Chapter 4: Home
Edward POV
I went downstairs for dinner, hoping my father wouldn't ask me to many questions about my walk.
Carlisle could be overprotective from time to time and always like to ask too many questions.
I see that my whole family is already at the table so I quickly take a seat next to Alice.
Esme served dinner, and the second I took my first bite of the delicious looking chicken Esme made, Carlisle opened his mouth.
"So Edward, what took you so long on your walk? I was worried when you didn't come back after 30 minutes," He said giving me an accusing look. I suppressed a sigh, knowing this was coming.
"Well, I-" I started but was interrupted by Alice.
"Yes, Edward, did you happen to meet anybody on this walk?" Alice asked with a mischievous glint in her eyes. I glared at her and kicked her under the table. She responded by kicking me hard with her heels and I held back a whimper. My sister can be evil.
"No, I didn't meet anybody," I lied. "I just found this cute little pond that I stayed at for a while. And I came home perfectly okay," I stated starting to get a bit frustrated that they kept pestering me. I think started to see it too because she said,
"Carlisle, leave the poor boy alone."
Carlisle grumbled but changed the subject. Carlisle sometimes could get overprotective, but I guess he has a reason to after what happened with Blake.
Blake was my long time boyfriend and I thought I loved him. My family loved him. I was so blinded by love that I gave my virginity to him. A week later, I caught him fucking some whore into his mattress. He was basically saying hey, I enjoyed fucking you, but I think I'll fuck somebody else now.
I was devastated for weeks. I didn't eat, drink, or sleep and the only I think I did was cry. My family got extremely worried about me, but eventually with the love and support of my family, I got over that asshole Blake.
Carlisle became extremely protective after that making sure that ever boy I went out with had no intention of hurting. I haven't been with since Blake.
But I could see myself being with happy with Jacob. I could never see Jacob hurting me. I could see myself touching Jacob and letting Jacob touch me.
With that thought I couldn't help but blush as I continued to eat my food.
~Time Skip~
It had been a week since I had seen Jacob at the little pond.
I had already started school which was alright.
I met a couple nice people that I could see myself hanging out with.
There was Angela and her boyfriend Ben, and they were both super nice. They welcomed me the first day and I've bee sitting with them at lunch ever since.
There was Jessica and her boyfriend Mike, and they were alright. Mike seemed like kind of an ass and Jessica seemed like a bitch but they sat with Angela and Ben so I guess I had to get used to them.
Lastly, there was Bella. Bella is a shy sweet girl, and I think she has a small crush on me. I haven't told anyone here yet that I was gay, but I figured I'll have to tell her eventually.
I was back at the small pond skipping rocks. I had come back everyday hoping I would see Jacob. And I would leave everyday a bit disappointed. But on the bright side I could not make a rock skip eight times before it went under the water.
"Hey, you're getting better at that," a familiar voice said and I quickly turned. There Jacob was and god did he look good. He was wearing tight jeans and a tight fitted t-shirt that made his biceps look yummy.
"Thanks," I said blushing at my own thoughts. "How have you been?"
"Good, sorry I haven't been back here in a week I was busy doing stuff with my dad and I wasn't sure you would be here. I took a chance coming today, because though I didn't know if you would be here I still wanted to see you," he said and stared at me with such intensity. I blushed under his gaze.
"Well I'm glad you came," I told him and he grinned.
"I found this place, a few weeks ago that I really want to show. It's just up this way," he said, taking my hand and leading me away from the pond. His hand was so warm and fit perfectly in mine.
I let him lead me to a little meadow in the middle of the forest. God, it was beautiful. It was perfectly circular and had the prettiest flowers growing in it.
The sun light hit the meadow perfectly. The sounds of the birds chirping were amazing.
"Wow, Jacob this place is beautiful," I whispered.
"No, you are," he whispered back and I felt myself blush. Gosh, I could not stop blushing around Jacob.
I turned to face Jacob to see he was staring at me with that look. The look that I was the only person in the word. That look made me feel so special.
Jacob closed the distance between us, and tilted my chin up.
"Edward, can I kiss you?" He asked and I felt myself nod.
He brought his lips gently to mine and I immediately kissed back. His lips were so soft against mine. I never want to stop kissing him. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and I weaved my hands through his silky hair.
Jacob asked for permission which I gave him and his tongue explored my mouth. God, kissing Jacob was so much better than kissing Blake. Jacob made me feel special, and loved.
Kissing Jacob and just being with Jacob felt like home. Being with him was all that I needed.
A/N: Sorry it took a while to update. Please review and I wil continue to update!
