I cant believe not to long ago i was terrified of writing and uploading sexual content, and now its like boom! there it is.
i'm going to go ahead and give a warning; there are abuse themes in this. I am NOT glorifying abuse. In fact i am trying to convey how harmful it is to demand so much from someone to make yourself feel better and how manipulation, even if not fully intended, can hurt the ones you love.Thanks for reading and as always feed back is much appreciated.
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Ch 5. Somethings' Not Right
Sonic was laying on his back, legs in the air as Shadow pounded his pelvis into the hero. Shadow was wearing his new G.U.N uniform at Sonic's request and the dark male's member was presented through the open zipper. Sonic was naked except for the aviators that the blue hog had placed on his head. Sonic grabbed his legs and pulled them behind his head and winked at Shadow while out of breath. Shadow about lost it right there. It had been a couple days since the couple's anniversary and in that time, Shadow had noticed that his lover's libido had skyrocketed. Every second they were alone Sonic was trying to jump him. As much as Shadow loved Sonic and Sonic's body, he couldn't help but feel like something was off.
Sonic had also convinced him to stay and help out around the base. He would help the rookies and Amy keep things under control but Shadow felt that that's not where he should be. However, whenever he would bring this to Sonic's attention the hog would become angry or cry. Shadow felt Sonic was in pain but couldn't get him to talk and instead gave in to his love's whims. Sonic had him wrapped around his finger.
Sonic screamed out,
"Harder!"
Shadow did as he was told and went harder.
Sonic wailed,
"Faster!"
Shadow complied yet again.
Sonic shouted,
"Right there!"
Shadow was at Sonic's call.
With a yelp Sonic came all over Shadow's chest and Shadow buried himself deep within the love addict and released as well.
They both laid in the abandoned weapons room on the floor. Sonic was playing with Shadow's chest fluff and if the dark male was going off of the past few days, then he was fully expecting Sonic to want to go for a round three soon. Shadow held Sonic in his arms like a child,
"Sonic I want to talk with you."
Sonic giggled and took his index finger and trailed it down to Shadow's neater regions,
"About what."
"About what happened to you" Shadow said carefully.
Sonic pursed his lips and huffed,
"Not this again."
Shadow pulled away to get a good look at Sonic's face. He looked annoyed and rolled his eyes. Shadow attempted to be stern but failed miserably. Sonic rolled over and mounted the male,
"I told you it's fine don't worry about it. Just worry about this."
Sonic took Shadow's hand and lead it to his waistline and then took the other and brought it to his rear. Sonic smiled sickly sweet and Shadow knew those words couldn't be true, but god's damn it, Sonic was just too convincing.
"Don't you think we've done it enough; we should be focusing on the war effort right now?"
"When everyone else wants me to do something they will tell me." Sonic rolled his hips ushering out a growl from the male underneath him.
Shadow grabbed Sonic's sides with both hands to stop the promiscuous hog. Sonic looked down in anger,
"What?"
"Don't you think we need to be a little more proactive?" Shadow said calmly.
Sonic raised his voice and pointed back and forth between them,
"We, don't need to do anything. You know how I feel about you going into battle."
Shadow could feel Sonic becoming emotionally unstable again,
"I just think that we could have things move along faster for everyone if we combine our forces."
Sonic began to shake but then he hung his head low and started to cry. Shadow held Sonic close to his chest and smoothed out his quills,
"Shh... it's alright I'm here, I know your worried but I'll be fine, trust me."
Sonic shot back up with rage behind his green eyes. In fact, Shadow was a little taken back by the color. Once they had been warm and shown brighter than the master emerald, but in that moment, they were a cold, forest green. Shadow had not ever notice Sonic's eyes to do this before, but he did know that irises changing colors slightly was a normal phenomenon among both Mobians and humans. Sonic grabbed Shadow's shoulders,
"No. That's final I don't want to talk about it anymore."
The dark hero held Sonic's hands,
"Please talk to me."
"It's my business! Gods! I'm fine!" Sonic yelled in Shadow's face, "and I swear Shadow, if you go out into battle, I won't forgive you."
Shadow froze under the angered hog. Was Sonic threatening to break up with him? Shadow had never felt so confused in Sonic's presents before. Just as the dark male was about to say something Sonic leaned down and planted a soft kiss on his cheek,
"Shadow I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell like that. Let's just forget about this. Here I'll suck you off."
"Sonic I... I forgive you, but that isn't nes- ah!"
Without another warning Sonic's mouth was on him trying to bring his member back to life. Shadow looked down at the hog who was at crotch level. Sonic looked up to him with a mischievous grin and a winked. Lords, Shadow thought, I'm gonna need some help.
