Ninety Fourth Story:
Inner Demons
Jace POV:
Everything in my life is fake. The way I act around the kids at school, the way my parents acted in public, and the whole appearance of our own home was fake. But everyone believed it at face value. They saw a huge house, and automatically thought I had it all, so that's how I acted. I was rude, and arrogant, and a jerk to people and apparently that's what they wanted. Every guy wanted to be my friend, and I got asked out religiously by every girl at my school. According to everyone, I had it all, but nobody knew that I was drowning in loneliness.
You see, both of my parents are amazing business people. They were extremely gifted at what they did, and pretty much every business in the world wanted them to consult with them. They had it all. They were living their dreams, and getting everything they wanted, and I was just on the side. A couple years ago my father took a pretty hard hit, nothing too detrimental, but enough to send him spiraling into an alcoholic vortex. He found comfort in drinking, and sometimes I got the short end of the stick with his anger.
I wouldn't be classified with kids who get abused on a daily basis. Sure my father got physical, but I didn't happen daily. Normally if he had a bad day, or a business deal that went south, or if him and my mom got into a horrible fight, he'd drink, and I'd get hit. I might be athletic, but my father was a pretty built, and if I tried to fight back it would just get worse, and I learned that pretty shortly after his first alcoholic fit.
My mom on the other hand, has never been very nurturing. I don't think she really has it in her to be caring and compassionate life most mothers out in the world. I think she just had me because my father wanted our family name to live on, and since I'm a boy, and the first born, they never even tried to have another kid, which made it even lonelier around here. At least with a sibling we could sulk together. It was just me here, and I hated the feeling of being alone, and not wanted, but I'd never tell anyone else that. I would go around with my normal cocky attitude, and acting like my life was absolutely perfect like everyone thought. I'd never let anyone see how truly sad, depressed, and lonely I am. I didn't want to sympathy, or the pity, especially because who would pity the rich kid?
I pulled up to school like I do everyday in my jag. One of the many things my parents gave me so that I would stop asking them. When I turned 16 I asked for a car, and I guess I asked one too many times (which in all reality, I only asked for a car once, but apparently that was pushing it) and my dad came home with a jag the next day. That's how it worked in my house. If I wanted something, my parents just gave it to me so that I'd shut up. So caring right? It sucked.
I walked to my locker avoiding most of the people in the hallway. I still wasn't awake enough to start faking my happiness, and I just wanted to get through the day, get to football practice, and hit a few people. Maybe that would help my suppressed feelings. But who really knows.
"Yo Jace." I heard a 'friend' of mine call. I turned around and there stood Sebastian.
"What's up man?" I asked as I grabbed my books.
"Party at my house after the game this Friday." He said.
"I'll be there." I said and he clapped me on the shoulder.
"Do you think your parents could provide some alcohol?" He asked and I wanted so desperately to roll my eyes.
"I can ask." I said and he nodded.
"Sweet. See you 8th period." He said and I nodded before he walked away. Oh yea, did I also not mention that they literally don't care what I ask them for? I'm almost 18 years old, under the legal drinking age, but they don't really seem to care about that. These two definitely should have kept reproducing (not).
I walked to my first period class and took my normal seat in the back. My first class was English and the moment the teacher started talking I kind of tuned her out. I looked at all the students in the room, and wondered how many of them came from loving and stable homes. I wondered what it would be like to be someone else, or to not be anyone at all. If I wasn't around anymore, would the world still continue? Of course it would. The kids at this school would keep on living, the teachers would keep on teaching, my coach would keep on coaching, and my parents, well, they would keep on working. Like I never even existed, and sometimes I think I not existing would just be easier.
Clary POV:
I wouldn't classify myself as a creep. Being an artist, a writer for the school paper, and a photographer, I people watch a lot. Whether it be for a good art project, or for a good article to publish, or a cool candid photo. It didn't matter to me, people were so fascinating, I couldn't help but watch.
There was one person in particular that caught my eye the moment I moved to this town. It was my first day here, and I was lost getting to my class and I saw him through a window. Everything about him was golden. His hair, his skin, even his eyes. He was every artists dream model and every photographers favorite subject. Jace Herondale. Captain of the football team, most popular guy in school, ladies man, and from what I hear he's actually wicked smart. Something that I wouldn't normally expect, but I also wasn't surprised when I learned that fact about him. He could do anything, be anything he wanted to be, and that's what everyone thought, but I had a gut feeling that there was more to him than meets the eyes.
I was staying later today to help the art teacher clean up the room. I was standing at the sink cleaning brushes when he caught my eye. The art room had a lot of windows, and the windows that were in front of the sink faced the football field. He was standing there taking a long drink of water and I couldn't help but stare. There was something about him, something about the way he carried himself that told me it wasn't real. That there was more to him than meets the eye, and I was intrigued.
When I was finished with the paint brushes, I packed my stuff up and made my way to my car. The whole football team was in a huddle, listening to the couch. I got in and drove away with Jace Herondale on my mind. He was a complex person, even if he didn't let that show to everyone. I knew there was more than just the jock and ladies man that he let on, and even though I'd probably never get to the bottom of it, I couldn't help but think about what it was that made me think that Jace Herondale was so much more than just the surface he portrays.
I got home and when I walked inside I threw my bag on the floor. I went into the kitchen where my mom was cooking dinner. I grabbed a soda, and took a seat at the breakfast bar.
"How was school sweetie?" She asked without turning around.
"Boring as always." I said. "There is a football game Friday that I'm taking pictures for, so I'll be out that night."
"Remember your curfew is midnight." She said and I laughed.
"You make it sound like I'm going to hang out with people after the game." I said and she looked at me.
"We moved here over a year ago sweet pea." She said. "I understand you like to keep to yourself, but you need to get some friends kid." She said and my jaw dropped.
"My own mother calling me a friendless loser. I'm hurt." I faked sadness and she laughed.
"I'm just saying, having a friend over once in a while, or going out with a friend every now and than wouldn't hurt." She said and I smiled.
"I like my lack of social life." I said honestly. "I've never been the type of person to need a lot of friends."
"I know that sweetheart, but it wouldn't hurt." She said and I nodded.
"Need any help?" I asked trying to get the subject away from me.
"You could peel the potatoes." She said and I nodded. I grabbed the peeler and the potatoes, turned on some music and we continued to make dinner, singing, dancing, and laughing like we always did. I had the best life, despite not having many friends.
Time Jump – Two Weeks Later
Jace POV:
My dad went out to a bar tonight, so I knew it wasn't going to be a good night. My mom was working late, and I was all alone in the house like I normally am. They got into a huge fight and plates were thrown, and that's when my dad stormed out. They can't even survive one night without arguing about something, normally money, cause god forbid my dad spends a little of my moms, and vice versa. It's not like we're a family or anything. Separate bank accounts, and everything. It was a nightmare.
I decided that I needed to get out and clear my mind. I couldn't just sit in my room and listen to the quiet anymore. It was more deafening than the yelling. It was a nice night, so I just started walking down the street. I had no idea where I was going, but anywhere was better than my house. I walked through the neighborhood and I saw a bunch of families sitting in their living rooms having a normal family night. Some were laughing, some were playing a game, and some were just sitting in the same room reading. They were bonding as a family, something I'd never get.
Now don't think I just stare into people's windows for fun. I normally do, but tonight I couldn't help it. It was like they were all just shoving their family life in my face. They were taunting me, and I hated it. Halfway through my walk it started to downpour but I couldn't find it in me to care. It was a warm rain, so I wasn't cold, or annoyed by it.
I found myself in a neighborhood that I wasn't really familiar with. I was just walking at this point, not knowing where I was when I saw a house with a huge bay window that was opened. I looked in and the family was laughing, and they just seemed to be having the best time. I couldn't stop myself, and I started walking closer to the house. I don't know how long I was standing in front of that window but I was brought out of my head when I heard my name.
"Jace?" The girl questioned and I looked at her.
"How do you know my name?" I asked.
"We go to the same school." She said.
"Oh." I simply said.
"My name is Clary." She said. "I transferred here last year."
"Nice to meet you." I said. And it sounded so stupid considering I was just being a creepy peeping Tom and staring into her house, but she still laughed.
"What are you doing out here?" She asked. "It's pouring."
"I just needed some fresh air." I said vaguely and she nodded.
"Would you like to come in?" She asked and I was a little taken aback. "It's a Saturday night which means my parents and I sit in front of the TV and watch Wipeout for hours. It's pretty fun." She said and I thought about it. "I'll throw in dry clothes, and some popcorn." She said with a smile.
"Okay." I said and she motioned for me to follow her. We walked inside and her parents turned around.
"Mom, Luke, this is my friend Jace. He got caught taking a walk in the rain so I offered him some shelter." She explained.
"Of course. The more the merrier." The woman said. "Go grab some of Jon's clothes from the attic. They look like they would have been the same size." She said and Clary nodded.
"Follow me." She said and I obeyed. We walked upstairs and she pulled the ladder down. She disappeared into the ceiling for a few moments before climbing back down. "It isn't much, but I figured I'd just toss your stuff in the laundry and dry it out for you."
