-Hello Honoka. Sorry to bother you so early but I had to see you. But I think that if ... I had waited, I would have comeback a lot ... Later. Or it would have been more the case if I had taken my friend with me. It doesn't seem approved that I see you.
It was indeed, rare, to see him again so quickly. He never made contact the next day or so early. I was curious to know what he wanted. I didn't see a change this time, though. His skin still looked as pale and hollow. And his clothes seemed to be a little fuller. Because it was cold, not because he had eaten. I suppose ?
He put his bag in front of him. This is the first time I see it with anything but a bouquet of flowers. And there took out boxes containing food?
-I didn't have time to eat this morning, and I told myself that seen ... Time, it would have been better to bring breakfast. Have you already taken yours? Of ... Breakfast?
It was very nice to think of that. It was the second time he had brought things to me this week. And today we share our first meal together. When I opened the box, I noticed that it was curry? It will be a first for me to eat curry in the morning ... He was still not deceiving box? Unless ... No, no. I don't think he didn't eat at night before and he brought this box to eat with me.
He gave me chopsticks and started eating. Slowly. And to chew, softly too. He seemed to force himself, I think. I hope he was careful. Don't eat if we aren't hungry. Forcing himself is bad for his health ... Even so, I smiled at him. Maybe he did that to reassure me. Or to reassure someone else. Or him. I didn't know.
-I hope you like it ... he said after finishing. Sorry to have made curry so early, but I could not sleep ... So to take care I did ... that. You're okay ? I should have asked you this question earlier, but ... I was a little scared. Do you see ... My sister had some problems too ... And I could not ask her that question, before ... Before .. That's it.
His sister was not well? Where was she going good, but he couldn't see her? He should, it was important to see his family. Especially in the moments that seems insurmountable... But maybe he didn't get on very well with them? So it's understandable if he didn't go to them. I don't know.
-Honoka ... I wanted to tell you ... I like you a lot, and the moments we share really touch me. Would you agree if ... I came back? I know I should have asked you before, but ... better now no?
I would love it, we didn't talk much, but I really appreciate your presence which is soothing. And I would like to see you more often. And if we could keep eating together, it would be a lot of nice.
He nodded, a little sad. Why was he? We will see each other again, isn't it wonderful? Well, I mean, it's nice to have ... Company. That's all. He was going to leave, but I would have liked him to stay a little longer. I reached out to grab his arm, but only managed to brush his sleeve. He had turned around surprised and looked at me. And with a smile that I had never seen before, told me.
-Don't worry, I'll come back to you. I will stay with you.
I felt something on my cheeks, something spreading in my being. And he left me there. But ... What ... No! It was not fair ... He couldn't ... He couldn't act like ... that! And… ! Nope ! No ... I could not ...
-You know it's impossible, right?
I turn around.
-Even if that's the case, I'll stay. For him. Even if it's bad. I will be there.
Hello, there is only one chapter left and it will be the end. Sorry for you.
I hope this chapter will please you, pay attention to you and good luck.
And again forgiveness for the faults in English ... Forgive me. Have a good day.
