Chapter 7

Though she wanted to stay by the sakura tree, the cold wind began to pick up, and Rin decided to head back to the home. The last thing she wanted to do was become ill when she had so much work in village the following morning.

There wasn't the right word to describe how Rin felt. If she could, she'd replay the kiss hundreds of times. Her cheeks flushed as she walked across the bridge, thinking about the words Sesshomaru had said to her. There was no more guessing between them; she finally knew his real feelings for her. And only time would tell how their relationship would blossom.

Entering the home, Rin noticed Kaede cleaning a few arrows in a tub. By the worn look on her face, Rin could tell the priestess had a long day. She recalled Sesshomaru telling her that Kaede had left early in the morning, wanting to get a head start on her errands.

The dark haired beauty walked towards her, and Kaede looked up, giving the young maiden an easy smile. "Hello, Rin," she greeted.

"Lady Kaede, have you just arrived as well?" she asked cheerfully.

"Yes. You seem in high spirit at such a late hour," Kaede smirked. "Has Lord Sesshomaru left already?"

"Yes, my lady."

Rin kneeled beside her, collecting a few arrows in her hands. While the two women cleaned, they made small talk about how their day went, laughing at the pups' mischief and Rin's relief when Inuyasha and Kagome finally arrived, and how the weather was beginning to affect many of the farmers' health.

"It's a good thing Lord Inuyasha took Lady Kagome out. There'll be more work in the village."

"Nothing she isn't used to," Kaede said.

The two women continued in silence, and once the priestess was satisfied, she stood up, and walked to their weapons' room.

Rin stood as well, and walked towards the hall, stretching, ready for bed, when Kaede suddenly stopped her. The maiden gave her a curious look as they stood in front of each other near their bedrooms.

"Why did you arrive so late, Rin?" Her voice was not accusing, but not friendly either. She'd heard this tone before many times growing up.

"Lord Inuyasha and Lady Kagome arrived late, my lady," the young maiden said slowly. "I've been with Lord Sesshomaru all day, and once the couple arrived to pick up the children, we headed out to our spot for a bit."

The older woman's wrinkled eyes studied Rin. "Did anything else occur?"

"Why would you ask that?" Rin asked, suddenly nervous.

Kaede reached to touch her own lip. Rin mimicked the action absentmindedly, but her eyes widening when she noticed her fingers were dry. Her lips were no longer coated in the cherry red she had painted them earlier and she imagined the lip color was smeared.

Her heart fluttered. She couldn't hide it from Kaede, even if she wanted to.

"My, my, Rin, I assume you and Lord Sesshomaru shared a pleasant time together," Kaede said, raising a brow. Though she was much shorter than Rin, Kaede held an imitating stance. The young woman folded her hands in her sleeves, trying to hide her nervousness.

"I suppose it is useless to hide it now, my lady. Eventually, I would have told you, but well," she gulped. Why am I nervous? "Milord has confessed his feelings for me, and I to him."

Kaede's face remained expressionless. "There is more, is there not?" asked the older woman. The beauty shifted her weight on her leg, suddenly feeling very hot and uncomfortable in her kimono.

Rin let out an hefty breath. "I am not sure, my lady. You see, Lord Sesshomaru stated we had time for ourselves, meaning he doesn't want to rush our relationship. We are still very much in the beginning stage, and just one kiss doesn't make the world of a difference."

Her cinnamon eyes met Kaede's dark eyes, locking instantly. "Child," the older woman began, "a kiss has made all the difference. If it wasn't for it, your relationship wouldn't have become solid."

"Yes, but—"

"Listen to me now, Rin," Kaede interrupted. The young maiden quickly shut her mouth and folded her hands. "Though I am no expert of love, I have witnessed many things in my lifetime. Some being the love between demons and humans. Unfortunately, some haven't ended in a pleasant way," Rin nodded, knowingly, "but it is rare when we witness a demon and human in a loving relationship," Kaede said. "Now, I've seen how Lord Sesshomaru has cared for you throughout the years, and how his feelings have changed these past months, so I warn you, Rin, do not act foolish."

"Foolish?", the young maiden asked, wanting clarification.

"Yes, foolish. Lord Sesshomaru's feelings are not to be taken lightly, my dear Rin. You see, though he has been wonderful to you, do not ever forget that your lord is the most powerful demon alive. His wrath is not pleasant. And although I may call you child, you are certainly not one any longer."