"Thanks." I said as I took the clothes.
"The bathroom is over there." Said pointed and I nodded. I walked in and stripped my soaked clothes off. I put the dry ones off and emerged from the bathroom. "My mom was right. You are the same size."
"Who is Jon?" I asked as she took my wet clothes.
"He was my brother." She said as we walked down the stairs and into her laundry room. "He was 7 years older than me."
"What happened to him?" I asked.
"He was killed in action 2 years ago." She said.
"That must have been hard." I said as she dropped my clothes and a few towels into the washer.
"It was. He was my best friend growing up. We did everything together." She said with a smile. "But it was his dream to serve this country, and I proud of him for that."
"How did he die?" I asked.
"Saving civilians from an air strike." She said. "He went out a hero, and I'm proud of him for that as well."
"Sounds like a great guy." I said and she smiled and faced me.
"You two would have gotten along well." She said.
"Why is that?" I asked curiously as we walked out of the laundry room.
"You have the same ego he did." She said with a laugh and that made me smile. "Would you like anything to drink?" She asked.
"Sure. What do you have?" I asked.
"Water, juice, soda, coffee." She said.
"Soda would be great." I said and she opens the fridge.
"Pick your poison." She said.
"Do you have enough options?" I asked and she laughed.
"We all like different things so Luke just buys a variety." She laughed. "My mom likes Pepsi products. I like Coke products. And for some reason Luke likes the store brand." She said.
"Now it makes complete sense." I reached in and grabbed a Coke.
"Thank god." She said and I looked at her.
"What?" I asked.
"I was afraid I'd have to kick you out for liking Pepsi or store brand." She said as she closed the fridge.
"I've always been a Coke guy." I said as we made our way to the living room.
"I got another one sucker." Clary said to her mother who looked at the drink in my hand.
"People just don't appreciate Pepsi enough." She said with a huff, which caused Clary to laugh.
"You're just a sore loser. Admit it." Clary laughed and so did Luke.
"Am not." She said.
"Are too Jocelyn." Luke said.
"Oh hush. Nobody ever picks your soda." She said and Clary laughed as she sat down on the couch and I followed. She handed me some blanket and I got comfortable.
"That's because I think I'm the only person on this planet who likes store brand soda." Luke said.
"Got that right." Clary and her mom said at the same time. "Jinx you owe me a soda!" They said again.
"You know the rules ladies." Luke said.
"Ready?" Clary asked and her mother nodded. "Rock, paper, scissors shoot!" Clary said and they both drew. Clary had rock and Jocelyn has scissors. "Ha! Loser, go grab me a Diet Coke!" Clary said.
"You're lucky I love you kid." Her mom said as she got off the couch and went into the kitchen.
"Is this normal?" I asked Luke and he laughed.
"Oh yea." He said and Jocelyn came back with two Diet Cokes.
"Why two?" I asked.
"Loser has to drink the winners chose of their soda." Clary said. The both popped the tabs and clinks cans. "Cheers mama."
"Cheers baby." Jocelyn said and they took a sip. Jocelyn clearly wasn't a fan and Clary just laughed at her disgusted face. Everyone turned back towards the TV to watch the show and it was strange being in a house that a family actually got along, but I liked it.
We sat there and watched TV and I couldn't remember the last time I laughed with other people and genuinely meant it. They were just a happy normal family, something I wished that I had. Something buzzed and Clary jumped off the couch and walked away, leaving me with her parents.
"So Jace, do you play any sports at the high school?" Luke asked.
"I do." I said. "I'm the captain of the football team."
"Are you guys any good this year?" Jocelyn asked.
"We won the first four games of the season." I said. "It's looking pretty good."
"We might just have to make an appearance than." Luke said and my eyes widened.
"Why?" I said immediately without thinking.
"I'm a big football guy." Luke said. "But since I don't have a kid on the team it never really occurred to me to go, but Clary takes the pictures at all the games, and you are on the team, so at least I know one person playing and I don't look like a creep just watching high school players." He said and I laughed.
"We have a game on Friday." I said. "It's against Idris, our rival."
"Than it must be a nail bitter." Luke said and I laughed.
"They're pretty good, but I think we're better." I said confidently.
"I guess we'll just have to wait and see." Luke said and in that moment Clary came back.
"What were you all talking about?" She asked as she retook her seat.
"Jace was telling us about the football team." Luke said. "Jocelyn and I are going to go check them out next Friday." He said and it felt nice that someone was going to come watch me play since my parents couldn't be bothered to do it.
"You're going to check out high school boys Luke?" Clary asked. "Talking about perverted." Luke picked up a pillow and threw it at her and she started laughing. "Loser.
"Dork." Luke counter responded, and Clary just smiled. I enjoyed being around them. A lot.
Time Jump – One Hour Later
Clary POV:
Jace's clothes just finished in the laundry and I grabbed them and brought them back out to him as he sat in the living room and continued to talk to my parents. I waked over and handed him the folded clothes and he smiled at me, a gorgeous smile.
"They are fresh out of the dryer." I said and he took them from my hands.
"Thank you." He said.
"No problem." I told him and he stood up.
"Where is your bathroom?" He asked.
"Well, it's just around the corner, but you can just keep Jon's clothes." I said. "We have no use for them here, which is why they were up in the attic."
"You sure?" He asked.
"Of course." I said and he nodded.
"I should probably get home." He said and I nodded. "Thanks for letting me hang out with you tonight. I kinda needed it." He said and I smiled.
"We do this every Saturday night, so if you ever just need another night to chill, you're more than welcome to come and hang out with us." I offered. "Although, you probably have better things to do on a Saturday night, but that offer is always available."
"I might just take you up on that." He said and I walked him to the door. I opened it and realized that he walked here.
"Do you want a ride home?" I offered and he looked at me.
"That would probably be for the best." He said and I laughed.
"Mom, Luke, I'm taking Jace home!" I yelled as I grabbed my keys.
"Get me some ice cream!" I heard my mom yell back and I laughed.
"Mint chocolate chip?" I shouted back.
"Obviously!" She said and I walked out side and got in my car.
"You and your mom have a strange relationship." He said with a laugh.
"It's definitely not a normal mother/daughter relationship." I admitted. "But I don't know any other way. We've always been close."
"I like it." He said. "It's nice to see a relationship that isn't all about rules and punishment. You actually get along."
"We have our moments. She's still my parent regardless of how close we are." I said. "We fight, but at the end of the day, I love her more than anything."
"That must be nice." He muttered, and I figured if he wanted to talk about it, he would have said it a little louder so I just let it go. He directed me to his house and I pulled into the driveway, and parked my car.
"Here we go. Door to door service. Tips are appreciated." I said sarcastically and he laughed.
"Thank you for all the hospitality tonight Clary." He said and I smiled.
"What are friends for?" She asked.
"I didn't even know your name before tonight, so it was more than a friendly gesture, and I appreciate it." He explained.
"Well, you're welcome." I said and he smiled.
"See you at school on Monday?" He asked.
"I'll be around." I said. "Just look for the bright red hair." I said and he laughed.
"Goodnight." He said as he got out of the car and walked away. I waited for him to get into the house before pulling out of the driveway and making my way to get my mom some ice cream. Tonight took an unexpected turn, but oddly enough, it was incredibly fun, and easy to be around Jace and acting like we had been friends for years. It was natural, and I liked it.
Time Jump – Friday Night
Jace POV:
I was incredibly nervous for tonight's game, which never happens, but I also never had people coming to see me play specifically. Sure all those girls show up to gawk at me, but Luke and Jocelyn were coming to just watch me play because they wanted too. I wasn't used to that. I wasn't used to parental attention and it was incredibly weird, but it felt nice to have a mother and father figure who wanted to watch me play the game that I love.
I was pacing on the sidelines when Alec came up to me and gently rested his hand on my shoulder which caused me to flinch, which was also very rare for me. I didn't startle. Ever.
"You good man?" He asked. "You're all twitchy and shit."
"I'm fine." I said quickly.
"You don't seem fine." He pointed out. "Now, there aren't any scouts at this game, so something is throwing you off." He said. "Is it a girl?" He asked.
"You know I don't do girlfriends Alec." I said and he laughed.
"You never know." He said and I shook my head and laughed. "What's freaking Jace Herondale out?" He asked.
"There are just people here to watch me play tonight and I've never really had that before." I admitted.
"A lot of people come to watch you play Jace." He said.
"No, they come to watch the team, and stuff." I said. "These people are actually here to watch me."
"Well, you betting get your shit together and give them something to watch." He said and I laughed. I looked over to the crowded bleachers, and spotted Jocelyn's red hair. She must have saw me because her and Luke started waving. I waved back before putting my helmet on. I made my way out onto the field prepared to play my heart out for the two people who willingly came to watch me play for the first time in my life.
Time Jump – Right After Halftime
Clary POV:
I was taking a ton of pictures tonight. This was our rival game, and we were currently kicking their ass, so I wanted to document almost everything I possibly could. I was standing at the apposing teams goal and I was adjusting my camera when I heard yelling. I looked up just in time to see a player running full force at me. I didn't have any time to react. I was knocked over and slammed my head on the grass. Everything went dark.
