"So how was it?" Emily asked as I got out of Paul's car, standing uncomfortably in the street. Paul blew me a kiss then sped off.
"Cut the shit you knew the whole time?!" I rolled my eyes playfully.
"You know?"
"How could I not know?" I asked.
"Well the sex is something else isn't it?" She snickered like a dirty old lady in a way that made me like her even more.
"I am dehydrated. I am exhausted. I cannot walk." I winced taking a step towards the house.
"I was exactly the same." She shook her head, smiling at me nostalgically.
"Bit weird but I feel you" I made it painfully up the stairs. "How long did it take for you to recover?" I asked as she took my arm helping me inside.
"You don't, you get used to it"
"I'm not complaining." I collapsed on her couch.
"What are you wearing though, where's your walk of shame outfit?" she teased.
"We may never find it, I sure couldn't, Paul gave me his biggest shirts and I pinched a belt so I didn't look pregnant." I rolled onto my side smiling across the room at Emily. I hadn't really had girlfriends like this before and somehow I knew we were already there.
"Speaking of." She grinned ear to ear.
"Pregnant? No…" I gasped. "You're gonna have a baby?" I looked for a belly but it's clearly too early.
"I'm late, I've got a test but I haven't told Sam yet."
"Are you excited?!" I asked not knowing how to respond, any of my old friends would have been asking for a ride to the clinic.
"Scared. I'm not supposed to be able to have kids, but I'm hopeful."
"How late are you?"
"Two weeks."
"God, let's go do the test," I grimaced as I got up, Emily helped me to my feet. We went up to the bathroom and I waited just outside while she peed on the stick. She opened the door and I came in, we both held hands as we stared at the counter top waiting for the test to tell us.
"How long's it take?" I asked her.
"9 months." She ribbed. I chuckled and shook my head. "2 minutes." she said. We counted up and…
Our Screams filled the house, oh my God was she loud.
"Honey are you okay? I heard that from the other side of town" Sam called from the kitchen.
"SHES FINE" I yelled down the stairs. We both tried to hold in our giggles like excited school kids. I silently mouthed at her 'are you gonna tell him?' she shrugged then nodded, but then Sam was coming up the stairs and walked straight into the bathroom with us and saw the test on the counter.
"No way…" He looked at her with more love than I could explain and she nodded, tears spilling down her cheeks, he picked her up and spun her around kissing her face and I took that as a good moment to give them their privacy.
I waddled awkwardly down the stairs flinching slightly as I heard the happy couple run up the hallway to their bedroom. Well. That was subtle.
I kind of wondered what was going to happen after last night with Paul, I had more of his cum in me than air in my lungs and 0 protection. I mean not that I knew if I was even at the right point in my cycle for that to happen… Oh God.
It just didn't worry me when I was still with him, even on the car ride here, no worries. Now it did. I couldn't have a baby, could I? Jesus I was supposed to be going to college next year, be hard to do with a baby and a Paul, not to mention I couldn't see him moving to New York with me. My tiny little New York apartment dream… Well that was royally fucked now, wasn't it? I went and sat on the front porch steps and worried. Even while being worried I was already thinking about how long it would be until I saw him again, he hadn't really said. He'd said he was busy with 'wolf stuff' for a few hours but never said if he'd see me in a few hours or never, or somewhere between the two. It was a moment of anxiety I didn't want to be alone for, but I was.
I got up and went for a walk after a bit, wandering around the neighbourhood. I listened to some music and ran into someone having a smoke, I asked if I could bum a smoke and they were kind enough to give me one and light it for me. I found my way back to the beach, it wasn't as far as I thought it'd be, there was a rocky path down to the sand and I thought about going down but then couldn't be arsed so I went walking into the woods. I hadn't had a smoke in a while and I was loving it, feeling pretty peaceful and shit until I saw a huge hulking wolf in front of me. It was grey, and it took me a minute before I thought it might be Paul. I waved and it came over, he turned back and I was right, Paul, he looked pissed.
"What the fuck are you doing?" He hissed, taking the cigarette out of my hand.
"What does it look like?" I jumped for it as he held it out of reach.
"No, you're not." He took a big toke himself.
"Oh but you can?" I challenged him.
"Yeah, Wolves don't exactly get cancer, we heal too quick." He took another deep breath of smoke.
"Just give it back," I put my hand out for it, but he took another drag and then put the remnants of it out against a tree and flicked away the butt. He shook his head, almost like he was in shock at my audacity.
"You've got a lot to learn babe." He rolled his eyes pulling me in and kissing my lips.