Rin bowed slightly. "Yes, my lady."

"Thus, I expect you to continue on behaving like a proper young lady. Do not do things that will disappoint us and bring dishonor. You are a clever girl, Rin, I trust that you will follow our instructions," Kaede folded her hands inside her sleeves, raising her head in a very royal-like way. Rin bowed again, a little lower this time and held it.

"Of course, Lady Kaede." Rin straightened up, and looking down, she noticed Kaede's eyes had become a bit softer.

"I would have never guessed it, but you have become the most important treasure I possess, my Rin. I love you like the child I never had. I only pray you will have a fulfilling and happy life, beautiful maiden," the priestess smiled, and unfolded her hands to gesture at Rin to come close for a hug. The two women embraced lovingly, and Rin rested her chin on the older woman's head, taking in the words of love the priestess just said. She felt Kaede pulling back, and let her go slowly.

The older woman grinned at the young maiden, who in return, gave her a sweet smile. "Get some rest, child. We have an early morning at the headmaster's tomorrow."

Saying their good night's, they turned to their respected rooms and as Rin entered her own and prepared for bed, her mind continued to analyze Kaede's words. There was pressure added on her shoulders and now more than ever, she needed to be aware of herself. Rin couldn't help but feel a little bitter.

With a pout on her face, she went to sleep.


— — —

Like Kaede said, the two women were at the headmaster's early. Since Taro's departure, the meetings had become increasingly boring for the young maiden, and though the headmaster tried to include her in conversation, nothing was the same without Taro's presence.

Rin sat the lower end alone, trying to eavesdrop on the conversation the two elder people held. She could hear the two speak about the war, and she discreetly leaned closer, wanting to catch any news about the village men.

"My friend wrote me and said our men are making great efforts to back the enemy into demon territory. Apparently, the demons are not fond of the enemy and have began to aid our side," the headmaster shared.

Rin clasped her hands in satisfaction quietly, and while the headmaster shared nothing about Taro or the village men, she was filled with much knowledge about the war, enough for her to want to visit Miroku and join him in prayer.

Eventually, Kaede wrapped up the meeting, and the two women bowed, dismissing themselves. Kaede seemed to quicken her pace as they left the entrance, having Rin, who wore an elegant —yet heavy— red and blue kimono, struggling to keep up. The beauty didn't get far before the headmaster caught up to her, making her stop abruptly.

"Princess Rin," the headmaster bowed, "I have something to give you."

He reached into the folds of his kosode, handing a small scroll to her.

Rin gave him a confused look. "Who is this from, master? I have not written to anyone."

He shrugged. "I did not open it, as you can see for yourself. I assume it is from my son or one of the village men. Either way, I hope this brings you some peace of mind," he took a step back, turning back to his home. "We will see each other soon, princess. Take care," the headmaster bowed and walked away.

Rin stood there, her heart and mind wandering in different directions. Taro! Oh Taro! She quickly tucked the scroll in the folds of her kimono, and hurried to reach Kaede, who was already down the hill.

"My lady, you sure are fast for your age!", Rin teased as she caught up.

Kaede rolled her eyes. "Go and do your errands. We'll share supper tonight."

Rin nodded and bowed, turning to her home. Though the scroll weighed nothing in her hand, it felt like a boulder in her chest, and she immediately opened it the moment she entered the home.

Princess Rin,

I hope by the time this letter reaches you, I am still alive and with health. Three months have past by, but I assume that you will get this around the time fall and winter have met. The weather has not been kind in the north, and unfortunately some men have succumb to illness. Luckily, it is men from the opposition, and Kami has certainly favored the men from our village, since we have not grown ill nor weary. I pray we continue like this and that we are victorious in the end. Regardless, arriving alive at the village is a win, no?

There is not a day that goes by that I don't regret those harsh words that I said to you. Forgive me, please, for being so foolish. It was not my intention to hurt your feelings nor attack you with my angry tone. You were so kind to me, even after rejecting me, and I sputtered out stupidity like the madman I was. I wish I could have said goodbye to you on a happy note. I must admit, however, I was not lying when I said I wanted you as my wife someday. I had a vivid dream the other day, us walking about in the village, arm and arm. We'd make a fine pair, wouldn't we? The dream of becoming your husband one day brings me great joy, great motivation to face the day, the enemy. Oh Princess Rin, just the thought of obtaining your love one day is enough for me. I hope that you give me a second chance when I return, and surely, I will speak to Lord Sesshomaru myself to begin a courtship with you.

