They headed to their command shuttle, as they walked through the ship Masro noticed she drew stares from everyone. Helix was waiting to board and lustfully gazed at Masro, before averting his eyes. Helix and Driad were accompanying them in person and they would be followed by three ships. Two of which included stormtroopers, and a few other knights and one including medical staff because of Masro's pregnancy.

The command shuttle waited to land until the storm troopers made a proper protective barricade. Kylo and Masro regally descended the ramp hand over hand, followed by Helix and Driad. The troopers moved aside and created walls to either side of them. They walked towards the elected Queen of Naboo and fellow states men and women. Kylo and Masro stopped in front of the Queen.

She had a traditional headdress of a queen of Naboo, and full face of makeup. She looked to be older than many elected officials, Masro had seen before, at about Twenty. She was about the same height as Masro and wore a gown that brushed the ground of purple and black.

"It is with great happiness and hope for the future that I welcome you to Naboo for such a historic meeting. I am Queen Verleanè Draco."

"We graciously thank you and your people for welcoming us," kylo said with a formality to his voice Masro wasn't used to hearing. "I am the Supreme Leader of the first order, Kylo Ren. This is my wife and Queen to the first order, Masro Ren."

They went on with more introductions before showing Masro and Kylo where they would be staying. It was a lovely room. There was a sitting area, a large bed and a bathroom connected. The only part that bothered Masro was that they put Helix next door to them. Driad was placed across the hall. They were allowed to rest and then there would be a grand gala later.

As soon as Kylo and Masro's door closed, Kylo pulled her in for a kiss while reached behind and disconnecting the chains that were locked into place at Masro's neck. Masro's dress fell down to the ground revealing Masro in just underwear which she slowly slid down bending away from kylo to reveal all the places he wanted to visit on her. Kylo quickly undressed himself his manhood had been ready since before they left the finalizer. He bent her over the foot board of the bed and pushed himself in. She moaned and reached down to rub herself as he thrust in and out of her holding her hips. She had a weird suspicion that Helix was on the other side of the wall listening and it kinda turned her on. Kylo pulled out of her pulling her roughly by the hair up to him. He kissed her; their tongues danced.

"I want to force my self on you,"he whispered and Masro smiled with permission. He grabbed her chin and pulled her in for a rough kiss. Then backhanded her, she reached up to push him away, but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her to him. She struggled against him as he dragged her to the bed.

Kylo roughly pushed her on all fours.

"No, don't! Please stop." He smiled as he pushed her front half down so she would present herself. Kylo slapped her rear several times leaving hand marks and making her scream. Kylo shoved himself in and grabbed her hair to pull her towards him. She was enjoying it to much to struggle so he slapped her causing her to scream again. That's when the unthinkable happened, Helix barged into the room with the knights that attended. Masro screamed and reached for the bedding to cover herself. kylo roared with anger pulling out of Masro. She covered them both.

"Get out! My wife and I are having sex. If you hear her scream again it's because she's enjoying having sex with a real man," Kylo sneered at Helix, who looked positively boiling with anger, but they all left.

"Well that proved what I was thinking, that he was listening to us have sex." She turned toward kylo. "Let's go have bathtub sex, we haven't done that in awhile."

She led him to the bathroom and filled the tub. He was still angry, and the experience made him lose his hardness. She kneeled in front of him and took him in her mouth to have him grow to the occasion. Kylo didn't want to wait for the tub to fill. He sat down on the stone bench in the tub, it reminded him of so long ago. Masro straddled his lap. Kylo moved himself to find her and slowly slid in. Masro leaned kissing kylo but was having a hard time concentrating as he was moving her slowly up and down. She arched her back in pleasure and continued to ride Kylo slowly. He wouldn't let her go faster.

