BEFORE THE CLEARWATER'S

CHAPTER 4

SAVANNAH P.O.V

"Do all wolves imprint at some point in their life?" I asked Seth as I made him sandwiches. He sighed. He was getting annoyed with me. I had spent the weekend at his place and would be heading back home to have dinner with my parents.

"I don't know, Sav." He mumbled. I knew most of what happened when someone imprinted. But I wanted to know a few more things. Most of the time no one talked about it until it actually happened.

"My parents think we spend too much time together." I commented setting the plate in front of him. I was testing the waters. They didn't actually say that.

"I agree."

"Aren't we imprints? Aren't we suppose to spend a lot of time together?" I questioned getting him a drink.

"Yes." The short answers were killing me.

"I'll go after you eat." I knew it had to be hard for him. I was young. I wasn't mature enough to be in a relationship like this. We both knew it. I also knew that I loved him and I wanted to be around him all the time. "I have homework anyway." I tried to convince Esme not to give me homework over the weekend but she said it wasn't possible.

"It's not you. The guys wanna hang out and every time I'm free, I'm with you." He commented looking at me.

"That's fine." I commented. Even though it hurt. Sometimes I wonder if we rushed into it. I mean obviously he had waited a super long time but was I really mature enough to understand everything that went on?

After he was finished eating we said our goodbyes and I headed home. Our final kiss was short, sweet, and to the point. I told mom I would be home for dinner but she wasn't expecting me to show up at 1 in the afternoon.

"I wasn't expecting you." She commented as she rocked Finnley. While my family was adjusting to life with Finn, I was adjusting to life with Seth. All of the imprint woman were already sending me recipes on what Seth enjoyed at their house and it was all pretty overwhelming.

"Seth wanted to hang out with the guys. I'm assuming dad is going to be there." I commented sitting at the island where I had left my books.

"Yeah. They're at the beach. Cliff diving and what not. They're gonna have a fire later. I'm sure you could crash it."

"I'm sure Seth wouldn't appreciate that as much as I would." I got to work. "Are you sure he's my imprint?" I questioned her a few hours later when she started on dinner.

"Pretty sure."

"Sometimes it doesn't feel like. Quil never get's annoyed with Claire."

"That's because she's 25 and you're 17." She commented. "You shouldn't compare. Your relationships are very different. Seth has always the type to need space and as his girlfriend, you need to understand that." I usually gave Seth space on Sunday's. Those were the nights that he would run for the pack over night and then he had Monday's off so he usually came to dinner at our house. I wonder if he'll come tomorrow.

Dinner was quiet. Dad and Ryder were both gone so it was just me, mom and the twins. Finnley usually slept most of the day.

"I'm gonna go shower and go to bed." I said to mom before heading up the stairs.

After my shower I tried calling Seth to say goodnight, no answer.

*SETH P.O.V*

"Is that my daughter?" Jacob asked at the sound of my phone vibrating in my hand.

"Yeah." I commented not answering. He watched as it stopped buzzing.

"What's going on?"

"Nothing." He was so noisy.

"Doesn't seem like nothing." He commented drinking a beer.

"Well it is nothing." Sometimes I just wanted some space. I had always been like that. Savannah was a lot to handle. I loved her more than I loved anyone else on this planet but I need a break. She doesn't stop talking. "I'll call her later."

As the sun went down, Embry started the fire and we sat around telling stories for a few hours. I got up to stretch.

"Okay, I'm gonna go run." I commented taking off towards the woods. I quickly dropped my pants before phasing and picking my shorts up in my mouth. I quickly hide them in a tree before running off. We didn't always go running but every once in a while we did to see if there were any new scents.

"What's going on with you and Savannah?" Brady's voice caught my attention. I could hear or feel Jacob.

"She's annoying me." He laughed.

"That's what girls are suppose to do."

"And Jake is making us wait until she's 18 to have sex. I have the bluest balls you've ever seen."

"Just do it." Brady commented.

"I would if he wasn't always in my thoughts." I sighed. "I haven't caught anything. I'm gonna cover the other side." I commented running away from him. He stayed where he was. Eventually he was gone and Embry and Quil joined instead.

"I would steer clear of Jake for a few hours." Embry commented. "He's pissed you didn't answer Savannah's call."

"It was one call. If she really needed me she would have called again." I answered. I ran back to the tree after not catching anyone's scent and grabbing my shorts. I debated if I should go see Savannah but knew that Jacob would stop me before I could even get through the door. So I called her instead.

It was getting closer to 11 by the time I had called her so I'm sure she was asleep.

'Good night. I love you.' I texted her before heading home. Hopefully I would be able to sleep in tomorrow, but I'm sure I'll have Jake pounding down my door.

*JACOB P.O.V*

When I got home from the fire Savannah was standing next to the door looking out the window. I knew she was watching for Seth.

"I don't think he's coming, baby." I commented kissing her head.

