Alone, She Breaks Master Edition

Part 1: The Moment When Sanity is Lost

"If I ever get to see you again, I'll say the words I wasn't able to say eight years ago...so, bye," the answering machine that sat in Misato's house was dragged out onto the kitchen table, Misato's emotionless, broken eyes staring at it with a puddle of tears beneath her cheek. Clenching her teeth like a vice grip, she choked back what remaining tears she had, shoving an empty can of Sapporo onto the floor. With Asuka having run away, Pen Pen ignoring her and Ritsuko fleeing the country, all she had left was Shinji. With everything going on, Misato realized that it was only a matter of time before he would run away as well.

"Everyone...is abandoning me...I...I don't want to be left alone..." Misato sobbed quietly, the answering machine rewinding itself without being asked to. Burying her eyes into her shirt sleeve, choking gasps came in fits, tears beginning to moisten her shirt. Suddenly, she felt her body stop. The thoughts of grief and depression were snuffed out as Misato came to a definitive conclusion. Her tears stopped, the shine in her eyes fading away as she rose up to her feet.

"I can't lose Shinji, he's all I have left. I don't want to be without him," Misato said in a creepy whisper. Slowly and cautiously she walked to Shinji's room. Sliding the door open, sure enough, there was Shinji, staring at the ceiling with blank eyes, the sounds of music blaring in his ears via his ear buds. It was as if he was a statue, motionless and cold. Misato hesitantly took a step into his room, slowly making her way to the depressed and broken Shinji. Having killed someone who declared their love to him, he was ready to just give up, thus the dead eyed stare to the heavens. Not even when Misato planted her rear next to him did he even flinch, causing Misato's emptiness to return.

"Hey...Shinji...I...I was hoping we could talk. It's been nearly 4 days now. Please?" Misato's quiet words were nullified by the music, prompting her to take a more direct approach, gently sliding her hand over Shinji's. Upon contact, Shinji tore his hand away, completely turning his body away from Misato. Misato turned completely to face Shinji, crawling onto the bed towards him. Misato placed her hand on Shinji's shoulder, Shinji immediately grabbing her wrist.

"Just leave me alone!" Shinji cried, throwing Misato's wrist at her as he let go. Tears of frustration filled her eyes, the urge to keep trying growing stronger. With a light growl, she grasped a hold of his shoulder, Shinji again trying to fight against it.

"Shinji, listen to me, please. We really need to talk!" Misato shouted, causing Shinji to retaliate. Shinji grasped a hold of her wrist harder than before, physically pressing her back off of him.

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!" Shinji screamed in Misato's face, trying to whip away from her. Misato held strong trying to turn him back towards her when a sudden sting bit her cheek. She stared in disbelief as she came to the realization that Shinji just struck her with his hand while flailing to get free. The loud pound of skin colliding together filled the room, Shinji now staring at Misato with extreme guilt.

"Oh God! Misato, I'm sorry!" Shinji quickly replied, Misato's eyes beneath her dark bangs. She slowly slid her hand up over the red mark on her cheek, wincing as her fingers gently ran across it. Shinji panicked, trying to think of some way to prevent further problems. Tears trailed down Misato's face as she clenched her teeth tightly.

At this moment, Misato felt something snap inside of her. Her normally kind but firm attitude felt as if it were being thrown down a well, never to return. Choking back tears, she latched her hands onto his shoulders like talons, using her strength and weight to force Shinji onto his back. He tried fighting against her but felt his breath leave him as Misato's fist buried itself into his stomach.

"M-Misato! P-Please stop...I'm so sorry I hit you...!" Shinji weezed, Misato simply staring down into his eyes.

"I can't trust you to leave anymore Shinji, because you'll never come back now..." Misato said quietly, her hand moving to the base of Shinji's neck while her other hand rubbed on her cheek. Shinji began to cough as Misato applied pressure, his hands clutching onto her wrist to make her stop.

"M-Misato...what are you talking about...? Why would I leave...?" Shinji said, moving Misato's hand to his chest instead. Misato glared down at him, emotionless tears cascading down her cheeks once again.

"Asuka left! Ritsuko left! NERV IS GONE AND KAJI IS DEAD! There's no reason to stay here any longer, is there Shinji?! You were hurt because of that last angel and because I was a little hard on you you've come to hate me! Admit it!" Misato screamed, tears dropping onto Shinji's face. Misato's wild mood swing frightened him beyond words, scared of what to say next.

"I have to leave eventually Misato, I have to grow and become an adult you kno..." Shinji was cut off by Misato screaming and shaking her head.

