"So..." I start as I step out of the car taking in the fact that we are literally in the wilderness, about 10 minutes out of town and surrounded by trees with only a faint dirt road to our left, leading into the woods.
"This would be a great moment for you to say, 'don't worry, I'm not going to kill you and bury you in these woods and keep a lock of your hair that I stroke from time to time because I'm a perverted bastard' or something."

He pulled my back against his chest and wrapped an arm around my waist, holding me there, his hot breath on my ear as he whispered.
"Now where would be the fun in that?"

I chuckled leaning into his embrace which felt oddly comfortable, he obviously wasn't going to tell me where we were going, and I didn't mind. It's a strange moment, just, okay, maybe I'm suicidal, sue me. In one seamless move he swept my legs out from under me and carried me in his arms up the dirt road. I couldn't help but just look at him, my whole mind was full of him, the feeling of his arms, the steady beat of his heart, that scent that makes me want to eat him whole, his breath, everything. God his jaw is like architecture, his skin is so perfect... Suddenly he's staring into my eyes with a questioning smirk. I look away. Say nothing, say nothing, god don't say a word

"Hey keep lookin, I don't mind" He winked.

"I wasn't..." He cut me off with just a look. "Okay fine, I think you're..." I was cut off again by his lips on mine, hungrily searching for the mute button. I hate to admit it but I went all swoony and floppy and jesus I'm glad he was carrying me, I would have fallen over nothing and died.

"Here we are" he announced after a while. I only realized I'd been staring again when I had to consciously look away from him to see where we were. Oh, god it's beautiful. The path lead up to a wild flowered meadow, with a lake full of starlight and my favorite thing, the quaint stone cottage that looks like it grew here, it's so perfectly part of the scene.

"What is this place?" I asked as he set me down, taking my hand in his, entwining our fingers. Normally hand holding kinda bugs me. Huh.

"Well" He looked kinda shy which seemed completely out of character for the living breathing definition of big dick energy.

"Well? Like a well for water?" I teased gently.

"I built it. Just finished, well, the outside is just finished, down stairs in more or less done, but yeah."

"You... you built... Like you picked up rocks and stacked them into a house because you're so fucking ripped you can?" I cringed at myself but it made him laugh so who cares.

"Kinda, all the materials I used were already on the land. I just had enough of having neighbors I guess."

"I bet they all knew your name."

"What?"

"Um nothing never mind."

"UM, tell me." He pulled me close, staring intensely into my eyes as if he could divine the truth from them.

"Just like, a joke, like oh they musta heard so many girls screaming Paul that they all know exactly who you are"

"Just girls huh?"

"Oh?"

"They already knew my name but, fair shot." He started walking, tugging me along with him. BOYS TOO? We had so much in common. I really didn't see that coming though.

"So you musta done the whole town by now, la push isn't exactly the kinda place you wouldn't run into your hook ups." I don't know why I was so obsessed, but I felt oddly jealous and kind a bit insecure like, am I just one of the many which, just an hour ago I was saying I wanted to be. Just a hookup. Just once. Ugh. So embarrassing.

"Jealous much?" He gave me that smirk again. "And no not really, I had a highschool girlfriend, we were together for a while and then she got some job out of state and that was that, had a fuck buddy for a while then got bored of him."

"That's worse"

"Worse?" He chuckled.

"Nothing." I looked away awkwardly, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. "But you're not like, still into her are you?" he burst out laughing.

"No I'm not still into her."

"Or him?" I hated myself but I couldn't stop.

"No I'm not still into him."

"Okay, good."

"Why is that good?"

"Because shut up."

We were at the cottage door, he looked down at me, smiled and shook his head and pushed me up against the door, running his nose over the mark on my neck again. My whole body responded again, the kinda heat that makes you shiver.

"I think you might just be," He tucked a chunk of hair behind my ear, "the most," He bit his lip "crazy ridiculous person I've ever met."

"Jackass" I sulked, flicking him on the nose, I went to move away from him, thinking about heading back to whine about it to Emily but he stopped me, lifting me up, my legs wrapped around his waist, my arms round his neck.

"I am already painfully into you." He pressed his lips to mine, kissing me ferociously, all teeth and tongue. I could feel how hard he was already, his hands slid from my waist to my hips as he pulled me down into his a he ground into me against the door. I started struggling with the buttons on his shirt, it was off on being tossed on the porch in a breath, and my god, he was beautiful. I wanted to get on my knee's and lick every single one of his abs, I wanted to taste his cock.

"You could be" I whimpered as he nipped at the mark on my neck, heat rushing through my body, he fumbled with the door and laid me down on the couch underneath him, thrusting against me as he pushed my dress up my legs, his hands gliding up under it to unhook my bra in one smooth move, I couldn't help how I just kept moaning and how pleading I was, I wanted him inside of me already, I reached down to undo the button on his jeans when he pinned my wrists by my head which only turned me on more.

"What's the rush, hmm?" He teased, slowing to a stop.

