The Party
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``Why do your words make me feel better?`` He asked.
``Because I am your sibling, that's what siblings do, support each other in the toughness times.`` I said. However, if they don't, then I don't know what to do about that.
``I don't know if I can promise you, but I can try to not give up.`` He said.
``Good. That's all I need to hear. Now go back to your book, nerd.`` I said.
``Hey! At least I'm a smart nerd.`` He huffed, turning back to his book.
I chuckled, smiling warmly.
- Dipper's POV -
"IT'S OUR BIRTHDAY TODAY~!" Is what I would hear when I first woke up. My sister shook me awake as I was glaring at her. She was all giggles and bouncing around the room, giving me the grumps this morning. Yes, it is our birthday today, but I am not as excited as you are.
``My first time actually celebrating with you!`` She said, hugging me so quickly. Oh. That's right, I am also celebrating with my sister that I never knew existed. I actually never knew that. She let me go a second later. And the rest of my remaining life, I would get to celebrate it with her. This will be exciting.
``So, what should we do on our day?`` She asked, looking at me. I looked up at her, staring at her. ``Go to school like normal.`` I said.
``Aww... our uncles don't let us stay home?`` She asked, turning away.
``No. Not really. They didn't do that when it was my birthday every year, so yeah.`` I said, getting up. ``So, don't try to ask. I'd prefer to go to school and waste a lot of time there instead of staying home.``
``Good idea. Nevermind about what I was going to say.`` She turned back to me. ``Man, you think the best intentions to waste time, instead of me. All I wanted to do is prepare my dress and make sure it is ready.`` She said.
``You can do that after school.`` I said.
``I know I can.`` She said. ``Oh. What about your job?``
``Oh. That's right... The party starts at 7 PM, right?`` I asked, walking over to our closet.
``Yes, and you get home at... 5 PM?`` She asked.
``6 PM. So... I have an hour to get ready and get going.`` I said.
``I wish 5 PM.`` She said. I could hear her pout. I pulled out my fresh clothes and turned to her. ``I wished too, Mabel, but luckily I only worked for like three days per week.``
``Yeah, but why is it around our birthday?!`` She huffed, grumbling to herself. I chuckled, opening our door.
``It'll be like that sometimes.`` I said.
``Also, I forgot. I woke both of us at 5 AM.`` She said as I had one foot out the door. ``...And school starts at 7:15 AM...`` I slowly backed up and turned to her. ``And it's...`` I trailed off.
``5:08 AM.`` She finished for me.
``I'm... going to get ready anyways... better early than late.`` I said.
``Good idea!`` She called after I left for the bathroom.
We both got ready and headed down for breakfast around 5:30 AM. Usually, our uncles would have been up around 6 AM, looks like we beat them to waking up really early. Soon, we were ready to go around 6 AM. We both sat in the living room with our school stuff, watching TV together. I saw Uncle Stan walk in with tired steps as he looked at us in shock. ``...Since when you guys got up at-?!`` He raised his voice.
``5 AM Grunkle Stan!`` Mabel said.
``Oh, Jesus...`` He turned away and walked down the hallway, where we saw Uncle Ford come in already ready and prepared. ``Oh, there you are! You guys are ready already?`` Uncle Ford said.
``Yep! We decided to get ready early.`` Mabel said, smiling. I chose, but I guess we both did.
``You didn't have to. It's your guys' birthday, after all.`` Uncle Ford said.
``I still treat it like a typical day.`` I said.
``Yeah, but we have a party afterward that we are going after you get home from work!`` Mabel said.
``That is right! At least it won't be the same birthdays you had, Dipper.`` Uncle Ford said, smiling a bit.
``Yeah. At least that's a start.`` I said.
``Let's go then.``
We arrived at school as we both said goodbye to Uncle Ford. We both walked forward as Mabel couldn't keep her giggles in. ``... You know...- eh.`` I stopped myself from talking.
``You know what?`` She said, looking at me.
``Did one of us tell our friends our birthday?`` I asked.
