Olivia walked back into the precinct, a sway in her step after her visit to her husband's office.

Amanda smirked "someone looks like they enjoyed their mid-afternoon fuck."

"Do I detect some jealousy?" She teased.

"Of course not" Amanda chuckled before looking down at Olivia's still flat stomach "is that little one making you crazy already?"

She shrugged "nope, just a bit emotional. I've been crying for almost everything all day and it's starting to piss me off."

She let out a laugh "I'm sure Trevor finds it weird."

"Nope. He's totally on board, and understanding as ever, I'm the one who thinks it's weird. I'm usually able to control my emotions but I feel all over the place." She said, her eyes filling with tears once again, she wiped them and groaned "fuck it's happening again."

"You okay Liv?" Fin asked after seeing her burst into tears.

She nodded "yeah. I'm okay, it's just..." She broke out into sobs before shaking her head and walking into her office as fast as she could.

"What the hell just happened?" Dodds asked.

"Hormones" Rollins said with a shrug "she was just telling me how almost everything makes her cry."

They all chuckled "the benefits of being a man are suddenly looking a lot better."

Amanda slapped Fin upside his head "you should call Mel, we could have a girls night. To remind Mrs tears that she has a support system that she can lean on anytime."

"I thought we were her support system?" Amaro asked.

"We're a different kind of support system... With us she doesn't have to hold back, because we're all women, we understand her."

Fin shook his head "I'll never understand you guys."

She chuckled "that's okay, there are days where we don't understand ourselves so we don't expect you guys to understand us."

Olivia walked out of her office with a stern look on her face "we caught a case. Rollins you and I will be going to Mercy hospital to speak to the victim, the rest of you go to Jensen High School, the attack happened there."

All of the detectives did as they were told, their playful personas disappearing in an instant, being replaced by their professional profiles. They knew they had to bring their A-game in order to get justice for the many victims they dealt with on a daily basis.

The case turned out to be messier than any of them anticipated, it turns the girl was actually transgender and was attacked by either her teacher or one of her classmates. She was brutally raped and left on the basketball court, the word 'freak' was carved into the skin on her chest.

The detectives of 16th precinct didn't get to go home that night, instead they were in search of signs as to who could have done this. Olivia sat in her office, reading over the case file for what felt like the millionth time, when suddenly her office door was flung open.

She looked at the girl's mother and gasped when she saw the state the woman was in, "Mrs Parker, can I help you?"

The woman looked at the Sergeant with a pained expression "Jenna died. My baby is dead and you can't find the person who did this to her. You promised that you'd find him and now it's too late." She sobbed.

Olivia walked over to her and placed her hand on the woman's shoulder "I'm so sorry for your loss Mrs Parker, but we are doing everything we can."

"You're not doing shit! My baby is dead and the fuck that did this to her is still out there."

Olivia was about to respond but stopped when she saw Rollins at the door "hey Sarge, sorry to disturb but we have a lead."

Olivia stood up "stay here with Mrs Parker." She grabbed her badge and her gun before walking into the bull pen "Fin are you ready to go?"

He nodded, following her out of the precinct silently. He watched the look of pain wash over her face "are you okay?"

She nodded "yeah. Jenna's dead, that's why her mom was in my office."

"We'll get this bastard Liv"

"I hope so..." She whispered as they sped through the streets of Manhattan.

Fin gave her a tight smile "we are going to get him baby girl."

She nodded "I'll take your word on that."

Trevor tried calling Olivia for the umpteenth time and sighed. He got into his car and drove to the precinct, shocked to see all of the detectives still there.

"Hey Trevor, you're probably looking for Liv. She and Fin are out on a lead, not sure when they'll be back" Rollins said when she saw the concerned look on his face.

"Okay, let her know I was here... I'm sure she's not gonna be home for a while"

"Yeah it's pretty rough in here, I doubt any of us are going home tonight" Amaro pipped up as he walked over to them, handing Amanda a picture of one of the suspects.

"I noticed." He said with a shrug "just please remind her to take it easy, I don't want her overworking herself too much and remind her to eat something please"

Amanda chuckled "looks like daddy dearest is already protective."

He chuckled and nodded "I just want the best for her and our baby."

...

Olivia walked into her home and crashed onto the sofa in sheer exhaustion, she couldn't remember the last time she felt this exhausted. She placed her hand on her stomach "Is this your way of telling me to take a break?"

