Hello, for once I write here. This is to warn you, if you want a happy ending, read what will follow. Otherwise, take out the tissues ... Have a good read.
-I brought small snacks today, I hope they will please you. There are even strawberries. It's delicious, strawberries. You should eat them.
That been a while than we see each other, and we see each other all week, not every day, but almost. I was a little, a little bit, happy ... It was good to see him. I hope I can see him tomorrow too, I would have liked to be with him a little more often. But ... It was a bit impossible. Anyway ! We see each other, that's the main thing.
-Tomorrow, I bring cookies. My mother did too much ... Aha. So, I'll give you too; If you wish.
I wish I could eat them, too. But, I can not ... I would have liked to hold your hand, but I can not. I would liked touch you ... But I can not either ... If I had been there ... Would you have taken me in your arms? Would you have said me sweet words? Would you liked me at least? As a member of your family? I know I have nothing to say to you ... But, I have nothing to offer you ... Should I eat you? No, because I'm not hungry.
I didn't know you a few days ago. few month ago. I'm struggling to know you today ... I know you were, that you're always bad. Your condition was deteriorating from day to day ... Your words were missing and your absence stood out ... ... You already seemed to be leaving ... And here you are today, in front of me to discuss as if I were there. It makes me feel so happy that it makes me feel uncomfortable ... Your friends, don't you stop telling me, would you like to see someone? What are you doing? And I think you're moving. You eat regular meals, fill your clothes, and you told me that you want to leave this city.
You told me to join you. But you know it ... You know that I can't leave this place ... Yet you continue. I'm sorry to be a burden to you. I'm sorry I did not allow you to live ... But know ... Know that I'll stay here. I would stay at-
-I wanted to tell you ... Honoka. I am leaving. I told you last time. But I forgot to tell you something else. I'm leaving town because it's because of my new job. I can not stay, but we will stay in touch, I will send you letters. Many letters. I hope you read them. And the next time we see each other ... I have something to ask you. So, until there, will you want to wait for me?
I would be happy. I'll wait for you, yes. I'll wait for you forever. The green and the flowers took care of the space. As they take care of my heart. Nobu ... Know that I ... I love you. And that ... I have loved you. I see him leaving. A smile and a new determination. That he is happy. He has a goal now ...
- Here we are at the fateful moment ... My dear.
- Yes.
- He'll be sad you know?
- Yes, I know. But it's for his good.
- Do you think that tell him that you stay when you're no longer, would not be a lie?
- He will understand. He is intelligent. And then ... I've already made you wait enough like that, right?
- Yes, but we are not at that anymore. You can…
- Let's go.
- As you wish.
- Thank you, and farewell Nobu ...
The guard of his sword touched my forehead and a light enveloped me to take me to another place. Even if you die Nobu ... Even if you live ... We will never be together. Forgive me...
Three weeks later.
The sky is a beautiful blue, the birds discover a new route in the map of the sky, and the clouds are mixed at times.
A man stands on his bench, holding a newspaper with one hand and a another ... rubs his head. The sky is red, the birds find a place that is not here and the clouds are colored.
He is slumped on his bench, on his face are traces. Traces of a feeling. The sky is black, the birds are no longer singing. Clouds now take care of the sky.
Written on a small dial of the newspaper, a few sentences on an incident. Not important. The sky is gone. The birds are dead. Thunder is falling.
A man is found dead at his home. A ball in the head. The corpse was found smiling on his floor. He had left behind him a letter with a few words.
"We can be together now, nothing will separate us ... I come to find you. My dear Honoka. "
And here we are, I hope that this reading will have pleased you. Since this is the last chapter. A sort of alternative ending will come out, but much later.
Excuse me again for the faults. And for bad pronunciations. Thank you for following me, or rather for following this fic.
Good day to you, and maybe to the next, who knows?
