One Hundred and Twenty One Story:
Married to Fame
Clary POV:
"God damn it Jace Herondale, I am going to murder you the next time I see you." I mumbled to myself as I walked into Alec and Magnus's house. I fumbled around with my purse to find my phone. He was going to get a piece of my mind. "You think you can fucking stand me up, well you have another thing coming!" I yelled as I threw my phone at the nearest wall.
"Whoa." I heard and when I turned around there sat Alec and Magnus. "What happened to you?"
"Jace missed my birthing class….again." I said angrily. "It's like he isn't even taking it seriously."
"He is on location filming a movie." Magnus said trying to reason with me.
"I don't care if he was in the middle of the Atlantic ocean, he made a promise, several promises actually, and he's broken all of them." I pointed out and they nodded.
"I understand the frustration biscuit, and I totally think that Jace should have been there, but he's working really hard." Magnus said, and I knew what he was getting at, but that didn't make me any less pissed.
"Well, if all he was going to do was work, and break promises, he should have stayed fucking single forever! I'm done with this shit. There is no way I'm going to raise our baby with a part time father. Either he's in, or he's out." I said as I snatched my purse. "I'm going to take a nap. My doctor says I'm too stressed." I said as I stormed out of the room.
I knew what life could be like if I got involved with Jace, but I also knew how passionate he was about his career, and there wasn't anything I wanted more for him than to succeed in his dreams. But if I knew he was basically going to blow me off and break all these promises to me, I might have reconsidered my future.
Alec POV:
After Clary went upstairs I immediately called Jace. Of course he didn't pick up, and I had to admit, it was pretty annoying when you needed him and he didn't answer. I completely understood how angry Clary was. It's not exaggerated, and it's not false. Since Jace's career took off, he's been super preoccupied with all types of contracts and up and coming projects. It's what he's always dreamed of doing, but I always thought that him having that family would ground him in some level, and now that's he's getting one – hell he's creating one with Clary, he seems more absent then before.
"She sounded extremely pissed." Magnus said and I sighed.
"I can't blame her." I admitted. "She's 5 months pregnant, and for the last 3 Jace has forgotten or blown off doctors appointments or birthing classes. I get he's working, but Clary needs him here."
"I completely understand her frustration." Magnus said. "But those were words that come right before a divorce is served. And that scares me."
"I don't know what they're going to do, but Jace needs to pull his head out of his ass. And quickly." I said and Magnus nodded in agreement. Jace may be my best friend, and my brother, but Clary has been going through hard times during this pregnancy, so I can't help it if my allegiance lies with her at the moment.
Time Jump – One Week Later
Clary POV:
I was walking into my normal coffee shop for their one smoothie that I've been craving for a month. I wasn't paying any attention until I bumping into someone.
"Oh. I'm so sorry." I said but I when I looked up, I was greeted by an old face. "Sebastian?" I questioned.
"Clary." He smiled. "Wow. You're pregnant." He said and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Very pregnant. Just hit the 5 month mark." I said as I rubbed my belly.
"You want anything?" He asked as he pointed to the barista.
"You don't have to Seb." I waved him off but he smiled.
"Think of this as a late congratulations." He said and I laughed.
"In that case, how about a very berry smoothie?" I asked and he smiled.
"As you wish." He said and I smiled.
We got our drinks and took a seat in the coffee shop, and I couldn't even explain how good it was to catch up with a familiar face.
"So, how are you?" He asked.
"I'm okay. Being pregnant is hard, being married is hard, but I'm getting through." I explained. "What about you?" I asked.
"I'm doing well. My long term girlfriend and I just moved in together." He said proudly.
"And you moved to California?" I asked.
"We did. She has a lot of family out here, and I knew she was home sick so we moved." He explained.
"That's amazing." I said and he smiled.
"Life is pretty great." He said.
"So you moved in together. Will there be an engagement next?" I asked and he laughed.
"Possibly. In a few years." He said. "We aren't in any rush. We both don't want kids. So we're just doing everything when the time feels right."
"That's amazing Seb." I said.
"I'm really happy." He said and I sighed. "What was that sigh for?" He asked.
"Things have just been tough lately." I admitted.
"Married life not all it's cracked up to be?" He asked.
"Married life to an actor isn't all it's cracked up to be." I specified.
"Ah. That sucks." He said.
"And I know it's his job, but it sucks being on the other end." I said.
"How long have you two been married?" He asked.
"4 years." I said. "But we've been together for 8."
"And you knew this was the life he wanted? The career he was passionate about?" He asked.
"Since the moment I met him." I admitted.
"But you're just now realizing how hard it was going to be?" He asked.
"The beginning half of our relationship was basically him just going to auditions and getting rejected. His career only just picked up 3 or so years ago, and it's exhausting trying to keep him interested in me." I said as my eyes started to water. I didn't want to get emotional but damn it these hormones weren't my friend.
"Hey, if he can't see what an amazing girl he married, than fuck him." Sebastian said. "He's probably just really busy and caught up with whatever project he's working on, and once it dies down, and once the baby is here he'll be himself again."
"I hope you're right." I said and Sebastian laughed.
"When have I ever been wrong?" He smirked.
"When you said we'd be together forever but broke up a month later." I reminded him and we both laughed.
"You know, if we didn't differ on kids I think we would have lasted." He said and I just smiled.
"I guess we'll never know." I said. "Plus, both of us being in love with other people is a little problematic as well. For a healthy relationship that is." I said and he laughed.
"But we're happy, and getting the future we wanted." He said and I smiled. Despite how hard it's been, I was married to the love of my life and starting a family, and for that I was beyond happy. "I have to get going. Maybe I'll see you around." He said.
"I should head out as well." I told him as I got up. We both walked out of the coffee shop. When we hit the sidewalk he gave me a big hug, which I gladly returned. We parted ways and I headed to my car. It was so nice spending time catching up with Sebastian, and it put some things in perspective for me, and I really needed that.
Jace POV:
Things have been super busy around here lately, and all my days have been shifted due to weather. It sucked that I had to work most nights, but that's the price you pay when you're an actor. It might suck now, but when the movie is finally out, and I see all the hard work, and the fan reactions, it all makes it worth it.
It was a long night of shooting, and it was nearly 5 am, and I was just getting to bed. I don't have another shoot until tonight, so I had the whole day to rest, which was going to be greatly appreciated.
I got to my trailer, but when I opened the door I was greeted with my manager. I put all my stuff down and joined me at the table.
"What do I owe this unexpected pleasure?" I asked.
"I figured you'd like to be the first to see this." He said as he placed pictures in front of me. I picked them up and noticed Clary right away, but I didn't recognize the guy she was having lunch with.
"Where did you get these?" I asked.
"A friend of mine took them earlier this week. Figured he'd give me the heads up before it went to publishing." He said.
"Hodge, these can't be published. Tell your guy to destroy them." I demanded.
"He isn't the one publishing them." He told me. "There were other photographers camped out looking for juicy gossip. Clary happened to be the only thing juicy about that day."
"This can't be happening." I said.
"Do you know what's going on? We could get ahead of this story before people convolute it into something it's not." Hodge suggested.
"I have no idea who that guy is." I said.
"Well, have you talked to Clary recently?" He asked and I looked at him. "She's your wife, and you haven't spoken to her recently?"
"I got busy." I defended.
"She's your pregnant wife. She takes priority over everything Jonathan." He said and I flinched at my full name. "Make this right with her. The last thing you need to worry about is these photos and start worrying about your marriage." He said before getting up and leaving.
I looked at the pictures again, and Clary just looked so carefree and happy. She was laughing and having a good time with some guy who I didn't even know. I looked at my messages and the last time I spoke to Clary was almost 3 weeks ago. It was hard with my schedule to keep in touch, and Clary knew that.
I got changed and got in bed before calling Alec. At first he didn't answer, but I wasn't stopping. I didn't care if it was 3 am where he was, I was going to get some answers before I went to bed, and calling Clary wasn't an option, considering I'm probably on her shit list right now.
