The first in between chapter between episodes. I sorta hated writing this one but it had to be done. Question: Who saw the Christmas special? Jodie is now our Doctor now, let's see how she does. Also, a while back I made my own version of a series 11. If you haven't read it yet, then I hope you check it out soon.

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Memories and Comfort

For the first week on the TARDIS, Jenny and her dad spent either catching up or having lessons on how to a Time Lady. Lucky for her, her brain could easily store all the information, thanks to her Time Lady brain and her dads Genetics, she was a fast learner. She found everything really fascinating, mainly because the TARDIS Library had many books on Gallifreyan History, Time Lord and Time Lady Biology, and Regeneration. it was nice to read about it, but to truly see and experience was much better, but due to the Time War, it wasn't possible.

When her dad showed her mental images of what Gallifrey looked like, with its snow capped mountains, bright red grass, big, grand cities in big domes with tall buildings. The sky orange, even at night, the trees were beautiful and had silver leaves which seemed to be on fire when the morning sun reflected off of it. It almost felt like she was really there. When it was done Jenny ended up crying of how beautiful it was with The Doctor holding her as she cried into his chest. She had felt a couple of tears on her head and knew her dad was crying over the loss of his home planet.

The Doctor had also strengthened her Telepathic Abilities as well and created a family bond. It felt strange at first to have someone else in your mind that could read your thoughts, but he also taught her how to shield her thoughts, which was good. And she found it cool when they could communicate telepathically.

But a couple of things still bothered her; The Doctor hadn't told her yet what happened during the Time War. When she had asked him, he had a faraway look for a second and then changed the subject to something different and she did drop it, believing he wanted to talk about it later but when she had gotten to the 4th time she got fed up and would try again, but with more force.

"Right… time to find out why he doesn't want to talk about it." She thought, and made sure to bring her Mental Shields up, even though they were still new, so The Doctor wouldn't hear.

Jenny found her dad in the console room typing away as usual, in his usual brown Pinstripe Suit, ready to go to their next destination or some more TARDIS flight lessons, something she was getting the hang of.

"Ah! There you are Jen! C'mon, let's go to London in the early 60's; catch The Beatles on The Ed Sullivan Show. Gotta warn you about old Ed, temper as bad as a Volcano."

Jenny took a deep breath and said," Dad."

"Don't worry, all 4 of them are nice, including Ringo, people don't give him enough credit-"

Jenny rolled her eyes and, "Dad!"

The Doctor looked up with a surprised expression that turned into worry and said," Jenny, is something wrong?"

"Y-yeah something like that." She said shyly.

"You can go on ahead and tell me. They don't call me The Doctor for a reason." He said, trying to lighten the mood.

Jenny rolled her eyes, got serious and said," Look, I know you don't want to talk about what happened during the Time War, I get that. But you have to talk about it sometime and I know you will feel the pain, suffering, and loss still but it couldn't be that bad. And if you don't, you will be an idiot who sulks, who will keep everything to himself and won't move forward."

When Jenny finished she regretted what she had just said, but she felt she had to say it.

The Doctor had his arms crossed, with his expression neutral and the atmosphere of the room was quiet and Jenny felt sorta scared but kept her ground.

"You done?" The Doctor said.

"Only if you tell me. What did you do that was so bad? And if you're scared of what happened then just say that."

The Doctor got a dark look and then laughed in a harsh way that actually made Jenny sorta afraid.

"Oh that's what you think? Oh that I'm afraid and don't want to face it? Let me tell you something, the Time War was Hell! Imagine fighting for 400 years worth of war with the Daleks! Billions of lives lost! The blood, the loss of family and friends! I did things... things unforgivable and I was someone else during that time!" The Doctor was walking around waving his arms during his rant with Jenny becoming scared.

"The Time Lords were close to destroying all life when we were going to lose and I ended it and you should be ashamed of me being your father! If you think that pathetic squabble on Messaline was a war then you don't know the horrors of the Time War! The images you saw of what Gallifrey was before it are pretty much gone, kaput, a distant memory in time! I am the last of the Time Lords while. You. Are. Just. An. Echo!"