Jace POV:
I saw Clary get hit and when she landed on the ground, she wasn't moving. I ran over and threw my helmet off and kneeled down next to her. She was breathing, so that was a good sign, but who knows if anything happened to her head. She looked like she hit it pretty hard.
"Clary?" I questioned and I didn't get a response. The medical staff came over, but unfortunately there wasn't anything they could do for her until she woke up. It was dead quiet in the stadium, you could literally hear a pin drop. I looked up to see Jocelyn and Luke standing at the fence looking worried.
"Ouch." I heard and I looked at Clary who now had her eyes slightly open.
"Don't move too fast." I warned her. "You hit your head pretty hard."
"What happened?" She questioned.
"You were hit by a player." I said and she laughed.
"Ah. Don't make me laugh. It hurts." She said and I smiled.
"My apologies." I said. "Do you want to try and sit up?" I asked and she nodded. I grabbed her hand and lifted her up slightly and situated my body behind her so that she had something to lean against.
"Can you tell me your name?" The one trainer asked.
"Clarissa Fray." She said.
"Do you know where you are?" He asked.
"Alicante vs. Idris football game." She said.
"What's the date?" He asked.
"October 8th." She said.
"Very good." He said. "I'm going to shine this in your eyes. I want you to follow the light with just your eyes." He said and Clary nodded. She did what he asked and than turned the light off. "Everything looks normal, but you're going to have one killer headache for the rest of the night."
"Wonderful." Clary said and everyone backed up. I stood up and helped Clary up and she nearly fell over when I caught her.
"Yo Hodge." I called and the trainer came back over. "Her parents are over there by the fence. Let them in so they can take her home." I said and he nodded. Jocelyn and Luke made their way over to us and Luke scooped Clary into his arms.
"Thanks for making sure she was okay." Jocelyn said as she hugged me.
"No problem." I said and they made their way off the field. The game resumed, and we ended up winning, but I couldn't stop thinking about Clary. I hope that she's okay, and tomorrow I was going to stop by and see how she was doing.
Time Jump – Next Night
Jace POV:
I just showered, and I was making my way downstairs to head over to Clary's and make sure that she was okay. I walked past the dinning room where my parents were sitting at the table eating dinner like they actually liked each other.
"Jonathan, dinner was called 15 minutes ago." My mother said.
"I know. I'm not eating with you tonight." I said trying to get out of there with minimal damage.
"And why not?" My father asked.
"A friend of mine was hit really hard at the football game last night. I'm going over to her house to make sure that she's okay." I explained.
"Who let's girls on the football team?" My father questioned.
"She is the school photographer. She was taking pictures, not playing." I clarified.
"We have dinner with your grandmother tomorrow night Jonathan. I expect you to be there, on time, and dressed appropriately." My mother said.
"Yes mother." I said. I walked away and grabbed my keys and got in my car. I took a deep breath. If it were possible for them to be any colder, I'd probably be frozen at this point.
I made my way to Clary's house, thankfully I still remembered where it was. I walked up to the front door, took a breath, and knocked. A few moments alter, Luke answered it.
"Jace, what a surprise." He said and I smiled.
"I was just coming to see how Clary was feeling." I said as I walked into the house.
"She's had a pretty bad headache all day." Luke said.
"I can't imagine. Number 45 was tearing through people left and right last night." I said. "Even I felt a little shaken after a hit."
"She's already tiny enough, you know? That player was like a foot and a half taller than her." He said and I smiled.
"I hear ya." I said.
"Her room is the one with the orange door." He said and I nodded. I walked up the stairs and found the door that was orange. I knocked lightly and opened the door a little. Clary was lying down and when she heard the door open she opened her eyes.
"Hey." She said and I walked in and closed the door behind me.
"Hey." I said. "How are you feeling?" I asked.
"I've been better." She said and I smiled and made my way over to the side of her bed and kneeled down. "Did you guys win?" She asked and I laughed.
"Yes. We kicked ass." I said and she laughed.
"Well, I certainly got my ass kicked at that game." She said with a smile.
"I saw the whole thing coming, and I can't believe you don't have a concussion or anything." I said and she laughed.
"I have a pretty terrible headache, so I didn't make it out scotch free." She said and I nodded. "What are you going here?" She asked.
"I came to make sure you were okay." I said honestly.
"How sweet of you." She said.
"Trust me, I'm not always this caring." I said. "But you opened your home up to me last week, and I thought that I owed it to you to make sure you were okay."
"I appreciate it." She said and I nodded. Her door opened a minute later.
"Hey Jace." Jocelyn said.
"Hey." I said.
"Would you like to stay for dinner?" She asked.
"I'd love too." I said.
"It'll be ready in 10 minutes." She said and I nodded. She closed the door and I turned my attention back to Clary.
"Did you and the team celebrate after your victory?" She asked and I smiled.
"Yea. Sebastian Verlac threw a party." I said and she nodded.
"Was it fun?" She asked.
"It was like every other party." I said honestly.
"I've never been to a party." She said.
"Why not?" I asked.
"Don't really have any friends." She said as she slowly sat up. "I've always been kinda a loner."
"Why don't you come to next one with me?" I offered before I could even stop to think, but I don't think I needed to think about asking her to come. It would be nice to have her with me.
"I don't know Jace." She said hesitantly.
"Give me one reason why you're hesitant." I asked.
"I don't want to be ditched." She said. "I have no friends, you have many." She said and I laughed. "I don't want to get there, and you disappear into the crowd to leave me to fend for myself."
"I promise, I won't." I said and I saw her thinking about it.
"Okay. But not until I feel 100% better. I don't think I can handle a party any time soon." She laughed and I smiled.
"Just let me know, and we'll go." I said and she smiled and nodded.
We sat there and talked for a couple more minutes until her mom called us down to dinner. I helped her out of her bed and down the stairs, and than into her seat. This was the type of family dinner that I always dreamed of having. It was chill, and fun, and we laughed and joked and everything my parents never did. I have only known Clary for a week, and already her family showed me more of what a family is supposed to look like than my parents did.
Time Jump – One Month Later
Clary POV:
It's been a whole month since I was slammed by that football player, and the headaches finally went away. I even went back to the trainer to see if I actually did have a concussion because of how much my head really hurt, but he assured me that I didn't have any other symptoms, which was good, but also sucked.
So here I stand, on the field where I was slammed taking pictures of the current game. I was taking precaution and being extra alert so that I could move out of the way of the big giant guys running full speed a head. The game was a blow out, and we won 47-7. We were predicted to win, but that was just insane. I was gathering my camera gear up when I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. When I turned around, there stood Jace.
"Hey." I said and he smiled.
"Hey, so how about that party?" He asked and I laughed.
"You know what, I think that sounds like a lot of fun." I said and he smiled.
"I'll pick you up in an hour?" He asked and I nodded. He ran towards the locker room and I went to my car and drive home. My parents were in the living room watching a movie like they do every Friday night. They couldn't afford to have date night every week, so this was their version, and I thought it was absolutely adorable.
"Hey mom, Luke." I said and they turned around.
"Hey kiddo. How was the game?" Luke asked. "Avoid getting trampled this time?"
"Ha. Ha. You're hilarious." I said as I took a seat. "The game was good. We won by a milestone." I said and they nodded. "So, Jace asked me if I wanted to go to a victory party with him tonight, and I think it could be fun." I said. "Can I go?" I asked.
"Sure sweetie. Curfew is still midnight." My mom said.
"Thanks mom." I said as I ran upstairs to get a quick shower. Once I got out I started looking through my closet, when I realized I have nothing to wear. I ran to the top of the steps, and yelled. "Mom!"
"What?" He called back.
"Fashion emergency! I need your help!" I called.
"Coming!" She said and I went back into my room. She was there a moment later. "Okay, what's the emergency?" She asked.
"I have nothing to wear." I said and she laughed.
"Okay, well it's pretty chilly out, so go with something that can keep you warm if you end up outside because you need some fresh air." She said and I nodded. "I would stick with some jeans." She said as she threw a pair at me. "And, ohh this sweater always compliments your hair and eyes when you wear it." She said as she tossed a sweater in my direction. "And…." She said as she walked out of my room and than back in a few moments later. "Every girl needs a fashionable pair of boots and a kickass leather jacket." She said as she tossed them to me.
"You're the best mom." I said as I gave her a hug.
"I want you to have fun Clary." She said. "High school is going to be over before you know it, and since we moved here, Jace is the first friend I've ever met." She said as she tucked a stray hair behind my ear. "I want you to soak it all in while you can."
"Thanks mom." I said and she left the room for me to get changed. I put all the pieces on and together they actually looked really good. I was trying to get my hair just right when I heard the knock on the door. I heard talking downstairs and I took one last look in the mirror before heading back down. I walked into the living room where Jace was sitting and talking to Luke and my mom.
"Have her back before midnight." Luke said to Jace.
"Of course." Jace said and I smiled. "You ready?"
"Of course." I said. "See you two later. Have a good rest of your date night." I said as Jace and I walked outside.