I'm sorry my romantic side is spilling all over this scroll. I guess it only bleeds through because I'm tired of being surrounded by injured and whiny men.

The war does not look like it will end soon, and we shall meet again perhaps in the spring or summer. Please, write to me, beautiful. It'll make my days go by faster.

Yours,

Taro

While she was overcome with joy knowing that Taro was alive and well, she didn't know exactly how to feel knowing that he was still very much in love with her. Rin walked around the main room, pacing nervously. In the time that Taro was at war, she had grown closer to Sesshomaru, and their relationship becoming a romantic one. What would it be like once Taro returned? She couldn't begin to imagine the tension. Or the discomfort. Ugh.

Rin sat down, scroll still in hand. Sooner or later, Taro had to find out. And sooner or later, he'd become jealous. And sooner or later, Sesshomaru would notice his jealousy. But which was worse, his jealousy, or her lord's anger?

She chewed her lip, not wanting to answer the obvious.


— — —

"Rin! Yay! I'm so happy to see you!" Komori ran to her, hugging her tightly. The maiden stumbled backwards a bit, laughing.

"And I as well! Where is your father?", she asked, scanning the room. Komori shrugged. "Father and Mother were down by the river with Uncle Kohaku earlier."

Rin's attention snapped back at the little boy hugging her waist. "Kohaku?"

He nodded, and Rin excused herself promptly as she sprinted towards Sango's usual spot by the river. She was overcome with joy she spotted Kohaku sitting near a fire with Sango and Miroku.

"Rin!" Kohaku cried out, and stood up, running towards her. Rin's eyes teared up, and she embraced him as he spun her once, settling her down gently.

"Oh, Kohaku!" Rin laughed, happy tears falling down her cheeks. "Why did you take so long to visit? We've missed you dearly!"

"I'm sorry, Rin. I was just telling my sister and brother-in-law," his head gestured towards them, "that I had settled in a village recently, so I haven't been leaving as of late. Miroku sent me a note informing me of Kenji's birth, so I came to meet my new nephew." Kohaku smiled proudly, and Sango made her way towards them, carrying Kirara in her arms.

"My husband and I were planning to return back home now that the evening is approaching. You're more welcome to join us for supper, dearest Rin," she smiled warmly. Rin bowed, feeling honored for the invitation.

"While I would normally accept the invitation, Kaede is expecting me tonight," the young maiden said. Miroku approach them next, and he settled his hand on Sango's hip as the other arm balanced Kenji.

"I assume you were looking for me, Rin," he said, and Rin nodded in confirmation. "If you seek prayer guidance, join us tomorrow morning before Inuyasha and I make a perimeter check. Good night," the handsome monk grinned, and lead his wife away from Kohaku and Rin.

Rin turned towards Kohaku again, asking him if he wanted to join her for supper. "Hell yeah!" he exclaimed, and Rin laughed, playfully slapping his arm. It felt so good having him around.


— — —

Two bowls of miso soup and a tower of rice later, Kohaku shared with Rin and Kaede the details of his new home.

He settled in the south where a royal clan had taken residence in a growing village. In exchange for a home, clean water and food, he provided protection for them. In the past, Kohaku admitted through bites, he had executed a number of demons that were plaguing them, so the royal clan was more than happy to accommodate him. In fact, Kohaku frequently visited the village prior to taking residency, and stayed there on several occasions. He enjoyed the royal clan's hospitality, and they enjoyed his presence as well.

"I hope to stay at the village for many years to come," Kohaku said, taking a sip of his tea.

"I pray you will too, young wanderer," Kaede smiled. She stood up and gathered her bow and arrows. "I'll be returning soon, children," she said as she walked to the main door. "This old woman needs some time by herself." She walked out, leaving the two young adults alone. They sat, sipping tea in silence.

"Kohaku," Rin started, her lips twisting upwards in a coy smile, "I sense there is another reason why you chose to stay in the village." She took another sip and watched as Kohaku rolled his eyes at her.

"Sometimes, I just really want to surprise you. You just can't stop reading me like a scroll, huh Rin?", he pouted, looking away.

