BEFORE THE CLEARWATER'S

CHAPTER 23

SAVANNAH P.O.V

It felt amazing to be walking across that stage, being handed a diploma and knowing that I was finally finished with high school. The entire pack came and I could hear their booming cheers as soon as my name was called.

As soon as I could, I nearly ran to my family. I jumped into Seths arms as he lifted me. I kissed him before he let me down so my parents could hug me.

"I'm so proud of you!" Mom smiled wrapping her arms around me. Dad was right behind her and I don't think I've ever seen him so happy. It was a nice change from a few months ago when he hated me.

Some of the pack and their families stayed at the school to take pictures but some of them left to set up the after party at my parents house. The Cullen's had come but had to stay hidden in the back before leaving and heading to my parents house.

We took tons of pictures before finally heading to my parents. There was tons of food and thank god because I hadn't eaten all day waiting to stuff my face tonight.

"We talked, and we will allow you to drink tonight." Dad commented to me as I grabbed a burger. "We know you already do but we figured you would be safe here." He answered handing me a shot and clinking his shot glass against mine before we both drank it. "Congrats." He smiled.

"Thanks." After the shot I took of sip of my soda before going to sit and eat my burger. Once everyone was officially here, music started playing from the outdoor speaker that dad bought just for my party. Uncle Paul of course insisted that we do a shot together. He poured them, Linked his arm around mine and we both took a shot.

I could see Seth's worried face as I drank more of my soda. I knew he wanted me to take it easy but this was the only time my parents were actually letting me drink so I was going to take it. After I ate some chips and dip, I grabbed a Loyal, a new drink made with lemonade and vodka, and headed over to where Seth was playing corn hole with his mom, Charlie, and mom. I wrapped my arms around him from behind.

"You okay?" He asked. I nodded kissing his back before moving away so he could play. I eventually went to mingle with the Cullen's who seemed to be sticking to themselves. Emmett of course was enjoying his time and tried to get me to chug a beer. When I refused, he decided to teach me how to shot gun a beer.

"How do you even know how to do this?" I asked as he made a hole in a can for me before handing it to me.

"Why do you act like I've never been to college." He smirked getting one for himself.

"You're gonna do one?" I asked.

"Yeah, why not?" He smiled standing in front of me.

"Because you'll have to throw it up later." I looked at him as he brought his lips to the can waiting for me. Jasper counted down for us before we both opened the tab and started to drink. Of course he finished a lot faster than I did and slammed his empty can down on the ground.

"Boom, bitches." He held his arms up in the air. I finished mine seconds after he slammed his on the ground and wiped my mouth.

"Are you kidding me, Emmett?" Dad asked coming over. "I told her she could drink. Not get blackout."

"Blackout or back out." I shouted running off. I could tell that he was thinking of chasing me and then decided against it. I decided to take a break from drinking and have some cake and ice cream. I opened a few peoples presents. The Cullen's each got me gifts. I could tell that they were each trying to compete with each other to see who could give me the best gift. Esme and Carlisle gave me a new Macbook. Rosalie got me a choker with a simple diamond on it. I right away put it on. Alice and Jasper got me new clothes. Edward gave me some journals. Even though I wasn't a writer I knew that sometimes writing down your feelings was a good thing.

And Emmett. He gave me a four wheeler. Which I had no idea how my father approved of that. Let alone my mother.

"You're not using it tonight." Dad confirmed taking the keys from me. The last thing anyone wanted was for my drunk ass to crash. Of course I would probably be fine but I wasn't going to risk anyone else's life.

"Fine." I pouted.

The pack had all chipped in and decided to pay for the food for the wedding which was amazing. I couldn't thank them enough. I went around the group hugging everyone saying my thanks.

My parents gave me money which I was thankful for. After opening presents was when the fun really began. The sun had gone down, and the drinking games started. The entire pack joined in on the fun. First was beer pong that I wasn't terrible at but lost more times than I won. Next we played flip cup but because of the packs huge hands, I won more often than them.

I was so far gone that I knew I was going to be super hungover. At some point I ended up dancing around in front of Seth. I don't know what I was doing but he was just as drunk as I was and trying to stable himself but with me running around him, he couldn't. I got another few shots into me before trying to drag Seth into the bathroom and take his pants off. Of course in my drunken state, it was difficult to get my dress off so he stopped me.

"I'm not having sex with you when you're this drunk." He said grabbing my hands and holding my dress down. "Keep your clothes on." He answered.

When we went back outside, Charlie and Billy had left. Charlie had taken the twins for my mom so that she only had to worry about me tonight. Emily took Finn home with her when she left with her kids while Sam stayed to finish out the party.

