One Year Later:
Olivia and Trevor were happily married for a little over a year now and neither could believe how in love they were. It felt as if they were falling more in love with each other with each passing day.
Olivia walked into the precinct and smirked when she saw a bouquet of peonies in her office "hey guys, when did those get here?"
"Delivery came ten minutes ago, they're beautiful." Rollins said looking up at Olivia.
Fin narrowed his eyes at Olivia "Is he in some kind of trouble, cause that's what I do when I'm in trouble with Melinda."
She chuckled and shook her head "he's in no trouble at all. He just likes surprising me"
"Wow, did you hear that Nick?" Rollins asked with a scowl on her face.
Fin shook his head in disbelief "don't tell that to Mel or I'll never hear the end of it."
"Hey I'm not a hot shot lawyer who's got enough money to surprise you everyday" Amaro defended.
Rollins scoffed "Yeah but it wouldn't hurt if you did once in a while."
"I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you" he said with a charming smile.
Olivia laughed at the sight of the male detectives "where's Dodds?"
"Right here..." He said as he walked into the bull pen with a bag of take outs "you guys never have breakfast so I've taken the liberty to go for a breakfast run every morning from today on wards but we take turns to pay."
"Thanks Dodds, what did you get me?" Amanda asked with a smirk.
He shrugged handing each one of them a take out sandwich "Chicken and Mayo for the boss lady, Sunrise Surprise for Rollins, Steak for Amaro and deluxe breakfast sandwich for Fin."
"Thanks Dodds" they said in unison as they took their sandwiches.
"What do you have?" Olivia asked.
He opened his sandwich and shrugged "egg mayo, my favourite."
The smell of the egg hit her as soon as he bit into the sandwich, and before she knew it she felt the bile raising in her throat. She sat her still wrapped sandwich down on Amanda's desk and ran to the bathroom, with her hand covering her mouth.
"What was that?" Dodds asked.
"I have no idea, but I'm going to check on her" Rollins said before getting up and going to the ladies room.
Amanda found Olivia on her knees in front of the toilet pot, heaving heavily as she clutched her stomach. She immediately went over to Olivia and held her hair back, rubbing her back with her free hand.
"Are you okay?" She asked once Olivia finished.
Olivia went to rinse her mouth out and washed her face before turning to Rollins "I can't stand eggs"
"I never knew you had an issue with eggs" Rollins said with a smirk.
"Yeah neither did I, but it's been a few months now and as soon as I smell them I'm stuck with my head in the pot."
"You should see a doctor" Amanda said as she led her friend back to the bull pen.
Olivia came back to find Dodds' egg sandwich gone and smiled "before you guys ask, I'm fine. It's just eggs aren't good with me."
"Since when?" Fin asked.
"Since a long time ago" she said dismally.
Dodds chuckled "sorry I didn't know"
"It's no problem Dodds" she smirked before taking her sandwich "I'm going to be in my office if you guys need me."
They watched her walk into her office before whispering amongst each other what they thought might be wrong with their Sergeant.
Olivia sat at her desk and sighed, she had been feeling nauseous for a little over two months now and it was worsened whenever she caught of a whiff of eggs and alcohol. She hadn't had a glass since two months ago, because it seemed to worsen her nausea.
She dialed the number of her OB-GYN "hi this is Olivia Langan speaking, I'd like to make an appointment to see Doctor Sadie"
"Hi Mrs Langan, I'll check her schedule, just give me a minute."
Olivia sat back and began typing out a detailed report of their last case, while she waited for the nurse to let her know when her appointment would be.
"Mrs Langan, Dr Sadie is free today at 11. Would you like me to sign you in?"
"Yes, that would be lovely." she said nervously.
"Okay see you at 11, have a good day."
"Thank you" she said before hanging up.
She sighed before checking the time, it was only 8 o'clock and she was already exhausted and nervous. She bit into her sandwich before she typed the last bits of her file, before printing it and slipping it into the folder.
She sat back in her desk and groaned, she still felt slightly nauseous, but she knew soon enough she would feel better as her nausea usually subsided in the afternoon. She ate a few more bites of her sandwich while texting Trevor.
'Liv - 08:10am: Hey honey, I miss you.'
She went over to her sofa and relaxed as she caught up on her paperwork, a lazy smile on her face.
Her phone vibrated after an hour and she smirked when she saw it was a reply from her husband. The word husband still brought a massive goofy smile to her face, even though they were married for a year already.
'Trev - 09:00am: Hey beautiful, I miss you too. What are you up to?'
'Liv - 09:02am: Typing out paperwork. I'd much rather be spending time with you, at home... In our bedroom.'
She bit her lip as she waited for his reply.
'Trev - 09:06am: That sounds way better than sitting in my office and filing paperwork. How are you feeling today? Any nausea?'
'Liv - 09:10am: I'm much better... Are you free now? I wanna go out for a snack. I'm starving.'
'Trev - 09:12am: I could go for a snack. I'll pick you up at the precinct in ten minutes.'
'Liv - 09:13am: Okay I'll see you soon. I love you️.'