"What the fuck do you want?" Alec answered.
"Who was the man Clary was seen with earlier this week?" I asked.
"What are you talking about?" He asked.
"Some paparazzi got pictures of Clary and some dude having lunch earlier this week. I want to know who he is." I demanded.
"Than call your wife." He said.
"She won't answer my calls." I said. "We haven't spoken in almost 3 weeks."
"Whose fault is that?" Alec said bitterly.
"Dude, why are you being such a dick right now?" I asked Alec. I mean, I knew he could be moody, but this was just ridiculous.
"Maybe if you weren't such an asshole, you'd know what your wife has been up too lately." Alec hissed back.
"Oh, you mean you knew about the man she was seen with earlier this week?" I sneered at Alec.
"That's your main concern?" He asked with a venomous laugh.
"Hell yes. Why do you think I called? Why wouldn't I be annoyed with my wife, my pregnant wife, having lunch with another guy?" I yelled. "And laughing like she's a teenage girl!" I added.
"Just think about that sentence Jace. Your wife, your pregnant wife." He said. "Anything ring a bell to you?" He said and I thought about it. That's when it clicked.
"Shit. I missed the birthing class. I told Clary I would make it." I said.
"Wow. You aren't as stupid as you look." Alex said.
"Not helping dude." I said.
"I get that you working, and this is your dream, but that's no excuse for making Clary feel like a single mother. Don't be that guy who puts his career before family." Alec said.
"How is she?" I asked. "Is she pissed?"
"Dude, I thought she was going to divorce you with how pissed she was his time around." He said and I sighed.
"Okay. Thanks for the heads up man." I said.
"I love you dude. You're my brother, my best friend, but something has to change. Clary is a tough girl, but she won't hesitate to change something in order to make sure your baby is happy." He said.
"I know. Love you too brother." I said before hanging up. I totally fucked up this time around and I didn't know how to fix it.
Time Jump – One Week Later
Clary POV:
I was feeling rather uncomfortable for the last week or so, and Izzy suggested that I go see my doctor, so that's what I'm doing today. I've experienced discomfort before, but this didn't seem to be going away, and I was a little scared if I'm being honest.
"Clarissa Fray?" I heard and I stood up out of my chair. I still used my maiden name in public so people wouldn't bombard me. I didn't know how Jace survived constantly being attacked by fans, and I really didn't want to go through it, so I just stuck with Fray for my own sanity.
I got into the office and up on the table. I was sitting there for about 10 minutes before my doctor walked in.
"Hey Clary, how are you doing today?" She asked.
"Honestly, I'm in some pain, and I don't know why." I said honestly.
"Let me take a look." She said and I nodded. I laid back on the table and she started to examine me. It was times like this that I wish Jace were here to hold my hand. I may still be pissed at him, but he is still my husband, and I was carrying his child. "Okay Clary, it's nothing major for right now, but your blood pressure is slightly elevated, so I'm going to suggest bed rest for about a month, and than we'll see how you're feeling."
"Thank you so much." I said and she nodded.
"Now, I know your husband is away, is there anyone you can stay with while you're on bed rest?" She asked.
"My brother-in-law lives rather close." I said and she nodded.
"Well, get some rest, and we'll talk soon." She said and I nodded. I got out to the waiting room before dialing Alec's number.
"Hey Clare, what's up?" He asked.
"I need a huge favor." I said.
"Anything." He responded.
"I just got done with the doctor and she wants me on bed rest for a month. Can I stay with you guys?" I asked.
"Absolutely." Alec said. "Do you need me to come get you from the hospital?" He asked.
"That would be greatly appreciated." I said. Izzy dropped me off but went shopping, so he was my back up plan if needed.
"Be right there." He said before hanging up. My hands rested on my belly, and I couldn't help but be a little scared about being put on bed rest. I am only 5 months pregnant, what if I need to be on bed rest for the rest of my pregnancy?
Time Jump – Two Weeks Later
Jace POV:
Clary has been avoiding my calls, and I can't say that I blame her. I've been a shitty husband these last few years. After I got my first big break, roles just came running to me, and I've let it get to my head. I can't believe I've been so selfish, especially when Clary was going through something so huge. I mean, we were having a baby. A baby! It was something that I couldn't even put into words, I was that excited, and I promised to be at every appointment and class that she had, and I've just fallen flat on every single promise. I feel awful, but after this movie I'm taking a break and focusing solely on her, and our baby.
I decided that I would surprise Clary this week. She was almost 6 months pregnant, so I have decided to come home and take here wherever she wants to go. I don't care if it's across the world, we were going to spend some alone time together, hopefully in a secluded house where my phone didn't work, and we were going to get everything out in the open and put it all behind us. We needed a fresh start, and that's what was going to happen.
I got home, and when I opened the door, I was immediately confused. Knowing Clary as well as I do, there was always noise. Whether it be music, the TV, her own singing, or a podcast that she just got into, there was always something playing – but this time, it was silent. I walked further into the house, and I noticed that everything seemed too stiff. It was like no one has been living here. I went up to our room, and the bed was made, something Clary never did. I grabbed my phone and called her, but she didn't answer, so I called Alec.
"Hey Jace." He said.
"Do you know where Clary is?" I asked frantically.
"Yea." He said. "She's with me."
"Oh thank god." I said. "I got home and everything is just stiff."
"Wait, you're home?" He asked.
"Yea. They don't need me for at least a week, so I figured I'd come home and surprise Clary, but she wasn't here." I explained.
"Yea, Clary was put on bed rest a couple weeks ago, and she's been staying with us." He said and I felt like the wind was knocked out of me.
"Why was she put on bed rest?" I asked.
"Why don't you get over here, and find out for yourself." He said.
"Oh yea! I can do that! Be right over." I said before hanging up.
I grabbed my keys and made a beeline for my car. I got to Alec's in record time and flew into the house – I didn't bother knocking or anything. I ran up the stairs – past all the people – and started searching the guest rooms when I finally found here.
"Jace?" She questioned and I walked in. "What are you doing here?"
"Why haven't you been answering my calls?" I asked.
"I'm rather pissed at you." She said and I nodded.
"I'm a fuck up." I stated. "I really fucked up this time, and I totally understand you being pissed off, but I would have loved to know you were on bed rest."
"You wouldn't have cared Jace. Hell, you've missed the last like 3 months of birthing classes and appointments. Why care now?" She yelled.
"You're carrying my child!" I yelled back. "Of course I fucking care."
"You don't get to have an attitude with me Jace." She said.
"I think I do." I said back. "Who was the guy you were with last month?" I asked. This was clearly not the time for this, but I was bringing it up anyway.
"Seriously? You're mad about that?" She asked.
"Hell yes I'm mad about that. My wife is out having lunch with another dude, and I have to find out through the paparazzi?" I yelled.
"Well if you answered your fucking phone, you would have known!" She yelled. "Ouch." She said as she clutched her stomach and all the anger in me just died as I saw her in pain. I didn't realize how big she got.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Piss off Jace." She hissed.
"No. I don't care how mad we are at each other, I'm going to be here for our baby." I said as I took a few steps closer and sat on the edge of the bed.
"She's been kicking a lot recently." She said and my heart stopped.
"She?" I questioned and Clary looked at me.
"Oh right, you missed that appointment, and you didn't pick up that phone call." She said bitterly, but I didn't really care at this moment. I just found out I was having a daughter.
"We're having a girl?" I asked again and Clary looked at me, and than smiled.
"Yea. We're having a girl." She said softer and I just couldn't believe it.
"Oh my god. This is amazing." I said and even though nothing had been resolved between Clary and I, she still laughed at my excitement. "I'm going to have a daughter. That's insane."
"It is really crazy." She said and I took my seat again. "I cried for about 10 minutes after I found out."