"I sure hope it is. Since you won't listen to me, I'm hoping that our baby can get you to slow down a bit." Trevor said as he walked into living room.

She looked up at him "don't be a smartass. I haven't slept for two days so don't mess with me."

He chuckled before leaning down and kissing her "I missed you."

"I missed you too" she mumbled against his lips, before pulling away "this little one has been incredibly sweet these past two days, I haven't been nauseous once."

He kneeled in front of her and kissed her clothing clad stomach "hey there little man, thank you for making mommy's life easier... Although I'm not sure if she realises that in a few days you'll be heading for the second trimester."

"Look at you, becoming a pregnancy professional" she teased "and didn't we speak about the whole gender topic already?"

"Yeah we did, but I don't care" he teased.

She rolled her eyes "somebody's not getting any tonight."

"I wasn't planning on it babe, you haven't slept for two days. The only thing you're getting tonight is a hot bath and sleep."

"Bossy. I like it" she teased.

He shook his head, pressing another kiss to her stomach "your mother doesn't know how strict I can be." He straightened up "did you eat anything?"

She nodded "yeah Fin got us take outs and brought me snacks throughout the day." She smirked "and thanks for the basket, it was lovely."

"You never have to thank me honey, I just figured that you'd be eating takeouts all the time and knew you needed at least one healthy meal"

She bit her lip "you know what would be great right now?"

He raised an eyebrow, a playful smirk on his lips "what?"

"A smoothie, and a fruit salad, with ice-cream."

He stood up straight "I could make that happen. What kind of smoothie?"

She shrugged "anything but banana..."

"Oatmeal raisin" he teased.

She shivered at the thought of it, feeling a pang of nausea hit her. She shook her head "no. Definitely not, scratch the smoothie too." She smirked "I want a chocolate milkshake."

He chuckled "okay I'll get your orders while you go take a quick shower and then we can relax in bed. How does that sound?"

"Brilliant" she stood up and stood on her toes to press a kiss to his lips, something she absolutely loved.

"Do you want anything else, Your Majesty."

She shook her head "nope. That's all, thanks darling"

He shook his head and chuckled "you're full of it Mrs Langan."

"You love it Mr Langan" she hollered as she walked toward their bedroom.

He went into the kitchen to prepare her goodies with an absent-minded smile on his face. He still couldn't believe that they were really doing this, they were married. They had smooth sailing until their first anniversary and even when arguments broke out they still loved each other, and now they were going to have a baby. They were going to be parents, and both of them couldn't wait. Although the thought scared them, it made them happy as well.

...

Olivia sat beside her husband on their bed, eating her fruit salad happily. She turned to her husband and smirked "this is great."

He chuckled "I'm glad you're enjoying it"

"I would offer you some but it's too good to share"

He looked up from the book he was reading and leaned over to kiss her forehead "I made it for you and the little one, if you two are enjoying it then I'm happy."

She sipped on her milkshake like a child, a soft moan leaving her lips at the taste of it. Trevor chuckled as he watched her "you're adorable"

She looked up at him, the straw still in her mouth as she frowned. His heart melted at the sight of her and he couldn't help but smile as he reached for his phone and took a picture of her "This is going to be my screensaver."

"Don't you dare" she warned.

"I feel like I'm being threatened by a marshmallow" he teased before leaning in for another kiss, his hand embracing her stomach gently.

Olivia broke their kiss when she heard her phone ringing, she crawled over the bed and sat on Trevor's lap as she answered the phone.

Trevor admired the woman who sat on his lap, her face was glowing in a way he had never seen before. She looked happier than usual and he couldn't believe he was a part of the reason for it. He reached for the baggy t-shirt was wearing and lifted it up slightly, to reveal her stomach. His eyes ran over her skin as he noticed that it was no longer toned abs, instead she had a slight swell on her lower abdomen. It was no bigger than the size of a lemon but he still found it amazing. That was their baby, nestled safely in his mother's womb, growing a bit too slow for their liking.

Olivia hit Trevor's hands away from her skin as she spoke into the phone, agreeing to go on a girls night with her best friends. She was a bit disappointed when they could only schedule it for a month from now because Alex had to fly in from California and Casey was still on vacation in Dubai.

...

