AN: A few reviews asked me to hurry with the update so here it is, let me know what you think x

Paul came back that evening and picked me up, driving me back to his place without a question. I wondered was was going to happen when Charlie came home, because he certainly wouldn't like me sleeping over at Paul's whenever I felt like it. He definitely wouldn't be okay with Paul getting me pregnant either.

"What you thinking about?" He asked, squeezing my thigh as he drove.

"Just Charlie I guess, I don't think this development." I gestured between us. I knew he couldn't read my mind but still somehow I was worried he could.

"He'll get used to it." He shrugged. I was so mad that he didn't think this was a big deal, because even if he did get over it, Charlie's my dad, and I want him to not hate me and not think that I'm… in the exact situation I'm in.

"Paul…" I started as he pulled up the drive to the house.

"Yeah?" he looked over at me with a face that said he knew something was up.

"We should probably start being safe," I mumbled, not sure how he'd react.

"Cmere." He pulled me onto his lap, I straddled him, he held my face in his hands and pressed a kiss to my lips.
"Are you worrying about it?" he asked. I nodded. "You don't want our baby?" He asked, much calmer than I thought he'd be.

"I don't think I'd be a good mom" tears started running down my cheeks and he held me close and soothed me.

"I know it's really quick, and I know it wasn't your plan but, we could be a family babe." He wiped my tears away. "Look at our house, imagine building a swing in the tree over there, our kid running around messing about." He pitched it like an expert salesman.

"Our house?" I asked, confused.

"Bellaaa" He whined into my shoulder, resting his head. "You are my mate, of course, my home is your home." He wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me to him, running his nose over his mark on my neck.
"You are home Bella" He kissed me and I felt a little light headed.

"It scares me," I confessed, "I know you feel like home but all this is… Intense." I hoped he understood.
"I don't know if I'm ready for all this right now." I subconsciously bared my neck to him to tell him I wasn't challenging him.

"But if you don't live with me how can I protect you?" He asked, looking confused.

"Maybe you don't need to?" I proposed, surprised that he was really listening to me and thinking about it.

"What if, I live with Charlie, I spend my weekends staying with you, you come over to my house for dinners and to hang out, we don't make Charlie hate you by me getting knocked up before you've even shaken his hand?" I pitched the idea, holding my breath and crossing my fingers and toes hoping he'd go for it.

"Hmm." He didn't look that convinced. "Or, you live with me and we go visit Charlie whenever you want, and you're in your proper place with your mate?" He took a deep breath looking like he was holding back.

"I'll make you a deal," he offered. "You live with me, or you have my child."

"What?" I scoffed, thinking he was kidding, he wasn't.

"You live here, and we take a break from trying until you're ready, OR, you go back to live with Charlie while I fill you with my load every chance I get until you're expecting my child. Obviously you move in when it's time to have the baby." He was so serious, his face lit up, and I just had to pick my battles.

"I…" I froze. I didn't know what to do at all.

"Okay, how's this, you're not gonna cum until you've made up your mind so you're nice and focused on what you want baby girl." He smirked because he knew he'd win either way.

"You're not gonna fuck me?" I squealed, blinking at him.

"Hmm, well, I'm issuing a cum ban for you until you've made up your mind." He had such an evil twinkle in his eye. I launched into action, grinding against him, kissing him roughly, pulling my dress up. His hand felt for how wet I was and he cursed to himself but he didn't make any move. I pushed open the car door and got out, he followed close behind and let me into the house - his house I tried to correct myself. I threw my clothes on the floor, I wrestled with his cut offs and got him out of them too and he didn't try to stop me, I jumped up and he caught me as I wrapped my legs around his waist, his hardness grazing my wetness, so close, just a small push would do it, to my surprise he slid into my pussy, staying still inside of me.

"Won't fuck me?" I asked feeling like I'd won.

"Won't let you Cum" He countered and I sank "unless you've reached a decision." He brushed his thumb over my lips, pushing it down.
"Well?" He taunted. Waiting for a moment and then taking my hips in his hands and bouncing me up and down his length, I moaned so loud I was glad he had no neighbours, not that it'd have stopped me.

"Any closer?" He asked.

"I don't fucking know" I panted.

"What about now?" He started playing with my clit and holy fuck I was so close to exploding.
"Tell me" He commanded.

"I don't…" I whined. He stopped touching me and pulled out of me, dropping me on the sofa. He went upstairs and I sat panting on the sofa in disbelief. I got up and burst into his room but he was in the shower so I climbed in with him, covering myself with bubbles watching his heated gaze travel my body, pooling with wetness as he did.