'Trev - 09:13am: I love you too️.'
She bit her lip and gathered her things, waiting for her husband to come and get her. She decided that she wouldn't tell him about her appointment just yet, she wanted to see the doctor on her own. She sat on the sofa, her brunette hair tied back slightly while a few strands hung free.
Trevor walked into the squad room and greeted the detectives "hey guys"
"Hey Trev. Liv's in her office" Rollins said before grabbing her bag "tell her I'm heading out for a few minutes, I have lunch with my sister."
He nodded "sure."
"Hey man" Fin took his hand "how you doing? It's been a while since you came by"
"I'm great, just extremely busy. I just came back from L.A a week ago and now it seems I have to go to California next week. I just have to tell Liv, hopefully she won't be too pissed." He said before walking into Olivia's office.
He smirked when saw her "hey gorgeous, you ready to go?"
She looked up at him and smiled "yeah, but first I need a kiss."
"I could do that" He leaned down and pressed his lips to hers.
They stayed that way for a few minutes before pulling away and walking out of her office, Olivia took hold of Trevor's hand before turning to Fin "I'm going out for lunch, you know what to do."
"Yeah I'll call you if we catch a case"
"Thanks" she said before walking out of the bull pen, her hand tightly clutched to her husbands.
Amaro watched them walk out and scoffed "is it just me or does that guy seem like a total dick?"
"I thought so in the beginning too, but he's cool once you get to know him" Fin said with a shrug.
"Yeah but did it ever cross your minds that he might be having an affair. With all the travelling he does it's a possibility." Amaro said with a knowing look.
"Trevor cheating on Liv? You're going crazy... That man worships the ground Liv walks on" Fin shot back.
"I think Amaro is trying to tell us that Trevor doesn't deserve Liv, to which I agree." Dodds said with a shrug.
"Do you have a thing for Liv? I know Dodds does" Fin asked, narrowing his eyes at Nick.
Nick shrugged "Liv is hot and I admit I have thought of her as more than a friend, but she's married and I've got Mandy so it's not like I'll act on it. I just think she could do better than Trevor."
"All I'm going to say is if you hurt Mandy or mess with Liv, I'll beat the shit out of you."
Amaro chuckled "I won't hurt Mandy. She's a great woman, I like her... There's just something different with Olivia"
"It's the fact that you can't have her" Dodds said "I know I'm attracted to her because she's a challenge, but it's obvious that she loves Trevor. I mean she married him after all."
"Marriages fail all the time" Amaro said with a shrug.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Fin asked with a frown.
"It's just an observation. I've been married before, it didn't work out. These things happen."
Fin scoffed "well the way I know Liv, she's not just going to walk out of her marriage."
"Guys chill. Let's just leave it at the fact that Liv is hot and we can all look but we'll never get to be with her. She's happy and that's all that matters." Dodds said trying to calm Fin and Nick down.
"Aren't you dating Liv's best friend?" Amaro questioned Dodds.
"Alex and I are not dating, we're just good friends."
Amanda walked back into the precinct and immediately noticed the pissed look on Fin's face "hey guys, what's going on?"
Fin shrugged "nothing. Ex-wife issues." He lied.
She nodded suspiciously "sure... So what were you guys talking about?"
"Sport" Dodds said, trying his best to sound convincing.
She scoffed "yeah I don't believe you but okay. Where's Liv?"
"She went out to lunch with Trevor" Fin answered before Nick or Mike could make a comment.
"Oh. So she's feeling better now?"
"She looks a lot better than she did this morning, but I'm not sure she'll be in a happy mood when she gets back." Amaro said with a shrug.
"Why? Did something happen?"
"Her husband is going to California next week, and we all heard her complaining about how much he has to travel lately."
"That's crap. I'm sure Liv will be fine though, she knows his job has it's many demands. Even when they were dating he was always on call to travel, so she should be used to it by now."
"They'll be okay, we all know that not even distance could keep those two away from each other" Fin said with a smirk "hell they can't even stay angry at each other for an hour." He added to emphasize his point.
...
Olivia walked into the doctors office and sat down. Doctor Sadie looked up at Olivia with a bright smile "Olivia what brings you here today, your check up wasn't scheduled until three weeks from now."
"I haven't been feeling too well for a little over two months now. I was getting worried so I figured a check up won't hurt."
Dr Sadie nodded "makes sense. So what are your symptoms?"
"Well I'm always nauseous, especially in the morning, and tired and my breast have been hurting for a long time now." She said with a shrug.
"I'm going to assume that you're married because of the rocks on your hand" she joked.
"Yes I am"
"And are you and your husband sexually active?"
She blushed "yes."
"When was your last period?"
Suddenly Olivia felt her mouth go dry, she hadn't even noticed that she hadn't had a period in a long time. She raked her brain for a thought of her last period but there was nothing. She had been so busy with work and her marriage that she didn't even think of her monthly cycles that stopped some time ago.
She looked at the doctor wide eyed "I don't know... I can't remember."
