beaming smile on her face.
"Hey you" I tell her
"Hey"
"Is everything okay with Sofia?"
"Oh yeah, she's having a blast with Arizona and Jess"
"Good to hear"
"I just miss her so damn much" I can see the tears starting to pool in her eyes.
I untangle myself from Noah without waking him and make my way to her in the doorway. I open my arms and she almost falls into them. I walk us back out to the living room and onto the couch, she is still wrapped around me and holding on tight. She is sobbing and it is killing me to see her like this. I know she misses Sofia and she has had it rough a little lately. I just want to be able to fix everything for her.
"Shhh its okay, let it out I got you babe"
"Th-Tha-Thank you" she finally gets out around her sobs.
"Anytime"
"I'm sorry"
"Callie honey, you have nothing to be sorry for. If it were me in that situation I'd be a mad woman too. You miss her and that's okay, she's your daughter"
"Yeah but she's not like she's with strangers, she's with her mommy"
"I know, it's not easy living so far away from each other, only talking on the phone or FaceTime, making trips to see each other; that can't be easy"
"It's not but we've made it work thus far. It's just I miss her when she's there as I'm sure Arizona misses her when she's here"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure"
"Have the two of you sat down and talked about all this?"
"No, we are just kind of figuring it out as we go. I really like New York, it's like a second chance for me, plus you're here and I don't want to leave you now that I've only just found you"
"I get that Callie; I don't want to let you go either. Have you ever asked Arizona to move here? I mean surely the hospital would love to have her; from what you've told me about her. What exactly does Jess do for a living?"
"That's the funny part in and of its self. Arizona and I are both surgeons and it would seem we have both fallen for 'cops'. Jess is with the Seattle PD and from the last time I talked to Arizona about it, almost ready for the detective stage"
"That is funny. You were both married, share a child, both surgeons and now you're both best friends who have cops as partners" I laugh out.
"Now, you want to tell me what's on your mind?"
"I do Callie, but I am really scared. I love you and that alone scares me"
"How so?" she asks a little puzzled.
"Don't take that the wrong way please. I do love you and I mean every word. It's just I have never fallen for someone so hard and fast before and it scares the shit out of me. I love how you get along so well with Noah, I love having you around here so much. I love the idea of coming home at night and knowing you're on the other side of that door when I open it. I love having you in my arms and I certainly really love making love to you"
"I know Olivia, I feel all that too. So where is the problem?"
"There's no problem per say"
"O-Okay"
"I want you to stay her with me" I mumble out, not even sure she heard me
"Come again? I didn't catch that" she tells me and puts her fingers under my chin and moves my head up so we are face to face.
"I want you to stay with me, actually move into my bedroom and make it our bedroom and we can turn the spare room into Sofia's room and I know it's too fast but I just feel …"
Callie shuts me up with a kiss. She runs her tongue along my bottom lip looking for access which I quickly grant to her. She pushes me over so I am lying on the couch on my back; she climbs on top of me on the couch and deepens the kiss. We make out for a few minutes before we have to come up for air.
"Are you seriously asking me and my daughter to move in here with you and your son?"
"I am yes. I love you and I don't want you to go. I know it's all so fast Callie but I can't help the way I feel. I want to know that when I come home I am coming home to you; and our kids. I want to get to know Sofia better and for her to get to know Noah. I want us all to live together"
"Wow, I have to say that was not what I was expecting"
"I know sorry, but you didn't answer me either"
"I haven't have I?"
"No you haven't"
"Hmmm"
"Really, you're just going to leave me hanging here?"
"YES"
"Yes you're going to leave me hanging?"
"No, yes to I will move in with you silly"
"Oh!"
"OH? That's all you got?"
"Sorry, I'm excited, I just wanted expecting an answer right away, I thought you would have some reason for it not to happen or that you would have to think about it"
"Olivia I don't have to think about it. Yes it's fast like you said but I also feel that same way you do so why would I look for an apartment just to move back in with you down the road. There's no point in wasting anyone's time looking"
"YAY"
"Okay, now you sound like Noah!" she laughs and then leans down and kisses me again. She is rubbing her hips down onto mine and it feels so good.
"How about we put this on hold for a bit, eat dinner then go to bed and continue this?" I look up to her and ask
"I think you have a great idea!"
A/N: Thoughts? Next Chapter will be the Seattle trip!