"You are torturing me, please…" Masro growled in frustration and used the force to freeze his arms. She had a sly smile as she wrapped her arms around his neck and began to move rough and deep. Masro kissed him and their tongues became one. She was bringing moans and screams of her name in ecstasy out out Kylo, she loved hearing him moan but knowing she was doing it to him making him scream her name made Masro lose control of the force. Kylo pulled them from the tub to the floor next to it. He bent up one of Masro's legs and started pumping as rough and as fast as he could manage. Masro raked her nails down Kylo's back as she screamed his name in climax. Kylo filled Masro with his climax and rolled off and laid on the ground next to her. He grabbed her hand as she was the only thing that mattered in this moment, the thing that held him in this plane of existence.

"How are we going to get up?" Kylo finally said breaking the silence and Masro laughed her pearls of sunshine. They laid there a few minutes, chests heaving trying to catch a breath and then Kylo got up and helped Masro.

"What should I wear to the gala?"Masro was looking through the clothing Kylo had chosen. He came over and picked a rather revealing one. It was an all black caped gown. The front had a V shape opening from the shoulders down past her belly button. It had a cape that ran down the back and over her shoulders. The dress was extremely form fitting but Masro didn't have anything to worry about her body was perfect for it. There was a slit up one leg that went very high to her hip. She wore dressy heeled shoes. Masro added a necklace with the first order symbol that landed between her breast. She put on some makeup and fixed her still short hair.

"Why did I pick all the clothes that turn me on? You look ravishing,"Kylo pulled her in for a kiss. She smiled up at him. He wore a black side zipped tunic that had a short collar with a cape.

"My love it is you who is ravishing. I will have to watch the women ogle after you all night,"Masro slid her hands up his chest knowing what was right beneath that cloth. "Although there might be some accidents if any get to close."

"I should say the same for the men looking at you. Maybe we should just stay here and have sex all night. It would be safer for the negotiations," Kylo said half serious and laughing. They kissed one more time and then they walked hand over hand out of their room to be met by Helix and Driad. Driad was wearing his normal military clothing. Helix was wearing formal wear similar to Kylo's. Helix stared at the couple, but his eyes focused on Masro. He gasped at her beauty and kylo started to radiate anger. Driad seemed to feel the tension and shifted uncomfortably.

"My love, Please,"Masro simply said and he pushed the anger back.

"My queen, you look lovely representing the first order,"General Driad said with a small bow and his husband nodded.

"Thank you, General Driad. Now we must get to the ball room or we will be late."

"Helix go in and meet us in there," kylo ordered.

They walked in an awkward silence to the ball room. There was a gentleman outside that would announce them, Masro told him their names.

"Presenting General Dashiell Driad, of the first order, and his Husband Yoan Driad," the announcer yelled out and the Driad's walked down the stairs oblivious to all the Men and women watching them.

"Presenting the Supreme Leader of the First order, Kylo Ren, and his wife The Queen of the First Order, Masro Ren," the announcer bellowed. Everyone turned and watched as they descended the stairs. They were very regal and as they both thought the men and women in the room were practically drooling after them. The queen of Naboo met them at the bottom of the stairs, as did Driad.

"We are so pleased that you are here. I invited all of the high-ranking families, and military officials to this gala," the queen said.

"It's lovely,"Masro responded automatically, though she was frozen for many years she still recognized many of the guest. One in particular, she hoped wouldn't come up to them. A waiter walked up with drinks, Kylo, Helix and Driad each grabbed one as did the queen. "No, thank you." Masro waved her hand and the waiter left. The queen looked at her almost knowingly.

"Your majesty," The queen of Naboo started.

"Please just Masro to you,"Masro said with a genuine smile.

"Then you may call me Verleanè. Masro, in your original communication, you stated that you were originally from Naboo. May I ask your family name?"

"It was Skpar, but…" Masro couldn't finish the sentence. Though they didn't treat her well it still saddened her to know she could never see them again.

"Oh yes, I'm sorry for your loss. I heard about the tragic fire that cost them their lives. On a different note I must say It is wonderful to have a native of Naboo and the queen of the first order be one with these talks. Especially since you know how our planet was treated in the past, I hope you will not let history repeat itself."