"I'm so sorry Clary." I said again, this time more sincerely. "I should have been here, and I know an apology will only go so far, but I really do mean it."
"I can't keep doing this Jace." Clary said.
"What are you saying?" I asked concerned about our marriage.
"I'm saying, you can't have one foot in this relationship, and the other one out." She explained. "When we got married, we vowed to be there for each other no matter what, and you specifically said that wouldn't chose work over me, and I feel like you've been choosing it over our family for the last year or so Jace." She said and her eyes started to water. "I don't want our daughter to feel like you're choosing your job over her. Because I'm a grown ass woman and I'm falling apart, I can't imagine how she would feel." Clary finished as the tears started to fall down her face.
"Clary."
"And pick up your god damn phone every once in awhile, or shoot me a text saying you'll call me back when you can." She continued like I didn't even speak. "I get you work odd hours so you can't always answer, but not talking for weeks is slowly killing me Jace."
"Clary."
"And for the love of all that is holy, take a fucking break between projects. You know I basically haven't had a husband in 3 years? You're constantly picking up new projects, and as proud as I am that your career finally picked up after years of rejection, a break wouldn't fucking kill you Jonathan." She said and yet again I flinch at my full name. "Like, what if you missed her birth? Or something went wrong and I couldn't make decisions because I was in a coma? Or what if I got sick and Alec, Magnus, Izzy and Simon weren't here to help like they have been since I got pregnant, and she needed you?" She said.
"Clarissa!" I said rather loudly and she stopped talking. "Can I speak?" I asked and she nodded. "I'm taking a break after this film." I said. "I realized that I can't do this once the baby is born. I shouldn't have jam packed my life with project after project, but after so much rejection, it felt nice that they wanted me for a role. I had the power this time." I explained. "I didn't have to go into audition after audition and pretend to be gay, or a woman, or a fucking animal just for some low level acting job. People actually wanted me." I said. "I guess it got to my head."
"Who wouldn't want you? You're an amazing actor Jace." She said. "And just because it took a couple years to get here, doesn't mean you have to take every project that's offered to you. Tell Hodge to kill some potential projects for you. You're going to burn out if you keep this pace up."
"I should have said no to a few of them." I admitted. "But I was just so excited."
"I know you were. I was around during those periods of rejection." She pointed out. "I even did your make up for some of those auditions." She said and I couldn't help but laugh. "You aren't alone Jace. I went through those ups and downs with you as well. I know how hard it was for you, and I know how many times you wanted to quit, but I didn't let you."
"You're the main reason I'm still an actor and not some sell out who couldn't make it." I said. "I owe you my career, and I haven't been acting like it at all." I took her hands in mine. "That's going to change."
"This better be legit Jace, because I'm at the end of the line with these empty promises." She said.
"I will not break this one Clary. Or any I make from here on out." I said honestly and she nodded.
"And that guy I was with is an old friend." She said. "We bumped into each other at the coffee shop and he bought me a smoothie as a congratulations."
"I wasn't aware you had any old friends in California." I said surprised.
"I don't, but he just moved out here with his girlfriend." She told me.
"Is this old friend an ex?" I asked jealously, and she laughed.
"If you must know, we dated in high school." She said.
"I don't like him." I said and she laughed.
"Get over it you big baby. I married you didn't I?" She said and I smiled and leaned forward and pressed my lips to hers. The feeling of coming home never felt better.
"Would you two have gotten married?" I asked curiously.
"No." She said. "He doesn't want kids, and I clearly do." She said as she rubbed her belly. "We parted due to our differences in future goals."
"How long were you two together?" I asked.
"Aren't you nosey tonight." She said and I laughed.
"Just curious is all. I would like to know who you hang out with." I said and she nodded.
"We dated for a little over 2 years." She said. "But when the end of our senior year came and we were talking about the future, we realized that we just had two totally different goals, and decided that we needed to separate."
"How mature for two high schoolers." I said and she smiled.
"I've always been an old soul." She said and I smiled.
"That you have been." I said. "So Mrs. Herondale, I'm all yours for an entire week. What would you like to do?" I asked and she smiled.
"For one, I would love if you got under these covers and cuddled me." She said and I smiled and nodded along following her instructions. "And two, I want you to kiss me." She said.
"That I can certainly do." I said as my lips found their way to hers. I was going to keep my promises to Clary this time around that was for sure.
Time Jump – Two Weeks Later
Clary POV:
I was meeting with my doctor today to discuss if I needed to stay on bed rest or not. Jace unfortunately couldn't make this appointment. We talked about it, and his shooting got pushed back, so he wasn't able to make it back in time, and I was okay with it. Since we talked it out, and everything, I was okay with him missing it. And that's all I really needed. I needed him to be invested in everything that was going on, and it made me feel good that he was keeping his promise to not break any more promises.
"Clarissa Fray?" I heard and I got out of my chair and followed the nurse into the room. I sat there for a few moments before my doctor walked in.
"Good to see you again Clary, how are you feeling?" She asked.
"A lot better actually." I said honestly.
"That's good to hear." She said. "Let's take a look." She said and I nodded. I let her examine me and after what felt like forever, she was finally done. "Well Clary, you've made an improvement since the last time I saw you. Bed rest has done good things for you." She said. "Now, you don't need to continue to be on bed rest, but just take it easy okay? You're getting into the long stretch of your pregnancy now, and you don't want to do anything that will cause too much stress to you."
"I promise." I said. "No more unnecessary stress."
"Glad to hear it." She said. "I'll see you at your next appointment." I nodded and made my way out of the room before calling Alec. I could no loner fit behind the wheel of a car, so just like my young self, I needed a driver.
"What's up Clary?" Alec answered.
"Can you pick me up from the hospital?" I asked.
"Of course. Are you coming back here?" He asked.
"No. I'm not on bed rest anymore, but I still need to take it easy." I explained. "And I'd really like to sleep in my own bed."
"You got it. I'll be right there." He said and we hung up.
Alec picked me up, along with my bags and took me home. It was amazing to be back in the house after a long month of basically doing nothing. I immediately put the radio on, and sat on the couch and just closed my eyes. I may be doing the same thing I was doing at Alec and Magnus's but at least it was in my own home this time. I was pulled out of my little daydream when my phone started ringing.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey babe." Jace said and I couldn't help but smile. "How was the appointment?" HE asked.
"It went well. I'm off bed rest but I still need to take it easy." I told him.
"Are you still with Alec and Magnus?" He asked.
"No. I wanted to come home. Sleep in our bed." I said.
"I'm glad to hear it." He said. "I don't have much time but I just wanted to check in on things." He said.
"I appreciate that." I told him.
"Filming is done tomorrow, I should be home late." He said.
"And I'll be in bed." I said and he laughed.
"Of course. Well, I'll text you later. I love you." He said.
"I love you too." I responded and we hung up. I put my head back on the pillow and couldn't help but smile. He truly meant what he said to me about being better at communicating, and that meant the world to me.
Time Jump – One Month Later
Jace POV:
The film that I just recently shot has been coming along nicely and there was a special premiere for those of us who were in it, and our families. Nothing concrete yet, just a rough copy, but it was still exciting nonetheless to see your work come to life. I hadn't asked Clary to come with me yet, but that's mostly because the last week or so have been incredibly hard for her. She's been looking better since last night, so I figured it was the best time to ask now.
"Hey babe, can we talk about something?" I asked when I met her in the living room.
"Of course. Is everything okay?" She asked.
"Everything is fine." I reassured her. "You know that sometimes when a movie has a rough cut done they let the crew and their families get a sneak peak?" I asked and she nodded. "Well, next weekend is that sneak peak, and I was wondering if you'd be up for coming with me?" I asked.
"I would love too." She said enthusiastically.
"Great." I said cheerfully. "But if you aren't feeling too great when the time comes, just let me know." I told her.
"Jace, I'm 7 months pregnant, not crippled." She said and I laughed.