Rin giggled, hiding it with her sleeve. "I've grown up with you, Kohaku. What sister doesn't know her brother?", she smirked at him. Kohaku took a slow sip of his tea before settling it down.

"Well, since you're so good at reading," he said pointedly, "I guess you've figured out that I've taken a liken to the royal clan."

"Ah, my reading is on point," Rin winked at him, "and your affinity for the clan is not really for the clan itself, but for a certain someone in the clan." Rin raised her brow, leaning forward a bit too excited.

Kohaku closed his eyes, seeming annoyed, and pushed the beauty back. "Yes, Rin," he muttered.

Rin shifted her kneeling, and folded her arms in her sleeves. "Will you not share the news with your younger sister?"

"Well…," Kohaku said, staring at the cup in his lap. "I'm in love with the younger daughter of the lord. She's actually my age, and we've known each other for a while," he blushed.

"So when did you fall in love?"

Kohaku shrugged as a light blush continued dusting his face. "I'm unsure, honestly. After Naraku's defeat, I travelled across the land to help those who were tormented by evil demons. I met my beloved when her father requested my aid. We were children then, and we became friends rather quickly. As I continued to work for them, she helped me heal my wounds. She knew I had a dark past and that I wasn't done atoning, and yet, she wanted to help me and be my friend. It wasn't hard for me to fall in love with her. We started our courtship during the spring," he added.

Rin looked at him, impressed. "I'm so very happy for you, Kohaku. You deserve all the love and happiness in the world." She smiled at him, and in return, he did the same.

"Yeah, I'm excited for what the future has in store for us," he circled his finger on the rim of his cup. "Enough about me," he turned towards her again, "tell me, how is village life?"

Rin placed a finger on her lip. "Hmm, as you can see, I have a new beautiful home!" She clapped happily, and Kohaku laughed.

"Yes! Lord Sesshomaru's work, I assume?"

"Yes. He's been very generous lately," Rin blushed. Luckily, Kohaku didn't seem to notice.

"Anyways, is Taro here yet? I miss that bastard," he laughed. Rin gave him a confused look.

"You're aware of his absence, Kohaku? I didn't know word travelled so far."

Kohaku stopped laughing abruptly. "No, I saw him making his way down a valley, in direction of the village."

Rin's eyes widened. "You've seen him?!"

"Yeah, I saw him roughly two new moons ago. I didn't say anything to him as I flew over with Kirara, but I assumed he was heading south and he'd be here by now."

Rin's mind began doing quick math. "If he left the northern lands two new moons ago, Taro should have arrived by now!" Her eyes registered a suddenly distress, and Kohaku reached over to grab her shaking hand.

"Don't panic, Rin. Taro is a strong man, I'm sure he's fine," he said in an authoritative voice. His words weren't enough, and fear shook Rin to the core.

Perhaps the enemy has ambushed the men! Or demons! Or the weather has sicken them! They could be dead! Negative thoughts filled Rin's head.

"But there's no explanation to why he hasn't arrive! Oh Kohaku!" Tears rolled down her eyes, starling the demon slayer in front of her. "Do you have any idea where he could be? We must search for him. In case…"

Rin choked, not wanting to continue the thought. Though Taro hadn't left on the best of terms, she still loved her dear friend and worried for his wellbeing. Kohaku watched her with soft eyes. "I could take you up there with Kirara. Perhaps Lord Sesshomaru could join us as well," he suggested.

The young maiden shook her head. "No. Milord would forbid me from going if he knew. I say we keep this trip to ourselves," she spoke in a low voice, suddenly scared that Sesshomaru could be nearby, eavesdropping. Kohaku narrowed his eyes.

"And why would Lord Sesshomaru do that? He let's you do as you please."

Rin pulled out a small handkerchief from her obi and patted her wet cheeks. "Well…", she stuttered a bit, unsure if she could tell Kohaku about the present dilemma between Taro and Sesshomaru.

The demon slayer sipped his tea, keeping his dark eyes on her, waiting for a proper response. Beneath his freckled, mature face, he was still the same boy Rin grew up with. They had a strong trust between themselves, and no confined story or secret slipped from either of their mouths. There wouldn't be a difference now, would there?

"Before Taro left, he told me he wanted to marry me."

