Jake's POV-
Man I'm in deep trouble...
I was currently running in the woods trying to think things through. So let's see...
My mate is a little girl, who's not Bella. No, it's her little sister... and I just sent her to the hospital!
What am I going to do? Bella probably hates me. And my mate probably hates me. Man, I'm in so much trouble...
I continued to run until my legs felt like jelly. I couldn't go back. Not now at least. So staying in wolf form, I curled into a ball against a tree and closed my eyes. I tried to sleep but the idea that my mate was hurt kept me up.
How was I going to explain this to her? Do I even know her name?
Lola? Lisa? No... Lizzy! Paul called her Lizzy, oh... Paul!
What if Lizzy likes him more than me? What if she has feelings for him?
Guilt washed over me, how did I get into this mess? I was stupid... so stupid. I guess I need to apologize without getting killed by Bella or the vamp. Then try to make it up to Lizzy. Maybe taking her on a date... no she's still a kid. I should get to know her better, yeah... that's a good first step... but what if she is scared of me? What if she hates me?
I bet the mate bond is killing her... I need to be with her.
The thought of her doing something drastic because the separation bond got me back on my feet. I heard mates could get majorly depresed because of seperation and that wouldn't help me get closer to her. Ignoring my tired body I bolted back to the pack house.
Lizzy POV-
"Hahahaha!" Paul was so funny! He said i looked fun and dangerous like... a book priate? "Hahahahah! Arg! Let me steal thee books!" I laughed. We've been talking while Bella catches up and Paul is deffently keeping me entertained. I can't believe he's still single! He's hilarious! Wait I'm only 9 what am I thinking? This only made me laugh harder.
"So you need anything before I head out?" Paul asked smiling.
"Nope I'm good. Go do your thing I'll be fine!" I smiled gripping my stomach.
"You sure kid?"
"Yeah! I'm just sore from laughing so much!" I smiled and he chuckled.
"Ok, I'll come visit latter. Got to go find that other one."
"Jacob?"
"Yeah, that weirdo. He's been gone for a while so I'm going to look for him. Don't worry because I know you would, he's fine." He smiled and patted my head. "You're just to kind." He winked and turned to leave.
"Bye!" I waved good bye as he left.
Not to long later Bella, Edward and Sam came in.
"How are you feeling Lizzy?" Sam asked looking me over.
I smiled, "Arrgg! Doing fine matey!" Laughing harder I gripped my stomach. "I'm ok."
"Well I think that solves one question." Edwards lips curved up into a small smile.
"Yeah, she seems fine." Bella stared at me.
"What? Of course I'm fine, or am I going to beone a werewolf too!? You guys are staring at me like I'm supposed to change drastically or be sufficiently different. What's up?" I knew there was something they weren't telling me.
"Well you did just get rejected by your mate." Sam rubbed his head. "Normaly people... Go through a stage of depression afterward. Losing your soul mate is very difficult to get through..." I was going to ask him questions but he kept talking. "No one has had a mate out side of the tribes blood yet so I don't really know what effects of the bond will effect you. It seems like you have no real ties to Jacub, probably because he rejected you..."
"Wait what!" The words were proceeding and all I got was- soulmate rejected me but I'm not effected at all? "Let me get this strait. Am I supposed to feel emotional pain because of this situation because I did."
"When?"
"When Jacub and Paul were fighting, my heart was ripped out of my chest. Was that because he rejected me?"
"Yes, but you seen fine now so you don't have to worry about it."
"Is Jacub hurting?"
"I don't care if he's hurting right now..." Bella clenched her fists.
"Calm down... man... you may not care but I do. If I'm supposed to be depressed or something would he be? I think soul mates go both ways." I asked because it makes sence. If one is in pain shouldn't the other be?
"Well yes and no. He's the one who rejected, so the effects are different. And he is a werewolf and your fully human so the bond really is one way. You don't have the same rules like we do. We're attracted to our mates because it's a, how would I say it, werewolf thing." Sam continued to explain the whole speech to Bella, she's really slow at these things.
"Well thanks for the information but..." I pulled of the white sheets, "I'm board. Paul left to get Jacob and I'm not a fan of being stuck here being pitted. I'm going for a walk."
I got out of bed and Bella rushed toward me blocking my path.
"No way. You need to rest. You lost a lot od blood, lost your 'Soul mate' and you want to go for a walk? No way you're staying in bed." She nudged me back on to the sheets.
"No, I'm fine. Really! Stop acting like my mom. I'm ok to walk around. If your worried have someone come with me, but I'm processing the situation myself and would like to have time to think. The way I find most calming. Which is walking." Sighing I got up again and headed to the door.
"Ahem..." Edward coughed in his hand.
"What? I'm just going around the house..." groand turning to him.
"Not that..." His eyes went up and down and I followed.
Imedently my cheeks flushed. I was wearing a white patient dress like in real hospitals. How did I not realize that before?
"Um... We're are my clothes?"
Edward laughed along with Sam.
"There in the trash." Bella threw me a light dress. "Blood stains wouldn't come out."
I caught the dress and sighed. I really liked that top...
"Thanks. I'm keeping the dress than."
"Fine by me." Sam smiled. "All yours kid."
Smiling I looked over the blue dress. It was simple going to my knees, with short sleeves.
"Ok. Everybody out!" They staired at me blankly. "Come on, I got to change and I'm not doing it front of you guys. So out." I smiled pushing everyone through the door.
Once they were gone I let out a huge sigh. Taking the dress I quickly changed and folded the gown placing it back on the bed. I could see the faint scar on my arm trace up into the sleeve of the dress. That was going to take time to get use to.
I went back to the hand mirror and looked over my face. The long scar looked cleaner than it did this morning which was less obvious, but still there.
I really need a good walk right now. If I went through the door they'd deffently follow me and right now I'd prefer to be alone.
Looking around I saw a window.
"Through the widow I guess..." I whispered to myself.
Going to the window I slid it open. Luckily I was on the first floor (ground level) and I quickly slide out. Running down a path i made it to a small beach. Looking behind me just make sure no one followed me. Seeing no one i started down the shore.
Bella would probably freak out when she finds out but I really didn't care. Sitting down in the sand I let the wind blow through my hair.
What was I going to do? I'm a werewolf imprint but he doesn't want me. He could be doing fine or breaking apart. I could leave this place and go back with lying Bella but then leave Paul. Or I could stay confront Jacob and stick around with Paul but then Bella would be mad. I guess I'll let fate go to work.
Suddenly the ground started to shake and I looked around.
A large brown wolf was running toward me and Paul was running behind.
I quickly stood up and ran the other derection. But my luck, I tripped and fell face first in the sand.
I heard rustling and a new shadow covered me.
"Don't touch her Jacub!"
Hah, I'm mean... suck it up I'll get on the next chapter soon so wish me luck.