``I did to Pacifica, I don't know about Gideon or Kahlil. Don't think Gideon cares.`` She said.
``That's because he's busy with his fans and his other friends. And plus, we don't spend time with him.`` I said.
``True...`` She said. We walked up the steps and into the building. ``Do you have his number?``
``No, only Kahlil's and Wendy's.`` I said. ``And along with our family members.`` I added in.
``Jesus, you have no friends, Dipper.`` She said.
``Well, excuse me, I have slight trust issues. OH.`` I just realized something. ``I forgot about the other three.``
``Now I see. You forgot about them.`` She said, halting in her steps.
``I see them every A Day and talk to them. I just don't have their numbers yet.`` I chuckled nervously.
``Well, try to get their phone numbers, bro-bro! Now I gotta go, bye! See you in 3rd period!`` She said before speed walking down the other hallway.
``...I'll try..`` I said, sighing. I went to my first-period class and waited until the teacher's door opened so I could be let inside.
The first period swept away like it was nothing, it was necessary, but it was gone so fast that I had a hard time picking up my items into my binder. I was almost late to my second period, where of course, two people that I don't want to see. They're always late to class anyway, I bet it's like that for every class they take. I took my seat once I entered the classroom and focused on the lesson.
I didn't like how they were throwing paper balls at me from behind, trying to get on my nerves. It also sucked that the teacher didn't catch them, aren't they smart. Lucky stupid sh*ts. The bell rang as I picked up my homework sheet from the front table and back to the desk where my things are all over the floor. I glared at the tall dude with his friend, great... I surely will be late to 3rd period.
Luckily, a student helped me with my stuff as I thanked them. I then hurried down the hallway to my 3rd period. I swear karma will come around to bite them back.
I entered in to see my friend settling in. I see my sister is late. I took my seat next to him and put my binder down on the floor. ``You seem frustrated.`` I hear him say.
``I just want to relax for now. The first period was tight, as well as second period was.`` I said, letting out a sigh of relief.
``Alright. Just one more period, and you can sleep.`` He said.
``... I wish.`` I mumbled to myself quietly.
The class began after Mabel was given a late ticket. She was guilty and embarrassed that she was late. She told us her teacher was talking to her in last period and she totally forgot to get a note from them. I closed my eyes and listened to what was on today's assignment.
Someone shook my shoulder twice. I slowly opened my eyes and sat up. ``There we go! It's time to go to lunch, Dipper!`` I hear my sister say. Oh, right, I fell asleep when I was done with the assignment. I sat up and got my things packed up and ready to carry.
``You're so slow.`` My sister would say as we were out of the room. I was still tired and yawning from the nap I took, so I wasn't paying attention.
``Well, what you can get? Someone who's tired will always be slow.`` Kahlil said. I grunted quietly to myself
``I didn't mean to fall asleep, jesus.`` I grumbled.
``Oh, we're not against that. You can take all the time to rest.`` Mabel said. ``It's just that you take so long to get ready to move.``
``Well, I am sorry if I wasn't fast enough for you.`` I huffed, staring down at the ground.
``Oh, don't apologize for the time you wasted.`` My friend said.
``Just.. shut... up.`` I mumbled to myself as both of them looked back at me with wide eyes. We halted in our steps as I continued to stare at the ground. Why do I get to be picked on? I wish it would stop.
``You know we were just messing with you, bro-bro.`` Mabel said.
``A bit too much.`` I mumbled.
``Aww, don't be such a downer. You can sleep more at the lunch table if you choose to skip lunch, sleeping beauty.`` Kahlil said.
``What did you call me?`` I slowly looked up at him.
``You heard me~`` He smirked and turned away, continuing the path to the lunchroom. I looked over at my sister, who was a bit shocked. That is the right expression for what just happened... I might just pretend like it didn't happen at all. I shook my head, just get it out of your head, Dipper, he's just trying to mess with you. We soon followed behind and made out way into the lunchroom.
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``We should do this more often!`` The brown-haired boy named Alex said, smiling like there's no end.