Kohaku shrugged. "Hasn't every man in this village done the same? I don't see why this is a big deal." He casually leaned his elbow on his leg, setting his chin on his hand for support.

"Well, apparently, milord heard his words. He basically commanded me not to accept the proposal." Rin watched Kohaku's still confused eyes blinking back at her. She blushed, looking down into her lap. "Lord Sesshomaru has confessed his feelings for me, you see. Last night, as a matter of fact," her cheeks were burning when she heard Kohaku whistle loudly.

"No fucking way, Rin! Congratulations!" He placed his hand on her shoulder, leaning over the cups to give her a quick hug. "I knew it was going to happen one day. Only the best for the best, right?" he grinned.

Rin blushed at his enthusiasm. "I feel so honored that you would consider me the best match for Lord Sesshomaru, Kohaku. But because milord has feelings for me, he is jealous. And he's expressed some dislike for Taro, for some reason as well. Therefore," she held her gaze firmly, "it would not be ideal to let him in on our trip."

Kohaku stared back. "Then, I advise you to stay. I'll check myself, Rin." He stood at once, taking a quick glance at the darkness outside. "It's getting pretty late, and I didn't plan on staying. How about I see you in a few weeks, Rin?"

"But we cannot prolong checking on Taro! We must check on him at once!"

"I'll do it tonight, on my way to the village," he assured. Rin shook her head. "No?"

"If he is in danger, we're just making relief arrive late. Oh, Kohaku, I fear for Taro and our village men…" The dark haired beauty stood, pacing about. She felt a strong hand land on her shoulder, stopping her. "Alright. We'll check in two days. I cannot promise anything shorter than that, Rin. I have some important errands to complete. But in the meantime, ask for Lord Sesshomaru's blessing. It is not wise to leave the village without him knowing," he warned.

Rin nodded, taking his advice, and walked him to the main door. "Shall I wait for you in the morning or evening, Kohaku?"

"Evening." He then began instructing her on things to bring and how to dress. Rin took careful mental notes, and with a quick hug, dismissed him.

She walked into her changing room, stood on top of a small stool, and reached for a small box she kept above a wooden drawer. The small box contained her most personal items, which also included Taro's scroll. The dark-haired beauty clutched it tightly to her chest, her eyes fluttering shut. Soon, she told herself, soon I'll see you, old friend.


— — —

The same day Kohaku returned, Sesshomaru also visited. Rin was a nervous wreck the entire day, unable to keep eye contact or speak coherently with Sesshomaru. This had the demon lord worried, and he constantly asked her if she needed anything. The gesture always reminder Rin of the ever-growing love between the two. She'd smile affectionately and place her small hands over his, thanking him for asking, and assuring the dog demon that she was fine.

But the constant reminder of her plans kept creeping into her thoughts, and she was scared Sesshomaru would find out.

They sat together in her home, sharing a quiet moment together after a busy morning. After praying with Miroku, Rin found Kohaku chatting with the demon lord. Kohaku's arrival had Sesshomaru pleased, insomuch that he made conversation with the demon slayer. Rin found out that Kohaku was watching over parts of the western lands Sesshomaru roamed, and that the demon slayer had word on Dan, Asa's son.

Rin was surprised to know that the three were working as a unit together, but she didn't press any questions, knowing that they'd all be answered with time.

The young maiden huddled closer to Sesshomaru as he stroked her arm gently. His eyes were focused on the bright fire, and Rin admired the peace they held, for her own held worry.

"Has the cold become unbearable for you humans?" he asked, covering her arm with a soft fabric.

"No milord, it's not horrible yet. I would like to thank you once again for the wonderful blanket you brought me," she looked up at him, smiling lovingly, "please let Lady Asa know I thank her as well."

"Though you say 'no', your movements speak otherwise," he inferred. Rin shrugged, hoping it seemed natural. "Perhaps my health is not well."

Sesshomaru hummed, and pressed her closer. "Let me take care of you then."

Rin felt the familiarity of heat on her cheeks as Sesshomaru tilted her head over to his, pulling her closer in a sweet kiss. His lips were as gentle as they had been the first time, savoring the new memories they were making as a couple. Rin felt Sesshomaru's arm press her closer to him, a light squeeze, before parting from her, leaving her breathless.

