Olivia walked out of the ensuite and smirked at her husband who was relaxing on their bed as he read a book "did you miss me?"

He looked up from his book with a smile "of course I did honey... How was your night with the ladies?"

"It was great. We went to a restaurant and spoke about everything, and went to a club for a bit of dancing afterwards."

He raised an eyebrow before dropping his book on his bedside table "a club you say... Care to show me some of your dance moves?"

She chuckled at his obvious innuendo "it's not what you were thinking... But I can give you a private show a bit later"

"Sounds great." He smirked, watching her sit down beside him "what were you girls talking about? Boys? Sex? Babies?" He teased.

She rolled her eyes "all of the above. You and your baby dominated the conversation for some time Mister."

"Is that so?" he pulled her toward him, watching as she moved to straddle him "what did they say about me?"

"they asked about our marriage, we spoke about how much of a good kisser you are..." She bit her lip "how much I love you"

He cupped her cheek "I love you too Mrs Langan"

She ran her fingers through his hair "why didn't you tell me that you and Alex broke up because of me?"

He sighed "we didn't break up because of you. We broke up because of me, I fell in love with you, you were innocent. Plus I didn't want you feeling awkward around her."

She drew her lips into a tense smile "she told us what you said when you guys broke up, she sounded sad Trev... Then she tried to play it down by speaking about Dodds but I saw the look on her face when she said it. I felt so guilty"

"Baby I need you to understand that what happened between Alex and I was not your fault." He kissed the tip of her nose "Alex is a great woman and I'm sure she'll meet the guy for her eventually but she was never the one for me. I told her from the start that I wasn't looking for a full time relationship. The minute I saw you for the first time, I knew you would be stuck in my mind forever."

She scoffed "sweet talk isn't getting you off the hook tonight"

He chuckled "that wasn't the intention babe. I'm serious though. You had my heart from the moment I laid eyes on you, I remember going on dates with Alex and instead of seeing her opposite me, I'd picture you. When she tried to kiss me, I felt like I was cheating on you even though you and I were in no way together. I remember sitting in that court room and getting lost in your gorgeous brown eyes, admiring your beauty. I loved watching you while you were interrogating people, the fire and determination in your eyes always blew me away." He wiped the tear that spilled down her cheek "truly Mrs Langan, I've been thinking about forever from the first moment I saw you."

She felt hot tears sliding down her cheeks as she listened to her husband "I love you Mr Langan. I love you and this little one"

He placed his hand on her bump and smiled widely "cover your ears kid because your mommy is about to become noisy."

Olivia chuckled before pulling him in for a passionate kiss, both of them falling onto the bed gently.

...

Trevor woke up the next morning, smiling when he felt her cuddle further into his chest. He looked down at her and smiled, she was absolutely gorgeous. He loved her more than he could ever explain, she was so much more than he imagined her to be and he couldn't believe he was the person she chose to spend the rest of her life with.

He knew he needed to speak to Alex, to clear things up. He needed to set things straight, to put his wife at ease. So he grabbed his phone and texted her before settling back down.

Olivia stirred, her eyes fluttering open "morning honey"

He leaned down and gave her a quick kiss "morning beautiful."

She sat up, pulling the sheets to cover her naked body "I don't want to go in to work today"

"Take the day off" he said with a shrug.

"I wish I could..." She sighed, before moving to the edge of the bed "but we've got so many cases and my squad really needs me."

"So are you staying or going?" He asked with a furrowed eyebrow.

"I'm going... I just need..." She bit her lip "something to get me energised for the day."

Trevor chuckled before pulling her into his arms "I could help with that."

She shrugged "I was speaking about a shower, but this works too"

He gave her a gentle kiss "we could do both."

"But I don't want to get up" she whined.

"Liv get up, you have to be at work in a hour"

She pouted "I don't want to get up, this bed is so comfortable and I'm so tired."

He crossed his arms over his chest and smirked "okay, so no more sex for you on week nights."

"Don't be an ass" she shot back with a smirk.

He shook his head "I'm going to get a glass of water and when I come back you better have your sexy self in that shower Misses Langan."

"Bossy... I like it" she chuckled, "what'll happen if you get back and I'm not in the shower?"

He shrugged "I'll take you right there, against that wall."

"Sounds better than a shower"

"In that case I won't have sex with you until you're in the shower. Now move woman."

