Hi all, I'm back with an update. I was not pleased with last chapter so i have amended it slightly here. This chapter contains Adult content / Sensitive subjects. Hence the rating.
I will update my other story, i hope on the weekend. Please bare with me on that one, and if you haven't read it, check it out.
It's another Ness/Jacob AU/All Human fanfic. :)
After speaking on the phone to Nahuel at the diner, I quickly dismissed myself from Jacob's presence, not wanting to anger him further. I didn't want to leave so abruptly, but I could only hope I'll see Jacob again soon.
After all, he knows where I work albeit embarrassing and I deliberately left the company card on the table in hopes that I would see him again.
I let out a shaky yet deep breath as my shoulders slumped down in defeat as I made my way begrudgingly up to mine and Nahuel's apartment, my feet dragging behind me as I did.
I dreaded to think what I had done wrong this time to deserve his wrath over the phone.
I entered the apartment as quietly as I could, although I doubted it would matter considering Nahuels enhanced vampiric hearing. I moved to the dinning room, placing my keys on the dinning table as gently as I could without making unnecessary noise, but it seemed my attempt at being quiet was futile as I felt Nahuel push up against me from behind, his breath tickling the hairs on my neck as he did.
"And where have you been?" He growled into my ear, his hands moving to touch my bare thighs as he stood behind me.
"I-I told you.." I stuttered breathlessly. "I was at the cafe"
"Doing?" He spoke in an aggressive tone, which wasn't really new for him these days, as his hands slowly snaked their way up under my black dress, causing it to ride up as he did and pool at my hips.
"I-I.." I went to reply but my breath caught in my throat as I felt Nahuel rip away my lacy thong that I had been wearing under my dress from my body.
"N-Nahuel!" I screeched
My body frozen in place at what was happening, I mean it's not like I hadn't slept with Nahuel before, he was my first everything which makes me cringe to my core and although I'am stripper I've never done anything with the sleazy men that come in except dance for them and lure them in.
I tried to resist against Nahuel, but he was too strong, so much stronger than me considering I still mostly fed on mere animal blood where as he had switched to drinking solely from the poor men I lured into the club and the other strippers who worshiped at his feet.
Nahuel forcefully pushed my upper body down onto the table in front of me, the side of my face coming into contact of the cold table top.
Before I could even start to protest I felt Nahuel line himself up to my entrance and force himself upon me, as soon as he did I went numb, my body shut down and my mind began to wonder, as anywhere would be better than living this reality that I was currently experiencing.
Once Nahuel was finished with me, he pulled out his now sensitive member, before pulling up the pants he had been wearing and walking off to his room without a word.
And that's how it usually was, especially over the last few months.. I was just there to fill every desire.. albeit emotionless.
It took me a moment to compose myself and come back to reality, but when I did I stood up straight and made my way to my own bedroom, I could already feel the trickle of his seed running down my thighs so I quickly got myself into the shower, eager to feel clean again.
I spent what felt like forever in the shower, at least a couple of hours, sitting under the shower hose as I let the water run over me, I had sat on the shower floor and cried a little during my time in the shower, I couldn't lie. It was exhausting trying to remain tough and strong 24/7. But just like all the other times when this happened, I learned to block out the pain and emotional trauma, it was my 'normal'.
Once I felt satisfied that I was feeling cleaner and refreshed I got my self dressed, opting to slip on my high waisted denim shorts, my plain "Levi's" white t shirt with my vans. I was going to be heading down to the club shortly where I left my outfits there in my dressing room.
Thankfully I had been given my own dressing room, so I didn't have to share with the other girls. That had been one of the last nice things Nahuel had done for me before he become such a monster, literally.
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I had made my rounds around the club as I usually did, moving from pole to pole as I danced around the tables, collecting the dollars thrown at me as I did so, before making my way to the bar to quench my thirst.
Candice was at the bar on her usual shift, she greeted me with a bone crushing hug as I made my way behind the bar to grab a bottle of water.
