It has been 6 weeks since we returned from London.
Michael just bypassed 5 months old recently and he and the other kids are all perfect.
The last 6 weeks have gone smoothly but I'm under no illusion that it will stay that way. Every single time I get comfortable, some crazy person comes along and shows me just how delusional I appear to be.
My husband continues to be a dream. He is extremely attentive of me and our children.
We go to dinners at his parent's house every Sunday and my ex-husband is always there with Mia. He seems happy but he spends a lot of time eyeballing me, which makes me uncomfortable but I just blow it off.
I wake up and feel my husband staring at me before I even open my eyes. "I know you're staring at me." I open my eyes and he is laying beside me looking at me with a cheesy grin. "What?"
"I was just listening to my beautiful wife talking in her sleep. It's like watching a cute little TV show. You're really quite verbal in your sleep. It seems you always express yourself more in your sleep."
I gasp. "What did I say?"
He smirks. "Mm.. you want to fill our huge house with babies. That was the part that really caught my attention. Is that something that you want?"
I think about this. "yes.. eventually."
"What about now? Michael is 5 months old and Avery, Teddy and Phoebe loved getting a new brother."
"Christian… I have an IUD. I'd have to get it removed."
"Then go get it removed. Don't we want all of our kids around the same age? Avery didn't get a sibling, or two until she was already 10. Can't you imagine her having had a best friend/sibling throughout her first 10 years?"
I giggle at his excitement. "I love you being this excited but can we at least wait until Michael is 1?"
"Then we make another baby Grey?"
"Yes, we can try." His smile grows and he kisses me appreciatively.
"Let's practice now baby." He suggests.
"Ooh.. I like that idea."
He crawls between my legs and towers over me and kisses me passionately and he makes love to me until we both climax gloriously.
"That was amazing baby, but we should have breakfast and spend time with our babies."
"Good idea baby."
I kiss him one more time sweetly and roll out of bed and go shower and he joins me for some shower sex and then we get dressed and eat breakfast and spend time out in the meadow with the kids.
I really have to think about whether I'm ready for another baby. He is just so excited just talking about it. I decide in that moment that I'm going to have my IUD removed tomorrow but I'm not telling him until I'm pregnant.
2 days later
Today I'm going to my doctor. Christian doesn't know where I'm going. I swore Sawyer to secrecy. He is the keeper of my secrets… unless I put myself in danger, in which case, he is quick to snitch on me. Understandably so.
I have my doctor remove my IUD. "You're good to go now. Good luck Mrs. Grey."
"Thank you Dr. Greene. This is our secret. My husband suggested it but I told him I wanted to wait until Michael is 1 but I decided to do it earlier because he was so excited."
"Your secret is safe with me. Hope to see you again soon."
I smile at her as she leaves the room and I get dressed.
I come out and meet Sawyer with a smile on my face. "let's go Sawyer."
"Okay, Ana."
"Take me to Grey House. I'd like to surprise my husband."
"Alright."
We arrive at Grey House and Sawyer let's me out and I make my way up to the 20th floor. "Mrs. Grey, I wasn't aware you were coming in today." Andrea says.
"It's a surprise. Is he in?"
"He is in a meeting. Go on in and wait for him if you like."
"Okay, but don't tell him I'm here."
"Yes, Mrs. Grey."
I walk into the office and kick my shoes off and sit in his seat behind the desk. I turn the chair around and admire the view of the city. I turn back around after a few minutes and he still isn't back so I decide to lay down on his couch.
I must've fallen asleep because I wake up to noises and I open my eyes just in time to see my husband throw something across the room. "Christian! What is going on?"
He looks at me surprised to see me. "I'm so sorry baby. I didn't see you there. Are you okay?"
"Yeah. You just startled me. I must've fallen asleep."
He walks over to me and sits on the couch next to me and wraps his loving arms around me. "I love you Ana."
"I love you too but what has you so upset?"
He sighs. "Deal going bad. Cocky bastards are refusing to work with me."
I wrap my arms around his neck and reach up to kiss his lips softly. "Can I help you to feel better?"
"Mmm.. you sure can. I need you right now."
"Then lock the door and have me."
He kisses me again and gets up and scurries over to the door to lock it. He stalks back towards me and he helps me up and kisses me deeply. He reaches under my skirt and slides his thumbs into the sides of my panties and pulls them down and I step out of them.
He kisses me passionately again. "Bend over my desk baby." He whispers against my lips. I walk over to his desk and bend over and hold onto the sides. This is gonna be hard and fast.
He approaches me and pushes up my skirt and in one swift motion, he is deep within my core, pounding like his life depended on it. I didn't even hear him undo his pants. "Fuck yes Christian! Don't stop!"
He pounds into me relentlessly. I feel myself getting close. "Cum with me baby." And just like that, I detonate around him and he quickly follows. "Fuck, you're amazing Ana."
"I could say the same about you."
After our breathing calms, he pulls out and helps me up and wraps his arms around me. "I love you so fucking much Ana."
"The feeling, most definitely, is mutual."
"Not that I mind, but what brings you here today?"
"I just needed you. Sometimes I just miss you so much."
"Mmm.. I miss you too baby. I guess we both needed that."
"Mmm.. indeed baby." He picks me up and Carries me over to the couch and lays me down gently and proceeds to make love to me.
"Mmm.. I needed that too. What is your schedule like today?"
"I have one more meeting." He looks at his watch. "in 5 minutes and then I will go home with you if you want."
"sounds good to me. You better get dressed before you're late."
He kisses me lightly and stands up and gets himself situated. I get up and help him and situate myself as well. He kisses me sweetly one more time. "rest and I will be back As soon as possible."
I yawn. "I think I will. You better go baby." I give him a sweet kiss and push him towards the door.
I lay down and doze off to sleep. I'm awoken again to kisses on my face. "Wake up sleepyhead."
I open my eyes and smile at his handsome face. "time to go or can we get another round in before we leave?"
"I like the way you think." His mouth crashes into mine and he fucks me hard and fast and then we head out of the office and make our way home and spend the rest of the day with our children.
I want so badly to just tell him about having my IUD removed. He was so excited at the prospect of more baby Greys.
Ultimately, I decide to tell him. Our marriage works based on honesty and trust.
Once the kids are in bed, we make love.
As we're laying sated in our warm embrace, I decide to break the news. "Baby?"
"Yes?"
"I decided to have my IUD removed."
He smiles at me brightly. "When are you going to have it removed?"
"I had it removed today actually. Right before I came to visit you. I was going to wait and tell you if/when I get pregnant but I just couldn't keep the secret from you any longer."
"This is great baby. I love this surprise. Let's put a baby Grey in you." And instantaneously, he is rock hard again and fucks me into oblivion. This continues throughout the night. I'm glad I told him.