"I interrupted date night?" He asked and I laughed.
"They have movie night every Friday." I said. "They can't afford to have a real date night, but I think it's pretty adorable that they make the time for each other once a week."
"I think it's pretty great too." He said and we got in his car.
We drove to the house that the party was being held at. We got out of the car and I took a deep breath before we started walking up to the front of the house.
"I never got the chance to tell you, but you look great." He said and I blushed, and I was thankful that it was dark.
"Thank you." I said. "You look great too."
"This is my everyday attire." He said. "I've never seen you dress like this before." He said. "I like it." I smiled and we made our way into the party, and I felt like everything stopped and started at Jace and I. He took my hand in his and started making our way through the crowd, and that seemed to make everyone stop paying attention. "What would you like to drink?"
"I don't know. I've never had alcohol before." I said honestly.
"Do you like fruity drinks?" He asked.
"Not really." I said honestly.
"Okay, we can start you off with something that I know you'll enjoy." He said and I just nodded. He started making a drink and than he handed it to me.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Rum and coke." He said and I nodded. I took a sip and all I could taste was the coke, so it wasn't that bad.
"What are you having?" I asked.
"I'm going to be the sober one tonight. I'm not going to risk drinking and driving when I have you in the car." He said.
"But you would risk it if I wasn't here?" I asked.
"Most nights I do." He said and I just nodded. I didn't know what to say, so I just decided to say nothing. "Look, let loose tonight Clary. I'll look out for you." He said and I nodded as I sipped on my drink. I could have fun, as long as I don't embarrass myself.
Time Jump – A Couple Hours Later
Jace POV:
I turned my back for a split second and Clary was gone. She was extremely friendly and carefree after a couple drinks in her, and it was nice to see her, but I didn't want anyone to take advantage of her, and I didn't want something to happen to her so I wanted to keep her in my line of sight for the majority of the night, but man was she quick.
I was walking around the house when I caught a flash of red. I pushed people aside to see Sebastian talking Clary up in the corner. She was giggling and talking with her hands. She was having a blast, and I didn't want to ruin her mood, but I knew Sebastian wasn't going to let her get away without something he wanted.
"Clary." I said and she turned and smiled.
"Jace!" She said and I smiled.
"You can't just run away from me like that." I said jokingly but I was completely serious.
"I'm sorry. Sebastian offered me another drink, and mine was empty so I took him up on the offer, and we started talking." She said with the biggest smile.
"Yea Jace, you didn't tell me little miss Red over here was so funny, and charming." He said as he stroked her cheek, and Clary blushed.
"Yea, douchebag didn't seem like her type." I said to him and he glared at me. "Clary, it's nearly midnight. I should probably take you home." I said and she nodded.
"Here you go Sebastian." She handed him her drink and he looked at her confused. "I may be a little drunk but I saw you put that drug in my drink!" She chanted as she walked away causing a couple people to stare at him. I laughed and followed her through the crowd. When we got outside she sighed. "That was fun!" She said as she stumbled and I caught here.
"How did you possibly pick up in the fact that he drugged your drink in this state?" I asked and her arm went around my waist.
"Well I knew he wasn't putting a fun dip in my drink!" She said and I nodded. I put her in the car and 5 minutes into driving she was out like a light. I got to her house and scooped her into my arms and walked to the door and knocked Jocelyn opened the door and looked at Clary.
"I didn't know she would drink so much." I said trying to defend myself and Jocelyn just laughed.
"I did worse in high school." She said as she welcomed me in.
"She gets very outgoing when she lets loose." I said and she smiled.
"If she just put herself out there more, everyone would see how great she is." Jocelyn said and I smiled. "After Jon died she shut down a little. Became more of a recluse. I understood why, Jon and her were close, best friends. And she grieved, and she's gotten better, but I think having friends is a vital part of being a teenager." She said. "I wish she had that."
"Well, she always has me." I said and she smiled.
"And I'm thankful for your friendship." She said. "Why don't you go put her in her room?" She said and I nodded and made my way upstairs. I put her in her bed and decided to take off her shoes.
"Jace?" She asked and I laughed.
"Yea. I'm just taking your shoes off." I said and she nodded and laid her head back down.
"Thanks for looking out for me." She said and I smiled.
"It was my pleasure." I said. "Thank you for coming with me."
"It was my pleasure." She said with a giggle. I got her shoes off and tucked her into bed.
"Goodnight Clary." I said.
"Night." She mumbled and I walked out of her room and went back downstairs.
"Goodnight Luke, Jocelyn." I said and they smiled.
"Thanks for taking care of her." Luke said.
"Always." I said as I walked out.
I got home and everything was dark and quiet. It was Friday, so this wasn't unusual. I made my way into the kitchen to get something to drink when I heard the front door slam open. I knew it was my drunk father immediately and groaned because I just didn't want to deal with him.
"Honestly Stephan, you need to get your shit together." My mom yelled at him.
"Oh shut the hell up Celine. You don't control me." He spat back, and I made my way into the hallway.
"Someone has too. You clearly can't control yourself." She said as she walked over to him. "What cheap tramp did you have on your arm tonight?" She asked as she looked at the hickey's on his neck.
"Someone who actually appreciates my status. Unlike you, you ungrateful bitch." He slurred with pride.
"And you wonder why we sleep in different rooms. You're embarrassing yourself Stephan." My mom said and I sighed, and apparently my father didn't like that.
"What are you sighing at?" He yelled at me. "You're just as ungrateful as your mother." He spat and I just let him keep going. "Using me for my money. Always taking but never giving anything back to this family." He spat and I just took it because there wasn't much else I could do. "Say something you bastard!" He yelled.
"What do you want me to say?" I asked.
"How about a thank you for everything I've ever provided for you?" He yelled.
"Thank you." I said.
"You little prick." He said as he ran, or waddled, over to me as she punched me across the face. "You will respect me." I stood up and whipped the blood from my lips.
"Why should I respect a man who hits his child?" I yelled back.
"You're my son. I can punish you in whatever way I seem fit." He spat as he got in my face. "If I want to punch you, I can." He said. "If I want to grab you by the throat and squeeze." He said as he demonstrated. "I will." I was gasping for air and he just stood there and smiled at the fact that I was suffocating. He finally let go and I fell to the ground and gasping for air. "Get out of my sight." He said as he walked past me, but not missing the opportunity to kick me before he left. I looked up and my mother just huffed and went back upstairs. After I got my breath back I went up to my room. I laid on my bed and thought about my life. I hated it. I hated this house, and I hated my parents. Everything sucked, and I wish my life was different.
Time Jump – Christmas Time
Jace POV:
I hated the holidays. I hated everything about them. My parents always threw this huge Christmas party and acted like we were some big happy family when in all reality, we were the farthest thing from happy, or a family. It was the week before the party and I was miserable. I didn't have football to occupy my time with anymore, and I just kinda pulled away from everything.
I decided that I needed to take a drive. School was out for winter break, and I couldn't be in this house anymore. I got in my car and just started driving and listening to depressing music. I was so caught in my own head that I didn't even realize that the sun had set. I parked my car and leaned my head against the steering wheel. I was so miserable. I took a deep breath and tried to keep the dark thoughts away. They have been plaguing my mind more and more these past few weeks. Someone tapped on my window and I jumped nearly 10 feet in the air.
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to scare you." I heard and when I focused I noticed Clary standing here. I opened my window and there she was. "You know, you have this weird habit of showing up at my house." She laughed.
"I didn't even know where I was. I just parked my car and closed my eyes." I said honestly.
"Everything okay?" She asked.
"Of course. Why wouldn't it be?" I said.
"People don't just randomly drive unless they are trying to escape something." She said.
"My house got lonely. I'm an only child, and I figured a drive would do me good." I said and she nodded.
"It's game night." She said with a smile. "And I could really use a partner." She said and I laughed.
"Let's kick some ass." I said as I turned my car off and got out. We walked into the house where Jocelyn and Luke were sitting on the couch setting a game up.
"Look who I found yet again." Clary said and they looked up.
"Jace. It's been awhile." Jocelyn said. "How are you?"
"I'm good. You?" I asked.
"Pretty amazing." She smiled and I smiled back.
"Okay, I'm going to get some drinks. What are the orders?" Clary asked.
"Diet Pepsi!" Jocelyn said.
"Cream Soda!" Luke said.
"Do you have sprit?" I asked and she smiled.
"Of course." She said before walking into the kitchen.
"So Jace, any plans for the holidays?" Luke asked.
"My parents throw this Christmas party every year." I said. "But other than that, nothing really. What about you guys?" I asked.
"Just hanging around here." Jocelyn said. "Christmas day for us is spending the entire day in our pajamas and baking cookies and listening to Christmas music."
"That sounds fun." I said and Clary walked back in.
"It is until our neighbors call to complain about the noise." She laughed as she handed out the drinks.
"That's happened?" I asked.
"Last Christmas the cops showed up." She said. "We were just told to keep it down, and than we gave them a box of cookies."
"Nice. Bribe the police." I smirked and she laughed.
"We make enough to feed this whole town." She said.
