Ugh how the fuck can this be happening? How can I have sent her a text when I was away. God if I didn't leave my phone around then this wouldn't be happening right now. I'd have Kim here with me rather off somewhere.

God why am I so stupid. Once I walked into the locker room and punched the locker Jay and Hailey both came into the room to try and calm me down. Once Hailey left I was left alone with Jay.

"Hailey is right Erin this isn't your fault," Jay told me.

"I should have been with her Jay! I shouldn't have left my phone at my desk! This is all my fault and if anything happens to her then it's on me!" I snapped.

"None of it is your fault. Why don't you get that? This isn't your fault. Hailey has an idea of who it might be," he said trying to calm me down once again.

"Whose fault would it be?" I asked trying to calm my voice down.

"Well there was only two people left in the bull pen after we went to do the last case with Voight…" he started.

"Yeah it was Ruzek and Hailey," I said then realization dawned on me when I said who it was. I then walked out of the locker room and stormed into the bull pen.

Looking around I noticed that Ruzek had disappeared. As I stormed in everyone else just looked at me.

"Where is he!" I snapped.

"Erin calm down," Voight told me coming out of his office.

"Don't tell me what to do! Now where the fuck is he!" I snapped.

"Ruzek said he had to run an errand," Olinsky said from his desk.

"Where!" I snapped.

"He didn't say," Olinsky replied.

"What's going on?" Voight asked sounding more confused.

"It's a lead that we have," Jay said walking into the room behind me.

"And why would Ruzek want to hurt Kim?" Kevin asked.

"Because Kim chose Erin," Hailey said.

"What?" Voight asked.

"It's strange that the day that Erin leaves her personal phone here and then the same day she gets a text telling her that we get a new case and the same day that Kim goes missing. We've been looking for suspects and trying to use the aspect of what if it's someone she's arrested before? But we never took notice of anything else. What if he was sat under our noses all this time?" Hailey said.

"So we hunt and find him. We find him then we find Kim. Get a BOLO out on the zone to search for his car," Hank said. And then we all started to get to work.

It was an hour later when we got a call through that one of the unis had found his car outside an abandoned house at 752 S. Francisco Avenue. The address that I've heard of before.

"Wait isn't that the house where we found that young boy who was held captive?" Jay asked.

"Alright everyone make sure that you wear your vests I don't want anyone killed we all know Ruzek he has a gun on him so make sure that we keep a safe distance from him," Hank said.

When we reached to the abandoned house and got out of the cars Hank spoke up once again. "Atwater, Dawson, and Olinksy take the upstairs, Lindsay, Halstead and myself will take down. Let's go."

We all walk inside the house with our guns pointing out making sure that we try and find Kim.

"Stairs!" I called opening a door. I made my way down them and when I walked into the basement I had to remember myself to breathe.

Their laid on a mattress in the corner of the room was Kim. She had her eyes closed and I quickly put my gun back in the holster and made my way over to her.

"Kim," I tried I then reached down to check her pulse.

"We need a bus!" I called.