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"God's Shadow your treating him like he is made of glass." Rouge said sitting across from the male eating her rations.
Shadow looked off to the side with a concerned expression,
"He was tortured for six months and won't tell me what's happened. Yeah, I'm afraid he will break."
Rouge placed her chin in her hand,
"Honey it sounds like he already has and you aren't helping the situation by enabling him."
"I just don't want him to hate me. To think I'm insensitive to his problems when he has always been there for mine."
"Well letting him walk all over you and engaging in risky behavior hasn't made him better. If he won't talk right now, he will eventually if he truly loves you. I'm not going to lie it's going to be hard. And he will probably say things he doesn't mean. But you have to put your foot down."
Shadow didn't know what to do. He honestly was at a loss. He had wanted to seek help from his friend but all she could tell him was to face it head on. Rouge sensed that Shadow was in deep thought,
"I mean, yeah, he is obviously using sex as an escape, but I mean, he isn't being abusive is he?"
"No no, Sonic hasn't harmed me."
Rouge squinted questioningly at the male,
"Hun, abuse isn't only physical."
Suddenly, Charmy Bee burst through the doors and fanatically buzzed about,
"Shadow! Do you know where Sonic is?"
"Most likely resting up for the next mission. Why?" Shadow answered the small insect that he oddly found endearing. The young bee had always commented on how cool he thought the ultimate life form was and Shadow was not about to argue.
"It's Tails! He's back!"
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Everyone was anticipating the big reunion. They all waited patiently for the fox's return and kept a close eye on the blue hog that stood in the middle of it all. Whispers could be heard, taking bets on which one would cry first. Shadow stood off to the side not wanting to get in the way or distract from the emotional event. All heads turned when the unmistakable sound of twin tails, helicoptering toward the group, was heard.
"Sonic!" Tails shouted exploding into the room with the happiest smile.
"Tails!" Sonic exclaimed but stayed stationary.
The fox flew to his brother and grabbed his shoulders looking excitedly into his brother's eyes, but all he saw was hollowness. The rest of the attendees gawked in aww of the strangely mild display, but didn't know quite what to say. Sonic quickly redirected his attention to the other figure who had also entered the room. For some reason the younger Sonic from another dimension was there as well, and instead of acknowledging Tails further, Sonic quipped and made a lame joke in his usual rehearsed fashion. The fox stepped back to the sidelines with Shadow and stared the blue male down. Shadow looked concerned,
"Tails?"
"What's wrong with Sonic?" the boy asked not taking his eyes off his brother.
Shadow paused for a moment taking in the situation,
"Sonic's going through… something. I'm not sure myself but it will sort itself out. There is no need to worry."
Tails finally turned away and began to head down one of the joining hallways,
"Well, I'm just glad he's okay… That's all that matters."
Shadow watched the fox carefully. Shadow was sharp and caught the few tears in the young boys eyes as he turned,
"You're very strong Tails…"
Tails stopped facing away from the older Mobian,
"Thanks… that means a lot coming from you Shadow."
And without another word Tails continued on.
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Shadow winced from over stimulation,
"Sonic, we already went a few rounds this morning, now this. I don't think I have it in me anymore."
Sonic got on all fours, while in between Shadow's legs. A vacant stare came over the hog as he was in deep thought. Shadow watched the hero carefully, trying to gauge his mood. He would have insisted that Sonic be discussing his behavior toward Tails, but after the argument that morning, Shadow decided it was best to put it off at least till the next day.
"Oh, well. Then maybe I can top this time."
Shadow blushed wildly,
"Sonic… That's fine with me if you want to try that, but I thought you preferred being… bottom."
"Hey I can mix it up every now and then if you're tired."
Without waiting for a response Sonic was stretching Shadow with his fingers. Shadow's breath hitched at the strange new sensation and pulled himself up further to see what Sonic was doing. The blue male's fingers were wedged deep within Shadow, spreading him at a rapid, impatient pace. The speedster was not taking his time by no means. Shadow was tired, and he felt like this new experience should be exciting and invigorating, but all it felt like was chore. Sonic pulled his fingers out and prepared to replace them with his own member. Shadow was worried,
"Sonic, I don't know if I'm- Ah!"
Sonic was already inside but stopped once he heard the cry of pain,
"Oops, sorry Shadow, I guess I got a little carried away. I promise I'll make it better."
Shadow smiled softly at the apology. At least Sonic hadn't meant to hurt him, right? That made it better, right? before long the two hogs were rutting against each other, one howling in pleasure the other wishing for the first time in their relationship, for Sonic to hurry the fuck up.