"Nessa!" She beamed and I couldn't help but smile back.
"Candice!"
"You look like you're loosing weight, girl!" She narrowed her eyes at me, scanning me up and down as she moved back from the hug.
I shook my head dismissively
"No, I'm still eating as I normally would Candice, it's probably just from all the dancing" I shrugged, trying to brush off her comment. Truth be told, it has been about a week since I went to the nearest woods and hunted for a small animal. I'll have to feed soon.
"If you say so, Nessa, I'm just looking out for you, ya know" Candice expressed her concern.
I offered a half hearted smiled at her after I took a sip of my water, placing one of my hands on her shoulder in thanks. "I know, I know. And I'm grateful. But I'm fine, I'll try to eat more" I reassured her, giving her a cheeky wink as I did to lighten the mood.
"Good! You better!" She faked a stern voice before giggling, but her eyes were quickly diverted to whoever walked through the entrance.
I didn't take too much notice to whatever caught her attention at first, choosing to have a few more sips of water before I went back out to dance.
"God he's hot" Candice murmured to herself before beaming at the man as he reached the bar. I had yet to turn to face whoever had walked in when I smelt the familiar musky scent, which caused my tummy to feel like it was doing somersaults.
It was distinctively the smell of Jacob, I didn't need to second guess that, I composed myself before slowly turning to face him, Candice was already acting like a giddy school girl around him as she poured him a glass of Whisky on the rocks.
"Vanessa" He beamed at me, flashing those pearly whites, his pupils diluting as he quickly glanced over my appearance in appreciation.
Which didn't bother me at all, I mean I was in lingerie and it wasn't anything I wasn't used to in this type of work anyways.
"Jacob" I smiled back, moving to make my way back from behind the bar, making my way to move closer to him. There was just something about him, beside being undoubtedly the hottest male specimen I'd ever seen, I just wanted to mount him and spend the rest of my life with him and have his babies if that is even possible for me. Ugh.
"I can't lie, I couldn't wait to see you again" Jacob said huskily as I moved to sit next to him at the bar. It took me by surprise.
"Really?" I said in shock, like really? Why? Little old me? I'm flattered.
"Well.." Jacob chuckled, facing me on his bar stool as he took a swig of his whiskey. "I think.. No." He corrected. "I know, you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, there's something about you, You're mysterious Nessa." He admitted
I honestly didn't know what to say, I giggled awkwardly, waving it off as I looked away from his gaze, a light blush creeping up onto my cheeks. "I'm not that beautiful, but thank you"
I really needed to learn how to take a compliment, seriously.
Jacob moved his hand up to tuck a loose strand of hair behind my ear "I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it" Jacob spoke gruffly, which caused my lower stomach to feel like it was becoming knotted. The way he was looking at me and speaking to me was making me want to jump his bones and honestly I just wanted to kiss him. Right. Now.
I got up from the stool I was sitting on and grabbed onto Jacobs hand "Come with me" I insisted.
I pulled him off the stool with a bit of force, Jacob was HUGE so I needed to use a little bit of my Vampire strength to get him up.
Jacob didn't protest at all, choosing to follow me like an excited puppy, his drink in his other hand as he followed behind me. "Where are we going?" Jacob asked.
"Somewhere' I giggled, turning to give him a cheeky wink which caused him to chuckle as I opened the door to my favourite private room. It was dimly lit as most of the rooms are with a large rounded sofa in the middle.
Here goes nothing I thought as I lead him to sit down on the sofa that was situated in the middle of the dimly lit room, shutting the door gently behind me, but not before placing the 'do not disturb' sign on the door as I turned the lock.
Shaking my ass is the only thing that's
Got this black narcissist off my back
She couldn't care less, and I never cared more
So there's no more to say about that
Except hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past
- hope is a dangerous thing - lana del ray
Short and sweet like always. Let me know what you think :)