"I quite understand your reference. We are not the galactic empire; my husband is not the emperor. We understand that all things in life need balance to survive. If we take everything then who do, we serve but ourselves. Our people and now our treaties are much more important, we want to restore what has been loss."

"I know I keep saying how happy I am, but I was berated by my consul members to turn you away. They feared the first order would be repeating history. I made the decision for these talks and am elated to hear how you feel on the matter. I noticed you didn't take a drink, is there a special reason why?"

Masro blushed but looked down sadly. "I thought so, congratulations."

"We only just found out, so we haven't even told any body."

"Excuse me for saying but you seem almost sad about the news." Masro nodded, a tear escaped before she could push them down.

"This isn't my first pregnancy. I was pregnant with twins. A boy and a girl, but I was captured by the rebellion when I went into labor and long story short, they took my children and left me to die. We have continued to search for them but with each passing day I can't help but feel I have failed them. I just wish they were here to enjoy this and be excited to be a big brother and sister,"Masro shared and a few more tears escaped her eyes which she quickly wiped away. Verleané looked horrified.

"I'm so sorry. I don't understand how many people can say they are heroes."

Masro nodded and noticed kylo, Driad and Helix had wondered off. "Excuse me."

Kylo and Helix were both easy to notice because they were both very tall. As she went towards kylo, she was stopped by a male that looked to be of a high-ranking family based on his clothing, she knew exactly who it was. Her blood ran cold, as he closed proximity to her. Masro looked up at him, though it had been years since she had seen him, he had the same effect on her. She was repulsed, full of hatred and anger. Masro stiffened as he blocked her path.

"Excuse me." Masro tried to sidestep him. He also stepped over.

"Masro, you don't remember your betrothed that you left behind?" His voice made Masro's skin crawl.

"Of course, I do Lucias, but I'm trying to get to my husband," Masro tried to remain calm but out of anger her force started to radiate from her. Kylo looked over at Masro, he could see her discomfort on her face but the mans back was to him.

"I see that I was right about your abilities. The last I was told a couple of years after you left, you were giving up personal attachments like love and marriage to become a Jedi."

"I did become a Jedi, but the order fell and with it my trust in its wisdom."

"You could have come home to Naboo, we were still betrothed."

"No, I couldn't. My father pledged me to you, but my heart had always belong to him." Masro looked past Lucias to see kylo speaking with a group of people, one particular woman kept touching him. He kept glancing over at her ignoring the woman. Masro shot out the force and dropped her to the ground. Kylo looked over at Masro and smiled, but it quickly faltered when he realized who was holding Masro up. He excused himself and walked over her. He wrapped his hand around her waist.

"Kylo, my love, this is Lucias Bextrumas. His family owned the mines my father worked in."

"I'm aware of who he is and what he's done. This conversation is over," Kylo's eyes filled with hatred and anger seeing this man. When he had traveled to save Masro he hoped to never see his likes again or he would kill him. "Let's go for a walk," Kylo led them away from Lucias towards the doors to the balcony. It was softly lit and looked out to a gorgeous night sky.

"I miss being out there amongst the stars. That's home for me now,"Masro said seeing the sky and turning away from him. Kylo turned Masro back to him.

"You know you have nothing to be jealous about. You're my wife and I love you, but it was still pretty funny what you did to that annoying woman."

"The same goes for you, I never said anything because I never agreed to marriage with him."

Masro turned towards him, kylo's face went serious and he started coughing. Kylo grabbed at his neck. He fell but Masro caught him and helped lower him to the ground. He was convulsing. Masro was trying not to hysterically scream but was quickly losing it. She pulled out Kylo's comm and called the medical transport ship.

"Please hurry, Kylo needs you. I think he has been poisoned. We are on the main balcony." Masro continued to hold kylo. Within minutes a ship was hovering by the balcony a bridge lowered to allow them to walk over. The medic rushed to Kylo and started scanning.

Can't you help him?!" Masro screamed panicking.