Mom called it a night around midnight while the rest of us sat by the fire. I was in Seth's lap leaning my entire body weight on him. Dad was next to us with Jared across from us.

"I don't wanna ruin anyone's night, but Savannah's entire ass is out." I didn't register his words right away until I felt Seth's hand fix my dress.

"Where are you underwear?" He hissed. I couldn't remember what I did with them. As far as I was aware, they were still on. I shrugged laughing. He moved me so I was off his lap and covered fully. I couldn't tell if he was annoyed with me so I stopped laughing. He stood up so fast it almost made me dizzy before dragging me into the house. Of course I was so wasted I could barely walk. We went into the bathroom where my panties were on the sink. He quickly helped me put them on before taking me back outside.

I was able to get another two Loyals into me before everyone left. Dad had made his way up to bed but I was sitting next to Seth.

"Are you mad?" I slurred looking at him.

"You were just letting your ass and vagina out for the pack to see." He commented. It had been like an hour since that incident and he's just now saying something about it.

"I didn't know I wasn't wearing anything!" I argued.

"It doesn't matter! Even if you were wearing them, they would have seen them!" He stood up. I stayed sitting, afraid that if I stood it would only make things worse.

"It's not that big of a deal." I rolled my eyes. The fire was mostly out but I could still see in his face just how pissed off he was. He went into the house leaving me alone. I tried to get up the back stairs but couldn't so I laid down on the deck.

I don't remember falling asleep but the next morning I woke up to my stomach twisting and turning. I quickly crawled over the the edge of the deck and threw up. I heard the back door open before mom came out and sat in one of the chairs.

"Want some water?" She asked. I nodded sitting up as she handed me a cold glass of water and a paper towel. I wiped my mouth before taking small sips of the water. "Did you have a fun night?" Mom asked. I nodded rubbing my head. I was so exhausted.

"Is Seth still mad at me?" I asked looking at her before moving to sit on a chair with her. The air was warm but there were clouds covering the sky.

"Haven't seen him yet. He was in your room when I checked on him. He was still sleeping." She confirmed. "Your father was up all morning puking." She chuckled. I knew she hated when dad got drunk like that but for special occasions it was okay. "What was Seth mad about?"

"Apparently I was mooning the pack last night by the fire. I didn't know." I answered leaning back and closing my eyes.

"It's not that big of a deal. Why is he acting like none of them have seen you naked in his mind?" I shrugged.

"It was probably because I was so drunk." I answered. I still felt slightly drunk and dizzy.

"Why don't you head up to bed?" She asked. "I'll turn the AC up to keep you cool." She smiled helping me inside. I made my way to the bed slipping off my dress and putting on one of dads shirts that mom gave me. I stayed away from Seth as much as I could not knowing if he was still upset with me.

I slept all day and didn't wake until the bed stirred and Seth wrapped an arm around me. I groaned and quickly rushed off to the bathroom to throw up. He was right behind me rubbing my back. Which I was thankful for and hopefully he wasn't still angry about last night. I gripped his hand as I threw up more. I whined as I rested my head against the toilet. He flushed the toilet before wiping my mouth with some toilet paper.

"You okay?" He asked. I shook my head. He left which made me whine more but he came back with Tylenol and a glass of cold water. "Drink slow." He commented handing them both to me. "That'll teach you to get that drunk." I groaned as I swallowed the pills before moving into his arms. He held me against his chest before laying us back down.

"I have to have fun now because soon I'm gonna be a wife and a mom." I mumbled.

"You're not gonna be a mom soon." He answered.

"I wanna try right away." He chuckled while playing with my hair.

"We'll see." I would only be 19 when we got married. I knew that he didn't want to rush into having kids but I wanted to try at least six months into our marriage. We both knew that we wanted kids. It was something that I had wanted since I was young. All girls had a list of baby names on their phones.

There was a knock on the door and even though I was feeling a little better, I didn't want to be interrupted.

"Yeah?" Seth answered as dad opened the door. He looked just as awful as us which made me laugh.

"I'm not 21 anymore." He groaned. "But mom made dinner. You should at least try to eat." He commented. I nodded waiting for him to leave so that I could put on a pair of shorts. I held Seth's hand as we walked down and joined everyone at the table. All of my siblings were there. Ryder, Dad, Seth and I all looked like we wanted to die. The food smelled amazing but still made my stomach turn by the thought of eating anything. Mom made some simple grilled chicken with salad and baked potatoes.

I ate a small piece of chicken and a baked potato before I felt like I was going to vomit right at the table. After that we sat around talking. Seth gently rubbed my back while he talked with my parents. I leaned into him a little and closed my eyes.