``Well... If we can do this more often. You know how your friend, Cole is around...`` Mabel trailed off, acting a bit nervous.
``Around who?`` The black-haired boy named Percy asked.
``U-Um... You d-don't have to d-defend me... I-I'll be f-fine.`` The boy called Cole said, acting very nervous.
``He's not going to bite you, I'll make sure it won't happen.`` I said, standing next to Cole. He looked at me and nodded, hugging his books together.
``We're not going to make it happen!`` My sister joins in. ``Wait... who we were talking about?`` She asked.
I sighed, shaking my head. ``He's nervous around Kahlil, thinking that he might attack him.`` I said.
``Of course, he towers over everyone here besides you, Dipper.`` Mabel said, crossing her arms.
``I never realized that.`` Alex said, walking back over to our small group.
We were outside of the school as it was after school hours. Lunch was over with, and I kept forgetting I had work today and that my uncle was coming to pick me up. We were hanging out with our ninth grade friends again, although I'm not quite sure Kahlil likes it. He barely talks to them, probably hating this that he can't pick on them. Why would he try to pick on them? What's his problem?
I looked over to Kahlil, who was minding his own business. I'm guessing he has to prepare for what is going to happen tonight. I looked back over to my friends, watching them chit chat about how my lonely friend over there is a tower. I chuckled silently to their jokes. Before we knew it, it was time to depart our ways.
When we got home, I had little time to rest before I got ready for work. I made sure I was wished a "happy birthday" from my uncles and to my friends who texted me it. The next thing I knew, I was walking into Greasy's Diner, giving a temporary goodbye to my uncle.
Work was okay, I accidentally told my co-workers that it was my birthday and all I get is a grand happy birthday from all of them. I don't know if I deserve it, but I guess I do. They even offered to take me out to a party that was happening tonight, and I assume they were talking about the party at the rich's house.
``Of course!`` Phyllida said, excited. ``You heard of that party too, Mason?!`` She asked me, sitting on the counter in front of me.
``My sister told me, and clearly, I didn't want to go at first, but as a good brother, I said I would go with her.``
``That's the spirit! It'll be your first start of being an adult!`` Chris said, standing next to me. ``And maybe someday, you can get the ladies as I do.`` He added on with a smug look.
I grunted, looking away from him. ``Yeah...`` I trailed off. Not the way you do it, Chris... just no.
``Well, do you have any invitation from any girls to the party?`` I heard James from behind me as I turned to him. I wished.
``No, sadly. But I'll be fine on my own.`` I said. Even when I'm going to be with my sister for the entire of it... unless she goes party with her friend, I'm in trouble.
``Hey! Why are we standing around here?!`` We all heard Ms. Wentworth from behind our group as we all turn towards her. She was furious as she had her arms crossed. ``Don't take this as a free day as both of our trial co-managers are off!``
``We aren't, Boss. It's just a slow day, barely anyone is coming in.`` Chris said.
``And we're just talking about the party that is happening tonight.`` James added in.
``That would make sense of the lack of people in here.`` Ms. Wentworth said, letting out a sigh. ``I swear, every time the riches do this, our business gets slow.`` She grumbled silently to herself.
``It'll be busy once again by tomorrow, and then the rest of the week.`` I said, ensuring her that this Diner won't get shut down.
``I know, Mason. I'm just in disagreement with them at the moment.`` She said.
``Well, how about saying "Happy Birthday" to our youngest person here?`` Phyllida said. I turned my head over to her, glaring at her. She smirked and snorted at my reaction.
``Oh. It's your birthday today, Mason?`` Ms. Wentworth asked. I looked over to the sound of the doorbell as my co-workers rushed back to their spots. ``Yes, it is.`` I said before turning to the register and waiting for the customer to order. The young ladies decided to order where Chris was. I sighed and looked back over to my Boss.
``Then happy birthday, Mason.`` She smiled.