"We need to know the type of toxin or toxins were used to create a cure,"the medic said.

"Work fast. I'm going to get General Driad and Knight of Ren Helix, if I'm right they may have been poisoned as well,"Masro set off. Helix wasn't difficult to find, due to his height, getting to him on the other hand was. After several unresponsive Excuse me's, Masro concentrated the force like a wall and slid the people over creating a walkway to Helix. He was talking to a young woman who actually seemed interested in what he was talking about but turned towards Masro when he felt her force.

"Corsin , I'm sorry to interrupt but I must speak with you in private,"Masro said trying to force a smile. He knew something terrible happened if she was speaking to him and trying to play happy.

"He's busy. Now move it,"the woman became hostile trying to push Masro.

"Excuse me, she is my queen. I will never allow anybody to act that way towards her," Helix stepped in front of Masro and roughly grabbed the woman's arm as she tried attacking Masro. "Our conversation is now over."

Helix kept ahold of the woman's arm bending it at an angle that could break it. Masro touched his arm and he let her go. He turned and left grabbing Masro's hand.

"What's going on?" Helix asked in a low voice.

"Out on the balcony. I'll need to get Driad then I'll explain,"Masro said urgently and wiping a tear from her cheek. Helix rushed he knew if it brought tears to Masro it dealt with Kylo. General Driad had just stepped away from a group to get a drink. "General Driad, I need to speak with you on the balcony. It's a classified urgent matter."

"Yes, my queen." They went out the doors and Driad saw Kylo on the ground being scanned. Helix was kneeling by kylo trying to see if extending his force to him would help.

"The supreme leader, what's wrong with him?"

"We think he's been poisoned. I think you have…"Masro started when both Helix and Driad suddenly had the same reaction that Kylo did. One of the medics caught Driad and Helix just fell down where he was. All at once there were screams coming from inside. Masro rushed inside people everywhere were having the same reaction and falling to the ground.

"It's the wait staff, they're the only ones that interacted with everyone. They're the only ones not getting sick,"Masro said to herself. With the chaos the wait staff were trying to sneak out. Masro knelt pulling every bit of force she had and could take from her surroundings fully releasing herself to the force. She knew she physically transformed but didn't care she needed to save Kylo. As she stood, she pushed it out to freeze the waitstaff. There were at least thirty people, she had never had to freeze this many people. "Calm down everyone,"Masro spoke through the room struggling to hold the force together, her voice reverberated through the ballroom. The panic seemed to stall a moment as they all turned and concentrated on her. "Naboo guards, I have frozen the culprits, please detain them so that I may unfreeze them." With out hesitation the guards reacted. Masro walked up to the one that served them earlier in the evening.

"I won't tell you anything,"he said and tried to chew something in his mouth. Masro froze him again and reached in his mouth taking took out a small crystal.

"Affide crystal, really? I don't need you to talk,"Masro said with the most sinister smile she could manage in the moment. Holding her hand out She probed through his head. He was Rebel scum down to his core. Sifting and sifting, he was screaming in agony. There, the poison being put in the drinks. It was manax-root poison. "Take them away, I have what I need for the cure." Masro rushed to the medical staff. "It's manax-root poison. We are going to need a lot almost everybody was affected."

Kylo was injected, the cure spread through his body quickly. He coughed and weakly looked at Masro, he tried to move to hug her.

"Don't try and get up yet, my love." Masro gently propped him on her lap and held his hand. The medical team had healed Helix and Driad. They were already working through the Ball room. Masro had tears running down her cheeks, kylo reached up and wiped them.

"My heart and light of my soul, why are you crying?" Kylo whispered.

"I almost lost you. I could never imagine my life with out you in it," she lowered herself to kiss Kylo's lips he returned it very passionately bringing a hand up to her cheek. "I love you, more than any word in the cosmos can describe."

Helix looked on longingly. He truly loved Masro but realized she would never feel the same way about him as she did kylo. He stood a bit weak and went to help Masro and Kylo up.