"He's been acting so weird." She said and never took her eyes away from the woods.

"Yeah. I've noticed." I commented. I wasn't going to bring up the fact that he didn't answer her call on purpose. "Is mom sleeping?" I asked.

"Yeah. The baby just fell asleep." I left Savannah and snuck into our bedroom. "Wait, can I go sleep at the Cullen's?"

"Sure. You can take my car." I commented throwing her the keys. She's gracefully caught them before gathering her books and clothes before leaving. She texted me when she made it there safe. I'm sure Alice saw her coming. Our kids were always welcome in their home.

I was worried about both of them.

*SAVANNAH P.O.V*

"Is it me?" I asked Alice the next morning as she sat with me while I did my work.

"No. He doesn't feel any different about you." She commented. She went quiet for a long time. "He's decided he's coming over for dinner."

"Great." I mumbled. I had never seen any of the imprints fight and I wondered if we would. "I know it's TMI but every single time we even get close to having sex, he stops me. I know I told my mom I would wait until I was 18 but I don't think I can."

"When you decide you're ready, then do it. She doesn't want you to rush into anything and regret it."

"I won't regret it."

"Did you tell Seth that?"

Once I was finished with my work, I rushed home and begged mom to make Seth's favorite for dinner. I waited for him at the front door. He hesitated to come in but kissed me as soon as he did.

"I'm sorry."

"I am too." I muttered hugging him. I knew he had work in the morning but I really wanted him to sleepover. "Will you sleepover?"

"Yeah. I'll call out tomorrow." He commented hugging. I had class but Alice texted that Esme would be willing to push it off until 11. I had plans for tonight whether Seth had the same ones or not. "What are we eating?" I asked as I dragged him to the kitchen.

"Your favorite." Mom answered. I smiled.

"Awesome." He smiled helping me set the table. Every so often he would smack my butt as I leaned over the table to put something on it.

"You're not very good at helping."

"Yes I am." I shook my head as mom started bringing over food.

"Dad won't be home until later. Something about a car part suppose to be delivered tonight and then something happened with Brady and Colin today."

"They probably went against Alpha's order's." Seth commented. Ryder came in the back door and sat down for dinner with us. It was great that dad was out of the house but with Ryder here I might run into trouble with him having sensitive hearing.

We all ate together and talked about our days. I started to get nervous thinking about what I wanted to do tonight. I know I promised my mom we would wait but I don't think I could anymore.

After dinner I helped mom clean up and helped her take care of Finnley while Seth watched a movie. I watched the baby while she got Ash and Pey ready for bed. When she came back downstairs she took him from me.

"I'm gonna head to bed. Keep it down please." Mom commented. As soon as her bedroom door was shut, I grabbed Seth's head and dragged him up the stairs.

"Savannah..." He trailed off. I was still pretty shy about being naked in front of him but I stripped my shirt off and kissed him.

"Please." I wanted this so badly. I know he did too. "I don't want to wait anymore." I whispered. I knew everyone was sleep but I had no idea if dad or Ryder would be home at some point.

"Are you sure?" I knew Seth would never make me do anything I wasn't comfortable with.

"Yes." I whined reaching my hands under his shirt and taking it off. I ran my hands along his chest and abs before he held my chin and kissed.

"I have wanted this for so long. Like since you grew boobs." I laughed. I had only recently grew boobs. They had been small until I was like 16.

"You're such a pig." I giggled tugging him closer to me by his shorts. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him.

He gently threw me onto the bed and hovered over me.

"Lock the door." This was the only room in the house that had a lock on it besides my parents. This used to be their room and they never changed the locks. I was so thankful for it now. If my dad came home and caught us, we would be in big trouble.

"Okay but one thing, I didn't know that this was happening tonight and I don't have any condoms." He commented.

"Ryder has some." I commented.

"Really?"

"If you don't want to just pull out. I'm on the pill." I commented.

"I really don't wanna steal condoms from your brother." He commented making sure the door was locked before getting back to hovering over me. He quickly kissed me hard before moving to kiss my neck and down my chest. He kissed the part of my boobs that weren't covered by the bra before reaching around my back and unclipping it.

I quickly threw it to the side but pushed Seth off of me so that we could be under the covers. Dad could easily break the lock to the door if he wanted to.

"You're so beautiful." He whispered dipping his head to suck on my nipples. He showed each one attention before kissing down my stomach and getting to my jeans. He quickly undid them and I lifted my hips so he could pull them down. He didn't mean to but he took my panties with him. They weren't anything special.

"Please." I whined lifting my hips to him as he slowly licked my clit. I moaned and gripped the sheets. I knew that if any wolves were anywhere near our house, they would know exactly what we were doing.

"Be patient." He mumbled as he fingers me with two fingers. He arched his fingers making me arch my back and moan.

