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2 weeks.
For two straight weeks she felt ultra numb to the word. Each passing day the minutes passing by as quick as she could count them. Her mind in a constant void of emptiness that transcended her own self hatred and self loathing. Her eyes glossed over as she stared at the papers that lay by her desk.
2 weeks of constant emptiness caused by a few simple papers. A man had dropped them off to her without a word and quite frankly she was glad to have not seen the man's face. For if she did see the man she sure would have stabbed an icicle straight through his eye until she pierced through the other end of his skull.
20 years. She had given up the prime of her life for a forced marriage. A marriage that she never agreed to with her consent. A marriage that not only broke her will, but her own insanity for that matter.
A bitter laugh echoed through her room as it broke the silence of those gruelling few weeks. A layer of frost emanating from the window as a feeling that she hadn't felt in a long time came to the surface. A emotion she thought she buried deep in her being from long ago.
Rage.
It felt ironic almost. How he spent years controlling her every move. Like she was the pawn in a game of chest and he was the cruel king that ruled over her. How he tossed her aside like yesterday's news to hide the despicable actions he's caused.
In a fit of anger she threw the papers across the room. Amongst the papers laid one that stood out. One in big bold print to a word that she never knew even existed to the man that brutally abused the sanity of her mind.
Laying scattered across her bed room floor were divorce papers.
Years of never even attempting to work out this marriages. Decades worth of unsaid words that due to fear she could never utter. Years of recovery to actually feel like she mattered and built up her self worth all came crashing down just by the typed words on a paper.
She wanted a divorce from the very beginning when he started to be cruel. When she even threatened it he would just beat her. Yet he had the nerve to send a fucking messenger to give her the papers instead of facing her like a real man.
"FUCK THAT!"
He sent her away for years without a second thought, and now he wants a divorce that she literally begged on her knees to have for decades?
She had every right to be pissed. The right to anger and frustration. The right to be furious.
She punched the wall across from her hard as hard as she could knocking down her precious painting. A small crater formed on the wall along with a sheet of ice she threw in with the punch.
Her vacant eyes loomed over the fallen painting as a small glimmer of light passed her eyes. With her now bruised hand she carefully picked up the painting holding close to her chest.
Dropping to her knees she screamed as hard as ahe could. Her lungs felt like they were on fire. Hot burning tears cascaded down her face as she wailed on the floor of her dark room.
Anger shifting to sorrow in a blink if an eyes.
All she wanted through those years of pain was a shoulder to cry on. Someone to give her hope in her darkest moments to shield her from harm.
She wanted to be safe and happy.
She wanted to be loved unconditionally without fear of being hurt.
She...wanted Izuku.
No. She needed Izuku.
Thoughts of the green haired boy passed her mind as she clutched the painting closer to her chest. His warm smile soothing her gently as she rocked herself back in forth.
Closing her eyes she laid there amongst the scattered papers and ice with only the thoughts of Izuku crossing her broken mind.
(Dream Sequence)
The smell of pine and lavender clouded her senses. Opening her eyes slowly she was met with the small light illuminated by the moon.
"You ok love?" A gently voice spoke as she turned to meet the worried emerald eyes of her husband.
"Yes...just thinking is all." She whispered as a rough calloused hand ran across her cheek.
"You know you can always talk to me Rei...I don't want you to ever feel like you don't have a voice. You do and I'm always here to listen to what you have to say." He spoke giving her a gentle kiss on her forehead.
"Besides what kind of husband would I be if my beautiful wife was unhappy?" He teased pulling her closer to him.
"A shitty one." She giggled as a smile graced his lips.
"Exactly! So tell me...what's on your mind." He eyes focused on hers for a few moments. She held her breath slightly as his eyes pierced her being though not in anger, but concern and love.
"I...I don't know if I deserver you..." She whispered in his chest. Her doubts clouding her mind as a constant reminder of who she was. She was pathetic, weak and above all else useless.A strong hand gently cupped her chin lifting her head to stare into his beautiful eyes.
"Rei, what makes you think that?" He questioned delicately as he rubbed a thumb across her cheek.
"I'm b-broken Izuku...he took e-everything from me. My sanity,My will and body. You deserve someone who can be a-able to give you everything..." Tears poured down from her eyes as she sobbed out her deepest emotions.
"I c-c-can't even give y-you a-a..." She couldn't finish as she broke completely. She burried her head in his chest has she sobbed uncontrollably.
Enji didn't just break her mental. He broke her physically as well.
Right after shoto...her body wouldn't be able to conceive another child.
In the end he got what he wanted...at the cost of breaking her in the process.
Warm arms wrapped around her tightly as he let her cry out her sorrow. Rubbing his hands along her back qnd whispering soothing words to calm her down.
"Rei...I chose you, because I love you." He spoke rubbing the tears from her eyes. A warming smile as he kissed her gently pushing away her worries, doubts and fear in a simple act.
"All I want is you to stay by myside forever...We can always adopt if needed be,but only if you want to. I'm not gonna force you to do anything you don't want. Your happiness is the the only thing I want Rei." He finished giving her the brightest smile he could muster.
Sniffling lightly she smiled giving him a gently kiss.
"Please never leave me Izuku..."
(End of dream sequence.)
Opening her eyes slowly she barely moved on the spot ground. She layed their for hours still holding the painting close to her.
"Izuku...would you even love someone as broken as me..." She whispered to the darkness expecting a awnser.
Through the window of her room a figure in a black cloak watched her figure as she layed upon the ground. Piercing blues eyes watched in sorrow as the woman cried for an awnser.
"I'll end that bastard...even if I have to burn this world to a crisp to do it." He rasped walking away. Taking one last look towards the woman he made a solemn promise.
"I'll burn this world...for you mother..." He spoke before vanishing in a swirl of azure flames.
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A/n
When thinking about it really. Enji had to try 4 times in order to get a perfect combination of quirks in the form of shoto. So in perspective it really could have damaged her system. Another depressing factor is that we don't know if she's ever had any miscarriages while dealing with the abuse enji gave her...so idk its morbid to think about.
Thank you for reading!