She got up slowly "you should be lucky I love you" she said before walking to the bathroom with an extra sway in her hips.

...

Trevor and Alex agreed to meet up at a nearby café, neither of them wanting to go to a diner or restaurant because that would seem to much like a date. He sat in one of the booths, near the front of the Café, waiting for her to arrive.

"Hey" she said as she walked over to him.

"Hi... how have you been?" He asked.

She shrugged "I've been good, how have you been?"

"Good, thanks for asking." He sighed, "I'm sure you're wondering why I asked you to meet up here."

She nodded "it was kind of out of the blue"

"Liv and I spoke last night and she told me that you said she was the reason we broke up, and it's been eating at her all night. I'm here to put Liv at ease, because she thinks that it's her fault you got hurt."

Alex sighed "I was a bit tipsy so I said a lot of things I shouldn't have, I'm sorry."

"It's fine. I also came here to clear things up between us, we've always been good friends even before we dated and I don't want that to end now. Not when my wife is one of your best friends."

"Honestly Trevor, I was hurt when you left me. It hurt like a bitch because whether I admitted it or not, I had really strong feelings toward you. It cut like a knife when you told me that my best friend is better than me. I thought you were the one and suddenly you became a stranger to me, what does she have that I didn't?" She asked, trying to keep her tears at bay.

He let out a sigh "it's not about what she had Al, I couldn't fight it. You had feelings for me and I had feelings for you but I loved Olivia, and she had nothing to do with it. She didn't even know about it until almost a year later, and even then she didn't act on it because she didn't want to hurt you. It took her a year and a half to open up to me, even then I still loved her. I could have stayed with you but what was the point if it meant you'd be stuck with a man who was pinning away for someone else."

He took her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze "you're going to be okay. This may seem crazy but look at it like this, I've set you free so that you can find someone who'll love you in all the ways I couldn't. You're an amazing person Alex, you were just not the one destined for me. I wish you happiness and love, but I can't give it to you. My heart has been invested in Olivia since the day I laid eyes on her and that's not your fault or hers."

She looked down at their hands and had a sad smile on her face "thank you Trev... I needed to hear that, I know you love Liv, and I'm so happy for both of you. I'm still getting over you, three years later. You treated me better than any man had before and it's taken some time to get used to but I'm partially over you now, and I know it'll get better with time."

He nodded with a warm smile on his face "thanks for understanding Al, I really wish you all of the best... And I'll always be here for you, if you need a friend, I'm your guy. Don't be scared to call me anytime."

Mike Dodds was about to leave the café, when he caught wind of Trevor's last words. He recognized his voice instantly and walked toward the booth, going to check if Liv was with him. What he saw made his blood boil, he immediately walked over to them.

Alex and Trevor were sitting opposite each other, holding hands above the table and smiling like two lovesick teenagers. He scoffed at the sight of it "what the hell is going on here?"

Trevor removed his hand from Alex's and looked up at Dodds "detective can I help you?"

"Does Liv know about this?" He asked with venom in his voice.

It was only then that Trevor caught the tail of Dodds' thoughts. He furrowed his eyebrows "it's not what it looks like..."

"That's what everybody says when they're caught in the act. To think Amaro predicted this and everybody covered up for you, and this with Liv's best friend. You're scum!" He spat before walking out.

Trevor turned to Alex and sighed "I have to go. Thanks for the chat Al, I'll see you around"

She nodded "yeah, go take care of things."

He nodded before walking out of the café, calling Liv as he headed to his office, he didn't want to go to the precinct and make a scene so he decided that it could wait till they got home. If only he knew how wrong his decision was.

Olivia ignored his calls the entire day and his texts, feeling a deep rage burn within her from the moment Dodds told her. She knew Trevor loved her but the thought of him and Alex kept plaguing her mind, making her irrational. She was moody the entire day and the rest of the squad blamed it on her hormones.

She went home and scoffed when she saw Trevor wasn't home yet "I hope he's having a good fuck" she whispered angrily as she walked into the bathroom.

She took a hot shower to calm herself down before relaxing on the bed, awaiting his arrival.

He walked in an hour after she came and sighed when he saw that she was still awake, and very angry "hey" he whispered.

"Hi. How was your day?" She asked, almost too calm for his liking.

"It was good, yours?"