Olivia walked into the restaurant her friends had picked out and sat down at the table where they were already gathered "hey ladies"

"Hey Liv" they said in unison, before leaning over to hug her.

She smiled brightly at all of them "how have you guys been holding up?"

"I've been great." Casey shrugged.

"The real question is how have you been holding up, Mrs Langan?" Alex asked with a smirk.

Olivia bit her lip "I've been great Miss Cabot. I have an amazing husband, so there's no complaints."

"What are you guys having to drink, before we continue?" Melinda asked.

All four woman agreed on a bottle of wine, while Olivia checked for a juice or a cold drink. They finally made up their minds after much debating, and ordered a bottle of Merlot. Olivia ordered a glass of water, opting for a safe choice for the time being.

"Aren't you drinking?" Casey asked.

She shook her head "no... I stopped some time ago actually."

"Why?" Alex asked, watching her friend shrug nonchalantly.

"Because I don't want to drink anymore. So how is things going between you and Dodds?"

Alex rolled her eyes "funny that you mentioned it..."

"Here it comes" Amanda interrupted with a smirk.

"Shut up and let me finish." She teased, "he broke up with me in last month saying that there was someone else that he really had feelings for, and then the next day he comes and tells me he made a mistake and he's sorry."

"I hope you sent his ass packing?" Melinda asked.

"No... I really like him, so I gave him a second chance" she smiled.

"Whipped" Olivia teased.

Amanda rolled her eyes "shut up Liv, you're worse than all of us. You're married, you're never getting another dick in your life"

Olivia laughed before smirking at her friends "who said I want another dick. My husband's dick is fucking amazing, why would I want anybody else?" She bit her lip "plus I'm not sure anybody else will fit as well Trevor does."

"Holy crap Liv, too much details..." Casey gasped, "but by all means do continue."

"He can't possibly be that big" Alex said with a shrug.

"You two were a couple before, didn't you have sex?" Melinda asked with a confused look.

Alex shook her head, taking a sip of her wine before continuing "no. We only dated for a short time and then the night we were about to have sex, we were stopped because somebody..." She glared at Olivia playfully "got arrested for a murder that she didn't commit and my boyfriend had to represent her."

"Why did you two break up?" Amanda asked.

Alex sighed "that night he went to find out about the case, and meet his client, Liv, something in him changed. I saw the way he looked at her, he never looked at me like that, there was a longing on his face and it was for her. One day before trial they were speaking and she was terrified of what may have happened, and he leaned forward. They didn't kiss but it was close enough for me to see the tension between them. After getting her off, he was never the same"

"Care to elaborate?" Olivia asked, interested in finding out more about her husband's past relationship.

"I can't explain it but he was just different. When I tried to kiss him after he got the charges dropped, he kissed my cheek and walked away. He pushed me away, almost avoiding me, and one night I saw him at the precinct talking to you and he looked so happy. We had an argument about it and the words that ended it all was 'I don't know why but I love her. I love everything about her and I don't even know her. I thought you were the one Alex, but I was wrong. I can't keep you trapped in this relationship when I'm madly in love with your best friend."

Olivia bit her lip and wiped the tears that fell from her eyes "I'm sorry you had to go through that Al, but fuck that man is amazing."

"That must've hurt" Melinda added.

Alex shrugged "at first yeah... But with time I got over it, it's not like I could force him to be with me when he wanted someone else, and look how happy they are now." Alex smirked "and believe it or not I'm happier without Trevor, we were okay together, but Mike and I, we have this tension that I've never experienced before. It's like a pull toward him."

"We're all happy" Olivia said dreamily.

"So then Mr Langan is doing great..." Casey said with a smirk "how was the honeymoon?"

"It was great, we went sight seeing, we went shopping, had a little picnic at the Eiffel tower, went to the Louvre and a few other places. We got our initials carved into a lock and then attached it to the love bridge, throwing the keys in the Siene. So a part of us will be in Paris forever..." She bit her lip, "we made love on the terrace, under the moon light and it was perfect. I didn't want to come back"

"Wow. So he wine and dined you before fucking you on a terrace in Paris. Romantic" Melinda shot back with a smirk.

Olivia laughed "yeah, it was amazing. Best orgasm of my life..." She smirked, "then again, he always gives me the best orgasms of my life."