"You're wearing too much clothes." I giggled sitting up trying to get his pants off. He watched my struggle of getting them down that he took over and kicked them off. I had seen Seth naked before but we never had sex. I was suddenly very away that his big... friend was going to enter my very small hole.

"Relax. I won't hurt you." He kissed me. I knew he would never hurt me on purpose. "Tell me to stop if it hurts." I nodded as he positioned himself over me.

"Wait! Can you shut the big light off?" I asked sweetly turning on the bedside table lamp. He huffed before standing up to shut it off and then joining me in bed again.

"We should probably do this without blankets. It's gonna get pretty hot." He commented throwing them off the side of the bed. I nodded before reaching for him and he again positioned himself at my entrance. "Ready?" He asked. I nodded and kissed him as he slowly pushed into me. The first inch wasn't bad at all. It was the last 6 that killed me.

"Don't move." I nearly cried. I couldn't help the tears that sprung in my eyes. "You're huge." It wasn't that he had an overly large penis, but it very thick. I was a small girl.

"It's okay. We don't have to do this."

"Just move slow." I sighed. It felt very uncomfortable but I loved having him this close to me. He slowly pulled out and then thrust back in. I know this was paining him. I could feel him twitch inside me.

"You feel so good." He mumbled into my neck. I know he wanted to go faster but I couldn't handle that. I mentally made a note to get lube for the next time this happened.

I slowly moved my hips into him while he stayed still above me. I'm sure he figured he would let me get used to his size by letting me do some of the work. He reached down to rub my clit which made me moan. He slowly pulled out half way but then thrust back in. The more he rubbed my clit, the better it felt.

"Just like that." I moaned into his chest. He was as close as he could possibly be and I was so hot I felt like I could pass out at any minute.

"I can't hold off for much longer."

"That's okay." I knew that most first time for woman was not as enjoyable as everyone made it out to be. He quickly pulled out and jacked himself off onto my stomach while also playing with my clit. I moaned as he ejaculated on me and also got me to cum just by his fingers. "Oh god, Seth." I moaned arching my back.

"Holy shit." He breathed laying next to me. I giggled cuddling into him dragging the blankets off the floor and onto the bed to cover us both.

"I'm sweating." I said looking at him.

"You might wanna wipe your stomach off."

"Ugh. Why are you so sticky."

"It's not just me, baby." He laughed getting up.

"Go into Finn's room and get a wipe." I commented as he stood and ran across the hall, naked, to get me a wipe. "Have you lost your mind?" I looked at him.

"I can hear everyone. They are all sleeping." He commented wiping off my stomach. We cuddled for a few minutes before I felt something between my legs and stood taking the duvet with me to the bathroom. "I don't mind seeing you naked." He commented sitting against the headboard.

"Oh shush." I muttered going to the bathroom. I wiped and noticed blood. I knew that was normal during the first time. I peeked my head out. "I'm gonna take a shower if you wanna join me."

"I would love too." He smiled getting up and following me into the bathroom. I started the water and stepped in with him behind me. I tried to quickly wash away the blood but he noticed. "I'm sorry." He commented wrapping his arms around my stomach and kissing my neck.

"It's not your fault." I smiled at him looking over my shoulder. "It will get easier."

"I know." He commented. We quickly washed each other before stepping out and drying off. I put on a fresh pair of panties but besides that, we both stayed naked. He quickly stripped the bed before putting new sheets on while I dug around in my dresser for a new pair.

"You didn't have to do that."

"There was blood on them." He commented laying down and waiting for me to put the covers back on the bed and get in with him. I was so exhausted that as soon as I laid next to him. I was asleep.

The next morning, I slowly made my way down the stairs. I was super sore. I left Seth sleeping. He would probably stay there all day. I made sure he was covered.

"Good morning." Mom commented.

"Morning." I mumbled searching for pain meds.

"Were you safe?" I groaned. I wasn't going to tell her that I let him hit it without a condom.

"Yes mom." I commented taking the meds and my pill. "Don't tell dad."

"I'm sure Seth will do that all on his own." I checked the time and the twins should have been at school by now but Ryder came into the kitchen.

"Savannah got fucked last night!" He shouted slamming his hand on the counter and laughing.

"Shut up!" I shouted.

"Language!" Mom shouted. "Seth is still sleeping." She added.

"I can't wait for dad to see this." Ryder laughed.

"You will not tell him or you'll be grounded for a month." Mom commented pointing her finger at him. I was so glad to see that she wasn't disappointed in the fact that I didn't wait until I was 18.

"I'm sure Seth's thoughts will be very loud today. Dad isn't stupid." Ryder commented. I quickly got my things ready for class and rushed upstairs to Seth.

"Good morning." I kissed his lips as he stirred. "I have class in a little while. Wanna drive me? You probably don't want to be around my dad today."

"You're probably right. I'll chill at the Cullen's with you." I smiled as he got up and got dressed. I got dressed in the walk in closet before we both rushed out of the house before my dad could see us. I was so worried for next time Seth phased.