She shrugged "it was okay..." She looked up at him, her eyes locking with his "how was lunch with Alex?"

There it was. He knew Dodds was going to tell her, he just wondered what he said "it was good. What did Dodds tell you?"

She scoffed, her anger resurfacing in an instant "that's not important. I'm glad you enjoyed your lunch though, did you two have a good fuck afterwards for old times sake?"

"I'm not doing this Liv. You know for a fact that I would never cheat on you" he said calmly.

She shook her head, standing up and walking until she stood directly in front of him "no Trevor you are doing this. You went out on a date with your ex girlfriend, you were caught holding hands and looking into each other's eyes after you told her that 'you're her guy, and she should call you anytime she needs you'. How could you?"

"It wasn't a date, we met up to speak about what happened last night. I wanted to clear things up between us so that you and I could move forward"

"Bullshit" she spat "if she's what you want then you're free to go. I refuse to be a fool for you Trevor."

He sighed, reaching for her hand, she pulled away "Liv... Come on, you know me. Why would I cheat when everything I want is right in front of me."

She scoffed "adventure. You always loved a thrill and what's more thrilling than an affair with your wife's best friend."

He shook his head "you know what Liv. I'm done, I'm not going to argue with you when you know damn well that I didn't cheat on you. I love you for fucks sake."

"Then why the hell didn't you tell me about this Trevor? Why keep it a secret? If you were honest from the beginning I would have believed you" she shouted.

"Yeah typical of you to believe your detective's over your own husband... I find it funny how Dodds says one thing and you believe him immediately."

"Now you're being a dick. I trust my squad because they've proven themselves time and time again." She rolled her eyes "you left one woman for another before, so what's stopping you from doing it again."

"Well excuse me for thinking that marrying you was enough proof that I want to spend the rest of my life with YOU! If I wanted Alex I would never have left her. I want you Liv, I always have and whether you believe it or not, I always will. You are everything to me Liv." His voice softened at the end.

"Sweet talking isn't going to save you tonight." She spat, she was beyond pissed now.

"Olivia I swear to god I am not cheating on you. Why the fuck would I trade out our whole life for a quick fuck." He shook his head "I liked Alex but I love you. There's a difference."

"And you're telling me that if you're offered sex you're not going to take it?"

"No. I can have sex with you if I want. I don't need anybody else. Liv please, at least try to see my point of view."

"You're a man Trevor, men have a tendency to think with their dicks and you clearly did so today."

He scoffed, now he was starting to get angry "it's crazy that I can trust you with an entire precinct filled with men but you can't trust me with one woman. If any one of us have a reason to feel this way it's me, you're pregnant and hormonal. Who's to say you didn't get turned on at work and catch a quick release from one of your detectives." He spat, regretting the words as soon as they left his mouth.

She felt her lip quiver "Go."

He reached for her again, watching her flinch away from him "Liv I'm sorry, I didn't-"

"Get the fuck out!" She spat. Her voice shaking slightly "I'm not going to stand here listening to you accusing me of shit I'd never do. When we both know I've been waiting for you every night, only to find out that you're possibly out fucking my friend."

He shook his head "you know damn well that's not true."

"How can I ever trust you after you went to see her behind my back?" She shook her head "I'm done Trevor. What's love without trust."

He gave her his phone "maybe this will help you see how wrong you are."

She took the phone and looked down, reading his texts to Alex last night and this morning. A small gasp leaving her lips when she read the last text.

'Trevor - 05:15am: We need to speak Al. Olivia is stressed because she feels responsible for our breakup, but she doesn't realise that it's not her fault. I'm worried about her, she's been acting weird since she came back last night. It's as if she's trying to remind what I have with her, but she doesn't understand that I'll never forget. I love her. All of her, and I want to clear things up to put her at ease. Imagine how shitty it'll be for her when her best friend and her husband doesn't get along.'

She looked up at him with tears in her eyes "Trev..."

He reached for her again, and let out a breath of relief when she didn't move away, pulling her into his arms "it's fine baby. I understand why you were so angry."

She felt the floodgates break as she cried in his arms "I'm sorry, I'm just so scared that you're going to up and leave me one day."

"I'm never going to leave you Liv, I love you... And I'm sorry for accusing you with your detectives, I know you'd never do that."

She looked up at him "are we okay?"

He nodded, before leaning down to kiss her "more than okay."