This chapter is short because its mainly about the past and what happened between them but Clary and Jace do have a conversation about it before the flashback happens i'm sorry its taken almost a week to update life's been kinda crazy right now..

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Jace's Pov

Clary and I decided to take Mason to the zoo for the day and he loved it although he couldn't walk around as much as he'd of liked to he had fun I could see it in his eyes and I think Clary was having fun too. "Can we talk about last night?" I asked when we got back in the car Mason was asleep and I felt like things needed to be said. "Please?"

"Do you have any idea how much you hurt me?"

"I know I did."

"And you don't even give a shit."

"I was stupid back then Clary-"

"And that makes it right?"

"I never said that."

"Do you know how long I spent wondering what I did wrong?"

"I didn't want to have a long distance relationship and-"

"So you cheat on me?"

"We broke-"

"It was the very next day Jace! God do you know how that felt for me? Like you never even cared about me sure you said you loved me but if you can do that to me then you never loved me."

"I always loved you."

"You wouldn't of done that to me.." I reached over to touch her hand but she jerked away from me. "I made a promise to Mason when he was born and i'm not gonna break it anytime soon."

Clary's Pov

Five and a half years ago…

I don't know how long I stared at that positive sign on the stupid pregnancy test but it seemed like I was sitting there for years trying to figure out what the hell I was gonna do and how I was gonna tell Jace. We had been fighting for weeks now because he wants to play professional football and he says i'm not supportive enough in his dreams, I tried to ask him what he meant by that since all I ever did was support him by going to everyone of his games I had always been there for him and no matter what I did he always seemed to turn it around and make me out to be the bad guy.

"So what does it say?" Simon asked when I sat down on his bed. I had told him I thought I might be pregnant and I was to scared to be alone so I came over to his house and he's been patiently waiting for me to come back in the room.

"I fucked up Si…." I said and started to cry again and he moved over and hugged me tightly.

"It's okay we can work through this Clary, you will have me and Jace and everyone will be there for you."

"I don't even think Jace wants kids."

"Well there's only one way to find out." He said and pushed my phone towards me and I sighed and called Jace.

"Hello?"

"Hey it's me, uh can we meet up somewhere and talk please?"

"Yeah there's something I wanted to talk to you about too." He said and told me where he was and I left Simon's feeling nervous and when I got to Takis Jace was talking to some girl she was smiling at him and he was leaning over whispering something in her ear.

"Excuse me." I said and Jace looked at me and moved away from her.

"That was fast."

"I was over at Simon's so I was close." I said and glared at the blonde who rolled her eyes and walked away. "What the hell was that?"

"We were just talking calm down." He said and I started to get angry.

"You wanted to talk to me?"

"Ladies first."

"I'd much rather hear what you have to say."

"I think we should break up."

"Wh- What? Where is this coming from?"

"All we do is fight and i'm gonna be leaving soon and i'd like to be single when I leave so I can experience new things." He said shrugging like it was nothing.

"I mean we can experience new things together." Like raising a baby you dick.

"Clary I love you I really do but I just-"

"You just what? Afraid you will miss out on sleeping with trashy girls?"

"Don't be like that." He tried to take my hand but I pulled it away from him. "We can still be friends."

"Friends?" I laughed and shook my head. "I can't believe this is happening."

"What did you want to tell me?"

"Nothing…" I said and stood up and ran out into the rain he didn't call for me or chase after me like he would when I would get mad at him.

"How did it go?" Simon asked when he answered the phone.

"He broke up with me."

"What? Because you're pregnant he broke up with you?"

"He broke up with me before I had a chance to tell him I was pregnant."

"Clary-"

"I'm just gonna go to sleep I can't deal with this right now." I hung up and cried myself to sleep with my hand protectively on my stomach.

When I woke up it was after ten so I decided to stay home from school because I couldn't deal with three classes with Jace and not burst out in tears.

I made my way to planned parenthood and when they took me back I got to see my little baby for the first time ever and when I heard the strong heartbeat I cried knowing my baby wasn't going to have a father and I didn't want that I wanted him or her to have a family a mom and dad to wake up on Christmas morning I wanted my baby to feel loved by both parents.

When I left I decided to go over to Jace's to try and tell him again and maybe this time he would listen to me and everything will work out, when I knocked on the door Izzy opened the door and her eyes were big and she looked inside and then back to me. "I called you like three times."

"I'm sorry I was busy, is Jace home?"

"He's uh upstairs." She said and opened the door.

"Why are you acting like-" I heard a girl's voice she was laughing and I looked at Izzy and her expression answered my unasked question and tears came to my eyes. "I have to go."

"Are you okay?"

"Thank you for calling me and trying to warn me…." I said and blinked because I refused to cry.

"I'm so sorry Clary I thought it was you and when I went in there to ask why you weren't at school and I seen it wasn't you I punched him and I called you but you didn't answer and-"

"I came over here to tell him something."

"What did you want to tell him?"

He will never see his child for as long as I live I swear to god he will never get to see this baby. I wanted to say but instead I said. "That he's never gonna see me again, tell him that for me please."

"Clary someone's here for you." My dad yelled and I ran to the door thinking it was Simon but when I opened it Jace was standing there and I slammed it in his face and he knocked again.

"What the hell do you want."

"I never wanted to hurt you Clary."

"Oh that's the funniest thing I have heard all day."

"Clary-"

"Let's all pray you used a condom this time because the world doesn't need you as a father." I said and slammed the door again and this time I didn't open it again.

7 months later…

The cries from my son filled the room and I started to cry as they laid him on me he was perfect in every way. "Hi Mason." I said when they brought him back to me all wrapped up. "I'm your mommy, it's just me and you kiddo and that's all we need Mas I promise you he will never come in your life and hurt you the way he hurt me." I said and Mason opened one eye and the familiar color of gold was looking up at me and I smiled at him. "Maybe you can be the best parts of your daddy." I kissed his chubby little cheek.