"You've got more. I'm pissed at you." I tried to stay mad which was hard when he was so naked and I was already ready for more of him.
"No, you see the way this works," He pushed me up against a tree, my legs around his waist, his hands roughly grabbing my ass. "-Is you do what I say, when I say, and you don't go wandering off into the woods unprotected when I've left you somewhere safe, got it?" He growled in my ear, making my pussy drip for him.
"I do what I want" I fought back only because I loved this side of him more than I cared to admit.
"Think again," He brushed his lips against his mark, I shuddered into him. "You know who's in charge here, don't you?" He smirked, looking at my lips. I bit my lip trying to stay resistant.
"Say it" He commanded, absentmindedly wrapping his hand gently around my throat.
"You're in charge" I whimpered, surprised at how turned on it made me to say it out loud. I wanted him so bad. I could feel his hardness pressed against me, it was driving me mad.
"Now, you gonna think of some way to say sorry for being so naughty?" he raised an eyebrow. I licked my lips and he knew where I was going, letting me down, I turned his back to the tree and dropped to my knees, looking up at him, he grinned proudly at me, stroking my hair he mumbled 'good girl' as I teased his head with my tongue, twirling the tip around my tongue playfully, as my hands started to work his length, he made noises that went straight to my pussy as I took him deep for the first time, he started to fuck my face and I loved every second of it, I moaned around his cock, the vibrations making him go harder.
"Fuck baby" He cursed. I looked up at him, loving the complete bliss on his face, especially the heat in his gaze as he looked down at me. My mascara ran a little and he pulled out of my mouth which I felt kinda sad about.
"I wanna taste you" I licked my lips, still on my knees.
"Well, I want to be inside of you baby girl" He stood me up and bent me over, I was glad I wasn't wearing anything under his shirt, he slid into my wetness hard and fast, holding my wrists behind my back, fucking me dizzy as I filled the forrest with my moans and his name. He hit that spot and I went weak at the knee. He pulled out and lifted me up against a tree, filling me again and biting on his mark, I came so hard I almost passed out, God I hoped no hikers were anywhere near, the way I was screaming.
"One more time Princess" He played with my clit telling me how good I feel, how hard he is, how much he wants to cover me in his cum, like he did last night… I flashed back to him cumming over my titties and came undone around his cock again, he came with me, bitting into my neck, hard as he filled me with his load.
"That was fucking amazing" I panted.
"Mmm, you're delicious baby"
"You call me baby a lot" I laughed.
"And yet you still haven't called me daddy." he whispered, hot in my ear. I got wet all over again. I'd never been into that but fuck, everything he did made me horny.
"You're into that huh?" I asked, biting my lip. He shrugged.
"You are too." He told me.
"Haven't been, ever." I answered back.
"But you are now." He countered. I opened my mouth to fight back but he put his finger to my lips.
"Just say it" he ordered, staring intensely, waiting for me to say it. The whole thing had me pooling wetness again.
"Daddy," I tried it out, slightly ashamed of how horny it made me.
"Mmm" He moaned, kissing my neck. "Yes baby girl?" He was still inside of me, he slowly started rubbing my clit.
"Fuck" I moaned. "I want you to fuck me."
"Again?" He chuckled.
"Forever" I whimpered as he picked up the pace, spreading my wetness with his fingers. He was still hard and started to fuck me, slower than he had yet, slow and hard.
"Do you like taking my dick huh?" He teased me, playing with my nipples through my shirt.
"Mhmm" I moaned in agreement. Whining a little as he stopped moving and stopped touching me.
"Only good girls get fucked." He whispered in my ear, "You gonna behave and do as daddy says?" He asked. I scoffed, wanting to fight him but also missing how good he feels as he fucks me.
"Yes" I reluctantly answered.
"Yes what?" He taunted.
"Yes daddy," I moaned, he bit down hard on his mark and fucked me harder still than he had before, pounding me hard and fast. My heart was the only thing pounding harder, I couldn't take it anymore, I came harder than I knew was possible for the longest time, coming down from it as slowly as waking up in the morning. He smirked at me smugly.
"You're beautiful" He pressed a soft kiss to my lips and then pulled out of me, still holding me up because he knew my knees would be weak.
"You're crazy," I kissed him back.
"You love it" He kissed me hungrily, because neither of us were ever really done. After a couple minutes he set me down and pulled his shirt back down around my legs making me modest, he told me to wait a moment and he came back clothed.
"You keep clothes out in the woods?" I asked and he shrugged.
"It comes in handy. I'm gonna walk you back to Emily's and you're gonna wait there for me, okay?" He raised an eyebrow daring me to defy him.