"Don't hide behind an excuse! Just admit that you can't stand to be around such a sloppy older woman! I know I have more problems than anyone else in this world but I'm trying my best damn it!" Misato wailed, showing Shinji that she had finally breached her mental breaking point. Shinji shook with fear as tears crept from his eyes.

"M-Misato...please stop...you're scaring me..." Shinji sobbed, Misato's bruised ego taking another shot. The further and further she dug her fears and hatred into Shinji, the more and more of the chances of staying were stacked against her. If she wanted him to stay, there was no more going back.

"Shinji, I'm absolutely terrified! Imagine how I feel! I've lost EVERYTHING I've ever cared about, everything but you! Please...I-I can't live alone anymore!" Misato cried out, both of her hands tightening their grip on Shinji's shoulders.

"Misato stop! You're seriously hurting me! Please! I won't leave, I swear!" Shinji shouted, Misato's grip slowly loosening up. Shinji winced in pain as she finally let go, shifting his shoulders to loosen them up.

"If you stay I'll...I'll make it worth your while you know..." Misato said with a sinister smile, soft giggle following her words. Shinji was ready to burst for the door should Misato move off of him, but his mind did a complete 180 as an unexpected sight took place. She crossed her arms before grasping the base of her shirt. Shinji's face turned red and he clenched his eyes shut, the sound of her shirt hitting off the wall catching his ears. The unsnapping of her bra was next, the sounds of it all hitting the floor causing his heart to rush.

"If...if it's to keep you here, I'll do whatever you want. Even this," Misato's words lashed into his ears as she took a hold of his wrists, pressing his hands against her bare chest.

"S-S-Stop that! I don't feel that way about you, it's wrong! I-I see you as more of a mother now! B-Besides I'm too young to do that!" Shinji fought with his words as he struggled to pull his wrists away. Misato glared down at Shinji, growling in discontent before pinning Shinji's wrists to each side of his head.

"Don't even give me that Shinji, I know you and Asuka have done things behind closed doors..." Misato's voice began to tremble as Shinji desperately fished for excuses. Shinji's excessive lying began to grasp Misato's heart, squeezing it tightly. Her ever growing frustration hit a wall, causing her morality to slip into darkness as she lowered her face down to his.

"Look at me Shinji..." Misato said softly, Shinji still shaking his head in defiance. Misato's gaze turned from hurt to hate, her hands gliding along Shinji's chest with the eventual destination being his throat. Tears continued to roll down Misato's cheeks, her long, delicate fingers curling around Shinji's neck.

"Please Shinji...I'm begging you...just look at me..." Misato choked, Shinji turning his face away, his eyes still clenched shut in an attempt to steer Misato away. Misato glared down at Shinji as her fingers began to apply pressure, which caused Shinji to flinch as his windpipe began to clench shut. Shinji's eyes shot open, their terror shining in Misato's eyes like headlights as he began gasping for Misato.

"M-Mi...ssaa...to...wh...y?!" Shinji coughed and gagged, Misato's weight on his body disallowing him to move.

"I tried to be nice about this Shinji...you let the world kill you and you shut me out...I've always been there for you the best I could Shinji...but the moment I need you, you put up a wall between us...that hurt me Shinji...so much that I'm tearing the wall down myself!" Misato cried, her hands shaking as they tightened their grasp. Tears welled up in Shinji's eyes as the whites in them turned to red, slowly rolling back into his head.

"He...lp...m...e...an...y...one..." Shinji croaked as his world faded to black. The very moment Shinji's body went limp, Misato let go. Staring down at the crude red ring around Shinji's neck, she felt for a pulse, which proved fruitful. It was weak, but she could feel it nonetheless, a smile curling on her lips.

"I'm so glad that you want to be with me enough to live. That means you'll stay by my side now, right?" Misato began muttering to herself like a patient in a psych ward but her attention was quickly diverted as she felt something push up against her butt. Her eyes fluttered in surprise as she wiggled her rear, the growth beneath it steadily increasing.

"Hehehe...naughty boy Shinji. And here you were telling me you saw me like your mommy. Is there something dirty you aren't telling me?" Misato murmured with a mischievous smile as she poked Shinji's nose.

The light in Shinji's eyes had finally vanished as Misato moved off of Shinji, her eyes immediately locking on to his point of growth. A light blush ran across Misato's cheeks as she continued to giggle like a little girl as she ran her hands over it through his boxers. To her surprise she felt it flinch and twitch against her touch, her smile growing ever wider. Misato went to the brim of Shinji's sweatpants, yanking them and his underwear clear off of his frame, revealing his slightly throbbing member.