The raven-haired beauty opened her eyes slowly, surprised to find his face still so close. "Kiss me again," she whispered, staring into his golden eyes. Sesshomaru looked so bewitched, so fixed on her, and he complied.

It wasn't long before Sesshomaru pulled back again, but this time, kept a distance. Before Rin could ask what was wrong, there was a light knock on the main door. Neither of them stood up, sitting there, staring at each other.

"Lord Sesshomaru! Rin! It's Kohaku!"

The couple frowned at each other, but eventually, Sesshomaru let the demon slayer in. He wanted to inform them of his sudden departure, as he was leaving to gather herbs for Sango. Rin stared at him with narrowed eyes, angry that he was leaving on the day he promised to take her to search for Taro. Kohaku smiled the entire time as he spoke, nothing bothering the young man. Rin's cinnamon orbs darted to her demon lord and found that he was not phased by the announcement, nor did he notice Rin's bothered expression.

"Bring some for Rin as well," Sesshomaru said as he casually slipped his arm around. Rin blushed at Kohaku's shocked eyes. "U-Uh, yeah… I mean, yes, my lord," Kohaku bowed quickly and bided them farewell.

There was a pregnant pause in the room, painfully awkward for Rin. She shifted a bit in her kimono. She was angry at the fact that Kohaku had left, but now angrier that she couldn't express the feeling because Sesshomaru was nearby. She rested her head on his shoulder, and sighed bitterly.

"What ails you?" Sesshomaru asked sweetly. His voice is so gentle. Ugh. "Nothing my lord," she lied.

That fucking Kohaku.


— — —

Because the rest of the day was uneventful, the couple decided to travel to Asa's in the early evening.

The female demon squealed in delight when she saw Rin walk in, causing the maiden to blush wildly, still not used to such a marvelous creature fan over her. "My, my! As gorgeous as always!" Asa exclaimed, quickly fixing tea for the pair. They accepted the drinks graciously, Rin bowing many times, and began a casual conversation about life among them.

After a while, Asa declared she had important news. Rin watched as the female demon folded her black sleeves, exposing the indigo stripes on her arms. Asa cleared her throat and spoke.

"I heard the war in the north is not going well for either side. Many men have died, and some have gone missing."

Rin darted her eyes towards hers. "What else have you heard?" Her cinnamon eyes locked with the soft honey.

"Apparently demons have been helping a good lord's side," Asa sipped her tea, keeping her eyes on Rin, "but it is futile. My dear son told me he witnessed a horrid landslide about two? Was it three new moons ago?" Asa placed a finger on her chin, looking very confused before she swatted her hands at the maiden. "Ah, never mind. Dan reported there were many bodies there, mainly soldiers. Apparently the good lord's comrades. Unfortunate, because they were winning the war."

It seemed as if all the air was sucked out of Rin and she gasped loudly, her cup flying to the ground and spilling tea all over Asa's elegant black kimono. No! No! It can't be!

"Rin?" Sesshomaru seemed concerned, suddenly pulling her against him in a tight hug and she hid her face in his fur, fearing her tears would give everything away. Taro! No, no, no, oh Taro! My dear friend, dead!

She cried bitterly against her demon lord, and for a while, nothing comforted the maiden, not Sesshomaru's arms, not his lips on her forehead, not Asa's delicate claws running against her back, and especially not Asa's voice.


— — —

When they returned to the village, and entered the luxurious home, Sesshomaru settled Rin on her futon, remaining close to her. She wept the entire the trip, overcome with sorrow knowing that her friend was possibly stuck in the landslide.

The light of the moon lit up the room, and Rin watched Sesshomaru suddenly stand and unsheathe Bakusaiga. She sat up, startled.

"Milord? What is it?", her puffy eyes searched the room, but nothing seemed out of the ordinary.

"Tell me who caused you pain, Rin. You have been so distraught this evening." Rin's eyes softened, taking in the troubled look on Sesshomaru's face.

"Come here," the maiden gestured. Sesshomaru stayed put. "Tell me," he demanded.

Rin shook her head. "It was no one, milord. It is my own emotions, so please, come sit by me."

Sesshomaru swayed a bit, looking at her with a stone cold glare before sheathing back his sword and sitting beside her. "I told you a few days ago that you can trust me, Rin. Am I not worthy of knowing your feelings?"