"Why so many?" I asked.
"It's a nice mother/daughter bonding experience." She said and I nodded. "Now, I don't know about you old people, but Jace and I are ready to kick ass." She said and they laughed.
"Bring it on loser." Jocelyn said as she dealt out the cards.
We sat there playing games for hours. We were playing double Go Fish and it was actually really fun to play in teams. Something I never thought of before, hell I don't think I've ever played Go Fish, but with Clary's family, I absolutely loved it.
"Do you have any Kings?" I asked.
"God Fish." Luke and Jocelyn said at the same time. "Jinx you owe me a soda!" They said again.
"You know the rules." Clary said and they put down their cards.
"Ready?" Luke asked. Jocelyn nodded. "Rock, paper, scissors shoot!" Luke said. Jocelyn threw scissors, Luke threw paper.
"Ha! Sucker! Get me a Pepsi lime!" Jocelyn said and Luke rolled his eyes and got up and went into the kitchen.
"You guys are so serious with your soda." I laughed, it still amazed me how much they took it seriously, but I enjoyed it.
"It's a serious competition here." Clary said and I smiled. Luke came back with two Pepsi Limes.
"Drink up babe." Jocelyn said as they popped their tabs.
"You're lucky I love you." Luke said before they both took a sip. "God this is awful." He said and we all laughed.
It was nearly midnight when we finished our last game. Jocelyn and Luke decided to call it a night, and Clary walked me out to my car. When we got to the drivers side I turned around and and faced her.
"Thank you for distracting me yet again." I said and she smiled.
"It seems to be my specialty." She smiled and I laughed.
"It really does." I said.
"Get home safely." She said and I nodded. I opened my car door and she started walking away when I stopped.
"Clary." I said and she turned around. "My parents are throwing this Christmas party next weekend." I said. "Would you like to come?" I asked and she smiled.
"I'd love to." She said, and I let out a breath.
"Great. I'll drop off an invitation tomorrow." I said and she nodded.
"Is it going to be fancy?" She asked.
"Pretty fancy." I admitted.
"Okay." She said. "I'll see you around Jace." She said and I smiled.
"Goodnight Clary." I said and I got in my car and headed home. I was excited for Clary to be attending the party with me, hopefully it will be more bearable.
I got home and expected everyone to be asleep. I walked into the kitchen to get a snack when I saw my mom sitting at the table with hot tea.
"Mom." I said and she looked up. "What are you doing up?" I asked.
"Couldn't sleep." She said. "Where were you?" She asked, not that she cared about my life, but she was just nosey.
"With a friend." I said. I grabbed an apple from the fridge and turned to her. "I invited her to our Christmas party this weekend." I said.
"Very well. Put her name on the guest list." She said. I nodded and headed towards my room. Just a little care would go along way, but I wasn't getting that anytime soon.
Time Jump – One Week Later
Clary POV:
I was staring at myself in the mirror. I've never dressed this fancy before in my whole life. When Jace said it was going to be pretty fancy, I immediately told my mom the next day about it and we started looking for something appropriate to wear.
So as I stare at myself in the mirror, I can't believe I pulled it off. I was wearing a black dress. It was in two pieces but it was elegant. The top was lacey, and the skirt was flowy and had a nice slit, something that was sexy but still classy. I had red heels on that matched my red lipstick, my hair was perfectly curled and I had a smokey eye. There was a knock at my door and my mom walked in.
"Oh sweetie, you look spectacular." She said and I smiled.
"You sure it's not over the top?" I asked. "The whole midriff showing isn't trashy right?" I asked.
"Not at all sweetheart." She said. "That is an elegant dress. You look like a million bucks." She said and I smiled.
"Thanks mom." I said and she hugged me.
"Jace is downstairs." She said and I nodded. I grabbed my clutch and made my way downstairs. Before I turned the corner I took a deep breath. I walked out and seeing Jace in a tux was something that I'd like to see more often. He looked gorgeous, and it fit him perfectly.
"Hey." He said and it broke me out of my head.
"Hey." I said.
"Okay, no curfew tonight since I don't really know what goes on, but make sure she gets home safely Jace." My mom said.
"You have my word Jocelyn." Jace said and I smiled. I grabbed my coat and put it on.
"I'll see you tomorrow mom." I said and she kissed my cheek.
"Have a great time honey!" She said and I nodded. Jace and I walked out to his car and I got in. I was incredibly nervous now, and I didn't know if it was because I was about to enter a home with a bunch of incredibly rich people who were completely out of my social class or if it was because of Jace, but I was nervous for sure.
We got to his house, and the place was packed. He parked his car and we got out. He walked over to me and held out his arm. I took it and we walked up to the front door. We walked in and my coat was immediately taken from me. I looked around and the place was absolutely incredibly.
"Wow." I said and Jace smiled. "This is something else." I said.
"My parents like to make a statement." He said.
"This is some statement." I said.
"Come on, let's get something to drink." He said.
'Okay, but no alcohol. I do not want another hang over." I said and he laughed.
"No alcohol tonight." He said as we made our way over to the bar. "Diet Coke and a regular Coke please." Jace asked the bartender and he nodded. The glasses were out in a second and we took them and walked away. We were walking around the ballroom, or what was a step down from a ballroom, regardless, it's a huge room, when we stopped in front of two people. "Mom, Dad, this is Clary." He said and the two people looked at me.
"It's a pleasure to meet you." I held out my hand but they didn't take it. "You have a magnificent home." I said.
"Yes we do." The woman said and everything in me ran cold.
"Thank you for inviting me." I said with a smile.
"Jonathan invited you." His father said. "This party is for the elite, and you certainly aren't elite." He said as they walked away.
"Okay." I said once they were gone.
"I'm sorry about them." He said.
"Talk about frigid." I said. "No wonder you ended up outside my window." I said. "Are they always like that?" I asked.
"Yup." He simply said. "Come on, let's forget about them." He said and I simply nodded. I wanted to forget about the ice queen and king. I wanted to enjoy my night with Jace, and that's what I was going to do.
Time Jump – A Couple Hours Later
Clary POV:
Jace had left to go speak with his father nearly 30 minutes ago. I was starting worry about where he got too. I was waiting until he got back to ask him where the bathroom was, but since he didn't seem to be getting back anytime soon, I figured I'd go explore for myself. I was walking down a hallway when I heard a harsh hushed tone. I stopped at the end and peaked around the corner to see Jace and his father talking, but it certainly wasn't a friendly conversation. His dad had him pinned up against the wall and I focused my hearing.
"You will obey me Jonathan." His father said harshly. "This party has all my clients and potential clients. I don't need you ruining that with your little rebellious flirtation with that girl." He said and I had to admit, that stung a little.
"We aren't doing anything to embarrass you father." Jace said.
"Just the fact that she's here is embarrassing enough." His father said and that he did something I never expected. He put his hand around Jace's throats and shoved him against the wall. "She is never to come here again Jonathan." He hissed. "Understand me?" He asked harshly and all Jace could do was nod seeing as his oxygen was being cut off. After nearly a minute of him chocking Jace he let go and Jace stared gasping for air. "Compose yourself and get back in there." His father said before walking. Once he was gone I walked around the corner.
"Jace?" I asked and he looked at me.
"How much did you hear?" He asked as he rubbed his throat.
"Enough." I said. "Are you okay?" I asked.
"I'm fine." He said.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"I'm fine Clary." He said harshly.
"I was just making sure Jace. You don't need to snap at me." I said back defensively.
"Why did you even come this way to begin with?" He asked.
"I needed a bathroom and I didn't know where one was so I just started looking." I explained. "That's when I saw it all."
"The bathroom is on the opposite side." He said in a dead tone.
"You don't deserve that Jace." I said and he looked at me with emotionless eyes.
"You don't know what you're talking about Clary." He said harshly. "Not every person can live in your perfect little world of family game night and soda competitions." He said and I winced at his harshness. "Everyone has a dark side Clary, one day you'll figure that out." He said.
"I think I just did." I said as I turned around and walked away. I wanted to be there for Jace, but I didn't deserve to be attacked.
Jace POV:
I watched Clary walk away and I felt awful. I snapped at her because I'm just so tired of being treated like shit by my family, but she was trying to make sure I was okay, and I was a huge dick to her.
I walked back into the room where the party was held, and I saw Clary in the corner. She was talking to some girl who I've never seen before. Our eyes locked but she immediately looked away. I hated how harsh I was to her. She was too good a person to get that kind of treatment. I walked over to the bar to get another drink when I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. I turned around and there stood Clary.
"I'd like to go home." She said. I knew she was upset so I just nodded and we made our way to the coatroom. She got her belongings and we went to my car. The drive to her house was silent, but I expected that. I pulled into her driveway and cut the engine.
"I'm so sorry Clary." I said and she looked at me.
"I don't appreciate being treated that way Jace." She said. "I was just trying to see if you were okay, and forgive me for not believing the bullshit excuse you've probably been reciting for years." She said. "You deserve more than that. I always knew there was something you were hiding from the world." She said and I was shocked that she paid that much attention. "I knew there was more to you than that player and jerk you portrayed yourself to be in school. I just didn't know behind that facade was a truly harsh guy." She said and that hurt. "Have a good Christmas Jace." She said as she got out of the car.
