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Guess what guys? Guess what? Guesswhatguesswhatguesswghat? One whole year has passed since I had my last big seizure… YAYYAYYAY. For celebrating I ate pizza and drank sprite. Haha. I'm really happy I haven't had any for so long.

I usually don't post pictures from reality on the account. But on "Linneagbfanfiction" I posted a picture. And I mean- for you I could just as well have green skin and purple eyes, be three meters tall and skinny like a thread. Anyway- if you want to see what I look like behind this screen. You can check it out haha.

Here we go.

"How you're feeling?"

Feeling awfully tired the night after Christopher had turned up in the store with Frankie's old things I had, for once in my life went to bed early. Jim probably knew exactly how rarely I did just that and came and sat down on my bed, stroke away a tress of hair from my forehead in that move that parents used to secretly feel if their child had a temperature.

"I'm fine. Just a bit tired." I forced a smile but was interrupted when I felt my lips twitch slightly. I shot up into sitting position and laid a hand over my mouth. "It's fine."

To Jim I must have seemed like I was getting sick because he suddenly seemed worried and tried to get up.

"I'm fine… Did you see that?"

"See what?"

"My lips suddenly flinched…"I held my breath for a few seconds and then leaned back towards the headboard still with a hand over my mouth. "It's fine it was just so…"

All of a sudden, it wasn't just my lips but my whole body. It was over before I could react more than with a sharp intake of breath and I reached for Jim's hand and squeezed it.

"Did you see that?"

Jim nodded, then moved over to his side of the bed and put his arm around my shoulders, I leaned against his chest and was ready for any part of my body to flinch all of a sudden.

"Did it hurt?"

"No."

It didn't hurt but it was that feeling of losing control of my body.

And I suddenly had a feeling it was going to happen again and gasped. But nothing happened.

Still the feeling didn't fade that it was going to happen and I felt every muscle suddenly tensing. When I tried to relax again there was my leg still tensing in that weird way it had this afternoon.

"I have a feeling." Jim stroke my back and I felt his warm breath in my hair. "…I just have a feeling all of this has the simplest answer. That the reason for it happen might be right in front of us."

Suddenly a girl was standing right in the doorway. The same girl that had been at the store and I looked up and lifted my head from leaned against Jim's chest.

"Francesca?" I tried, but she didn't move. "Frankie?"

But she only looked back at me, without a word.

"HEY." I heard Jim's voice. "Whatever you want, you can tell. And please do before you actually hurt my wife. Just tell her what you want and then maybe… maybe…"

"Maybe you can cross over. And go into the light. Did you see a light when you died?"

She didn't answer, she just faded away and disappeared. And meanwhile I flinched crazily three more times. I leaned tightly towards Jim and gripped his hand feeling as if holding onto something I would have thrown it away.

"It doesn't hurt..." I said at last, because I knew he was thinking. "…But it's just my body's moving without me telling it to and I can't make it stop."

My whole body went limp when the flinching stopped. I sighed deeply and sat up from half laying onto my husband. I waited and waited… It felt like it would happen again but it didn't…. It really felt like it should…

"Do you want some water?"

I did, but I didn't want him to leave neither.

"It'll only take a second."

It did only take a few seconds for Jim to go downstairs and get a glass and a jug of water but as soon as he left the bed it seemed weirdly cold and empty and I took my quilt and pulled it around me as tightly as I could.

When Jim came back it was only when he had poured up a glass and handed it to me that I stuck my hand out from my cocoon and took it. It was as if the movement had just been lying under my skin and waiting for me to move because when I pulled my hand back towards me to sip from the water that I flinched again and I almost dropped the glass.

"Oh…." I still held onto the glass but had scattered half of the glass of cold water down on myself and my pyjamas shirt. And I tried to wipe it best I could with my hands and put the glass on the bedside table.

"It's okay." Jim put the jug away and sat back down. "It's just water."

Well, that was water along with my body moving without me wanting it to…

Random fact

That flinching is kind of hard to explain and I guess it wasn't worth putting a whole chapter on. But I think more things will start happening more from the next chapter on.