"Thank you, Corsin for protecting me in there." Masro hugged him surprising both Helix and kylo. Kylo nodded at his help up. The queen of Naboo rushed out onto the balcony. Looking frantic.

"I want you to know I had no idea about this—" she started to ramble. Masro walked over to the queen and took her hands in hers.

"I know. I saw it in the minds of the traitors. They were resistance fighters that were sent here to try and take care of my husband and me. I fear it is us that owe you an apology for putting you in danger." Masro bowed her head.

"That makes this decision easy. We align ourselves with the first order from this day forward. We only need to workout any trade agreements and any other partnerships," Verleané said. Masro actually hugged the queen, which quite shocked her. "I also must thank you, Masro Ren, you save my life tonight and many of my peoples lives. You are a true hero. If there is anything you personally want on this planet, name it and it's yours."

"It might be asking a lot, but I would love Varykino. It is where my husband and I married. Where his grandparents married, and it means a lot to our family."

"Done. I will have the paperwork drawn up immediately, it was recently given to the possession of the kingdom of Naboo." Verleanè bowed and Masro bowed lightly. The queen left and Masro returned to Kylo's side.

"That was perfect." kylo kissed her. "Now let's return to our suite so I can watch you take that dress off and ravage you as a reward for saving my life."

There was a few days break in the talks due to the attack. Masro and Kylo flew to lake country to see their new to them home. They decided to stay there during the talks and was having Driad take care of the arrangements.

"I know we have mixed memories of this place, but I think it being ours means we can build new cherished ones. I can see us visiting when we rescue the children and them running through the gardens," kylo said with hope to Masro. She smiled at that thought. They found themselves on the balcony of their wedding looking out at the scenic views. Kylo swooped and dipped Masro in his arms and laid a passionate kiss on her. He walked her to the nearest suite, which was their honeymoon suite. It looked brand new and untouched. "New memories, remember? We have soldiers, and knights, I'm going to be with you the entire time."

Masro laughed and he placed her to her feet. She turned to him disrobing, he quickly followed. They stood looking at each other as they had done so many years ago as newlyweds. Though many years and scars separated that moment. Kylo closed the distance leaning down to kiss her walking her to the bed in his embrace. He pushed her on it and climbed up after her, pushing her to her back and spreading her legs. Kylo had some modifications added to the bed and tied her hands and feet up to each corner of the bed using the force. Kylo bent down keeping eye contact and kissed her thighs then lightly bit one. Masro cried out as kylo moved closer to her core, He let her feel his tongue filling her then licked her causing her to scream out. Kylo crawled up her body stopping at her breast and sucked on each nipple before biting them bringing out an orgasmic moan from Masro. She pulled against her chains, struggling. Kylo was about to kiss her and finally enter her when there was a knock at the door. He growled in anger.

"I'm going to take care of that then I'm going to come back and make you scream my name over and over." He quickly dressed and barely opened the door. It was Driad.

"Of course, it's you," Kylo growled and stepped out closing the door. "What is it?"

"Sir, we have been questioning the rebels and we were able to get some information out of one of them, He said they planned another attack that will happen when we least expect it."

Masro screamed at that moment, and everything went into slow motion. They knights came running from their rooms. Kylo's eyes widen as he grabbed his lightsaber turning to open the door. She used the force to untie herself but during the ordeal she was shot in the shoulder. Masro was standing with a sheet pushed against her shoulder and using the force throwing people with her free hand. There were at least forty rebels with more and more climbing in through the balcony. Kylo used the force to throw some of the them, while rushing over to Masro. Stormtroopers were rushing in and shooting everywhere. The knights went straight to hand combat slowly working their way through the crowd.

Driad screamed out the door, "guards! In here now everyone."

Masro hid behind kylo and grabbed a robe to put on.

"Helix get her out of here," Kylo ordered.

"What? No, I can fight!" Masro yelled, Helix grabbed her arm and started pulling she pushed him away. "I will never leave your side, Kylo!"