``Thank you.``
Work wasn't so bad today, I'm actually feeling happy that everyone wished me a happy birthday. I do somewhat feel excited as well; maybe I gained some confidence to be at the party. I feel like I might find some love, but... how? I walked in the shack with Uncle Ford. He told me to prepare as Mabel is already getting ready. I didn't realize we were going in early, well... there will be a lot of people there... a lot of adults specifically. I guess I'll go take my shower now.
I heard a knock on the door of the bathroom. I was finishing getting my suit on as I was staring at myself in the mirror. I was mainly staring at my hair, wondering what hairstyle I would like. I looked back to the knock on the door again. ``I'm coming out!`` I called. I grabbed my dirty clothes and opened the door. I paused and stared at my sister, crossing her arms. ``I'm doing your hair.`` She said.
``... Okay.`` I said, blinking at her. I would like to do my hair by myself, but okay, sister. I walked over to our room and put my clothes into my laundry basket. I turned back to my sister as I admired her dress.
Mabel was wearing a lilac dress that stretch all the way down to her ankles. At the end of her dress, they're were shapes like waves hiding another layer of waves under the top layer. The hidden layer was a snow color. I noticed she was wearing a transparent light purple jacket, giving her a fantastic look, to me, that is... She had her hair up in a high ponytail, along with a rose parted in there.
``Stop staring, bro, it's weird. Unless your jealous of how I made all of this.`` She said, smiling proudly.
``You brought the jacket.`` I said.
``... Yes, I did, but that's none of your business!`` She huffed, crossing her arms.
``It's nothing to be ashamed of. If you can't make it, might as well buy it.`` I said, chuckling at her reaction.
``Yeah, true... now sit!`` She said. I huffed and went to get a chair to sit in. As soon as I sat in it, she went and did my hair. I grumbled silently to myself, wishing that I could do it instead. It doesn't matter now. Once she was done, I was told to look in the tall mirror that I noticed just now. She must have brought it for her fashion stuff.
I was wearing a deep russian blue jacket that covers a classic white shirt. My jacket had buttons going from the top to the bottom, lacking a zipper, which I absolutely hated. Their colors were a medium grey color, close to dark grey. My classical pants were the same color as the jacket- shirt... I don't know what to call it! It acts as a long sleeves shirt. I sighed, I will never understand wealthy clothes. My dress shoes I was wearing were the same color as the pants. I looked up to how my hair was done. It was smooth and almost looking like a bowl cut hairstyle, although I'm not entirely sure my hair would be up for that. Also, I had a right side-swept "bangs" over where my embarrassing birthmark would be.
``Now, that we're all set. It's been like... 10 minutes of preparing, and we only have... 30 minutes left.`` Mabel said.
``You got ready before I did.`` I turned to her.
``Yes, I did. And I have to ask, when are you going to wear your earrings?`` She said, giving me a smug look. ``You promised me yesterday you would wear them today.``
That was never shown yesterday because I didn't want to explain the entire ride of the shopping trip. But yes, I... uh got my ears pierced and decided to wear some earrings to this party. Maybe it'll have a change in my appearance, although I did it just to try it out. ``Yeah. Want to help me put them on?`` I asked.
She smiled brightly. ``Okay! Along with accessories in your hair?``
``Why?!`` I glared at her.
``To look handsome, silly!`` Mabel said. ``Maybe it will attract "someone" to like you.`` She added, walking over to the desk where my earrings were located.
``... Okay.`` I said, surrendering to her actions. I let my sister put in the earrings as she went to dig for something that would fit my overall appearance. And no, it's not those large earrings that girls wear, it's the smaller ones that fit perfectly into your ear. Several seconds went by as she pulled out a pair of feathers. They were a light russian blue color, sparkling with white tips at the top.
``How about this? I don't wear this anymore, and I was hoping you would take it.`` She said.
``How would you fit that in my hair?`` I asked.
``Hair clips, brother. Hair clips. Only small ones, of course.`` She smirked. I grunted and huffed, looking away. I let her put the feathers in my hair with her small hair clips that she also dug out a few minutes ago. ``Done!`` She declared.
