19 Years Earlier:

It was early morning I woke up before my alarm, and before I had to wake up the children, when I came downstairs there was Zola crying on the couch watching a family video of Lexie, and Ellis as babies learning how to walk. I had a tear in my eye looking at the video seeing how my little girls didn't get to have much mommy and daddy time as babies because we were either working, or caring for Hannah who was a surprise. I wouldn't trade it for the world as I love my children, and so does Derek.

"Good Morning Meredith so what's for breakfast?" asked Derek. " Well Honey I was thinking about taking the day off i'm not feeling very good, and I think it's a bug so I don't think I should be cooking for you guys." I said trying to hold back from vomiting. "Oh Mom remember you had to speak to Mrs. Lornna today about where the SAT's take place." Zola said. "That's today why doesn't your father take care of that?" I asked. "Well yes but I think she would listen to you more than she would for dad." Zola replied. "Oh Please Zola we all know your graduating in June but haven't you thought of what you wanted to do after High School?" asked Bailey. "Of course I'm going to UCLA to be a doctor, or Nurse it depends on what happens." Zola said.

I knew my little girl wasn't such a little girl anymore because she is graduating from High School in June and yet i'm not ready to let her go. I know I have to let her go but I'm not ready just yet. After Derek and the kids left for the day I went to the Pharmacy still vomiting to get a Pregnancy Test just to be on the safe side because I have been on an Antibiotic, and had a little fun with Derek, but I think I'll be okay as I'm 48 and the time to have babies has come and gone. When I got home I took the test I was shocked that it was positive I was shocked but thrilled. Tomorrow is the First Day of school for the kids, and I can't tell them about this just yet maybe i'll wait awhile but Zola is concerned about me so I may end up telling the kids but I want to go and get checked to make sure it wasn't a false negative pregnancy test.

Before Derek could see me I went to the hospital to find out if it was the truth. I was indeed pregnant with another baby. Both Derek and I decided to tell the children at dinner of there first day of school. Zola wasn't too happy about the news but I think she will get over it, but I can see it as a hard thing to go through Graduating Senior, and boyfriend leaving because of the news. I wish I had this opportunity of having so many siblings to grow up with. I had 3 other sisters but I never knew them especially Maggie, and I was with my mom when she was pregnant with Maggie….

18 Years Later:

How did I get into this mess I'm not ready for a baby, I'm not ready to be a mother I can barely care for my nephews, and nieces, well minus Carrie, and Caroline because they are only a year younger than me. I want to know what my parents were thinking when they had Tyler and myself, and if they were even excited to have another baby. But what is even more depressing is losing my sister in law to a drunk driver in a car accident. I've also lost a few brother in laws as well but one of them is still alive. Fredward Davidson is still married to my sister but I don't think he has cleaned up after being in rehab for 6 months after Anna died, and he didn't want to be like that man who is now in prison for killing Anna, and attempted murder of an infant.

"Ms Shepherd you can come in." said a nurse. "Okay i'm ready." I said. "Okay Dr. Hunt will be in shortly." Said the nurse. "Dr. Hunt? My cousin Olivia Hunt?" I asked. "Yes Dr. Adams is away so your cousin is here to check on your baby." said the nurse.

When Olivia came in I began to get nervous because I wasn't ready to have a baby, and I know that i'm going to be a mom in less than 3 months. The past 6 months has been busy that I hadn't even decided on whether I am going to keep the baby or put it up for adoption. I still think Adoption would be the best for the baby but I have grown attached to it, so I may just keep it. When Olivia checked me she told me what the gender of the baby was. I was excited to finally know what to call the baby and not it. Zola, Lexie, Hannah, Amelia, and Tyler think it's a girl, and Bailey, Ellis, Mom, Dad, and Luke think it's a girl. I owe Bailey, Ellis, Mom, Dad and Luke 20 dollars because they were right.

Since I found out that I am going to have a little girl I tried to come up with names for her. I wish her father didn't leave me but that is typical of men to do it. I wish my niece would learn that lesson because Edwin is going to leave Carrie but she doesnt think that he is going to leave because he loves her. I don't know why Carrie had to follow my footprints of being a teenage mother. My sister wasn't too happy to find out that she was going to be a grandmother, I don't want to be a great Aunt yet besides Carrie is a year younger than me only 17 and is going to have a baby. At Least i'm 18 years old now so I am legally able to leave mom and dad but I need their help with the baby, or should I say little Violet Anne Shepherd. Carrie is having a boy and she is naming him Andrew, personally I don't know how she is going to handle it I barely know what it's going to entail with Violet, but atleast I have several siblings with children to ask for advice. Ellis is probably the one to ask for help as she has 5 kids. Bailey has 4 and I have helped him with Bonnie so I guess I can ask for help from him if I need it.

A/N: I wanted to try something different by having a past about how Meredith felt when she found out she was pregnant with Elizabeth and Tyler. I also wanted to include what Elizabeth was going through during her Pregnancy, and several months after Annabelle died from the car accident, and what Elizabeth thinks about being a Great Aunt. Also Carrie idolizes her aunt, which leads to more story. I hope you enjoyed this chapter.