"Fuck" He growled, pinning my up against the wall, wrists either side of my head, he fucked me hard, letting go of my hands and letting his slide all over my breasts as he explored my mouth with his tongue, the steam was intoxicating and the smell of him was dizzying I was pretty sure I was going to die if I didn't cum soon.

"Bella, you better bloody make a choice already, I want to bury my face in that sweet lil pussy and eat you out till you're screaming, begging me to stop, I might, eventually. I'm getting hungry for you babe" he groaned as he pulled out again, setting me down.

"I…" I needed him so bad it was starting to actually hurt. The choice was impossible. If I lived with him he would be in charge of everything and poor Charlie would think that I've moved home to spend time with him only to ditch him for a guy I'd just met three days later. I couldn't leave Charlie right now… Oh God. Decision made.

"Well?" He asked licking his lips.

"I'm staying at Charlies." I was hit by a huge wave of relief mixed with nerves.

"And having my baby" He finished the sentence.

"And… Having your baby" I couldn't believe it but I was getting butterflies in my stomach. He picked me up and laid me on the edge of the bed, just like he promised, burying his face in my pussy, licking up and down my clit, circling with his tongue, sucking it gently into his mouth, flicking his tongue at my opening, sliding his tongue into my cunt, he was too good at it and it was painful how good it all felt, I wanted to slam my legs shut because it was so intense but he just held them open and had at me.

"Squirt for me baby, let me lick you clean" He groaned, putting his mouth back on me and moaning against my clit, the vibrations making me coil up like a spring, he slid two fingers into me, hitting that spot and I fell apart, cumming into his busy mouth, he kept going once I was done and I tried to wriggle away, I tried to close my legs but he held my legs open and looked up at me as he worked my pussy with his tongue, I kept squirming but he held me still and he picked up the pace and I cried out with how unbearable it was, how sensitive I was, I felt like I was losing my mind as he stepped it up by working his fingers inside of me again and like the big bang that created the universe I was exploding so hard, so strong, I felt it through every inch of my body, I'd never screamed like that before. He gave me a few slow gentle licks when I'd come down and then crawled up my body, shuffling to the top of the bed.

"How was that, hmm?" He asked as he lined himself up with my throbbing pussy. I couldn't make any words. I was just broken in absolute bliss. He smirked and pushed into me, hitting hard and fast at the perfect spot and at first it was unbearable and but then I started building up to cum again, he took one of my nipples in his teeth, biting down gently making me arch into him, the pain making me desperate to come,

"Bite me" I moaned, and he did, he bit his mark but he left trails of bites all over my body and it really didn't take long before we came together, filling me, he kissed me hard before he pulled out to go get a cloth to clean up with. He cleaned us both up then climbed into bed, wrapping his arms around me.

"I know it's not what you had planned," He said after the silence had settled for a while. "But I don't think I've ever been this happy." I turned in his arms to face him, he looked so vulnerable which was a change for him.

"Really?" I entwined my fingers with his. He smiled so gently, I could tell that he craved these touches from me as much as any others.

"I don't wanna mess this up" He whispered, like he was a child sharing a secret.

"I don't think you can" I tangled up our legs and pressed a kiss to his lips. "I think I'm the one who's gonna mess up."

"Never" He pulled me closer. "Tell me how you chose."

"I… I wanted Charlie to see us date before I leave him. I wanted you to become part of the family. I want to remember missing you and being excited to move in."

"Fuck Bella, you are the best thing." which I could tell was a narrowly avoided 'I love you'.
"You're everything" He kissed my forehead.

"Are we becoming cute?" I asked, scared.

"I think so." He shrugged. "I kinda like it."

"I kinda like you." I blushed. Not really a groundbreaking thing to say to your soul mate but it still felt vulnerable.

"I want to say, you know, I ...L… you, why is it so hard?" He grumbled.

"Because when you love something you can lose it" I squeezed his hand. "But you can't lose me."

"I love you," He pulled my face to his, kissing me, softly, gently, sweetly, it felt like the first kiss I day dreamed when I was younger.

"I love you Paul" I whispered in his ear and I could feel the wholeness of the feeling that rushed through his body as I said it. We kissed like love wasn't scary and that we had it all figured out, we kissed like there'd never been such a thing as a heartbreak, and I felt my New York dream apartment get big enough for him and a little one.

AN: To all the reviewers thank you so much, and keep letting my know what you think, the next chapter's already cooking 3