I turned and looked in the mirror, looking surprised at the placement of the feather. It was near- behind my right ear, sticking forward in the back. ``Nice. It actually looks good on me.`` I commented.
``See? Now come! I think we wasted 5 minutes, and we only have 25 minutes left!`` Mabel said, starting to panicked.
``We didn't waste anything and stop panicking, it will get us nowhere.`` I said, walking over to my plugged up the phone. I took it and placed it in my jacket's pocket. We gathered what we needed and went downstairs, where we were greeted by positive comments by our uncles. I saw Uncle Stan handing a box to Mabel, looking like a phone box. She got a new phone for her birthday, that's nice.
We hopped in Uncle Stan's car as Uncle Ford was driving us there.
``Have fun!`` Uncle Ford said, dropping us off at the party location.
``We will!`` Mabel said, waving to him and turning away. I waved to my uncle and left with my sister.
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We entered through the entrance with our tickets, given to the security guard. I looked around when we came into the main lobby area. The place was huge, filled with a lot of people with a whole new level of fashion design. That, I'm sure, my sister would ask. It's pretty amazing to see the differences.
``Isn't it amazing?!`` My sister asked me.
I turned to her and nodded. ``It is. I never expect it to be this huge.`` I said.
``I'm sure every party like this is big if they are within the rich's party reach.`` She said.
``To be honest, they used to not let the town in because we were "ugly" or "poor" or mostly look down upon. I guess they changed that.`` I said.
``Really? When did that happen?`` Mabel asked, looking curious.
``Hmmm... All I know is that they continue this tradition for so long, and now I'm just seeing they're letting some of the town's people in. You may be asking the wrong person for this.`` I said. I bet that girl, Pacifica has something to do with this.
``Yeah... I am. But I didn't realize they did that in the past!`` She let out a sigh of relief. ``I am glad that I'm living in the future.`` She said.
``Present.`` I said.
``FUTURE.`` She glared at me.
``Fine, suit yourself.`` I said, looking away from her.
``Anyways, we should go over to where Pacifica is. She told me that, if we entered, we would be reporting to her that we came.`` She said.
``Do you know where she is?`` I asked, looked back at her.
``Where the wealthy people are at, mainly her father and her mother.`` She said. ``Also pretend that you know Pacifica very well.``
I stared at her. I don't like where this is going. ``Alright. I'll pretend then.`` I said. We both walked on the red carpet as Mabel headed in the direction where she was. I hope she knows which path to take. Soon we were at the special guest area where a line separated us from the rest of the crowd. We were accepted in with the given tickets from Pacifica and off into the closed area. It was like a different part of the mansion. Just how big is this place?
I jumped when my sister called her friend's name, I guess we found her. I watched her hug Pacifica for a good 2 minutes since they wouldn't let each other go. They both let go of each other and looked where I was standing. ``O-Oh! Hi Mason!`` Pacifica said, waving.
``Hello.`` I said, waving back slowly since I was admiring her dress. She was wearing a long, straight white dress with pastel colors of blue, purple, and pink patches on it. She had her hair in a high ponytail with a lily flower in her hair. And as I see those large earrings hanging down beside her face. I looked up at her gaze as she was doing the same thing. I guess we both admired each other's clothes.
``You look handsome in it!`` Pacifica said, smiling with red cheeks.
``Thank you.`` I said, holding back a shy expression. She has a date, Dipper, don't think about it. ``You look good in yours too.`` I commented.
``Thank you.`` She said as she turned to Mabel. Okay, we're in the clear again. Jesus, I swear everyone here dresses like they are on their way to a fashion show. But the problem is, I admire everyone's clothing and their appearance, they look so great in them.
``Stop checking out everyone, Dipper.`` My head snapped to my sister's voice as I got defensive. ``I am not!`` I lied. She chuckled at my reaction as I was annoyed at her.
``Anyways, I'm just waiting for him to come. It seems like he's late.`` Pacifica said, holding both of her hands in front of her.
