Flash back
I can't believe it Pott-no Harry is my son
6th year:
POTTER!!! Will you PAY ATTENTION FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE THEN ACTING UP LIKE YOUR ARROGANT FATHER!!
I snarl at Harry I know I should not do this to him but I have an act to play and i know it hurting him but I have to and it hurting me too.
Harry POV
Why do I even bother trying to do anything with him anymore I always get beaten down from him...
After potions today I need to relive my stress I walk to the boys bathroom and pull out my favorite knife I sleet 3 new cuts with my old cuts I'm official done with snape with all the names and rude remarks, after I was done with that I go to dinner I sit with Ron and Harmione but I can still feel something burning in the back of my head I turn around and see snape looking at me can't take a damn break...I don't eat that night.
Snape POV
I feel like shit doing that to Harry but I can't do anything about it if the dark lord found out my son will be gone forever... ever since that day I found out I wanted to talk to Harry but I could not do it not jeopardizing the world... why is hard I want to tell him so bad but how will he react to me BLOODY POTION MASTER a father... soon I'll tell him soon I will.
Dinner ended with song but I did not want to stay I went to my quarters and wrote Harry
Dear harr- nope can't do that
Dear pott- nope
Dear Mr H-FUCKING NOPE
Dear Harry Potter - ok that fine
Dear Harry Potter
I need to speak to you regarding your potion today please meet me in my classroom at 10am on Saturday.
Sincerely
Professor Snape.
I walk up to the owls and see Harry owl please give this to Harry it important
Hedwig looks at me confused
he my son Hedwig and he does not know it please wait for a reply Hedwig flies off into the castle now to wait
Harry POV
Hedwig comes into the dorm with an letter hmm who is this from
Dear Harry Potter
I need to speak to you regarding your potion today please meet me in my classroom at 10am on Saturday.
Sincerely
Professor Snape.
Ok that weird... here Hedwig send to professor snape thank you
Snape POV
I see Hedwig coming and I'm scared actully
Dear Professor snape
Yes I'll come but a little later I need to do something at that time and it can't wait you can give me an detention if you want but this can't wait I'll look forward seeing you Saturday
Harry
Ok well it fine I don't care about the Detention I just need him to know...
Harry POV
I wonder what potion he wants me to make what ever it is I'll do it I don't mind it it a little at 10 and I'm at my flat away from hogwarts this is the place I feel most better the wards are really strong no one can come in only me which I love... well it time to go see him
I get back to hogwarts at 10:30 and make my way down to the dungeon I knock on his door and hear him inside...
Snape POV
Omg HE IS HERE AHHHHHHH ok ok calm snape.. when I tell him to come in I knew he had a glamor on but I don't want him to know that... Potter I need your help with this potion for a kid in the school but I need to know if it works and if it good enough it a parents test potion.
yes professor snape we get to work (meaning me) and when the potion was done he told me to cut myself a little bit for blood he told me red is Father and green is not family the potion turns red Harry looks confused how is it red how I mean my father is dead right?
is this right professor snape?
yes it is right with your blood it is time to tell him...
Harry listen before I tell you this this potion was for you and me...during 1st year I found out...that your my son and that proves right now that we are father and son lily your mother but James is not in sorry Harry...I hope you can forgive me
I see Harry head snap up hard and fast...
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOUR MY FAT-FATHER!!!
yes Harry it is true and im sorry for being rude to you for the past years please forgive me..
HOW CAN I FORGIVE YOU FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME SAYING THAT IM LIKE MY FATHER WELL LISTEN IM LIKE YOU THEN YOU WERE RUDE TO ME EVERYDAY MAKING ME FEEL WORSE AND NOT HAPPY ANYMORE WHY THE FUCKING WOUKD YOU NOT TELL ME!!!
I wanted to tell you but I could not beside you had your lovely relati- HA YOU THOUGHT I WAS LOVING AT THAT HOUSE NOPE I WAS NOT AND THAT THE OTHER THING YOU GOT WRONG I WAS NOT SPOILED I WAS BEATED AND CUT EVERYDAY EVERYDAY AND I STILL REMEMBER THOES DAYS BEING BEATED AND THROWN INTO MY ROOM UNDER THE STARS YES I LIVED THERE FOR 11 YEARS I NEVER ATE BECASUE I WOULD GET BEATED LISTEN IWAS NOT SPOILED AND NOW YOU KNOW!!! IF YOU WERE MY FATHER YOU COULD HAVE LET ME LEAVE BUT NO YOU DID NOT!!!
At this point I had it with snape and decided to leave his chamber when I get to the door I turn back and say if you want to be my father for real you need to know who I am and how I came to be like who I am broken and WEAK!goodbye i open and close the door with a bang and go up to the common room...
Snape POV
When I see him leave I'm so mad at myself for doing this for waiting this long he lived in a small room under the stairs never eat, BEATED why did I not relise this I feel bad really bad now all I do now is wait for anything...I need to see what he is hiding and why what else happen at that house???
To be continued