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Shadow leaned against the wall in the main control room, trying to figure what to do out in his head. He had honestly forgotten how stressful love can be. It was almost four in the morning and Sonic had already long since gone to bed. It seemed that all the hog did know a day was go on the occasional mission, sleep, and use Shadow's body to his disposal. The dark hero rubbed his forehead, he was feeling a migraine coming on. He heard footsteps approach his side and looked to the one invading his space.
"You're still up?" Knuckles whispered, standing in the dark lit room.
"Yes. And I see you have failed to retire for the night as well." Shadow stated barley acknowledging the echidna.
Knuckles rolled his amethyst irises,
"actually, I have group ready to go out on a stealth mission to infiltrate one of Eggman's factories. Since you're up and not tending to Sonic, do you want in?"
Shadow squinted his eyes questioningly at the red male. What did he mean by tending to Sonic, what was this red doofus implying? Wait, did he say mission? Knuckles spoke up again due to the awkward pause,
"We could really use you, as much as I hate to say it."
Shadow desperately wanted to be of use to the force but he had told Sonic… The blue hero would be very cross if he found out that Shadow went out on a mission without his permission. What was Shadow saying, he was the ultimate; he didn't need permission. But then again what if Sonic did something drastic.
"I'll go, but Sonic can't know."
Knuckles looked the dark male up and down,
"Why?"
Shadow sighed and softened his expression, taking the echidna by surprise. The look almost made Knuckles feel sympathy for the hog, like he could relate to this alien Mobian hybrids internal struggles all of a sudden.
"Sonic is… acting very strange as of late. He doesn't want me out on the field, let's leave it at that."
"Yeah I kind of picked that up. Don't worry, if you help me out, your secret is safe with me."
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Knuckles, Shadow, and a small group of rookies gathered outside a huge factory building in the middle of the jungle. All members of the impromptu team hid behind foliage awaiting their next orders from their commander. Knuckles whipped his head around from peeking around the corner,
"This is perfect. The guards are only the egg pawns, we can easily sneak by those. Alright I'll take private Perry and Percy with me to watch your back, while you and Gadget infiltrate the building. Once inside see if my sources were correct; look for a massive energy source, then report back to me. got it?"
Shadow nodded and the red wolf silently saluted. Both teams disappeared to their respective assignments. Shadow watched for any unwanted eyes while Gadget got a thermal reading on the other side of the wall. Shadow eyed the young wolf looking for the go ahead. Gadget replied with a thumbs up. Shadow grabbed a hold of the other and Chaos controlled into what seemed to be a holding room for the, mass produced, egg pawns. There must have been thousands upon thousands of them; it was a good thing that they were as dumb as rocks and all inactive. Suddenly Shadow felt a flash of energy shoot through his head. It was painful and the dark male grabbed his aching skull. Gadget looked on in concern, not wanting to say anything, so he would not give away their location. Shadow regained his composure and pointed down a hallway. They both snuck their way through the factory undetected but it wasn't easy. There were cameras and laser traps everywhere. One thing was certain; whatever was held in here was very important.
Finally, they stumbled upon a large open room lined with empty capsules. Shadow studied one until he realized where he had seen something like this before. It was just like the devise Tails used when he made fake emeralds. But the doctor had shown that he had no desire for the emeralds, so what had he been constructing. A tap on Shadow's shoulder broke him from his thoughts. Gadget motioned to another capsule in the center of the room but this one was far bigger than the rest and inside held another one of those rubies just like the one that jackal had. But this one had a bad feeling attached to it. almost like it… knew they were there.
Fwoosh.
An automatic door flew open and in stepped the devil himself. Infinite walk over to the ruby and stood staring at the red and purple gem. Shadow and Gadget hid behind one of the other capsules; the wolf refused to breath. Shadow stared daggers at the cause of his problems, the destroyer of the planet, the one who harmed his love. He could kill him right now and put an end to all this, Shadow internalized. But no, he knew it wouldn't be that simple. Infinite turned curtly looking out into the supposedly empty room. The jackal walked forward and stopped once he came to the capsule that the pair were hiding behind,
"I know you're there…"
The masked Mobian quickly turned to catch the intruders, but there was no one there; only the afterglow of a short flash of light.
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Once back at the base Shadow explained what they had seen to Knuckles. The echidna would have to consult with Tails about their findings, but he was visibly pleased with the outcome regardless. All members of the stealth mission returned to their respective rooms. Shadow decided to head back to where Sonic was as well, but a voice caught him off guard,
"And where the hell have you been?"
Shadow turned to see Sonic standing against the wall that Shadow had been previously that night. Sonic stepped away from the brick and locked cold eyes with Shadow,
"Well? Start talking."