"I'm not a harsh guy." I said as I got out of the car and she turned around. "You caught me in a vulnerable moment. I was just chocked by my father, I was feeling angry." I said.
"That's when the truth comes out Jace." She said. "I'll see you when school starts back up." She said and than she disappeared into the house. I got in my car and headed home dreading the shit I was going to get from my parents. I basically just lost the safe haven that I've created for myself with Clary's family. And that sucked.
Time Jump - Two Weeks Later
Jace POV:
My father was on another alcoholic stampede. My mother was out of town on business, so he took that as an excuse to get belligerently drunk.
I walked downstairs one night to get something to eat but before I got to the kitchen, a hand wrapped around my arm and shoved me against a wall. This wasn't going to end well.
"You're such a disappointment." He slurred. "I don't even know why I had you." He said and I could smell the putrid smell on his breath. "I thought we'd have the perfect son. A mini me. But I couldn't have been more wrong." He said as his hand made its way to my throat. "You're worthless." He said as he began to squeeze. I clawed at his hand trying to get him to let go. All he was doing was laughing. I broke skin on his hand and he flinched. "You bastard." He said as he threw me down, but on the way to the floor I hit a table, and smashed a vase, causeing glass shards to go everywhere, cutting my hands, arms and face. Instead of getting up I just crawled away. My father could barely walk so I had the upper hand. I grabbed my keys and ran to my car. I didn't know where I was going but I couldn't stay here.
Before I knew it, I was on a bridge. I parked my car and stood on the ledge. I looked down at the water and just took a deep breath. The fall would knock me out, the water would cause me to freeze, and I'd drown. As simple as that. I wouldn't even feel it. All the pain and agony would be gone. This life would stop. The pain would stop. The torture would stop. Everything would stop. I'd be free.
A smile appeared across my face as the thought of being free. No more workaholic parents. No more drunk father. No more uncaring mother. It would all be gone. Everything seemed set, until a certain redhead popped into my head. I'd never see her smile again, or hear her laugh. I'd never go over on a Saturday night and hang out with her family again. I looked at the water one more time before getting off the ledge and heading to the one place I knew I needed to be.
Clary POV:
It was late but I wasn't tired at all. I curled up on the couch, with a cup of hot tea and my favorite romantic movie. There was snow falling outside, and I had the fireplace on. It was so calming, and I was basking in the peacefulness until a frantic knock came at the door. I got up and opened the door and found Jace there, shivering with dry blood all over his face.
"Can I come in?" He asked.
"What happened?" I asked as he walked into the house.
"My dad was really drunk." He said. "Way worse than he normally gets. And he just wasn't happy with me tonight."
"What did he do?" I asked.
"First he started choking me, than he threw me to the ground, but a table was on my way, and I shattered a vase, glass shards went everywhere." He said. "I ran. I got in my car and I just drove." He said. "I got to a bridge. I was thinking about jumping." He said and I gasped. "It seemed like I made up my mind. I wanted to be free. I didn't want to deal with him anymore. I wanted it to stop."
"Why didn't you jump than?" I asked.
"Because if I died I wouldn't have to see my parents again, but I also wouldn't see you again either." He said and my eyes filled with tears. "I would never see you smile, or I wouldn't hear you laugh, and I'd never get to spend my Saturday nights having game night with your family." He said and I laughed. "So I got off the ledge and I drove here."
"Jace." I said but apparently he wasn't done.
"I am so sorry about what I said to you the night of the Christmas party. I was upset and I took it out on you. I shouldn't have done that." He said. "These last two weeks without talking or seeing you have been torture." He said and I smiled. "I'll do anything to earn your forgiveness because I need you in my life Clary."
"You have me Jace." I said as I put my hand over his. "I'll never stop being your friend. We both just needed to cool off from that night."
"I cooled off. I'm ice cold." He said and I laughed.
"Lets clean you up, get you some different clothes, and than we can watch the rest of this movie together." I said and he nodded. I was never going to stop being Jace's friend. His friendship meant the world to me, and just because we had a little argument doesn't mean I was going to throw that away.
After I cleaned him up and gave him some more of Jon's clothes, we got situated on the couch to finish out the movie. I don't know when I happened, but I felt my eyes drooping. I leaned my head on his shoulder and before I knew it was fast asleep.
Jocelyn POV:
I got up early this morning because I wanted to make breakfast for Clary and Luke. I yawned as I made my way downstairs, but when I walked past the living room, I was incredibly surprised. Jace and Clary were on the couch asleep. Jace had his arms protectively around her and her head was resting peacefully on his chest. They looked so calm, and happy. Clary even had a small smile on her face.
I walked into the kitchen and started making breakfast like I planned. I had a full plate of pancakes and eggs done when Luke walked in and joined me.
"Did you see that out there?" He asked and I laughed.
"I did." I said. "I was pleasantly surprised."
"When did he get here?" Luke asked.
"No idea. But we can interrogate them at breakfast." I said and he nodded.
When breakfast was done I have Luke the job of setting the table. I made my way out into the living room to wake up Clary and Jace. I rubbed Clary's cheek lightly until she opened he eyes.
"Wakey wakey sleepy head." I said and she looked confused. She sat up and when she saw the Jace was her pillow her eyes widened.
"I can explain." She said and I laughed.
"Good. That gives us a good story for breakfast." I said and she rolled her eye. "It's ready. So wake him up and join us in the kitchen." I said and she nodded. I smiled at walked away. They'd be a cute couple.
Clary POV:
I nudged Jace and he groaned. I nudged him again and he swallowed and got a look of annoyance on his face, and I nudged him one more time.
"10 more minutes." He said and I laughed.
"Breakfast is ready." I said and his eyes started to open.
"Clary?" He questioned and I nodded. "Shit we fell asleep."
"That we did." I said.
"Did your parents find us?" He asked and I laughed and nodded.
"They expect a full report at breakfast." I said. "Which I can smell, and I'm starving. Let's go." I said as I dragged him off the couch and into the kitchen. We took our seats and my mom and Luke smiled at us.
"How was your night?" Luke asked and I rolled my eyes.
"It was fine." I said and they just kept looking at me, until they focused their attention on Jace.
"When did you get here Jace?" My mom asked.
"Late." He said. "I don't remember what time specifically."
"Did she find you in our yard again?" Luke asked and I groaned but Jace laughed.
"No." He said. "I got into a fight with my dad last night and I needed to get away. This was the first place I thought of." He said. I looked at him because I knew it wasn't the total truth, but it wasn't my story to tell.
"Did you fall in some thorn bushes?" My mom asked and Jace traced the cuts on his face.
"No." He said honestly. "My face made it's way into a table, and a broken vase."
"Oh my." My mom said. "Are you okay?" She asked.
"Yea. Clary cleaned them last night, and I can barely feel them." He said.
"I'm guessing that fight was more than just a verbal one." Luke said and Jace just nodded. "Well, you're always welcome to come here when you need to get away."
"Thank you. That means a lot to me." Jace said and my mom and Luke smiled at him and nodded.
We ate breakfast together just like we were one big happy family. Just the way meals always worked when Jace was around. I couldn't even imagine being in a situation where my father or mother physically attacked me. There was so much more to Jace than what was on the surface. I always knew that, but I never knew just how horrible what he went through was. But this house would always be a safe haven for him. No matter what time of day or day of the year.
We finished breakfast and my mom and Luke told us to relax while they cleaned up. Jace and I made our way back into the living room where we took a seat on the couch. We were quiet. I didn't know if he wanted to talk about it, and I wasn't going to force him, so I was just leaving the conversation up to him.
"What you saw the night of the party." He started. "Isn't rare, but it hasn't been happening my whole life." He said. "My dad started drinking when I was about 14." He said and I knew it was hard for him to talk about so I put my hand in his and he squeezed. "My parents have never been nurturing. They've always been rather cold, but I had friends, and that's how I got through it. But then they all started wanting something from me, and using me for my parents money, and when I got old enough I started using my parents money to keep those friends around." He said. "My parents have given me everything I've ever wanted, but not because they are generous people. They just gave me whatever I asked for because they wanted to get me out of their hair." He said and my heart broke for him. "That's when I decided that nobody was ever going to see how lonely and depressed I was. I put on a front that personified this perfect like that everyone thought I had." He said. "And that's how I've been ever since."
"That must have really sucked." I said and he nodded.
"It was easier to lie to everyone than let someone in." He said. "Plus, people already had an imagine of who I was and what my life was life. I just let them keep thinking it and suppressed all the emotions I was feeling."
"Well, like Luke said, you're always welcome here." I said and he smiled.
"I appreciate that." He said. "After the party I honestly thought I had lost you forever." He said and I smiled. "This is the first place where I've never had to hide behind a façade."
"And you can always use it as a safe haven." I said and he nodded as he continued to rub his thumbs over my knuckles.
"Can I ask you something?" He asked after a couple minutes.
"Of course." I said.
