As always comment and thoughts are welcomed. I will probably be ending this story in a few more chapters. Because i want to finish my other story and write a story about jax and tara teenage years. Meanwhile in the next chapter I will be focusing on the guys and their love lives so look for Unser and his wife to come home as his cancer gets worst. Look for Bobby and Margaret ( I know she was married in the show) and more

It felt like an eternity since Jax and Tara had made love. They were both a little nervous, but after all that had happened Jax needed Tara just as much as she needed him. He needed her to guide to the future and she needed his protection.

Jax kissed on her neck, as he slowly lifter his shirt off her body.

Tara opened her legs and let a tear slip out her eye as Jax positioned himself between her legs.

Jax slowly kissed her collar bone moving slowly down to her breast and her stomach.

As Jax reached Tara's stomach, he could feel the swollenness from their baby growing inside of her.

Jax stopped at that moment and laid his head on Tara's swollen abdomen and began to whisper " Daddy is here, I'm not going anywhere, I going to be here for it all. I promise".

Tara placed her hands on Jax's chin and slowly lifted his head and whispered "we are okay, and your going to be here".

Jax slowly climbed back up, so that he and Tara came face to face and passionately begin to kiss her, while inserting his manhood inside of her.

As Jax begin to thrust and kiss Tara passionately, Tara grabbed the backs his head, yearning for more.

Jax thrusted harder and harder as Tara also screamed in pure pleasure, until flipped her over kissing her back and inserting his manhood doggy style. Jax kissed and licked Tara's back while thrusting as Tara buried her head into the pillow. As Jax went harder, Tara's hands spread across the bed grabbing the sheets. Jax drew his hands to interlock with Tara's until they both climaxed and laid down wrap in each other until they fell asleep.

Tara drifted away to sleep, feeling the safest she had felt in a while. As she slept, Jax woke up and left Tara their sleeping to call the guys to make sure everything in Oregon had been taking care of. The plan had changed from disposing Gemma's body to stage it like Gemma had went to Nate's house to commit suicide, allowing Lin to see that she was dead, and giving him and the club a chance to bury her. Gemma was a lot of things, a lot of bad things but she still deserved to be buried. To allow everyone to grieve, to grieve Gemma, to grieve Clay to grieve Juice and the club's history. To begin a new life, the life JT didn't get, the life Opie didn't get, the life Piney wanted for Jax and Opie. It was time to honor them, start a new journey with Tara and his kids. He was going to make a life where Bobby, Chibbs and Tig could be there for their kids and find their own peace. Where happy could check on his mom and be a part of the club.

As Jax talked with Chibbs, he heard Tara begin to scream and rushed in the room. Tara was having a night mare, screaming and crying. Jax shook Tara.

Jax: Babe, Babe, Babe wake up. Your dreaming babe. Tara wake up, Tara wake up

Tara jolts and wakes up. Jax hugs her.

Jax: Babe, what's wrong, is the baby ok. What's wrong

Tara: (finally catches her breathe and jumps up out of Jax's arms and rushes to the bathroom to throw up.)

Jax: Runs to the bathroom behind her. Babe Babe are you okay

Tara: Morning sickness you know, I had a dream that your mom killed me with an ice pick, You killed her and committed suicide and the kids were left with Wendy's.

Jax: (rushed over to a pale Tara) Babe your safe, we are safe, that not going to happen. We are going to have a beautiful life. Gemma's gone, Wendy's gone. I am making this right.

Tara: I know it just felt so real (tears rolling down her face) (Jax holds Tara and give her a kiss)

Tara: AHHH Telller I have spit up breathe, ill

Jax: I know but I missed this with Thomas and Abel. And you know I'm all about the fairy tale babe.

Jax and Tara settled in and enjoyed breakfast and cartoon with the boys. It was great and yet it felt strange, Tara couldn't remember a time where they could just be a family without something happening at the club. Afterwards Jax headed to the club, there was so much to do.

Over the next few months everyone started the healing processes to their new lives. Tara enrolled the boys in the school in Charming she had always wanted Abel to go to. She met with the doctors at her new job in Stockton Hospital, it felt good for her to be back at the hospital. Tara had decided to go part-time with the travel and wanting to be there for the boys. Jax and the guys buried Gemma, Wendy's next to Clay to give everyone closure to start the next phase of their lives.

TM rebuild was done and the clubs house went back to normal with liquor, crow eaters and weed

Christmas came and for the first time there no gun deal or killing, no shit to clean up. For the first time in years there was no mess to clean up. It was a somber moment. Tara the boys and dyna settled into the house and decorated as they had at Nates. Tara was still having nightmares about Gemma. A part of knew because in a way she missed her, Gemma had been a motherly figure these last couple years. Plus the way she took care of the club, Tara didn't think she ever lived up to. How would she cook for all the guys, Gemma was famous for hosting dinners and parties.