"Hehehe...it's so cute," Misato playfully teased its size, gently rubbing her finger over its curve. Misato licked her lips as she gently grasped its base, raising it up. Slowly, her mouth descended onto Shinji's member, her lips squeezing it tightly like a glove as they moved down it until she found herself kissing his pelvis. She constricted her throat around his member, the taste of it causing Misato's eyes to flutter.

"Mmm...he keeps this thing clean..." Misato thought as she began to raise her mouth up, her lips still clenching around it tightly as she sucked. Clenching his thighs with her hands, she spread his legs, making it easier to move on him. Loud, sloppy sounds came from Misato's lips and she bobbed her head up and down his member for a good while, finally stopping once she felt it had reached its peak size. Her tongue drilled all over his member as she pulled off, the widest grin on Misato's face which was red as a cherry.

"Delicious. Now it's my turn Shinji, I bet you're excited about getting to feel what it's like to do a grown woman aren't you?" Misato continued to talk to Shinji even though he was out, a testament to Misato's mental state. She immediately cropped her skirt to the floor, sliding her glistening, moisten panties down her legs, which left a trail of fluid down her legs.

"Here I come Shinji...you're all mine now..." Misato said sensually, rubbing the head of his lower head into her hot, moist crevice. Loud, slick noises came from Misato's crotch as she sheathed Shinji's member. Finally dropping all the way down, Misato let out a loud, abrupt moan, her body trembling vigorously.

"I guess I'm not a decent woman Shinji, I climaxed just from putting you inside me hehehe..." Misato giggled, slipping the rest of her clothes off and throwing them out the doorway. Misato's breasts squished up against Shinji's face as she grasped behind his head. She blushed and smiled before moving her rear up then back down, causing her to tremble and gasp gleefully. Using her succulent thighs, she began to bounce on Shinji member, small ups and downs escalating in volume as their skin collided again and again.

Misato felt her sanity slip away as she went harder and harder, her rear's smacks against Shinji now being accompanied by loud, lewd sloshing noises shouting from her crotch. The feeling of overwhelming pleasure from Shinji manhood and the fulfilling of her dark desires.

"OH God! Shinji! Good boy, that's a good boy!" Misato panted, her body tensing up as began crying out in ecstasy. In midst of the defiling of his body, Shinji began to awaken, his mouth and nose being blocked within the warm embrace of Misato's breasts. Misato's nails dug into the back of Shinji's head, her grasp beginning to yank harshly on his hair. Muffled yells and scream reverberated against Misato's chest, his body tensing up and flailing.

"MMM...THAT'S IT! RIGHT THERE SHINJI!" Misato screamed, moisture drenching their nether regions. Misato began putting her whole body into, now shaking violently. Her cries grew more and more frequent, drowning out Shinji's desperate attempts at breathing. Misato finally moved up so she could ride him harder than before. As she desperately gasped for air, Misato began to chuckle loudly between her breaths.

"Hehehe! How do you like it, Shinji?! It feels good being done by an older woman doesn't it?!" Misato cried, her hands moving onto Shinji's neck again as he attempted to push her off.

"No, no, no...I can't let you do that! We're so close! I can feel your cute member throbbing and twitching!" Misato said aggressively, Shinji staring in horror as he grasped her wrists as hard as he could.

"M-Mi...sat...o! I-I ca...n't...bre...ath...!" Shinji choked out, Misato silencing his lips with her own. Shinji's tense arms managed to grab on to Misato's hair, desperately pulling it with all his might. Misato found great pleasure in this and with a few final slams onto Shinji's member, Shinji let out a gastly cry, his seed filling Misato's snatch. Misato began to switch and stiffen up, her own cry of pleasure sounding out as she came to climax as well.

Misato let go of Shinji's neck, his breaths now asking but still conscious. Misato smiled seductively, leaning down to lay upon Shinji while giving Shinji a loving embrace. Shinji's eyes went blank as Misato kissed his cheek, his seed began to ooze out of her crevice with an impressive amount.

"Hehe...my God Shinji...look how much you filled me up...you'll take responsibility for it, won't you?" Misato inquired, Shinji still staring blankly at the ceiling.

"How did things end up this way..." Shinji whimpered, his hands laying dead at his side's and growing numb beneath Misato's weight. He simply gave her a lifeless nod, causing Misato to smile wide, as she returned to normal.

"I love you, Shinji...thank you...for putting up with me," Misato said with tears in her eyes, her words lined with appreciation and regret of her actions. Shinji simply wrapped his arms around you, sighing heavily with his breath returning to him.

"No...problem..." Shinji said, finally accepting his fate that he was surely going to be forced to live with. He then devoted himself to keep Misato stable, thus his life may be extinguished.