"Wanna head home?" I nodded kissing his shoulder and standing up.

"Thank you for my party." I smiled hugging both of them. "I enjoyed myself."

"I'm glad you had fun." Mom smiled. She stood at the front door as we left and waved as we pulled out of the driveway. I held Seth's hand while he drove and kept my eyes closed.

"You okay?" He asked. I nodded rolling my head towards him and looking at him. "Tell me if you're gonna puke and I'll pull over."

"I'm okay." I laughed. "Just wanna shower and watch a movie with you." I commented keeping my eyes on his face.

"You wanna shower with me?" He asked.

"If you want." I shrugged. He sped up a little bit cutting our trip down by at least three minutes and quickly rushing inside. I chuckled carrying in my gifts and setting them on the table. I heard the shower turn on. I chuckled before locking the front door and heading to our bedroom. His clothes were already laid out on the bed and the steam from the shower was making its way into the bedroom. I took my clothes off and threw them in the hamper before joining him in the bathroom. He was standing in front of the mirror, with a pair of scissors. "What are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm trimming." I was a little stunned.

"What?" I asked. I had never seen him do that before. Not that I really cared about what he did. I personally waxed every month because it made me comfortable but I never knew that he was into keeping it neat.

"I do it often." I nodded before getting into the shower. I right away started washing my hair before he stepped in behind me. He kissed my bare shoulder a few times before bringing his hand around to rest on my stomach. "Wanna know what's great for a hangover?" He whispered licking from my collarbone, up my neck and to my ear. "Orgasms." He slowly brought his hand to cup me and gently flicked my clit making me hiss.

He quickly fingered me with two fingers while his thumb rested on my clit. I held his other hand to stay steady. The heat from our bodies and the shower made me feel faint. He kissed my neck as he pressed down on my clit. I moaned loud moving my head so I could kiss him. I smashed my lips to his, bringing one of my hands up to hold his head to me.

For just a second I forgot how much my stomach still hurt.

"I'm gonna-" I was cut off by a moan as I orgasmed over his fingers. He held me up as I moaned moving into his fingers before he pulled them out and stuck them in his mouth. I kissed him just as he moved his fingers out of the way. "I love you." I whispered against his mouth.

"I love you." He smiled. I gripped him in my hand and pumped him. I knew that tonight we most likely wouldn't be having sex with how bad my stomach felt but I was perfectly fine with some finger, hand jobs, and oral. I kissed him as I jerked him. "That feels amazing." He rested his forehead on mine. I sucked on his bottom lip while he moaned.

I sped up my movements just enough to get him going and then I slowed back down. He hated when I teased him but I also knew that if I did it enough, he would do the same to me. But with his tongue.

"Don't babygirl." He huffed. I giggled but kept up with my teasing. "You better let me cum." I smiled up at him as I kept my movements the same. I watched as he threw his head back and came all over my hand. I smiled and licked some off my hand before sticking it under the water and letting it run down the drain.

I conditioned my hair while he ran his finger down my back, through my butt crack and down the back of my thigh. I let my head fall back as goosebumps rose right where his finger traveled. I got the conditioner out of my hair before shutting the water off and stepping out. Before I could even wrap a towel around myself, he lifted me onto the counter and sank to his knees. I spread my legs for him giving him the perfect view of how wet I was for him.

"Gosh baby." He moaned at the sight of me. I giggled touching my clit with two finger's.

"Eat me." I whispered watching him move my hand away and right away sucking on my clit, hard. I moaned throwing my head back and wrapping my legs around him. He held onto my thighs as he ate me out. I couldn't help the moans that fell from my mouth. I gripped his hair and pulled making him moan and vibrator my clit making me moan louder. "Fuck! Seth." I wasn't even sure if anything I was saying was making sense. Then he slipped a vibrator inside me. I don't even know when he got it but it felt amazing. "More!" I moaned holding his face to me.

He quickly pulled off and lifted me off the counter. He moved to our room and threw me on the bed. He got right back to work between my legs but turned the vibrator up. I gripped the sheets as I felt myself start to clench around the vibrator.

"I'm gonna-" I moaned loud as I came. I felt a small gush before Seth pulled away. I was still shaking as I was trying to come down from my high. He quickly went to the bathroom to get a towel to clean me up. "That was amazing." I lazily smiled at him as he cleaned me. Once he was done he turned on the fan and shut the lights off. I was already mostly asleep when he climbed into the bed beside me and pulled me into his chest. Overall, it was a good weekend.

Back to work on Monday.