She chuckled "okay" she reached into her drawer and pulled out a pregnancy test "I would have done a blood test but by the look on your face I'm assuming you want to know now?"
Olivia nodded, not knowing what to say.
"There's a bathroom down the hall, take this test and do your thing. We'll take it from there."
She took the test from the doctor before walking out of the room, her heart beating hard in her chest. She couldn't believe there was a possibility of her being pregnant, they wanted kids but they weren't trying. The thought never even crossed her mind in the past few months after her pregnancy scare three months after their wedding.
This time was different, all the signs were there. She just hoped Trevor would be happy if she was indeed pregnant. Both of them wanted children but it was still so early in their marriage and she feared he'd decide that this wasn't what he wanted and would leave her.
She went into the bathroom and did her duty before returning to the doctor's office and waiting patiently. After five minutes, which felt like an eternity to Olivia, they heard a soft beep.
Both women looked down at the stick and saw the tiny plus sign. Olivia gasped, her hands immediately covering her mouth.
Doctor Sadie smiled widely at her "well it seems congratulations are in order. You're pregnant."
"I, I'm... Thank you" Olivia stuttered, not yet believing what she just saw.
"I can do an ultrasound if you like, and find out how far along you are"
She nodded, silent tears sliding down her cheeks. Her biggest fear was that she didn't know if these were tears of joy or sadness. She was certain this news would tear her and Trevor apart, but she had to tell him.
It was irrational for her to feel this way but she couldn't help it, maybe it was hormones. Something in her was sold on the fact that Trevor was as good as gone. She knew he wanted kids, but he made it obvious that he wanted to wait and enjoy their marriage first.
Doctor Sadie came back into the room with a ultrasound machine and motioned for Olivia to lay down on the bed in the room. She applied the cold gel to Olivia's stomach and moved the wand over her stomach.
Olivia gasped at the sight of what looked like a blob on the screen. That was her baby, this was definitely happening, she had her eyes glued to the screen as the doctor moved the wand over her still flat stomach.
"Would you like a picture?" She asked.
"Please" Olivia said with a shaky voice. She was stunned.
Doctor Sadie took a picture before handing it to Olivia and giving her a tissue to wipe the gel from her stomach. Once cleaned up, Olivia sat back at her desk and listened as she explained the possible complications and the importance of being healthy during pregnancy. She booked Olivia's next appointment and sent her on her way.
Olivia walked back into the precinct, still in a complete daze.
"Liv are you okay?" Nick asked, noticing how shaken up she looked.
"I'm fine" she whispered back before going into her office and sitting down at her desk.
She tried to pull herself together, knowing that she couldn't work while distracted. She let out a breath and wiped the fresh tears that escaped her eyes. She placed her hand on her stomach and sighed, making a silent promise to love her baby no matter what.
...
Trevor walked into the living room and dropped his things on the coffee table, frowning when he saw Olivia asleep on the sofa. She was curled up into a ball and looked like she had been crying, he instantly knew something was wrong. He leaned down and gently woke her up.
"Hey" she whispered, rubbing her eyes as she sat up.
He sat down beside her "have you been crying?"
She looked down at the ground and felt more tears escape her eyes "there's something I need to tell you, but before I do I need you to know that I didn't plan this and I love you..." She sniffled before continuing "and I'll understand if you decide to leave me... I don't want you to stay with me if you're not happy and-"
"Liv what are you talking about?" He cut her off, lifting her chin with his finger so that she was looking at him "I would never leave you. No matter what, I love you. Now tell me what's going on?"
She took a deep breath before handing him the envelope that had the ultrasound picture in it "open it."
He opened the envelope and gasped when he saw what it was, he looked at her with tears in his eyes "Liv... Is this? Are you?"
She nodded "yes. I'm pregnant and I promise I'll understand if you want to leave me, I know we just got married and it's too soon to have a baby but I already love this baby. Even if I have to raise it on my own, I'll do it. I won't hate you for-"
"Why the hell would you think that I'd leave you because you're pregnant?" He chuckled, his tears falling freely "My wife is carrying my baby, I wouldn't miss this for the world. I love you Olivia, and I don't care if it's too soon. I'm here to stay."
She gasped when he pulled her into his arms "so you're not angry?"
He shook his head "of course not. We're having a baby" he said in disbelief.
She chuckled "yes we are. I love you"
He pressed his lips to hers "I love you too."
He leaned down and pressed his lips to her still flat stomach "I love you little one"
She laughed, tears of joy still pouring down her face as she pulled him in for another kiss. Her lips crashing against his immediately.
They made love right there on the sofa, both of them elated at the news they received. Every doubt Olivia had was washed from her mind as she lay in her husbands embrace, basking in the aftermath of their love making. She grabbed the throw blanket that rested on the back of the couch and covered their naked bodies.
Smiles were on both of their faces as they fell asleep right there, wrapped in each other's arms. Trevor's arm was wrapped around her as she laid on his chest while his free hand rested on hers on top of her stomach. Both of them already protective of their baby that was growing inside of her.
This was their little gift of life and they'd do anything to protect it.