"Okay, but why?" I asked.
"Because I've not found Jacob yet and I don't want any more trouble from him."
"What are you gonna do when you find him?" I asked anxiously, worried for Jake.
"Why do you care?" He growled.
"He's my friend." I stated, stopping walking.
"No he is not your Friend" He was so mad he started shaking, I got a bit scared but I stood my ground.
"Look I'm doing what you say but you can't tell me how I feel." I told him, crossing my arms across my chest.
"Yes I can. You hate him." He calmed himself a little but he still looked murderous.
"But I don't." I shook my head.
"What, you wish I hadn't stopped him, huh? Wanted to be his? Hmm?" He seethed.
"I didn't say that." I stepped into him, putting my hand on his chest. "I want you." I clarified. "But that doesn't mean I hate him"
"It should." He grumbled, titling my chin up for a kiss.
"I don't think I could want him if I wanted to want him in the first place, not after having this," I entwined our fingers.
"You're mine" He growled into my neck, ugh could he stop making me wet?
"You're mine" I pressed my lips against his, slowly and heatedly.
"You're more mine though" He teased, the tension leaving his shoulders.
"Oh shut up" I pushed him.
"So… You can see him when he's got his own mate." He decided.
"When will that be?"
"Who knows." He shrugged. I didn't say anything, because there was no way he was going to budge and I knew it. Jesus this is the relationship you tell people to run from and yet here I was absolutely smitten. He took my silence for compliance and started walking, still holding my hand, swinging it between us.
"So if I can't smoke can I drink?" I asked, feeling dumb for having to ask.
"When I'm there you can," He answered. "I protect you"
"From what?"
"Anything, even being clumsy." He said, catching me mid trip.
"Well I guess that's kinda nice." I conceded and he smirked proudly. "Are you… Never mind." I brushed it off.
"What? Go on."
"Are you my boyfriend?" I asked, worried he'd laugh at me.
"I'm your mate," He answered back.
"So…"
"You're not free to go elsewhere," He told me.
"So…?" I asked again.
"So it's a bit more than that." He got a little bristly.
"So you're my boyfriend?" I asked again, poking the wolf so to speak.
"Yes I'm your fucking boyfriend okay?" He huffed.
"Yup." I chuckled. "Hope you know this doesn't mean I'm all in my feels or anything though, I just love getting laid." I clarified.
"Oh yeah?" He challenged, stopping and cupping my cheek in one hand and brushing my hair behind my ear with the other, looking down at my lips so softly and affectionately, making my heart flutter painfully. That wasn't horniness. Ugh.
"You so sure about that?" He asked, his lips brushing against mine.
"No," I whispered honestly. He kissed me quick and then started walking again.
"It's fine either way" He said nonchalantly, it kinda made me mad but I'd be showing my hand if I said anything, which is clearly what he wanted. Ugh.
We got to Emily's and he kissed me goodbye on the doorstep, I waved pathetically as he jogged off into the woods. It wasn't long before Emily opened the door.
"There you are, Sam said he heard you out here." She took one look at me and burst out laughing.
"Again? You snuck off to see him?" She giggled not at me but knowing exactly what it feels like.
"A little bit," I admitted laughing with her. "You're no better" I reminded her.
"Oh God Sorry for running off on you earlier, we're just so excited." She put her hand on her belly unconsciously.
"Em, I haven't been very, erm, safe." I confessed. "We haven't been safe at all not even once"
"Are you serious?" She asked, looking surprised, I figured it was the same with her, I was expecting her to safe it was a wolf thing and you just get used to it or anything other than the shock on her face.
"Is that bad?" I grimaced.
"Not bad, different." She nodded in shock. "I mean, are you ready for a baby?" She asked.
"Not even nearly" I tried not to be sick at the thought.
"Well…" She pulled a face. "If you want to uhhh do something about it, I'd not tell him about it, I'd avoid him until it's done." She cautioned. "Wolves don't like it when you reject their offspring."
"I don't even know if I am…" I started.
"Are you fertile?" She asked bluntly.
"Yeah." I nodded. I'd had an abortion once, I was young and stupid and Renee was supportive thank God.
"Then you're as good as Pregnant. Speaking from experience, even if you weren't he won't stop until you are now."
"Oh jesus, what the fuck do I do? Should I go on the pill?"
"He'll smell that."
"The implant?"
"That too."
"Then what, get my ovaries tied?" I asked, feeling nauseous. She gave me a look that said you know he won't go for that.
"I think it's time to wrap your head around it. It'll happen sooner or later. I'm here for you though, no matter what you chose." She clarified. I gulped. I am not mother material.
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