Kylo turned towards Masro. Helix took point protecting them. "I love you, but you must think of our unborn child. Now go!" He quickly turned taking Helix place.

Tears fell from Masro's eyes as she let Helix pull her away, Masro used the force to call her lightsaber. Kylo was force throwing rebels and using his lightsaber to block blast. Troopers rushed by Masro and Helix, who ran to another chamber. The adrenaline was wearing off and the pain from the gunshot hit Masro.

"I need a medic, Helix. I don't have a comm to call one."

"I'll get them, but you have to remain here." Masro nodded. Helix rushed off to get the medical team and to call more troopers from the finalizer. Masro was trying to concentrate of Kylo's force signature to make sure he was ok, that's when she felt her. The woman Masro hated for taking her and leading Kylo down a dark path, Rey.

Masro made sure her robe was tied tight and put the hood on, she opened the door and left towards her enemy. She knew Kylo must have sensed her as well, but he was busy fighting another battle. Masro lit her lightsaber but left it as one sword for now. HER signature was coming from the gardens. Masro ran silently towards her.

Upon the balcony that looked out to the gardens, the wind picked up and blew through Masro's robe as she concentrated on Rey's force signature. She force jumped down to the ground running towards her, Masro's feet being cut in the process of running through an area that was not on the path. Finally, she saw her, Rey felt Masro's presence and turned.

"Monster!"

"I'm no monster. The first order is."

"You have torn my family apart and destroyed many lives."

"Your people have torn millions of families apart. With taking children to make them soldiers to blowing up planets."

"If you followed, you would know we have changed these policies since Kylo has become supreme leader. We can't change the past, but we can make the future exceptional. Your people have plenty of blood on their hands as well. The most recent being Starkiller base, the Dreadnought and six-star cruisers there are hundreds of thousands of people on those, and yet we are the only killers."

Masro walked closer to her enemy, rotating her lightsaber in her hands. Rey lit hers and took a stance. As Masro walked closer her rage grew, the ground started shaking. She ran towards Rey taking her second lightsaber out and began frantically striking. Rey deflecting Masro's quick strikes, but one not fast enough slicing through her shirt cutting her hip.

Masro's injured shoulder began giving her immense pain, but she worked through it. They began to frantically strike, Masro was moving them towards the lake. She planned on pushing her in and force holding her down forever being rid of her. Rey got in a couple of unexpected strikes and badly cut Masro's arm then Rey used the force to push Masro back, but she caught herself. Masro force threw Rey and reconnected her second lightsaber.

Another familiar force signature came up almost silently behind Masro. She turned and stuck Axe's white lightsaber. She had healed her kyber.

"A healed Kyber does not make you one with the Light," Masro and Axe began frantically fighting. Rey ran up and joined into the fight. Masro was fighting both women but was beginning to fail. As her shoulder was worked the wound opened and bled down her body and arm. Masro jumped as Axe came in low and flipped as Rey tried to strike at the same time. Axe got in a good slice to one of Masro's thighs, but it was just a graze.

Masro knew if she didn't abandon this fight now, she was going to lose. She force jumped towards the building. Suddenly she was being fired at, she force jumped out of the way only turning to Use her lightsaber to defect shots. Masro turned when she felt him come through the doors, distracting her enough to almost get shot, but kylo used the force to stop the blast. The stormtroopers converged into the garden and the rebel Rey, Axe and their partner retreated. Masro ran to kylo, he hugged her but Masro knew he was angry, his body radiated it. They retreated towards the room Helix had brought the medical team to. Masro stopped kylo stepping in front of him.

"My love, please don't be angry."

"I could have lost you and another child….you're covered in blood, are you sure your ok?" She nodded. He hugged her to him. When she pulled back, she gasped for air. Her skin paled, and she passed out. Kylo rushed her to the medical team.

"What happened?" The lead attendant said.

"She was shot in the shoulder, but after that I don't know. She just passed out, please hurry."