The Doctor finished with his chest heaving, a bit of drool and a look of pure anger, pain.

Jenny was shaking a little and had tears forming in her eyes. Her hearts felt like they had shattered. In her travels she had heard of her dad's other side called the Oncoming Storm and how he became cold on a different level. And she had just witnessed it by having it brought upon herself.

After a minute, Jenny saw The Doctor have a look of realization and looked at her with a face of guilt and sorrow and said," Jenny I-"

She didn't let him finish, she came up to him and punched him in the jaw and fell to the floor and moaned in pain while he held in jaw. The tears were coming out and she ran. She ran until she found a room, which turned out to be her room and collapsed on the bed and sobbed.

The TARDIS sent her soothing hums to ease her but it only helped a little. She stayed that way for a few minutes until she heard her door open.

"W-what now? You're going to yell at me some more?" She said.

She felt a pair of hands come around her and she threw her arms around The Doctor as she sniffed.

Through their bond she could feel that he was sad, guilty and a torrent of other emotions but love was the biggest. They stayed that way for a few minutes until The Doctor broke the silence.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said, not one bit, I promise. I was mad and memories... painful memories came to light and I was feeling them head on. I love you very much and you the only one I have left. Will you forgive me?"

Jenny thought about for a second and looked at her dad, who's eyes were blood shot.

"Yes and I understand. But I want know what you went through and I wasn't there. If you don't want to tell me then I understand and will wait when you're ready."

"No… it's fine… it's about time I told someone the whole story or show it." The Doctor said, although Jenny could hear a hint of something when he said it.

"What do you mean show?"

"Telepathically."

"Oh, then do it." Jenny said with determination.

"Are you sure? How about I just tell?" The Doctor said, trying to stall.

"No, dad, please." She said and gave her a puppy dog look and pout she saw from a TV Show they had watched together.

"Fine. Just clear your mind and hold on tight."

The Doctor held her temples and she closed her eyes.

All she could see was, fighting, destruction, death and the dead. Laser fire coming from both sides and explosions. Fire burning everywhere, a city encased in a dome shattered and broken with no hopes of anyone living. Smoke billowing and then a lone figure soon comes into view.

As he got closer he seemed old, worn out and had seen countless battles and Jenny could tell by the eyes that was her dad, old, had seen many things.

The next few words she heard sent shivers down her spine.

"No More."

The last scene showed him in a barn of sorts that looked peaceful but in front it showed a box of sorts that had a big red button on it and then it was black.

In an instant, they were back in her room and she was breathing heavily. The Doctor held her shoulders as she calmed down and she looked him in the eyes.

"Now you know. To end it, I used a Time Lord weapon called The Moment to destroy everything. My own people. I understand if you hate me and want to leave because of the monster I am." The Doctor said shamefully.

"No dad, it's fine. You had no other choice and you were losing. I know you regret it every day and that's punishment enough. I forgive you for everything. I know your still healing from all of this and we can do this together. We're family and so is everyone you have traveled with. I love you dad." Jenny said and then had a bright smile and hugged him.

The Doctor returned the hug, kissed her head and said," Love you too Jen. Also, that was a good punch."

Jenny's eyes widened and said," I'm so sorry for that… I was upset and I didn't know what to do."

The Doctor waved it off and said," Oh don't worry about it, I taken more things like that before. And I can't believe I'm saying this but, I prefer being slapped then punched."

"Don't worry I'll slap you next time." She said with a innocent smile.

The Doctor rolled his eyes and said," Very funny. Now, do you want to go see old Ed and The Beatles or just hang around?"

"The Beatles, their very popular in the early 29th century, people make clones of famous singers and celebrities from different worlds and I really want to hear the real thing."

"Brilliant let's go and... change your clothes to match the time period. You go change while I fly us to the good old 60's." The Doctor said and ran out of the room excitedly.

Jenny giggled a little and sighed on what had just happened. She felt really sorry for her dad and new the whole experience he had will not leave him and she knew she would help him with all that hurt during that time.

She promised she will be with him, every step of the way.