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*Happy p.o.v*

She rolled around my bed to face me still sound asleep from what I could tell. As tired as I am, I am not comfortable sleeping in bed with a girl. I don't sleep with girls I fuck em and toss em. That's my reputation and I'm not about to ruin it. When she faced me though she had a piece of her hair in the corner of her mouth. I took another pull from the bottle trying not to focus on her lips the way they slightly shined in the dark like it was calling me to her. Before I could stop myself I reached over and brushed the strand of hair from her face. That was my first mistake the moment the hair pulled from her lips her eyes fluttered open and I felt like a deer caught in headlights. Like it should matter to me what do I have to be caught doing wrong. I could do whatever I liked so I did what I did best put on the emotionless face that said I didn't care, leaned back in the chair taking another pull from the bottle.

*end of Happy p.o.v*

I felt something pulling at my mouth and when I opened my eyes what startled me was that Happy was inches from my face, his hand lingering just inches from my cheek. But just as quickly as it happened, he pulled away just as quickly. I figured that was what he was good at. I sat up slightly as the need to throw up hit me hard and I bailed into the bathroom barely making it to the toilet before I emptied out my already empty stomach. When I felt that I was good enough to leave the toilet I staggered back to the bedroom gripping the doorway when Happy spoke "You done? Cuz' next time close the door I don't need to hear that shit this early in the morning."

I walked into the bedroom and grabbed the bottle of jack he had in his hands and before he could protest, I took a big gulp and didn't stop until the burning in my throat was unbearable. He was standing over me glaring at me like I had just robbed him off his last meal but given how crappy I was feeling he could live without some of the jack. I shoved the bottle back into his chest and pushed past him to the bed. I could hear just the faintest growl come from him but he didn't say anything just slumped back into his chair. "What time is it anyways?"

"Six"

I groaned. "And Clay should be here within the hour actually so get up and make yourself presentable you look like shit. I'll go get you something to eat before he gets here you're in for one hell of a ride girl."

That's right today I was supposed to meet my father. I could feel my stomach twisting inside out but I wasn't sure if it was because of the withdrawal I knew I was having or the fact of meeting my father the one I thought I never had. "I'm not hungry for one and I do have a name so why don't you call me by my name or shall I address you as killer. I can only think of one reason why your called that." I told him getting up off the bed and heading to the bathroom but on my way as I past him I leaned over in front of his face asked. "So what would you rather me call you huh? Boy?"

I knew it was a mistake the moment the words left my mouth but I couldn't back down in front of someone like Happy especially now. So I walked away towards the bathroom. I made it to the wall before I was grabbed and ripped around to face him, he pushed me against the wall one hand on my hip pulling me hard against him and his other hand slammed beside my head blocking any escape I could have had. He moved his face right against mine nose to nose and I could tell by his eyes that he was battling something inside him, something deadly. "What did you call me? Listen girl no one talks to me that way and I mean no one. I am called killer for a reason but I'm also known as Happy and you at the moment do not have any right to address me as either when you talk to me you will address me as sir. When you talk to me you talk to me with the respect that I deserve. You are just a junkie that deserves nothing but the misery you bring upon yourself. You think happy to finally meet your dad well I wouldn't be so happy, he isn't you're going to be a constant reminder of a mis-"

"HAPPY! Man real it in." Someone grabbed Happy's shoulder pulling him away from me, it was Kozik.

Happy looked even more angry that someone had stopped him and that's when we noticed the audience we had collected, which consisted of Kozik, a man with blue eyes and slicked back blonde hair and another guy with grey looking hair and a scarred face. "Hap look what you're doing to her?" he motioned to me

As Happy looked at me I could see the realization dawn on him and then I realized how bad his words hurt me as I could taste the salty tears on my face. Happy stormed out of there mumbling something about Clay and everyone watched as he left. "Okay well Savannah your dad's here and the two men behind me are his step son Jaxson the vice president of the Charming charter and a fellow patch member Chibs. We are going to have church before you meet your dad so go get ready I'll have the prospect bring in some food for you to eat before you meet him and then I will come get you and bring you to him. At first it will probably just be the two of you do you understand?"

I nodded my head I felt numb everything was happening to fast and my body was moving before my brain could catch up. Before I knew it I had had a shower got changed into a pair of red torn skinny jeans, a peach camisole and black open toes heels and I pulled my hair up with a few strands falling around my face including my bangs and was now sitting in front of a burger and fries trying to choke it down without throwing up when I could hear my phone going off in my bag. I slide from the bed and over to my bag which had at one point moved to the floor. I sat cross legged on the floor pulling out my phone to find meaningless texts except for one. My dealer. He said he was good to go and wanted to know how much to put aside for me. And as scared as I could be of Happy and I knew if I was caught how furious he would be I needed it. Just one last time and I wanted to piss him off after he humiliated me like that. I sent him a quick text letting him know to meet me in our usual spot in an hour and I expected full amount as normal. Just as I sent the text Kozik walked in looking at me on the floor then up at the food. "Not hungry?"

"Thanks for stating the obvious." I replied shoving my phone back in my bag

He rolled his eyes but held his hand out to me. "Come on Clay is waiting and he isn't a very patient man."

I hesitated but took his hand slinging my bag over my shoulder and following him out. I got a lot of looks as we came around the corner of the hallway but Kozik didn't waste time showing me where this meeting was supposed to take place I walked into a big room with a table in the center and a man was sitting in one of the chairs. He looked old and his cold grey eyes didn't seem very welcoming. If this was my father I wasn't sure I wanted to know him. He gave one look at Kozik and he nodded his head leaving the room closing the door behind him. I looked at the man in front of me and he motioned for me to take a seat. Once I did it took him a few moments of what seemed like he was analyzing me before speaking. "Well there is no doubt that you're my daughter but you definitely look more like your mother."

"So you remember my mother?"

"Yes…I do before I meet Gemma she was the woman I thought I would be with till the end but she couldn't accept me and my life. What I didn't know was that she had a kid after I left. That is what surprised me."

I kept quite not sure what to say. "I talked to my wife about it and I discussed it with the club here and back home, you will come home with me and live with me and Gemma. Learn the life as from what I understand you're up to no good here and that's going to change and it's going to change fast. Gemma will be up here in a week to collect you and your belongings and I will be keeping Happy babysitting you as I can't be here to do so nor do I have the time back home to do it. Is that understood?"

Man did everyone have to talk to me like I was a child. But I resisted the urge to roll my eyes because this did not seem like the man to piss off or to test his patience. So I just nodded my head. When he stood up and walked towards me I stood up with him and meet him the rest of the way. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder turning me towards the door. "You can call me Clay if it's too early for dad what's my beautiful daughter's name?"

"Savannah."

He nodded his head and we stepped out of the room meeting everyone's eyes who then broke out into cheers and laughter. The moment I was done meeting everyone there I took my chance as I didn't see Happy anywhere and went to my meeting spot.