The medical team quickly healed her shoulder and the wounds on her arm and thigh, but none of the scans could tell why she was not conscious. Kylo was frantic. "What about the baby?" Helix looked at kylo surprised.

"The scans show the baby is fine," the medic said.

"She's going to be ok, right?" Helix asked uncertainty. Kylo shot him a dirty look.

"Leave everyone leave!" Kylo screamed and slammed the door behind them. He sat on the bed next to her and reached out with the force. Hers didn't wrap around his as it always did. Kylo started losing control of his emotions and shakily picked her up in his arms. "My love, my light you said you would never leave my side,"kylo wept. He pushed his force into her again. He begged, "Please work, come back to me."

Nothing. He put her down on the bed. He roared and threw the night table across the room by hand. He could feel she was out of balance, but alive. Kylo sat down on the floor and tried to concentrate all of his energy into his force, she needed more to bring her back to balance. He fully pushed out with everything he had, he would rather sacrifice himself to save her and their child than to live without her. He finally felt a response to his force, he stopped and weakly stumbled over to her.

"Masro?" Her eyes fluttered and she opened her eyes, he wept laying down besides her and pulling her into his arms.

"Kylo, what happened? Why are we in a different room?" She asked looking a bit lost.

"You don't remember? You were supposed to stay here safe, but you went and fought HER and Axe. I don't know what happened to push you out of balance but…This time I almost lost you. We can't keep doing this to each other." He kissed her."I'm going to call the medical team back and maybe tell Helix your ok. He was pretty distraught." The medical team came in and all her scans showed normal. Helix was relieved to find out Masro was ok. Kylo came back to the room after realignment of the Guards and going over exactly what he wanted done with the bodies and the ship once they found it. Masro was sitting on the bed in a very provocative position. Her robe on the floor. She had forced locked the door and knew only Kylo could get in.

"Are you up to making me scream your name all night?" Masro rubbed her breast with one hand, shiny new scars on her shoulder, arm and thigh.

"I would love to fulfill that promise but all I want right now is a shower and sleep,"Kylo said exhausted. Masro nodded and used the force to bring her robe to her. She felt a bit embarrassed but went and readied Kylo's shower for him. "Will you be joining me?"

"Only if you wish it." Masro avoided his eyes, so he didn't see her hurt. He disrobed himself and untied her robe pushing it off her shoulders and letting it fall to the ground. Kylo pulled Masro in the shower and into his arms.

"I love you; I never want you to be disappointed, but I used a lot of myself to bring you back to balance. Not to mention fighting a small army. I'm sorry."

"My love, you have nothing to be sorry about. You're my hero. I was just trying to reward you in a way I know you love."

She grabbed the soap and cloth. She washed Kylo's back almost like a message, he groaned he loved it when Masro did this. She sat him down on the bench and she knelt on the floor in front of him. Masro washed down his body to his legs down to his feet and did message them. She grabbed his hands and did the same thing. Masro pulled the handheld shower wand and had Kylo lean his head back while she washed his hair and messaged his scalp. Then she rinsed him off. Masro quickly showered herself, dressed and they went to bed in each other's arms.

Sometime overnight, Masro awoke with severe pain in her abdomen. Like her body was trying to rip in two. She shook Kylo awake, but the pain was so bad she couldn't catch her breath.

"What's wrong?"Kylo asked frantically but saw she couldn't speak. He hit the lights with the force while putting pants on and running to the door. "We need a medical team in here now!"

Masro screamed a shrill heartbreaking scream, he turned to see her hands covered in blood. When he got closer to the bed, he could see all the blood over her legs and bed.

"Our baby," Masro wept. Kylo crawled over and pulled her into his arms, Masro just sobbed. The medical team came in and confirmed it was the loss of the unborn child and that she would have to take it easy for a couple of weeks. He carried her to the shower, people came to change their bedding.

"I feel like I failed our family again,"Masro said finally finding her voice between sobs.