``You know how boys are.`` Mabel said as I glared at her. I swear, I hate girls. I turned away and looked in the crowd. Wait, boys, don't take long to get ready. Unless he's doing what I am doing... Oh, I understand now.
``Sorry. I'm guessing, I'm late.`` I turned over to Kahlil, who finally arrived after our 10-minute arrival.
``No, no. You're not.`` I hear Pacifica said.
``We all know what you were doing.`` Mabel said as I turned and glared at her. I have no clue you little- no, no, now not call our sister names. Even if she is one.
Kahlil was wearing a black suit that had a few orange-colored details on the top of his fancy jacket... It was the same button type of jacket as mine. As it's the improved version of mine... I feel so jealous. He had black pants and black shoes, along with a light orange shirt underneath the fancy jacket. To make things worse, he had a black bow around his neck collar. Which makes me really feel like...- wait, why am I making this a competition? I shouldn't be, but I feel like I'm losing. His hair was fixed up really neat, but it seems he didn't stop that habit of having a small black ponytail in the back.
``...Sure.`` Kahlil said, avoiding looking at anyone right now. Yeah... feeling nervous can control you if you're not careful.
``...I'm confused.`` Pacifica said, looking at my sister with confused looks.
``Now, now. No questions.`` She walked over to Kahlil as she stopped right beside him. ``Enjoy your guys' date. While I enjoy my birthday with my brother.`` She said.
``Right!`` Pacifica said as we all went out separate ways. My sister and I decided to explore this half selection of the party.
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You know what? I forgot to ask Mabel about the party... when does it end? It's been two and a half hours in, and I'm already getting bored. I want to leave this party so badly... and I lost my sister in the crowds. That's lovely. I left the special zone since I was feeling very uncomfortable in there... because there were too many drunks. I hope I can find my sister when this party ends.
I returned back to the main lobby, where there were less than I saw in the other area. At least there are fewer drunks this time. I avoided the group of people and wandered off, where a few people were standing around. I would call this area a sitting place since I could see seats with tables, or a food place, or both. Whatever. I slowly walked over to one of the tables and sat in the chair. I sighed and looked around, only to land my glaze upon a friend, who stares back at me in surprise.
``... Kahlil?`` The name left my mouth before I could stop myself. I noticed he looked like he was hurt or something... and he isn't with Pacifica. Did something happen?
``... Uh... didn't expect to find you here.`` Kahlil said, hugging himself tightly.
``Is there something wrong?`` I asked, tilting my head in curiosity.
``No. There's nothing wrong.`` He said. He was behind me when I first spotted him, so he decided to move an inch away from where I was. I watched him slowly walked away, trying to avoid me.
``... Then why are you trying to avoid me?`` I said, getting up. ``Did something happened with her to make this atmosphere so dense?`` I asked.
``... I'm not trying to, and I know that you were going to ask how was the date or some shit like that.`` He said, avoiding to look at me still. I walked away from my seat and decided to catch up with him.
``I'm guessing it turned out bad, right?`` I guessed, walking beside him.
He halted his steps and looked up at me. I did the same as I gave him a calm glance. ``... Yes... it turned bad.`` His tone was a bit cold. ``... is that you all cared about?`` I heard him say.
I widened my eyes, looking a bit shocked. I... didn't mean to... I just wanted to know how it went... I just wanted to know if you had a better day than I did... or better time than I was having... or... worse... getting a partner. All I feel is jealousy. ``...I apologize... I guess I only cared about that instead of what you are actually feeling right now.`` I said, feeling guilty.
``... You shouldn't be...`` He said, which gave me another surprise and a bit of confusion. I tilted my head, wondering what he meant.
``You don't know, so you shouldn't be apologizing.`` He said, looking away from me.
``... Well, whatever that thing that I don't know, it seems to bother you tonight.`` I said, folding my arms behind my back.
``... It does... and I hate it.`` Kahlil quietly said.
``... I'm sorry, but... I'm curious to know what's bothering you.`` I said. He looked over to me. ``If you don't want to tell, that's fine too!`` I quickly said. I wasn't trying to push him or anything. If he doesn't want to tell, then I can respect that.