"I know that, but you've been having a hard time recently, and I want to make sure you aren't in too much pain." I clarified.
"And you're incredibly sweet for that, but I want to come see this rough cut of the movie. I want to see what you were working so hard on." She told me.
"I think you're going to like it." I smiled brightly at her.
"Why? Are you playing the bad boy again?" She asked and I laughed.
"Actually no, I play a single father in this one." I said and she just smiled so happily at me. I had a reputation of playing a certain role – the bad boy – and when I got this script, I wanted to keep it a surprise until the movie came out. Especially after I found out Clary was pregnant.
"You're going to make me cry aren't you?" She asked.
"I get a little sappy. But that's the only hint you get." I said and she laughed.
"I hate that you don't let me in on your projects." She said.
"I just love getting your first reaction. It's always been my favorite part about acting." I said truthfully.
"Well, I can't wait to see what you've worked so hard on." She said and I leaned over and kissed her.
"I have a meeting to get too, mainly with Hodge about taking some time off. I should be back by dinner. What would you like for dinner?" I asked.
"Taki's." She smiled and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Your wish is my command." I said before heading out. I couldn't wait to see Clary's reaction to my role in this movie.
Time Jump – Movie Premiere
Clary POV:
Tonight was the night that I finally got to see the rough draft of Jace's movie, and I was really excited. I always loved to see what he was working on, and to get a first look at it – even if it was an unfinished version – was something I loved. I've gotten to see everything that Jace ever did before everyone else, and I was always super proud of him.
I was just finishing getting ready when Jace walked into the room. Now, this wasn't a movie premiere, but that didn't mean they wanted you to look like a slob. They expected a certain standard, and just because I was 7 months pregnant, doesn't mean I'm going to ignore the standard.
"You look amazing." Jace said and I turned away from the mirror.
"You think so?" I questioned, not knowing if this dress was appropriate enough.
"Babe, you look stunning, just like you always do." He reassured me as he kissed my temple.
"Okay." I said and he nodded. "Are we leaving soon?" I asked.
"We should." He said. "Since I'm one of the main characters, they want me to be one of the first people there." He explained.
"Well than, let's go." I said and he smiled.
We got in the car and headed towards the theater. I wasn't expecting much, but of course the paparazzi got wind of this exclusive premiere and they were camped out in front of the theater. Jace parked the car and helped me out. He kept me close to this side, making sure the paparazzi didn't harass me – which was something he did ever since they attacked me one day – and ever since that day, he's always been super protective of me when it came to public outings, and I can only assume it's even more important now that I'm pregnant. It was pretty quiet until we got close.
"Jace! What can you tell me about your new movie?" The one reporter asked.
"Jace! When are you going to release another project?" Another reported asked.
"Clary! Is that baby really Jace's?" One reported asked, and that stopped Jace dead in his tracks.
"Why would you ask just a ludicrous question?" Jace asked.
"She was seen with another man some time ago. I'm just wondering if there was something going on there since you never released a statement regarding those pictures." The reporter asked, and I should have known those pictures would come back up.
"That picture was Clary running into an old friend from her high school days. He offered to buy her a smoothie as a congratulations for our child." Jace said rather calmly, which surprised me. "Clary and I are very much in love, just like we've always been. The fact that you all would jump to such ridiculous conclusions is a waste of your time."
"Are you having a girl or a boy?" The reported continued to probe.
"If you'll excuse us, we have a movie to watch." Jace said and he moved us into the theater. He took us to our seats and we sat down and I started to rub my belly nervously.
"I'm sorry." I finally said and Jace looked at me.
"For what?" He asked genuinely surprised.
"For being seen in public with Sebastian." I said. "I knew the pictures were released but I never read any articles regarding them. I should have known they would come back up and be used against us."
"Clary, there is absolutely nothing to apologize for." He said. "Unless something happened with Sebastian that I don't know about." He added.
"Nope." I said quickly. "I told you the absolute truth." I reassured him.
"Than there is nothing to apologize for." He said again. "You were talking to an old friend, and the paparazzi happened to get it on film. I didn't make a statement about them because I didn't think I needed too. Of course I should have known better with my line of work, but I don't want you worrying about having to release a statement every time you run into a friend, or when you accidently run into a guy and are caught apologizing to him and the paparazzi spins it into something it's not." He explained. "You never signed up for this life, so you should never have to apologize for doing something ordinary people would do on a regular basis." He said and I couldn't help but smile.
"Actually I did." I said. "Sign up for this life I mean." I explained.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"I knew from the moment I met you that you wanted to be an actor, and I knew nothing was going to stop you." I said. "And I supported you 100%, and I still do." I explained. "Saying yes to our first day, to your proposal, to our vows was me signing up for this life. The paparazzi can spin whatever they want, I just feel bad that it falls back on you most of the time."
"Don't worry about me babe." He said. "This industry has given me a very thick skin. I can handle myself."
"I know, but I still don't like that it always comes back to try and bite you in the ass." I said and he laughed. "I love you, and I wish the public would just learn that I love you, and leave us alone."
"Trust me babe, the paparazzi will never leave us alone." He said and I laughed. "But we can do everything in our power to make sure they know as little about us as possible." He said as his hand rested on my belly. "Especially after this little one is born."
"You sure you don't mind not sharing her with the world?" I asked and he smiled.
"Absolutely." He said. "I want to keep her just ours for as long as possible."
"I don't mind if you post pictures of her." I said. "I know your fans are going to want to see her, but just try and keep her face out of it."
"Oh babe, I already got the poses ready for the rest of her childhood life." He said and I couldn't help but laugh.
"You would." I said and he kissed my cheek.
"I just can't wait to start raising her with you." He said. "It's going to be one hell of an adventure." He said and I couldn't help but agree with him. Raising our daughter was going to be one hell of an adventure, but it was an adventure that I couldn't wait to embark on.
Time Jump – Birth
Jace POV:
I was in the middle of doing press for my latest film, but I couldn't help but worry about Clary. Her due date was any day now, and I trusted Alec and Magnus with her, but that didn't mean I didn't want to be there the moment it happened.
Clary insisted that I go to this press event, and I knew going was the right move, but that didn't make leaving her suck any less. But it was in the United States, so I was lucky enough to still be in the country if Clary went into labor at any moment.
Last night was a pretty long night, and press started rather early this morning, so I couldn't wait to go back to he hotel room, FaceTime Clary, then take a nap. I was pretty much an old man these days, despite my young age, but I didn't care. Talking to Clary was the highlight of my day, and I loved it more than I could explain.
I was heading to my last meet and greet of the day, and I was pretty excited. Not only to meet my fans, but also to be done for the day. I took my seat, next to my amazing costar – Livia – who plays my daughter in the film, and we began meeting with all our amazing fans.
"How far along is your wife?" The one fan asked me as I was signing her poster. As much as Clary and I loved to keep to ourselves about our personal lives, I was happy that my fans were so interested in what I did off camera.
"She's 9 months." I beamed. "So any day now she could go into labor."
"Are you freaking out?" She asked and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Of course." I said and she smiled. "Being a father is terrifying."
"Did this movie prepare you at all for fatherhood?" She asked, and I looked at Livia.
"I think it did." I said honestly. "Of course it's different since I have to raise my own from birth, and Livia here was already 7 when I started parenting her, but I think she taught me a lot about the kind of father I hope to be." I said as I handed the poster back to her.
"Thank you so much." She said. "I know you're going to be a great father, and I can't wait to see your little one on Instagram." She said before walking away. I couldn't help but smile at the conversation we just had. I knew my fans loved me, but knowing they were rooting for me outside of the film industry was something that made me feel even better about my career and my future.