"No, you didn't fail. We will never understand the reason this happened, but it wasn't anything you did." Kylo hugged Masro and she wept in his arms. He gently sat Masro on the ground and turned on the shower. She was covered in blood down her legs and he was covered as well from carrying her. Kylo quickly undressed, helped her undressed and got her in the shower to clean up. After they just sat down in the shower on the floor letting the water hit them as he just held her, weeping in his arms. It was a great loss to them both and Kylo finally allowed himself to mourn the loss, he wept and Masro looked up at him with sorrow filled eyes.

"Im so sorry, my love."

"I'm sorry to."

They got out of the shower and dressed for bed again. Kylo held Masro and she him, but neither one fell asleep right away. The next morning Kylo wasn't by her side, she realized he must have gone off to negotiations and let her rest. The reality of it all hit Masro and she wept again.

Masro dressed in a black jumpsuit. The color seemed fitting. The bodice had a deep v shape and had sheer lace overlay up to her neck that went down her sleeves. A cape went down her back. Masro put her necklace with the first order symbol back on. She used make up to make it look like she hadn't been crying and went to board their extra ship for the short trip to the Theed royal palace. She headed to the chambers they were conducting negotiations in her cape billowing behind her as she walked.

"Presenting The queen of the first order and hero to Naboo, Masro Ren," The guard at the door announced, though he added the part about hero. She smiled at the guard, but it didn't reach her eyes. They all rose and applauded, and Kylo rushed to take her hand and help her to the empty seat next to him.

"My love, you should be resting," He whispered.

"Kylo, you know as well as I that these negotiations are extremely important, and I didn't want to be alone,"Masro whispered back. She turned and faced the room full of the star systems highest ranking officers and diplomatically said, "Please forgive my tardiness to this most important of meetings."

She sat and Kylo took her hand. Masro put all of her focus into what was going on in front of her. She tried to stay out of her head because she didn't want to face reality. Although much of what was said went over her head as she wasn't completely focused. They did however agree on how the first order would come to their aid if needed, how many soldiers would remain for protection. Then they worked out resources and trade.

The queen came up after and Masro knew from the pity in her eyes that she was aware of what happened. The Queen came and hugged Masro, which caused her to break down. Masro quickly wiped her tears away.

"I am so sorry for your loss. Kylo informed me that you would not be here, so I was surprised to see you. You are a very strong woman."

"Thank you." Masro wiped another tear that escaped her eye. Kylo came over at that moment and she waved good buy to the queen. She knew if she spoke again, she would lose it. Kylo put his arm around Masro and walked her to the command shuttle. He had ordered the extra one to return on its own.

"Masro, you don't always need to be brave. It's ok to be selfish and take care of yourself," Kylo helped her onto the ship. Driad and Helix were already onboard. Helix turned and saw Masro weeping, not a sight he enjoyed because he couldn't fix it. They flew back to Varykino and Kylo took Masro to rest.

Upon the day they were to leave several ships arrived at Varykino. Kylo and Masro walked through the gardens to meet their visitors. It was the queen of Naboo and many of the people Masro helped save. They brought gifts and laid them at Kylo's and Masro's feet. The queen walked up to Masro and placed a crown on her head.

"You will always be the hero of our people and the House of Ren one of our Nobelist." She stepped back. Masro and kylo raised their combined hand and everyone cheered. Soon Everyone started to filter out. The queen stopped Masro to speak with her.

"I sent out some reconnaissance flyers to see if we could find anything out about the resistance fighters that attacked. They reported back saying they had heard reports that Organa was on Lothal in the outer rim. I wish I had more information, but I hope that helps," the Queen whispered, Masro hugged her.

"Thank you,"Masro said full of sincerity and rushed to tell kylo.

Back on the finalizer, Masro went to the medical bay to have a full evaluation done. Kylo and Hux were heading to the strategy room when Helix stopped kylo.

"I know we don't always see eye to eye, but I wanted to tell you I'm sorry for your loss," Helix said completely sincere. Kylo just nodded not wanting to show to much emotion in front of Him, but inside he was deeply mourning the loss of the child.