Warning \=^_^=/ Please read- Just to let you know this chapter will be involving some darker (Like dark) themes. I won't change the rating or anything because I know how it feel if you don't have an account, but I warned you to be ready... Any way, knowing this...Read on!
Lizzy's POV-
I open my eyes and was met with darkness. For miles all I could see was pitch black nothingness.
"Where am I?" I walked around the shadow world trying to find somethings in this strange land. "Bella? Paul? Anyone!" I shout out. Nothing...
I start to freak out a bit. I had no idea what was happening... I was alone with no sight of light...
"Hello! Anyone! Please!" I shout out. Putting my hands in front of me as I wandered around.
I wandered blindly through the dark void. What even is this place? I carefully walk around, I've read story's where characters wake up in a black pit and then end up falling through an invisible hole. And I don't really want to be like them...
Walking alone for what seemed like hours, when it was probably only minutes, I hit a wall.
"Huh? What's this?" Carefully I felt around the wall. "At least it wasn't a drop off..." I mumble. "Aah ha!" I felt a handle of some sort. Pulling it open I was met with a lighter shade of black, gray I guess...
I look back at where I just walked debating if I should move on or stay until something else happens. Again, I've read way to many stories about these things. Nothing ever good happens by walking through the door, but what choice do I really have? Talking a deep breath I step across the line.
I blink a few times and find my self looking at a large field of colorless grass. "Huh..." I look back at the entrance to find it already gone. "Typical... and where's the color? I thought I had a creative mind? If I'm dreaming I would be seeing things that make sense..." I pause thinking about my last statement. "Am I dreaming?" I pinch my arm and feel the pain but my surroundings don't change. "Um, I guess... I'm dre- awake... or am I going crazy..." I hold my head in my hands. "What's going on..."
"What do you mean?"
I look up to see Edward standing on the other side of the field. If he looked pale in real life he looked like snow here.
"Lizzy? Are you ok?" He asked concerned.
Oh, I knew where this was going... "Stay away from me." I whisper. It's a figment of my imagination, he wasn't real.
"Lizzy. It's me Edward. Bella is worried sick. We need to get you back to the pack house." Edward took a step forward.
Oh, no way am I going to trust him... "I'm not buying this nightmare, I know this is all fake."
"No, this isn't fake. Lizzy you have to trust me." Edward pleaded.
"No way, I won't trust any thing here." I back away. This felt so much like an anime plot line...
"Lizzy, you have to trust me. I'm really here to protect you."
"Ha, like I'll believe that. You don't even protect me when I'm awake..." I laugh a little. "I don't have time for this... I just want to wake up and forget I ever came to Forks..."
"No, Lizzy listen your not dreaming, but you're in lots of danger. I need you to come with me." Edward put his hands up. I guess to symbolize he's harmless.
I hear growls in the distance. "Are you protecting me from what ever made that sound?" I questioned, "I want real answers before I go with you."
"We don't have time for that now..."
"No we have plenty of time. I'm not moving until I get answers." I sat down on the grey grass. "I'm tired of being in the dark... I hate when people think lying will fix everything..." The growls got stronger.
"Lizzy-"
"I hate how the one's I trust don't trust me back..." A tear slides down my cheek. I quickly wipe it away.
I could now feel the ground shake and snarls come from behind me. This was just a dream... I don't care what happens...
"I tried..." Edward turned and took off.
"So long..." I mutter. I slowly turn my head and see a brown wolf standing only a few feet away.
"Jake-" He snapped his teeth at me. I push down my growing fear, it's just a dream... "Jacob, is that you?" I look into his eyes but are met with black ones. He's angry...
I slowly stand up trying to get some distance between him and I. He luges at me before I could take a step and before I know it, he's on top of me. His mouth right above my head...
I squeezed my eyes shut. For a dream it felt so real... "Jacob... please..." He leaned down, his teeth hovering over my throat. "You're scaring me... please... stop..." I plead. He doesn't listen.
I try to move out from underneath him but one I move he bites my throat. I scream out in pain. I could feel each tooth penetrate my neck and the flow of blood leaving my body. I start to choke and I spit up blood... I loose my vision and then my contentiousness...
"Lizzy?"
I slowly open my eyes. My neck hurt so much from that dream. I couldn't believe I was awake...
"Oh, thank goodness you're finally awake!" I saw Bella holding my hand tightly. "I was afraid you'd never wake up." She cried, tears streaming down her face.