The rest of the day went by quickly. There were more people asking about my baby – mostly women – and a few guys who asked about Clary. Well, mostly they were asking how to land a bombshell like Clary, and I just smiled from ear to ear. To this day I still don't know how I landed her, but I thanked my lucky stars every day that she was mine, and every time I looked at her, I couldn't help but realize how lucky I was to have her as my wife, and partner. She was my biggest fan, and my most solid anchor when my head got too big. She was truly everything to me, and I wouldn't be who I am without her by my side.
Time Jump – Middle of the Night
Jace POV:
I heard my phone buzzing like crazy, and I tried to ignore it as much as possible, but after about 5 minutes I was getting so frustrated. I blindly reached over and grabbed it.
"What?" I groggily yelled into the phone.
"Clary's in labor." I heard the person on the other end say. I shot out of bed and looked at my phone, and of course, it was Alec.
"Shit." I said as I got out of bed. "How is she?" I asked.
"She's freaking out a little, but I think that's just because she's super anxious to meet her. She's handling the pain rather well though." Alec explained.
"I had no doubt in my mind that she would handle the pain like a champ." I said and Alec laughed.
"Where are you exactly?" He asked.
"I'm in Atlanta." I said.
"Okay." He said. "The doctor told Clary that she was pretty far out from actually giving birth, so just get on the first flight and get here as soon as possible." He explained.
"Thank you Alec. For being there for her." I said.
"She's my sister-in-law. Of course." He said.
"See you soon." I said.
We hung up and I grabbed the rest of my stuff and headed towards the parking lot. Thankfully my manger hated relying on car services, so he always rented a car. I got in the car and headed towards the airport. I was having a baby, and I couldn't believe that we were about to embark on this crazy journey of parenthood.
Clary POV:
The pain was pretty excruciating, but I knew it would all be worth it once she's here. It seemed like this past month of pregnancy was taking forever, and I was also 3 days past my original due date. Instead of a November baby, I was having a December baby.
The doctor keeps coming in an telling me I'm not close to pushing, but I've been here for nearly 5 hours, and I can't imagine how much longer I'm going to be in labor before I can start pushing. The only thing that's making it worth the wait is that Jace can get here and witness the birth, and that made me smile every single time I was in pain.
"Clary?" I heard and when I looked at the door there stood Alec.
"What's up Alec?" I asked.
"Jace's flight just landed, so I'm going to go get him." He said and I couldn't help but smile. "Magnus is in the cafeteria with Max and Rafe, but if you need him just send him a quick text."
"Of course. Thank you so much Alec." I said and he smiled before stepping back out of the room.
I sat back and just put my hands on my belly as I felt our little girl kick. This was finally the day, we were finally going to be parents, and everything was falling into place. It seemed so surreal, but we've been waiting for 9 months to meet this little one, and the fact that it was going to happen any moment now, was amazing.
Time Jump – 30 Hours Of Labor
Jace POV:
When I finally got to the hospital, I was super thrilled that Clary hadn't had the baby yet. Of course I wanted to witness it, but I also wanted to help Clary through the process of giving birth to our first child. It was an experience that you only got once, and I knew I wasn't going to miss it if I had anything to say about it.
What we didn't know was that Clary was going to be in labor for over a day. We're at the 35 hour mark, and Clary looks like she's in a severe amount of pain, and to know that I can't do anything to lesson that pain was killing me as well. It was like our baby just didn't want to come out. She was already a couple days late, and now she just wasn't close to being pushed out.
It was late, and I needed some coffee from the make shift coffee stand at the nurses station. Thankfully the hospital gave us a very private room so that we were away from prying eye. And to avoid me being seen, the nurses were kind enough to let me get my coffee from their station.
I grabbed the cup and went back to the room. Clary had been in an out of sleep for about 8 hours now, and I made sure that I slept when she was just so that she didn't have to be awake alone, but for some reason I just wasn't tired tonight.
I walked back into the room and took my seat next to Clary's bed. She was asleep, and I could hear the baby's monitor going crazy. She was moving around a lot inside of Clary, I could see her belly moving in every direction. I couldn't help but smile at my daughter basically dancing inside my wife, but I couldn't wait to see her dancing outside of my wife as well. I put my coffee down and moved closer to my talk to my baby girl.
"Hey baby." I whispered. "Look, I know you're comfy in there, but your mommy and I really want to meet you, and we can't do that if you're in there." I said. "Please, let's us meet you and start this amazing family that I know we'll be." I said as I pressed my lips to Clary's belly.
"You're cute." I heard and I looked up to see Clary smiling down at me.
"How long have you been awake?" I asked.
"Since you started talking." She said and I smiled. "I hope I give birth soon." She said as she shifted her body. She was now laying facing me, and my hand was still resting on her belly.
"So do I babe." I said. "I just can't wait to meet her."
"I've been ready since my due date." She said.
"Do you feel any better? Worse?" I asked.
"Right now I'm actually not in a lot of pain. So that's nice." She said and I nodded. But than her face changed from a look of peace, to a look of panic.
"Clary, what's wrong?" I asked panicked.
"My water just broke." She said with the biggest smile on her face. "Oh my god." I hit the nurses button and our night nurse came right in.
"What can I help you with?" She asked.
"My water just broke." Clary said, and the nurse smiled.
"I'll get the doctor in right away." She said before leaving the room. I looked up at Clary and she was beaming.
"We're finally going to get to meet her." I said and Clary nodded excitedly.
Time Jump – Two Hours Later
Clary POV:
I have been pushing for about an hour now, and I was exhausted, but I wasn't giving up yet. This baby was going to come out of me, and she was going to come out of me today.
"Okay Clary, one more big push and I think she'll be here." The doctor said. I pushed with all my might, and screamed at the top of my lungs as I squeezed Jace's hand until I thought I broke it. "I see her head Clary, keep pushing." She said and the just fueled my fire. I pushed even harder than I thought I could, and the moment that I heard those sweet baby cries, I started to cry as well. Jace bent down and kissed my forehead as we waited for the nurses to be done looking over and cleaning our baby off.
"Congratulations Clary and Jace, you are proud parents of a new baby girl." The nurse said as she walked over to us with a pink bundle in her hands. I reached out and she placed her gently in my arms. Our perfect baby was finally here.
"You sure took your sweet time getting here baby girl." I said and Jace laughed.
"Welcome to the family Kinzley Celine Herondale." Jace said and I couldn't help but smile.
Her name was something we fought over for a couple months. I wanted something simple, but Jace wanted something unique. So we agreed on something different, but it couldn't be absolutely absurd, or incredibly boring. Those were our guidelines, and I found the name Kinzley on the internet somewhere and it just stuck. When I told Jace about it, he thought it was absolutely perfect. And our baby was always going to be named after Jace's parents no matter what, so when I found out we were having a girl, Celine was automatically her middle name.
"I love you." I said as I looked up at Jace.
"I love you too." He said as he played with Kinzley's fingers. "And I love you too Kinz." He said and I smiled.
My family was finally becoming what I always wanted, and I couldn't be prouder of Jace and I. we've come so far in our relationship, and we've overcome some serious obstacles, and I couldn't wait to start raising her, and whatever other children we bring into this world, with him by my side.
Time Jump – Two Months Later
Clary POV:
Kinzley was doing absolutely amazing. And fatherhood came so naturally to Jace, and I was super happy that he was taking the time off to be here with me and figure out parenthood together.
Jace had a meeting with Hodge today, so it was just Kinzley and I today. She was currently taking a nap, so I was cleaning up the house. Since having a baby, I haven't had any motivation to clean, and I knew it was driving Jace crazy. As much as he cleaned, it just got messy again, and his OCD was always at an all time high.
I just finished doing the dishes, and I had a couple minutes to just sit and relax, so I grabbed my phone and started going through my Instagram feed. It's been a couple days since I've been on, so it could take me some time. I was absentmindedly scrolling when I noticed that Jace posted a picture. It was a picture of Kinzley and I in bed this morning sleeping. After she feeds, she doesn't want to be alone so she normally ends up in bed with us. I couldn't help but smile as I started reading the caption.
therealjaceherondale: Being a father to this beautiful little girl, and a husband to the hottest wife in the world was always a dream of mine, but nothing prepared me for how truly lucky I was to get these two girls. My baby girl is 2 months old today, and I already feel like she's growing up too fast. I love you two more than you'll ever know.