"Would you like to go out with me?" He asked hesitantly. As long as I've known Jace, he's never been the type of be unsure of what he wanted. He's always been confident.
"Like on a date?" I asked and he laughed.
"Yes." He said and I smiled.
"I'd love too." I said and he got the biggest smile on his face. I leaned over and hooked my arms around his neck and gave him a nice long, and very needed hug. He held me close to him and I knew that he needed this hug. We didn't let go until I heard a throat clear behind us. We broke apart and there stood my mom and Luke.
"Luke and I are going out to get a few things." My mom said.
"Do you two need anything?" Luke asked.
"Snickers!" I said and my mom laughed.
"Anything for you Jace?" My mom asked.
"I'm fine Jocelyn." He said and she gave me that look. "But I could go for a Butterfinger right about now." I said and she smiled.
"We'll be back in a couple hours." She said and I nodded. The grabbed their things and headed outside.
"What would you like to do?" I asked Jace once we were alone.
"I could actually really use a shower." He said. "Is that okay?"
"Absolutely." I said. "You know where the bathroom is." I said and she stood up. "Towels are in the closet in the bathroom."
"Thanks." He said as he went upstairs. I decided that once he was finished with his shower we'd just watch movies all day. He didn't take long in the shower. He was done after about 15 minutes. He made his way back to the couch where he took a seat. I gave him the blanket and we sat there and watched movies. I leaned into him and he put his arm around my shoulders. I knew that I was going to enjoy wherever this relationship went.
Time Jump – Two Weeks Before Prom
Clary POV:
I was standing at my locker getting my books for my next class when Jace walked up and leaned against them. I looked up and smiled at him. He smiled back before leaning down and giving me a sweet kiss. Our first date was perfect, and by the end of the night he asked me to be his girlfriend, and it's been amazing ever since.
"Hey." I said when he leaned away.
"What class do you have next?" He asked.
"History." I said. "You should know this by now." I laughed as I closed my locker.
"You would think, but for some reason I just get distracted by a pretty girl." He smirked and I couldn't help but blush. He draped his arm around my shoulders and walked me to my next class.
When we got back to school and we walked into the building all eyes were on us. Jace wasn't known to have girlfriends, and nobody even knew who I was. There were rumors going around, and constant stares, and whispers, but Jace and I couldn't do anything about it. They were going to talk and stare as much as they wanted too. Jace and I were going to go about our business, and ignore them the best we could.
"So, I was wondering." Jace said as we reached my classroom. "How would you like to go to prom with me?" He asked and I laughed.
"Let me think about it." I said sarcastically and he gasped. And I couldn't help but laugh. "I'd love too."
"Thank god that anxiety is over." He said and I laughed.
"See you at lunch?" I asked and he nodded. I got on my tippy toes and gave him a kiss. I walked into the classroom and he walked to whatever class he had now. I was happy, and Jace seemed happy, and that's all that mattered to me.
Time Jump – Lunch
Clary POV:
I was putting my books in my locker getting ready for lunch when someone slammed my locker shut. I looked up and there stood a group of girls who the whole school would classify as 'popular' but I preferred to call them 'attention seeking whores'.
"Can I help you?" I asked.
"It's been months." The one girl said, I believe her name is Kaelie. "When is he going to dump your loser ass?"
"I'm assuming we're talking about Jace correct?" I asked.
"Who else would I be talking about freak?" She said. "I've been planning what we'd wear to prom together since freshman year. All he has to do is dump you sorry ass and than our plans can be put into motion." She said and I laughed.
"That's going to be kind of awkward since he asked me to prom this morning." I said and her jaw dropped. "Face it, he doesn't want to date you otherwise he would have by now." I said. "Now, I'm trying to get to lunch." I said as I pushed my way past them. I got to the cafeteria and found Jace sitting at our normal table. I took a seat and passed him the apple and soda I always bring him.
"What took you so long?" He asked.
"Kaelie and her posse cornered me against my locker." I said. "She wanted to know when we were going to break up so they you could ask her to prom." I said and he laughed.
"You would think after 3 years of denying her she'd give up." He said and I smiled.
"Persistence is an admirable quality." I said as I took a bite of my sandwich. We sat there and ate like we did every day. We laughed, and joked and enjoyed each others company. It didn't matter that the kids at school didn't understand our relationship, or that they were jealous. We were happy, and that was the important thing.
Time Jump – Prom
Jace POV:
I knocked on the front door of Clary's house and I couldn't stop being nervous. It was just something about her that made me nervous. I wanted everything to be perfect for her. I want to show her the best possible time, and give her everything she deserves. The door opened and there stood Jocelyn.
"You look great Jace." She said and I smiled.
"Thank you." I said as I walked into the house.
"Let me go get Clary." She said and I nodded. She went upstairs and Luke walked into the room.
"Looking sharp kid." He said and I smiled.
"Thanks Luke." I said and than Jocelyn made her way back down the stairs with the biggest smile on her face. A moment later Clary emerged and my jaw literally dropped. She was wearing a deep red dress that really brought out her beautiful red hair. Her make up looked amazing, she was a vision and I couldn't believe that she was my date. "You look amazing." I said and she blushed.
"You don't look bad yourself." She said. "I like the entire black look." She said.
"I didn't want out reds to be different shades. I thought all black was a safer bet." I explained and she nodded. I took her hand in my and twirled her around and saw the whole dress. "You're stunning." I said and she laughed.
"Thank you." She said.
"Picture time!" Jocelyn said and I laughed. we stood together and smiled for Jocelyn and when she was satisfied my cheeks actually hurt from smiling so much, but I wasn't going to complain, they cared about prom. That was more than my parents did. "You two have an amazing time."
"Thanks mom." Clary said as she gave her a hug. We walked out of the house and got to my car. I opened the door and Clary got in. I couldn't get the smile off my face. I had the most beautiful, and stunning girl as my date, and girlfriend. Tonight was going to be a blast, I knew it.
Time Jump – A Couple Hours Later
Clary POV:
Prom had been amazing so far. I was having the best time and if it weren't for Jace, I probably wouldn't have even come, and experiencing it, and how much fun it is, I'm so thankful that I did, and had such an amazing date as Jace.
It was a slow song, and Jace and I were swaying back and forth to the music. My head was resting on his chest as I smiled about the entire night. Jace's hand was running up and down my exposed back and this moment was truly perfect.
"Clary." I heard Jace whisper and I lifted my head up to look into his eyes. He smiled, tucked a stray curl behind my ear. "I love you." He whispered and I sucked in a breath.
"I love you too." I said back after a second, and he got the biggest smile on his face. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine. Tonight couldn't have been any more perfect.
Time Jump – Five Years Later
Clary POV:
Where do I even begin with the last five years? I graduated from NYU with a bachelors in Art History, and a minor in photography. Jace graduated from Columbia with a bachelors in law. He is currently at New York Law School and I seriously couldn't be prouder of him. Everything in our lives was perfect, except for Jace's parents. They were less than thrilled when they found out we were dating, but Jace kept me away from them at all costs. They also weren't happy that he decided to peruse law and not business, but at the end of the day it was all about what Jace wanted, and he had me, my mom and Luke backing him up, and that made all the difference for him.
Even though his parents weren't happy with his choice of career, and his choice of girlfriend, he still went over every Sunday for dinner. It was something that he felt obligated to do since they paid for his education, and everything. When he got home from his visits he was in a pretty dark place. The first few times he got home, he locked himself in his room for the entire night, and I would end up sleeping on the couch. I understood he needed a night alone, and the next night we would talk about it. He would apologize profusely about locking me out of our bedroom, but I understood. He had nothing to apologize for, and I made sure that he knew that.
I didn't think that Jace and his parents would ever get along. Jace put up that front that it didn't bother him, but I knew that he wished his parents would take some interest in what he was interested in, or show that they cared, but I wasn't convinced that they even cared about him in the first place, and that broke my heart. Jace deserved to be loved by his parents, and for so long I wished there could be something that would open their eyes to how amazing Jace was, and almost a year ago I think my wish was granted.
Kennedy Grace Herondale was born 3 months ago, and was a light in our lives. She had my red hair but she got Jace's beautiful gold eyes, and I could just see the love that Jace had for his little girl. We were nervous as hell when I found out I was pregnant, but having my mom and Luke there for us was a huge saving grace. They were so supportive of us even though we were young. They knew we loved each other, and they knew we'd love Kennedy no matter what.
Today was the day that we were taking her to meet Jace's parents. At first he was completely against it. He didn't want her to be exposed to their negativity, but I reminded him that he would never let anything happen to her, and that if today went bad, we didn't have to bring her back, which seemed to make him a little more comfortable with the idea. We pulled up to their mansion, took Kennedy from her car seat and made our way to the front door. Jace rung the bell and a moment later it opened with the maid. She took our coats and directed us towards the living room. It was empty at the moment, so Jace and I just took a seat on the sofa. Kennedy reached for Jace, who gladly took her and gave her the biggest kiss, which caused her to giggle her head off. They had such a special bond, one that I hope would never go away. We both heard the clicking before we saw his parents and I saw Jace take a deep breath.