"I..." I take a look at my surroundings. I was at the pack house. Sighing, I smiled realizing I was awake. "I'm fine. What happened? How long was I out?" I asked looking for a clock.
"You fainted and have been sleeping with a fever for a few days now." Bella sniffled, "But I'm glad you're up. Your fever seems to be gone. That's a good sign." She put her hand on my forehead and a look of relief covered her face. "I'm so sorry for lying to you about Edward and keeping you in the dark." She smiled at me, "I fixed everything so don't you worry."
"What? What do you mean by 'Fixed'?" I looked at her confused.
"I won't let anyone hurt you again." She smiled. "I made sure of that."
"Um, Bella... you're making no sense..." I looked at her a bit concerned. Something didn't seem right...
"No need to worry your little head." She patted my head, tracing down my cheek.
I moved my hand to push hers away. "Look, Bella. Your acting strange. Have you been getting enough sleep. You said I was out for a couple days. Did you stay up the entire time?" I asked worriedly.
"No, I rested. You don't have to worry about me." She held my hand in a tighter grip.
"Uh huh..." I stared at her for a little and she just kept smiling. Then it hit me, where was Edward and Paul... and Jacob! "Bella, where's Edward?"
"Huh, Oh, him? Don't worry nothing will happen to you he's gone now."
I looked at her with concern. This wasn't the Bella I knew... "A-nd... Ja-cob?" I ask my voice cracking.
"Gone. I won't let anyone hurt you any more. I promised myself that. You'll never be hurt by them again." She squeezed my hand harder.
"Even Paul..."
"Yep. No monster will harm you like they have ever again."
"Wait..." This wasn't right... "where are they now?" I hope they were ok...
"Where they belong. Hell." She had an evil smile on her face.
I lost my breath for what seems like an eternity. It meant that people were killed... because of ... me. I couldn't breath and I struggled to stay, well stay calm.
Finally I couldn't hold back the tears. All this really was my fault...
"Oh, tears of joy!" Bella exclaimed.
She must be INSANE! How can she be happy if she killed her boyfriend and best friends! I couldn't stop crying.
This really was all my fault. If I hadn't come here people could still be alive... I cried harder... It was all my fault... I killed people that didn't deserve to die... I'm a monster... a weak, worthless monster...
"Now for the last problem." Bella grinned at me releasing my hand. I quickly retracted it and wiped my teary face.
"A-re... you insane,... Bella, you really k-killed... your best friends ... to p-protect m-me..." I sobbed in my hands.
"Of course, Your safety is all that maters. I wont let anyone harm you ever again, including myself."
I face my sister and she holds a gun in her hand. My eyes winded as she places it on her temple.
"Wait... Stop! Put that down!" I shout as I try to reach for the gun. "What are you doing. BELLA STOP PLAYING WITH ME AND PUT THE GUN DOWN!" I scream trying my hardest to grab the gun.
"I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I'm the one who hurt you the most. With me gone, you'll never be in pain again..." She smiles tightening her grip on the trigger.
"NO, no Bella. I'll... I'll be in even more pain. Put the gun down... I need you, please don't do this..." I cry, this wasn't happening... I can't handle this... this is my own fault and I can't even stop my sister from dying... for me... I'm the one who should be gone...I'm the one who causes pain...
"Bella... please... I love you... I'm not mad... I promise... please don't do this..."
"I have no choice..." She smiled happily, "If it means you won't get hurt, I'd do anything for you." She pulled the trigger and I screamed. I cried harder than I had ever cried. I tried to stop her... I did, but I couldn't do anything... again another life lost because I'm involved... why do I only bring pain? Why can't I have never been born?
I clung to Bella's lifeless body as I rocked her back and forth. I never did anything right by coming here...
"I'm so sorry I messed up everyone's lives... " I cried into Bella. "I take all the blame... so please, don't leave me now..."
I sob louder.
"I'm SORRY!"
Bella's POV-
Lizzy was tossing and turning in her coma. I was by her side the whole time holding her hand. She just wouldn't wake up. She started to cry and shake uncontrollably and wouldn't stop. She must be having a nightmare... If only I could tell her it was all ok...
Did I get you? Well, I'm not sorry for this chapter. I knew Lizzy wouldn't fall for the "I'm in a coma and saw the future" thing so I made it one of her real fears in a real setting. But just to make sure no one's confused, no one's dead (yet) I mean the whole chapter but Bella's POV at the end was Lizzy's imagination. So sorry, not sorry for any confusion.
As always, tell me if you like the story. Suggestions are welcome!
Till the next time~
Ink-Rose