"Whats the hold up?" I whined trying to get him grinding again, he couldn't stop himself, he started thrusting harder, his hand let go of my wrists and slipped back under my dress to play with my nipples. Suddenly he stopped and sat up, pulling my panties off and tossing them over his shoulder somewhere. I only knew what he was up to when I saw him lick his lips, as he started to lick and tease me with his hot tongue, tasting my pussy, pushing me further and further towards the edge only to stop as I was about to cum and sit up, scooting casually to the end of the couch like nothing had happened. I crawled up the couch to him, stroking his length over his jeans as I sucked and nipped at his neck. I knew he was into it but then he laid me back down and left me there, taking his seat again. I started to pull down my dress but he stopped me.

"Hey, I like the view" he smirked, pushing it back up so he could see how wet I was. Then he just stood up and walked into the kitchen, leaving me breathless on the brink and confused.

"Beer?" He called.

"Beer" I agreed, following after him in a haze. I went to take a bottle from his hands but instead pushed him against the wall while his hands were full and dropped to my knees, I got the button on his jeans open before he managed to put the bottles on the counter and pin me on the kitchen floor.

"Babe you are so handsy" He grunted breathily, stroking my cheek. "You really want me that bad, hmm?"

"UGH" I groaned, he loved how depraved I was but did he really have to make me say it. I just wanted to fuck it out so I could stop acting like and idiot and go back to not caring, I had never got this horny, I needed to clear my head.

"No?" He started to pulled back and I caved.

"God I want you so bad it fucking hurts, please"

"Please what?" He asked coyly.

"Fuck me" I pleaded.

"Right here?" He crooned, smirking at how desperate I was. I nodded, reaching my hand down his jeans to feel his hardness, he stroked my lip with his thumb in a way that made me want him in my mouth there and then. He bit his lip, and played with the zip on my dress, throwing it across the room, pulling off my unhooked bra so I was bare on his kitchen floor, and throwing it in a different direction. It's like he think's if I could never find my clothes again I could never leave.

"What if I said... No" He teased me.

"Please," I whimpered pathetically.

"Would you keep trying hmm?" He pressed his lips against mine in a way that said, just because I can.

"Mhmm"

"Mmm, I think you might be ready" he took my nipple in his mouth rolling it with his tongue, I arched my back into him, panting and digging my nails into his back. He suddenly jumped up.

"What the fuck?" He marched to the front door, a moment later it knocked, loud. What the hell kinda hearing does he have? I felt a little exposed all of a sudden and went hunting for my dress, I didn't find it. He came back and tilted my chin up, pressing his lips to mine.
"I'll be right back Bella, go wait for me up stairs."

"What? Where are you going?" I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"I'll be right back yeah? It's the door straight ahead. Don't start without me" He kissed me again, put a beer in my hand and slipped out the back door. Of course I watched for a minute, he ran into the woods. Not strange at all, huh. I looked around for my dress again. Where the fuck did that go? I walked up stairs, pausing in the doorway to take in the room. It was cosy, there was a lot of what looked to be hand made furniture, it was all natural wood and beautiful. I wondered around looking at things, there weren't very many personal touches. I did find a pair of hand cuffs in the drawer the top dresser drawer when I had a nosy. I wondered if he kept condoms in there, but weirdly no, guess he told me the truth earlier he wasn't seeing anyone. I checked out the en suite, it had a gorgeous waterfall shower and a corner tub. Somehow I knew he'd done all this himself. It was perfect.

I chugged my beer and collapsed on the bed, it was so comfortable I could have just gone to sleep, but I was horny as fuck and then I felt a bit naked again so I looked through his drawers and found a big tshirt to throw on, I sat back down on the bed when the door knocked, I jumped a bit and wondered down stairs to see who it was. Maybe Paul forgot his keys?

"Bella?" Jacob called. "C'mon I know you're here, open up" I opened the door and stared at him incredulously.

"What the actual fuck Jake" I snorted, "It's not a good time" I laughed.

"Actually it's the perfect time." He walked in and closed the door behind him, looking around the room.

"Paul's not here right now" I hated to state the obvious but it was the only thing I could think he would be looking for.

"Where are your clothes?" He asked.

"Somewhere round abouts you weirdo" I walked into the kitchen and looked out the window in the direction Paul had left, I didn't see him but then I didn't expect to. I felt Jake behind me, his breath on my neck and I turned around.

"Bella you don't have to do this," his hands gripped my waist uncomfortably.

"Jake I'm just, no, look, we just talked about me not being-" He pressed his lips to mine, holding me tight against his body. I was already so horny I was kinda spaced out, it took me a moment to think and react. I pushed against his chest gently and he stopped.

"Hey, I know this is kinda awkward me being here but I'm just having fun okay? Now's not a good time to"

"If you let him have you you'll be stuck with him Bells" He seemed almost frantic. "We should go."

"Um, lets go back to stuck with him, what the fuck is that supposed to mean?"

"There's things you don't know, I'll tell you, but you need to come with me. Now." He looked out the window over my shoulder and yelled fuck. Paul was running back. I didn't know where to go or what to think or what to do, I wanted to hide under the sink so I could think for a minute.

Stay and get laid or leave with a crazy sounding Jake, but then, if Jake wasn't crazy and Paul was then that would be a whole ass thing. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

"Now or never bells" He offered me his hand.