I couldn't get the smile off my face. Kinzley was such a daddy's girl and I was convinced if she didn't need me for food, she would always want Jace, but I didn't mind. Their relationship was truly special and I loved that. Jace's picture had almost 500,000 likes, and a lot of comments. Normally I didn't like to read them but I was curious how his fans thought about this life changing event.
Bubblegirl09: Ugh, there goes my chance of having your kids Jace, but I can only imagine she's the cutest little baby in the world! So happy for you!
Chiboy34: If she looks anything like your wife, can I date her when she's old enough?
Jace'sbiggestfan: What is your daughters name?! I bet it's something super cute! Love youuuuuuu!
Jace&Clary_fanpage: You two are literal goals, and I can't wait to see all the pictures you post of this sweet little bundle of joy! You two will make the most amazing parents in the world! I wish you were mine!
After the last one I deiced to stop reading. For the most part they were all pretty positive things, but there was always going to be those fans that hate me, or hate Jace, and just want to put their two cents into a conversation where it isn't wanted. That was something Jace and I wanted to protect Kinzley from as long as we possibly could. She didn't deserve the hate, especially as a baby.
I heard her crying through the baby monitor and went to go grab her. She was laying in the crib just wailing, so I picked her up, changed her, and brought her downstairs. I sat on the couch and started feeding her. A couple minutes later, the front door opened and in walked Jace.
"There are my two favorite girls." He said as he pressed his lips to the top of my head.
"How was the meeting with Hodge?" I asked.
"It went well." He said. "Apparently there is this movie that is trying their hardest to cast me, and as many times as Hodge told them no, they are relentless, so we had a sit down meeting with the casting directors to let them know that I wasn't going to be involved in a movie for another year, and they were just trying to sell me in a every single way." He explained.
"What is the movie about?" I asked curiously.
"I'm not even sure to be honest." He said and I laughed. "It takes place in the jungles of like Thailand and they expect filming to take almost 2 years."
"Damn, that sounds intense." I said and he nodded.
"Even if I wasn't taking a year off, I don't know if I would have taken the role anyway. It doesn't seem like something I'd do." He said.
"It's always good to be part of different types of movies. That way you don't get type casted." I pointed out and he nodded.
"True, but they backed off for now, but they didn't looked pleased, and I don't think they're done bothering Hodge about it." He told me.
"Well, I guess after the year is up, you can give them your final answer if they are still looking at you at the lead role." I said and he nodded.
"Very true." He said. "How is my baby doing?" He asked.
"She just woke up from her nap, so after she's done feeding, she's all yours." I said and Jace smiled.
"That's what I like to hear!" He said and I laughed.
After she was done, I handed her off to Jace and went back to cleaning up the place a little more. I could hear Jace talking to Kinzley, and hearing her giggle like a maniac, and I couldn't get the smile off my face. I couldn't wait for the rest of our future together as a family.
Time Jump – Five Years Later
Jace POV:
Kinzley was 5 years old, and Clary was pregnant with our second child. We didn't want them to be so close in age, so we thought that once Kinzley was 5 would be a great time to start trying for our next one, and when Clary found out she was pregnant again, we were over the moon happy about it, and Kinzley was super thrilled to be having a little brother or sister.
In a couple weeks, I actually have a movie premiere and Clary doesn't want to be bombarded again with paparazzi and reporters while she's almost 7 months pregnant, so I was taking Kinzley. It was her first movie premiere, and she was super excited, and so was I. Clary had been to her fair share of premieres, and as much as she wanted to be there supporting me, I knew she hated being in the spot light, and I understood that.
"Jace! 5 minutes." Hodge said and I nodded. I had an interview today discussing my new movie and I was pretty excited to be talking and promoting it. I loved this film, and I was super proud of it.
I finished getting ready and went to the part of the stage where I would go out and meet with the interviewer. I could hear the crowd cheering and laughing. I could tell this was going to be a good time. There wasn't anything worse than a deadbeat crowd during an interview.
"Let me introduce our next guest." The interviewer said. "He's been doing this for a long time, and he has a movie coming out this summer, please welcome Jace Herondale!" She cheered and I made my way out onto the stage. The place was going crazy, and I was just waving to my fans, and enjoying the moment. "It's great to see you again Jace." She said as I gave her a hug.
"You as well." I said.
"I believe the last time we did an interview together, you were a relatively new parent." She said ad I laughed.
"Yes, my little girl was just a little over a year back than, and now she's 5." I said and the crowd awed.
"How has these past 5 years been?" She asked.
"Truly unbelievable." I said. "Family has always been important to be, considering I lost mine very young." I said and the crowd sighed. "So when Clary and I first started dating I had to make sure she wanted a family in the future."
"That didn't freak her out?" She asked and I laughed.
"Not even in the slightest." I laughed. "In fact, her reaction to that question was 'oh thank god, I didn't want to waste my time on someone who didn't want a family' and I knew from that moment on I was going to marry her."
"I follow you on Instagram, you two really seem to be more in love as the years go by." She said and I smiled.
"It's easy to fall in love with the woman who has given you everything. Purpose, drive, dinner." I said and everyone laughed. "She's honestly been a huge factor in my career. At one point I wanted to give up because I just wasn't getting anything I was auditioning for, and it was her who kept telling me to push through the hard times, and the good times will be even better. I truly owe my career to her."
"That's really amazing." She said. "So this new movie, what made you want to take the role?" She asked.
"You know, when I first started actually booking jobs, I would take everything that came my way. I really didn't care what it was about, or how long it would take to film, or where on location I would be." I said. "I just knew I was getting parts in movies, and that's all I cared about. But it caused a rift in my marriage, and I was forgetting all my other responsibilities with Clary, and I realized that I couldn't do that once my daughter came along." I explained. "So taking a year hiatus to just raise her, and grow closer to my wife was really eye opening, and now I really take roles that resonate with me on a personal level, a emotional level, anything that really speaks to me."
"And what spoke to you about this role?" She asked.
"The sheer will of this character." I said. "He was dealt with the worst hand in life. His mother was an alcoholic, his father was abusive, his older brother was in a mental institution, and his little sister was in a coma because she tried to kill herself." I explained. "And it just really spoke to me because it wasn't a tragedy. This story didn't make you sympathetic to a character that wasn't moving up or moving forward with their life." I said and she nodded. "My character has incredible growth throughout the film, and the biggest heart, because I know for one, if I was in that situation, I don't think I could ever forgive my parents for how awful they were to me, and I would never be able to look at my sister again after I found her almost dead." I said. "He just has so much stacked against him, and he continues to look at life in a positive way, and I think everyone should try to look at the world that way. I know what it feels like to be broken, and alone, and angry at the world, but there is so much more out there that is incredible, and I think people forget that far too often."
"That's amazing." She said. "And will Clary be at this premiere with you?" She asked.
"She will not. She is currently 7 months pregnant with our second child." I said and everyone clapped. "So she just wants to be at home and eat ice cream." I said and everyone laughed.
"Are you bringing anyone else from your family?" She asked.
"Yes. I'm bringing my daughter to her first premiere." I said and the crowd cheered.
"Seems like an intense movie to bring her too." She said and I laughed.
"Clary said the same thing, but she's an incredibly bright 5 year old. She knows the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, and there are very lighthearted parts in this movie. I think she'll really like it." I explained.
"Is she like a total girly girl?" She asked.
"Absolutely not." I laughed. "She loves getting dirty, and going on adventures, and traveling. When she was 4, we took a family vacation to Australia, and I honestly thought she was going to go out in the wilderness to sleep with the animals." I said.
"So, she isn't into princesses, or anything like that?" She asked.