"Great now whenever he comes to the precinct I'll have a visual of you two fucking" Amanda joked.

All five women laughed at the thought of it, Casey smirked "but seriously, how's marriage been treating you? I've heard people say that the romance dies once you get married, is it true?"

"Marriage is great." Olivia said with a shrug, before biting into the steak the girls ordered for her "it really is amazing. I love Trevor and he loves me, and we definitely show it. He still treats me like the most beautiful woman in the world, in fact he's been spoiling me even more now that we're married... When I say spoiling I don't mean buying me expensive gifts, I mean like coming home after a long days at work to a candlelit dinner and a hot bubble bath waiting. Bringing me flowers when I'm feeling a bit shit after a case, popping in at the precinct to check that I'm not overworking myself. I love that none of that has changed with marriage, if anything we've grown more in love over the past year."

"Aww Liv, that's sweet. You never did tell us how you and Mr Langan started dating." Melinda said with a raised eyebrow.

"He helped me through the Lewis trail and we became friends and then after a few months I had a case that was sensitive... Trevor helped me get through it and we ended up at a bar because I wanted to take the edge off. Afterwards he took me home and a hot cup of coffee paired with a long conversation ended in a kiss that melted me completely."

"And then you had a hot fuck and decided this is where you needed to be for the rest of your life?" Alex asked with a smirk.

Olivia laughed and shook her head "we didn't have sex that night, we kissed and cuddled but that was it. I knew from the minute he kissed me that he was the one."

"I can vouch for that, he is an amazing kisser" Alex nodded.

"Even better in bed..." Olivia added, biting her lip as she thought about how great her husband was.

"Is he big?" Casey asked.

Olivia laughed while nodding "the biggest I've ever had. I'll leave the rest to your imaginations"

All four woman gasped "so you don't mind us thinking about your husband's dick?" Amanda asked with a chuckle.

She shrugged "I think about it all the time so what's the big deal, plus we all know that you can think about it but you can't have it."

They ate in silence for a few minutes until Melinda looked up at Olivia and narrowed her eyes at her "Liv, what are your plans for this year?"

"I don't know yet, I'll just figure it out as we go along... Enjoy my marriage, maybe start a family" she hinted.

Alex looked up at her wide eyed "isn't it a bit too soon to be starting a family?"

"Yeah you've only been married for a year and babies can be tough to handle, it's a big step. Are you and Trevor ready for that sort of thing?" Casey asked, mirroring Alex's thoughts.

Olivia shrugged before looking down at her slowly growing stomach, she was five months along and she was finally starting to see a small bump forming. Her mind rushed back to a week ago when she woke up and went to the bathroom, stopping along the way when she passed her floor length mirror. That's when she saw the slight bump forming, her baby was finally makes it's presence known and she couldn't be happier.

She placed her hand on her small bump and smirked "this little one didn't exactly give us time to think if we were ready or not, it just showed up and made mommy and daddy the happiest people alive."

Alex, Casey and Melinda gasped at the revelation, while Amanda sat back with a proud smile on her face. All four women congratulated her before asking her tons of questions.

"How far along are you?" Alex asked, looking more excited than Olivia.

"Five months."

"When did you find out and how did Trevor take the news?" Casey fired next.

"I found out a little over a month ago and Trevor was ecstatic. He was over the moon and he has been treating me like a queen since we found out. We're excited."

"Do you have any cravings?"

"Yeah. I mostly crave sweet things like cake and chocolate and more often than not I'm eating a fruit salad because it is amazing."

"Anything you can't stand?" Melinda asked.

Olivia nodded "little Langan hates eggs, whenever I smell eggs I end up with my head in the pot. Bacon is disgusting too, I can't stand the smell of it, Oatmeal is the worst and also coffee. I find it extremely repulsive which is crazy because before the baby I could not live without it and now I won't even kiss Trevor if he smells like it."

"That's crazy... So what do you guys want it to be?" Amanda asked.

"I actually don't care if it's a boy or a girl, I'll be happy either way. Trevor on the other hand is convinced that it's a boy, his mind is made up and there's no point in arguing because he is set in his beliefs."

Melinda chuckled "I can't wait to see little Langan..." She placed her hand on Olivia's tiny bump and smiled "you're gonna have a baby."

All five women squealed like teenagers before congratulating their friend once again, they could not wait to see the baby.