Have I hurt him? Rin glanced at him, rubbing her small hand over his. "Milord, I'm sorry. Truly you know that it is I who is not worthy of you." Sesshomaru looked back at her, frown on him face. "You are a fool if you believe that."

The beauty leaned forward, pressing her lips on his cheek. "You will share with me if anything troubles you, won't you?" Sesshomaru asked, turning to kiss her lips softly.

"Hmm…" Rin kissed him back, her thoughts and body suddenly occupied with his. She drew him closer, running her fingers through his long, white hair. Though she knew she was hiding a secret from him, she didn't have the courage to take Kohaku's advice.

She felt his claws grab her waist, pulling himself closer to her, as the kiss went from gentle to passionate. There was a sudden noise in the background, signifying the arrival of someone, and Rin pulled back rapidly.

"Perhaps Lady Kaede has—" a heated kiss interrupted her, leaving her dazed as Sesshomaru pushed her down onto her futon before standing back up. She blushed looking up at him, loving the fact the he surprised her with a kiss.

"It is her," he responded a bit annoyed. "I have been here far too long. I wanted to inform you that I will be returning in about eight nights. You see," he kneeled as Rin sat up, "Dan has sent word to me concerning the fire demon's kin. They've become rather obnoxious and I will go eliminate them at once."

Rin pressed her lips on his. "I wish you a safe trip, my lord." Sesshomaru kissed her once more and embraced her before standing up again, walking to her window.

"Don't be foolish while I'm gone." His words echoed Kaede's and the maiden felt a sudden pang of guilt. "I'll see you soon, Rin." His voice was soft, like he hated to leave her again.

"Yes, Lord Sesshomaru." The dog demon exited the room, vanishing into the dark night. A few moments later, Kaede walked in, smiling happily. She was only checking up on her, she explained, and wanted to talk about their day together, since she'd found out that Rin had left the village. The young maiden answered her questions plainly, not wanting to tell her about what Asa had said and her reaction to it.

Rin tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. "Have you seen Kohaku, by the way? I'm making a small trip with him," she said, averting her eyes.

"Hmm, I have not. But so late at night? A young woman such as yourself should not be out at this time with a man," she scoffed.

The beauty frowned. "You never said anything against Lady Kagome or Lady Sango back when they were searching for the Sacred Jewel," she accused. "I don't see what's the difference with me."

Kaede sighed heavily. "Forgive me, Rin. As I said, you are like my own child. But if I may ask, how long will you be gone?"

"I'm unsure, my lady. Should not be long, however."

"And does Lord Sesshomaru know?"

"No. And he should not know," Rin's voice hinted the desperation she had to keep it a secret from him, and Kaede narrowed her eyes at her. "We spoke about foolishness the other day, Rin."

"Yes, I know Lady Kaede, but please, I am begging you, let me check on my old friend. I have heard news about a landslide in the north and fear that Taro is stuck in it," she confessed. "Please, just let me search for him. And should he be dead, let me find and bury his body properly." Rin's voice broke and Kaede reached over, patting her shoulder.

"Well, alright. You have my blessing. Pack well," she whispered, and stood to leave the room.

Now officially alone, Rin sighed in relief. All she needed was for Kohaku to return. With the help of the moonlight, Rin entered her changing room and packed a few clean working kimonos (in case they had access to privacy for changing), snacks she knew the village men enjoyed, and an abundance of herbs, gauze, and bandages. Rin also packed the scroll Taro wrote to her. Before she could get sentimental again, she changed from her elaborate kimono to a simple pink one and blue wrap skirt. There was no reason to look like royalty while searching for bodies. Rin took her long, raven hair and tied it up in a knot, sticking two kanzashi in it. She always wore her hair this way when she left the village, a trick she learned from Sayo, because if anyone attacked her, she could defend herself with the sharp ends of the hair ornaments.

Rin collected the two bags and walked across the open walkway, shivering from the cold night. Or perhaps, from her nervousness.

Once in the main room, she kneeled, covering herself with a shaw, waiting for Kohaku. He just has to come, he promised.


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AN: Please forgive me for taking so long to update. Nursing school is a real killer. On the bright side, one of my roommates is Japanese, and she's been teaching me so much about the culture! So blessed.

Hope you guys enjoy this chapter. As always, thanks to all those who support, review, favorite, and follow my fic. Means the world! ^.^

Will be posting chapter eight soon!