"Remember, we can leave whenever we want if you think something nasty is coming." I reminded Jace and he nodded. The clicking got closer and when we looked up, there stood Celine and Stephan Herondale is all their cold and disgruntled glory.
"Jonathan, Clarissa." Celine said and I stood up from the couch.
"Hello Mrs. Herondale." I said. "Mr. Herondale." Neither of them acknowledged my hello, so I moved on. "Jace and I would like to introduce you to your granddaughter." I said as Jace stood up. "This is Kennedy." I said and they both were looking at the cutie in Jace's arms.
"Kennedy what?" Stephan asked.
"Kennedy Herondale." Jace said.
"Powerful name." He said.
"We thought so too." I said as I took her hand in mine and kissed it, which caused her to giggle. They took a seat in the two chairs that were facing the couch that Jace and I were on. I put out her blanket with all her toys and Jace laid her down and she started playing with them all, the room was being filled with kid songs and giggles. I couldn't help but smile at her. She really was my pride and joy. "How are you two doing?" I asked trying to make this less awkward.
"We're well." Celine said, and I nodded. "How is school Jonathan?" She asked and I think Jace literally gasped when she asked.
"Are you genuinely curious, or are you just trying to seem interesting in what I'm doing with my life?" He asked harshly.
"Does it really matter?" Stephan asked. Jace balled his fists, and I put my hand over his and he relaxed. At that moment something hit Kennedy on the head and she started crying. Jace scooped her into his arms and started bouncing her around the room. I smiled at his interactions with her, and when I focused back onto his parents they seemed shocked at how loving of a man he was.
"He's an excellent father." I said and that seemed to pull their attention away from him and back to me. "Whatever she needs, he makes sure she has it. When she wakes up crying in the middle of the night, he's the first one out of bed, and unless she's hungry, he doesn't wake me up, even if he has class the next day, or a test." I further explained. "Despite what he's been through in his life, he is the most loving and compassionate man I've ever met, and our daughter is lucky to have him as a father."
"I've never seen him like this." Celine said as she looked back at Jace who was now cooing at our daughter.
"You never cared." I said honestly. "There were some complications when she was born." I admitted. "The umbilical cord was wrapped around her neck and she couldn't breath." I said. "I don't think I've ever seen Jace cry, but there was no stopping him that day. He loves her more than anything in this world." I said as Celine looked back at me. "When we were in the hospital, and Kennedy was nearly a day old, my mom and stepdad were there visiting, and my mom wouldn't let Kennedy leave her arms." I said with a laugh. "She couldn't believe that her little girl just had a little girl of her own. She was so proud of me." I said. "And even though Jace never said it, I knew he wished you two were there to see his daughter. To maybe show you two cared enough to make that effort." I finished and they didn't say anything.
"I knew you two wouldn't come." Jace said from the other side of the room while he continued to look at Kennedy. "Nothing I did was ever good enough for you two, why should having a kid be any different?" He asked, but he didn't look over. "Part of me hoped that maybe this important and life changing event would make you two realize how awful you've been to me." He said. This time he looked away from Kennedy and at his parents. "But deep down I knew it was false hope." He said as he walked back over to me and took a seat next to me with Kennedy on his lap. "Clary convinced me to come here today." He said. "I didn't want Kennedy to ever know who you two were, but Clary thought you two deserved to at least meet her." He explained while he looked at me and I smiled in encouragement. "But I guarantee we won't be coming back anytime soon."
"Jonathan, be reasonable." Stephan said.
"This is me being reasonable." Jace said. "I could easily come in here, flip over a few tables, destroyed a few paintings." He said and I gasped as he laughed a little. "But I came in here civilly. With my daughter, and my girlfriend to let you two see your granddaughter at least once in her lifetime."
"Thank you for bringing her over." Celine said, and I had to admit, that was the nicest thing she's ever said around me.
"You're welcome, but we have somewhere else we need to be soon." Jace said as he stood up. I grabbed her blanket and gathered her toys and stuffed them back in the bag. "I'll see you Sunday night for dinner." Jace said as he started to walk away. His parents said nothing, and I just couldn't believe it.
"Have a good evening." I said as I ran after Jace. He was already at the car getting Kennedy strapped in. I got in the passenger side and waited for him to get in. once the door was closed he took a deep breath. "That could have gone worse." I said and he laughed.
"That it could have." He said as he started the car. "Let's get to your parents. We don't want to be late for dinner." He said as he pulled out of the driveway. We made our way to my parents house, and walked right in like we always did. I put all of Kennedy's stuff down in the living room before going into the kitchen to greet m parents.
"There my grandbaby is. I was in Kennedy withdrawal." My mom said as she scooped Kennedy from Jace's arms.
"She isn't lying. She hasn't been able to stop talking about her for about 25 minutes." Luke said and I laughed.
"How was the meeting with your parents?" My mom asked Jace.
"Not great." Jace said honestly. "When Kennedy is old enough to make her own decisions, she can decide if she wants to reach out to them, but I'm not going to take her to that house and subject her to my parents harsh exterior. Spunk and personality never really had a place in that house, and I have a feeling this kid is going to be jumping off the walls when she gains the ability to walk." He said with a laugh.
"Most children do." My mom said. "I'm going to have some quality bonding time with my grandbaby, Luke why don't you finish getting the table set." She said and Luke just nodded.
"Need any help Luke?" I asked and he smiled.
"Can you get the stuff off the stove and into bowls?" He asked and I nodded.
"I'll get the drinks. What would you like Luke?" Jace asked.
"Cream soda please." Luke said. Jace went over to the fridge and got out what we all liked and put them around the table while he got the chair ready for Kennedy. She wasn't going to be eating until we were done, but that didn't mean we wanted to exclude her. I was facing away from everyone getting the food ready when I heard my mom.
"I got the cutest outfit for Kennedy the other day." She said and I turned around to see it, but what I saw was not what I was expecting. My mom was holding up Kennedy with a shirt that said 'will you marry me?' and Jace was down on one knee holding a ring, while Luke was recording.
"I love you more than anything else in this entire world. There isn't another day that I want to pass without you being my fiancé, and I can't wait for the day where you become my wife." He said and my eyes started to water. "You've given me the greatest gift on this planet, and I can't wait to experience the rest of my life with you." He said. "Will you marry me Clarissa Fray?" He asked.
"Yes." I barely managed to get out. He stood up and slid the ring on my finger before slamming our lips together. When we broke apart I couldn't help but smile. "I love you."
"I love you too." He said and than I heard Kennedy giggle. Jace took her out of my mom's arms and brought her over to me.
"Let's get a picture!" Luke said and I smiled. Jace help Kennedy up so that you could read the shirt and I held my left hand up and Luke snapped away. "Alright, dinner time!" He said and we all sat around the table.
"Pass the peas." Luke and I said at the same time. "Jinx you owe me a soda!" We shouted together.
"You know the rules." Jace said and I looked at Luke.
"You ready?" I asked and he nodded. "Rock, paper, scissors shoot!" I said. I threw a rock, and Luke threw a paper.
"Put that Diet Coke back and grab a cream soda loser!" Luke said and I groaned.
"I really hope you like Coke when you grow up." I heard Jace coo at Kennedy, which she just giggled at and we all laughed. I sat back down and Luke and I popped the tabs of our soda.
"Cheers kiddo." Luke said, and I clinked our cans.
"Cheers old man." I said as we took a sit. "Ah, this is disgusting." I said and Luke just laughed. I put the soda down and we all continued to eat. I looked around the table and couldn't believe how lucky I was. I had the most amazing parents in the world, I had the best baby on this planet, and a smoking hot fiancé. I was on top of the world, and nothing could bring me down. I linked my fingers in Jace's hand and he smiled at me. There wasn't a day that I didn't thank whoever brought Jace into my life because I couldn't imagine life without him and our beautiful baby. Life was good, despite all the shit people go through, and that's what Jace and I liked to focus on.
Authors Note:
Addy42 requested a story about Jace having problems and Clary helping him through them, and this is what I came up with! I loved writing this story, and I really hope that you do as well! I hope that it lived up to your expectations, and that you all like it! Please let me know what you think and leave a review! :)
Also, I wanted to give you guys pictures of the dresses, but every time I pasted the link, they wouldn't work! So I guess you all can just picture what the dresses look like, but I'll give some more description below!
First Dress:
The first dress is all black, and it's a two piece dress! The top is lacey and the bottom is just a normal black fabric! there is a slight right up to the middle of the thigh thats not trashy. It's still elegant! If you search 'black two piece prom dresses' in google, and click on images, it will be the third line down (the second line without counting the line that gives prices) and it'll be the fourth one in from the left! That's the dress I was picturing!
Second Dress:
This dress is a deep red! It has a deep cut out back and is embroidered with sequence! If you search 'red backless dress' on google, than when it gives you different options in the top, click evening gown. The fifth row down (fourth line without counting the line that gives prices) and it'll be the third one in from the left! That was the dress I pictured her going to prom in! And if you can't seem to find the one I'm talking about, feel free to think about a dress that you would like to see her in!
Thanks again, and I hope you all enjoy! :)