"No. Her favorite Disney movie is actually The Hunchback of Notre Dame, and it's because she loves Quasimodo." I said and everyone laughed.
"Really?" She asked.
"Oh yea. Not even Esmeralda gets her attention, but good ol' Quasi does." I smiled.
"She sounds like a huge ball of fun." She said.
"Oh, she's something else." I said. "But she's absolutely perfect. Clary and I couldn't have been blessed with a better daughter."
"Well, thank you so much for being here with us Jace, I can't wait to see your movie, it's out in theaters this month." She said and we cut to commercial. "It was great seeing you again Jace.
"It was great seeing you as well." I said. We talked for a few more minutes before I headed back towards the dressing room. I checked my phone and I had a message from Clary. Kinzley had a dance recital this weekend, and I promised I'd be there, so I couldn't forget to get home in time for it. I immediately booked my plane ticket home so that I wouldn't forget and have to wait on standby for a seat to open up. A moment later Clary actually snapchatted me. It was a picture of Kinzley kissing Clary's belly, and I couldn't get the smile off my face. Life was good.
Time Jump – Movie Premiere
Jace POV:
I was standing downstairs, while Clary sat on the couch. Izzy had come over to give Kinzley a make over, and she now had to make her grand entrance. Izzy walked down the stairs first with the biggest smile on her face.
"May I introduce you to, Kinzley Celine Herondale." She announced and Kinzley walked down the stairs. She looked absolutely beautiful, and I couldn't wait to spend the night with her celebrating what I love to do with one of the most important people in my life.
"Baby, you look beautiful." I said and she ran into my arms.
"I wanted to match you daddy." She said and I looked into those sweet golden eyes of hers. I took a look at her outfit and I couldn't help but smile.
"You got everything down to the touches of red." I said and she giggled. I looked over at Clary and winked and she blushed. Since I started in this industry, my signature look was all black. It didn't matter where I went, I always wore black, but I always had red in my outfit for Clary. If I was wearing a tie, or a bowtie, or just a handkerchief: it was always the same shade as Clary's hair. It was my way of keeping her close if she couldn't come, and showing the world that she was just as important to my career as I was.
"Aunt Izzy did a really good job!" Kinzley said and I smiled.
"That she did." I said. "Go say goodbye to mommy before we head out." I said and she ran over to where Clary was sitting on the couch.
"I wish you were coming with us mommy." She said and Clary smiled.
"If I was going with you baby, than you wouldn't be going." Clary pointed out. "Plus, I've been to my fair share of premieres, your little sister and I are just going to hang out tonight." She said and Kinzley smiled.
"Otay mommy. I love you." Kinzley said as Clary gave her a big kiss.
"I love you too baby." Clary said. I made my way over and gave Clary a sweet kiss.
"We'll be home late." I said and she nodded. "Take it easy tonight." I said and she laughed.
"My butt isn't leaving this couch until I want to go to bed." She said and I laughed.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too Jace." She said. I gave her one more kiss than Kinzley and I headed towards the premiere. The drive wasn't long, and Kinzley was absolutely stoked the entire time, and I really couldn't wait to experience this night with her. We pulled up to the premiere and i shut the car off and turned around.
"Okay baby, there are going to be a lot of cameras, and people asking a lot of questions." I told Kinzley before we got out of the car.
"Can I answer the questions?" She asked and I laughed. Normally when people bombard us in public, or something like that, Clary and I always tell Kinzley not to speak to any of them.
"Absolutely baby." I said and she got super excited. I took a deep breath and got out of the car, and the cameras immediately started flashing. I helped Kinzley out and she had the biggest smile on her face. She was loving this. We started making our way down the red carpet, and Kinzley was nothing but smiles the entire time.
"Jace! Over here!" I heard a reporter ask, so I made my way over to her. "It's so good to see you Jace."
"You as well." I said and she smiled.
"You look amazing, who are you wearing tonight?" She asked.
"My entire outfit is from Dolce and Gabbana." I said.
"And who are you wearing my dear?" She asked Kinzley.
"I'm wearing my Aunt Izzy." She beamed and the reporter laughed.
"Isabelle Lightwood never disappoints." The reporter said.
"That she does not." I said with a smile.
"Are you excited to be here with you dad?" She asked Kinzley.
"I'm super excited! I wish my mommy could be here as well, but she's always tired these days." Kinzley said and I laughed.
"She's pregnant baby. Very pregnant." I reminded her.
"And, you know what you're having?" The reporter asked. I looked at Kinzley, who looked like she was ready to burst at he seems.
"Tell them the news Kinzley." I said and she cheered.
"I'm having a little sister!" She beamed, and slightly shouted, which got the attention of all the people around us, and they all started clapping.
"Are you excited?" She asked Kinzley.
"Yes!" She cheered.
"Two girls, how does it feel Jace?" The reported asked.
"My life just keeps getting better. I have no complaints." I said and she smiled.
"Thank you for taking the time to join me Jace, and you as well Kinzley." The reporter said.
"Thanks for having us." Kinzley said. We said our goodbyes and continued down the red carpet smiling from ear to ear about everything that's ever happened in my personal life.
Time Jump – Ten Years Later
Kinzley POV:
You would think going to a private school would get all the fame chaser away from you, but it didn't matter where I went, there was always going to be one girl who wanted to be my friend because of who my dad was. I was pretty good at picking friends who were kinda in the same situation as I was. Their parents were in the industry as producers, or directors, or fashion designers like my aunt, so we all knew what it was like and bonded over that. It also helped that I went to school with some of my cousins.
I was walking down the hallway when the most annoying girl I've ever met stopped in front of me with her posse gathered around me so that I couldn't even leave.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"That's a very rude way to greet your friends Kinz." She said.
"You aren't my friends." I said. "You're the type of people who try to weasel your way into others lives because they just so happen to have a successful parent."
"That's not true at all." She said and I laughed.
"So my father being Jace Herondale has nothing to do with the fact that you haven't left me alone since middle school?" I asked and she laughed, followed by her unintelligent posse.
"Of course not." She said. "I think we'd be great friends." She said and I laughed.
"Name my fathers first acting job." I said.
"He was in a music video for Billy Joel when he was 21 and in college." She said as if there wasn't a second thought about it.
"Exactly. Normal people don't remember things like that." I said. "Leave me alone." I said as I pushed past her.
"You're going to regret that Kinzley Herondale!" She shouted after me.
"I highly doubt that." I said as I continued through the hallway. I got to my next class, and thankfully I had that class with Malea.
"What's wrong?" She asked when I took a seat.
"Christina and her posse circled me in the hallway." I explained. "She tried to pretend we were friends."
"I hate that girl." She said. "I wish there was a school where kids could go who have parents in the Hollywood industry. I mean, all she wants to do is be famous, and she just doesn't get what its like."
"Trust me, I know. I loved it when I was little, but as I get older, I feel like my name is just a hindrance, not a blessing." I admitted.
"It's hard being the daughter of Jace Herondale, just like it's hard being the daughter of Isabelle Lightwood, but we have each other, and our parents wouldn't be who they are today without the careers they picked." She explained.
"I know, I know." I said.
"Talk to your parents." She said. "Aunt Clary had to go through the transition, and she's become a pro. Maybe she can help you." She offered and I just nodded. I knew she was right, but at this moment in time, I was annoyed.
Time Jump – After School
Clary POV:
I was cleaning up the mess while little Julian was asleep. Jace and I always knew we wanted kids, we both were only children, and up until Jace was adopted, we both knew that it got lonely sometimes, and we didn't want to have our children feel that way.
We also wanted to wait in between kids until we had another one, but looking back on it now, maybe waiting 5 years in between was a little extensive. They were all at different stages of their lives. Julian was only a couple months old, Vivian was 5, and just starting school, Aubree was 10, and Kinzley was almost 16. I loved getting to have them while the other ones were older, but I think 2 or 3 years would have been good, not 5.
