I really wish I could get her out of my fucking head but after that kiss that was a lost hope. I tried I really did. I brought that girl...what was her name? Melissa, I think. Anyway, I brought her to family dinner just so that I can keep myself distracted. I need to keep my mind off of Tara but that was also a lost cause.

I took Melissa into the bathroom and fucked her just because Mike kissed Tara and it pissed me off that I wasn't the one doing it. What Tara walked in on was us getting dressed after our "play time" but Not even that kept my mind off Tara. Each thrust was like a reminder of what I couldn't have. Of what Tara was keeping from me.

I didn't deny it anymore. I had it bad for her and I knew it. I knew it the minute the thought of killing Mike entered my mind when she showed up with him the day after she broke up with him and I knew it when I wanted to wring his neck because he won her a teddy bear I knew she would be sleeping with that night. I thought she didn't want me but then I corned her in dorm room and the way her body responded to my close proximity gave me all the courage I needed to press my lips against hers and kiss her like my life depended on it and she still didn't give in. Her stubborn ass was holding back and I didn't know why but again it was pissing me off.

"You taking a break anytime soon?" Thomas asked me. I shook my head and got on the floor in push up position. "Your gonna wear yourself out, Jax" he didn't get the internal battle I was having in my head. Working out was the best way to keep myself distracted and that still didn't work.

"Either join me or shut the hell up" I growled as I began my push up's. He took off his shirt and got down beside me matching me push up for push up. I stoped at about 150 and got up to grab a bottle of water from the mini fridge in the garage. Tossing him a bottle I sit on the bench lean over, my arms on my thighs and I try to catch a breath.

"You gonna tell me what's eating at you...or do I have to guess?" He asked as he sat next to me.

I smirk at him "give it your best shot"

"This have anything to do with that girl you banged in the bathroom the other night? Or the girl that punched her?" My eyes shoot to his and he laughs "So this is about Tara" he nods as if understand and I scowl at him. "She is a nice piece of ass"

"Don't say that shit" getting defensive is another sign that I've got it bad.

"Ohhhh you've got it bad" he confirms it and my frown deepens. Was it that noticeable now? "If you like her so much. Why don't you just go get her?"

I roll my eyes "It's not that easy. She's playing some hard to get bullshit. I swear one minute she wants me and then the next she doesn't" running my hand threw my hair I let out a growl. "She's really fucking with me"

"What's Different about this one? I mean you've never been one to actually like and chase after a girl. I mean shit you just banged a girl in the clubhouse bathroom"

I shook my head "I don't know. She's different, I guess? There's a connection there I just don't know if she feels it"

Thomas stood up and grabbed his t-shirt "So why don't you just, I don't know talk to her?"

I shrugged. That didn't sound like a bad idea. We've been so busy flirting that we didn't actually get a chance to talk about what was happening.

"Look I'm going to the club house later. I'm sure she'll be there. It's Sunday afternoon. Get her on your bike and leave. Go some where and talk all that chick shit out"

I nodded. Maybe my little brother had a point. That didn't happen often and when it did I found in the past that I just should have listened.

Drinking the rest of my water I stand up and head to the door leading inside to the house from the garage where we had out make shift gym. "Where are you going? I was just getting started" Thomas shouts after me.

"I'm getting in the shower. I gotta talk to her before I change my mind"

He nods and follows after me "I'll come with you. I'll take a shower in moms bathroom"

"Where is she anyway?" I haven't seen her all day. Then again I woke up in a bad mood this morning and walked into the garage and started working out. She could have been gone for days and I wouldn't have noticed.

"Think she went out of town. Left a note saying she'll be back Tuesday. Left us some money. I put your half on your desk in your room"

"Thanks" walking into my room I strip and head to the shower.

...Sealed...With...A...Kiss...

When I finally get to clubhouse the first thing I noticed was Tara's bike the second thing I noticed...Mikes car. I stood idle on my bike for a few minutes. Wondering if I should actually go threw with this whole thing. I wish Thomas didn't decide to stay home. I needed him to tell me to quit being a pussy. Getting her on my bike was easier said then done.

After I took a few minutes I shut off my bike and walked in to the clubhouse. I spotted Opie at the bar with Sammy. Donna was on the couch looking rather pissed but then again I never really saw her happy. The. I saw Tara. She was sitting on the edge of the pool table watching Mike take a shot. She looked rather bored and I smiled at the fact that she wasn't having any fun. When she spotted me she matched my smile then cut her eyes to Mike and frowned.

She really didn't know how to make up her mind. I sat at a table near by her but still far enough away. My chair screeched against the floor and that's when Mike spotted me. I gave him an evil grin and he narrowed his eyes. He reached for Tara and wrapped his arms around her. My smile dropped and my hands clenched into fist. He was doing this shit on purpose. My last straw was when I he bent his head and kissed her. She kissed him back but didn't respond the way she did with me. I could tell. There was no emotion. There was no pulling him closer, there was no sighs of contentment, no moaning, no begging for more with just her lips. Nothing.

My chair screeched again but this time I was getting up. Mike separated himself for her and she looked over at me. I guess she could see how angry I was cause she jump off the pool table and stood in between us "Jax don't please" she begged and I shook my head.

"I'm not doing anything but I need to you" and I need to get you away from him before I knock his fucking teeth out. Of course I didn't say it out loud there was no need to. The way my fist were clenched and the way my eyes bore into his. Everyone already knew it.

"She's not going any where" Mike stated stepping closer to me and Tara.

So I did the only logical thing. I pushed him, I pushed him so hard he stumbled back and feels right on his ass. I looked at Tara and didn't ask again, I just took her hand and lead her outside. I heard Mike coming after us so I walked a little bit faster. Not that I was scared of him. More like beating him up would delay what I had to say to Tara.

"Wait, Jax. Let me just talk to him" she pulled her hand out of mine and I looked down at her fuming.

"Are you serious?" I didn't understand it. I knew she didn't want him. I could see it but she still wanted to stay here and talk to him.

"Just let me talk to him and then we can talk" she promised and I shook my head walking toward my bike "Jax wait!" She called after me but I was sick and tired of this back and forth bullshit.

When I got on my bike I looked over and saw her arguing with him. I seriously wanted to punch his face in. By now everyone had joined the scene Opie, Donna and Sammy were all out side looking to see how it would all end. Hell I wanted to see how it would all end but I knew I wasn't going to and if I had it my way, which I usually did, she wouldn't see it either.

I rode my bike till I was right next to her and handed her the helmet. She looked at me surprised as hell, if I wasn't so pissed I would have laughed. "Get on the bike, Tara. I'm done playing these games with you and sure as shit won't play them with him" she looked back at Mike who was staring at me like he was ready to explode and I swear if looks could kill I'd be dead 3 times over. "Get the fuck on the bike, Tara. This is your last chance, babe. Either get on or I'm done"

This time she didn't even look at Mike. She looked back at her brother before taking the helmet and getting on.

"Your my girlfriend!" Mike roared and stood in front of my bike. That was a big mistake. Especially when her arms wrapped tightly around my waist.

"Consider this her letter of resignation" I revved the engine causing him to jump away. I sped out of that lot so fast I almost missed the smirk on Opie face.

Get her on my bike. Mission accomplished.

Now what the fuck do I do...

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