``... I'll tell you. Either way, someone is going to find out.`` He said. His tone was almost empty, with no emotions.
``... Alright.`` I said, waiting patiently for his response.
He was a bit nervous at first, staring at the floor and avoiding looking at me. He let out a sigh after breathing in some fresh air. ``... ... I... I bailed out on her... because I wasn't interested in her...`` He slowly spoke. I looked confused.
``..Were you before the party?`` I asked.
``No, I wasn't.`` He said, his tone was getting sadder now.
``Then... why accept the invitation?`` I asked, confused about all of this.
``Because... I thought I could change. I thought my sexuality could change after the date... when in reality, I couldn't feel anything for her.`` He said as he was about to tear up.
``... Don't try to force yourself to be... straight.`` I said.
He turned away from me and walked a few inches away. He stopped and probably wiped his tears away. ``I was trying to do that for the entire time.``
``Don't, I think it's bad.`` I said, feeling a bit sorry for my friend. So he's gay? That's very upsetting, especially in the world we live in today.
``Then what am I suppose to do?`` Kahlil said, turning toward me.
I looked down at the floor, hating to be the center of attention. But I must help my friend overcome his issue with this. ``... Be yourself. Was your family trying to make you not gay? You know, trying to be like the other people?`` I said.
``... Yes... Although I knew they didn't care about how I was feeling... my mom was... but all she wants to see is the family get back to together...`` He said. ``... My father... on the other hand, is a huge homophobic.``
``...Oh. Jesus... I have one at my job.`` I said, shaking my head.
``... They're everywhere, Mason.`` He said, walking over to me slowly.
``Don't listen to what they say, be yourself, that's all you have to do.`` I said. ``And if it's that's hard, then your friends are here by your side to help you out.``
``... Thanks.`` He said, looking away from me. I could see a faint smile as I was cheering him up. I smiled once again, not in my control. Dang control yourself, Dipper!
``... At least you make me feel better.`` He said.
``All the time?`` I asked.
``... Yeah... it's because of your reactions.`` He said, looking back at me. I grunted, looking away. ``Like that one.``
``Of course, it's always the bullying.`` I said.
``I ain't bullying you, birthday boy.`` He said sighing.
I looked back over to him in confusion. ``You know it's my birthday?`` I said, widening my eyes.
``Well, duh, I know you and Mabel are twins, so it's both of your guys birthdays.`` He said, folding his arms behind his back. ``So. I'm guessing you're an adult now, right?``
``...Yeah... just like you.`` I said.
``Not much of it, besides, what makes you decide it was time to wear a feather in your hair?`` He asked.
``... ASK MY SISTER.`` I said, slowly getting embarrassed.
``Nah, I'd rather not. Besides, it looks cute on you.`` He said smirking.
``...`` There's this weird feeling again... why did it come back to here? All he is trying to do is get on my nerves. I think my cheeks were red to no end, and I didn't bother to say anything about it? Is this the weird feeling doing, or do I not know myself at all?
``Maybe dye it with your red cheeks, and it'll look... more pleasing.`` He chuckled.
``You're just having fun with this.`` I said at last.
``It's because I'm with my friend, I'm comfortable around you.`` Kahlil smiled.
``I guess you could say that.`` I said, crossing my arms.
And I'm guessing I spent the rest of my night with him, and I have to say the same thing. He makes me feel better whenever I'm around him... and I enjoy it. Not for that reason! Maybe it's because I feel fine around someone I know. But I did discover a new side of him, although I'm not quite sure if it affects him at all. I kind of just wished homophobic people would leave them alone. Let them be with whoever.
I guess it can't go like that.
The party ended with me and my friend departed ways. During that time being with Kahlil, that weird feeling finally went away. I can breathe again. I don't know what this odd feeling is... what do I call it?
Do I talk to Mabel about it or... just hide it until I can't no more?
No, I want to see what this weird feeling is all about.
End of Chapter 14