The front door opened, and Aubree ran straight upstairs just like she always did. She was a book worm, and always had to do her homework the second she walked in the door. Kinzley was a little slower, and sauntered into the living room, I smiled at her, but she seemed to be a little down today.
"Everything okay at school Kinz?" I asked.
"Just petty girls." She said as she took a seat on the couch.
"What does that mean?" I asked as I joined her.
"It's really nothing mom." She said.
"I don't believe you." I said and she sighed.
"How did you do it?" She asked. "How did you get used to people trying to use you for dad?" She asked and I sighed. I knew this would come up eventually.
"It's not easy." I told her honestly. "There are people out there who want something from me on a daily basis because of who your father is, but at the end of the day, he's just Jace to me, and he's my husband. He isn't famous in this house. He isn't a movie star, and he isn't the 'Sexiest Man Alive' here. Well, he is in my eyes."
"Gross mom." She said and I laughed.
"The point is, he's just your father Kinz. Yes his job is rather high profile, but at the end of the day he's the man who tucks you in at night, reads your bed time stories, and cuddles you when you're sick." I said.
"He doesn't do that to me anymore." She said and I laughed.
"Please, last winter when you got the flu, you didn't leave his side until you felt better." I said and she smiled.
"It's so hard." She admitted.
"I know it is baby, but all you have to do is surround yourself with people who care about you, not what your last name is, and everything will just be a lot easier." I said.
"Thanks mom." She said and I moved over and gave her a hug.
"Okay, who want's Chinese for dinner?" I heard and when we pulled apart there stood Jace. "I had a really bad day, and I've been craving Chinese since lunch." He said and I couldn't help but laugh.
"What are you pregnant?" I asked, and he laughed.
"No. Hodge wants me to take this part in this movie, but I really don't like the script or the plot of the movie, and I've been away for press sporadically the past couple months, and I just really want a family night. With Chinese." He said and I walked over and snaked my arms around his torso.
"Than let's have a movie night, with Chinese." I said and he pressed his lips to mine. There was a crash outside and we broke apart when we heard it. "What the hell was that?" I asked.
"Don't know." Jace said. "I'll go check it out."
"Can I come with you dad?" Kinzley asked.
"Sure, but stay behind me." Jace said and she nodded. They went to check it out, and I continued to clean up a little. A few moments later, they walked back in with 3 unfamiliar faces.
"Who are they?" I asked.
"Meet Christina and some of her posse, Brittney, and Monica." Kinzley said in a dry tone. "Some of the girls who only want to be my friend because of dad, who apparently resorted to stalking."
"Hey, we weren't stalking you." Christina said.
"You were just peeking through the windows in my house." Kinzley said. "That's stalking."
"Well, you wouldn't invite us over." Monica said.
"Because you make my life hell at school. Just because I don't want to be your friend doesn't mean you get to harass me." Kinzley said and I saw Jace stiffen.
"We don't make her life hell Mr. Herondale, I assure you that." Christina said and Jace looked at Kinzley.
"Trust me daddy, they are lying." Kinzley said.
"Look, get off my property, and I won't call the police." Jace said and their eyes widened. "And leave my daughter alone. If she doesn't want to be friends, that's her business, but you can't go around harassing people into being your friends, that's not how the world works." Jace said and they practically ran out of the house.
"I'm sorry dad." Kinzley said.
"Why are you sorry? If anything I should be sorry." He said and I could tell that confused Kinzley. "You all never asked for this life, and you got thrown in the middle of it."
"Babe, what have I always told you?" I said as I moved over to him. "You wouldn't be you if you didn't do what you love. Acting in your passion, and it would selfish of us to make you choose between your passion and your family." I said and he leaned forward and gave me a kiss.
"Mom's right dad." Kinzley said. "I mean, it isn't fun when people try and use me for my last name, but I couldn't be any prouder of the work you do." She said and Jace opened his arm and she came running into him. "I can handle the fake girls, and the fame chasers. Just keep making kickass movies."
"Young lady." I said and Jace and her both laughed.
"I can't promise they'll all be kickass." Jace said. "But I have pretty good intuition for movies that don't do well."
"Remember that one in the jungle that they wanted you to do right after Kinzley was born?" I reminded Jace.
"Of course. It took nearly 4 months to get those casting directors off my back." Jace said.
"What happened?" Kinzley asked.
"There was this movie coming out in the near future, and the casting director apparently really wanted me to be the lead, but you were only a couple months old, and I was taking a year off to help your mom raise you and just slow down in general since I was in hyper speed at that point." Jace explained. "But these guys were relentless. Bugged Hodge and I for months about this role, but I just didn't like it, and I didn't think I'd do well with the character. I couldn't relate to him at all." He said. "Finally, they left me alone, and a couple years later the movie came out, and tanked. It got horrible reviews, and lost money actually." He laughed a little. "Your mom and I of course went to go see it, just to see what it was even about, and by the end, we were more confused than we were when we sat down."
"Have I ever seen it?" Kinzley asked.
"I don't think so, but I'm sure I can get a copy of it and we can watch it some time." Jace said.
"How about for family movie night tonight?" Kinzley suggested.
"You want to waste family movie night on a bad movie?" Jace asked and Kinzley laughed.
"Sometimes, those make for the most entertaining nights." Kinzley said and Jace smiled.
"Right you are sweetheart." Jace said before pressing a kiss to her forehead. "Now, I'm going to get the orders, and than go and try and find the movie, I should be back hopefully soon, but who knows, I might have to search pretty heard for this movie." Jace said and I laughed.
"Don't you wish Blockbuster was still around?" I said and he laughed before heading out of the house.
"Mom." Kinzley asked and I turned to her. "What's Blockbuster?" She asked and I couldn't help but laugh.
"An ancient place where dreams were made sweetheart." I said and Kinzley just looked confused before going to the kitchen to do some homework. I smiled to myself and went back to cleaning up. I knew I only a short amount of time before Julian woke up and before Vivian got bored and insisted I played with her. Despite how chaotic life could get sometimes, when I married Jace, I knew one day I was going to be married to fame as well, and as long as my kids were happy, and my husband and I were in love, nothing else really mattered.
"Mom! Vivian spilled paint all over my homework!" I heard Aubree yell and I sighed to myself. "Hey, get back here you mutant!" She yelled, and than I heard a squeal.
"It never ends." I said to myself. "It just never ends."
Authors Note:
So as you all know, I've been lacking motivation a lot recently, and I know I normally update a lot more often with these one shots, and it's not that I don't have any ideas, or great requests, I just don't seem to have motivation to write anything.
This one shot was thought of by me. I wanted to write something that had a little conflict in the beginning but ultimately was resolved and didn't drag out. I'm just trying to get back in the swing of things, so if this doesn't live up to my normal standard, I truly am sorry. I really am trying to get back in the swing of things. Please just be patient with me, and I'll try to get back to my normal self soon! I have like 4 more one shots in the works, but not motivation. It's beyond frustrating and I don't know why it's gotten so bad.
A few things I'd like to point out, you CAN be in labor for 35 hours. I researched it. Please don't tell me that's impossible, google it! Clary also had her last child in her mid 40's, which is also possible. Risky, but possible. Remember that. Also, I know nothing about acting, so all that information and stuff is all made up. I'm just an average girl from the Northeast of the United States. I'm pretty average, so I don't have a lot of knowledge about what it means to be an actor!
As for the looks of the children, if anyone was wondering, I'll give a brief description:
Kinzley - blonde curly hair, golden eyes, relatively short.
Aubree - red hair, gold eyes, pretty short
Vivian - strawberry blonde hair, green eyes, obviously short
Julian - red hair, green eyes with specks of gold in them
Well, that's all for me, I hope you enjoy this one shot, and I can't thank you enough for being patient with me. I know it's a process, but I appreciate all the kind words, and encouragement! It really means a lot to me!