Tara knew how to fix a gun shot would but wasn't good with pies. She never really had to be. Her mom had died at eight and with her so did Christmas. The last Christmas she could remember celebrating some what was with Jax when they were teenagers before he started prospecting and even then Gemma was involved. Tara was sitting at the table perplexed, when Jax came in.

Jax: Hey babe

Tara: Hey

Tara: How was your day

Jax: Okay everything starting to come together. Yours

Tara: Okay, I'm really settling into the job.

Jax: Babe what's wrong

Tara: Nothing, just thinking

Jax: what is it, I can see something bothering you.

Tara: It's just I don't know how to be Gemma. I can cook but not a lot of stuff or like her. How am I supposed to her

Jax: BABE, you don't have to be Gemma. Jeez I don't want you to be, I love you for who you are. You don't have to feed the club. They love you for who you are, half those guys there are alive because of you.

Tara: I know, But I never liked the club because of the danger, your mom and clay. Now we all have a chance to be whole and I want to be able to give something.

Jax: you do, you have. I have felt the way you feel ever since I put on the president patch, I wanted to protect the club, honor my father legacy, and avoid the mistakes of Clay. It drove me crazy Tara, I felt lost. I had to realized that I half to forge my own way with this club with JT legacy leading my way and Clay's legacy teaching me better.

Tara: Okay ( smiles ) I could get some people to help cook dinner. I just think we could all use some positive energy right now.

Christmas Day:

Abel and Thomas woke Jax and Tara up early to open their gifts. Dyna ran behind the boys. Tara watched as Jax helped the boys open their gifts with tears in her eyes. This was all she had ever wanted, a family. Jax presented Tara with a charm bracelet with a motorcycle charm, a doctor bag charm, a dog charm for dyna, a heart charm that represented Abel because she had repaired his heart, a car charm for Thomas and a baby bottle for the new baby.

Tara: Jackson, it's beautiful. I love it

Jax: Now you can have us where ever you go, Wife

Tara: Thanks husband ( hugging Jax and giving him a kiss)

Tara: Now your gift, it took a lot of digging but I found one so I thought this could go up in the club.

It was a picture Tara found in the storage of John, Piney, Jax, Opie and Thomas, before Thomas died. Tara had it blown up and framed. Jax had forgot all about this picture, but instantly remembered the day when he saw the picture. A single tear fell down Jax's eye at the realization that he was the only one alive in the picture.

Tara: I figured the club and the office needed some new artwork. I got one more thing for you Teller.

Jax: yeah

Tara: yes (Tara pulled out a fetal heart monitor and allowed Jax and the boys to listen to the baby's heart beat). Jax was amazed, this was the first time he heard a baby's heart beat, he had missed so much with Abel and Thomas.

Abel: mommy what's that

Tara: your little brother or sister's heart beat growing inside mommy's tummy.

Thomas: Is it running mom, it fast mommy

Tara: No a baby heartbeat in the tummy is supposed to be that fast

Abel: did me and tommy heart sound like that

Tara: (stomp at how to answer at first) when you were a baby mommy had the chance to see your heart and it was the best day of her life. (hugging Abel)

After all that Tara laid down for a nap, while Jax and the boys walked Dyna. Jax couldn't remember the last time he had a chance to walk around his own neighborhood. It was crazy what little things in life he had missed.

Abel: Daddy are we gonna leave again

Jax: No, buddy. Your staying here always

Abel: good because I liked it at the other house, but I missed you

Jax: Me to buddy, it was daddy's fault you had to leave, but I promise it wont happen again

Abel: okay daddy

Thomas: Momma hear too.

Jax: Yes momma too.

At the clubhouse everyone got together for dinner. Tara came up with the plan to just order out. Everyone settled down for dinner. Chibbs was able to call Ireland and speak with Kerriane and Fiona. Bobby had the chance to visit his kids and Tig was able to track down his daughter and speak with her for a minute. Happy had taken off to check on his mom and aunt, who were still sick but doing better. Tara brought Chucky a cat to keep him company, when he was not working. Chucky had moved into Unsur trailer in the parking lot, now that Unser had moved back with his daughter and wife.

After Christmas:

At TM, Jax decided to changed the name from Teller Morrow to The SONS in reference to he, Opie and all the other they had lost and hung the picture Tara gave him on the wall. Jacob Hale had come through, Charming Heights was approved and under way, along with a number of other stores coming to Charming. Hale promised the change would be good and Charming would still keep its old charm. Hale and Jax signed the truck agreement to give SAMCRO all city truck maintenance. The SONS would also focus on the custom bike business

Everyone welcome the change, Tigg, Bobby and Chibbs had voiced the last couple of years was hard on everyone and all wanted a change. SAMCRO had even attended the ribbon cutting of Charming Heights, promising the city there would be no more violence. Finally, the time had come where the guys could reach out to their families without fearing the worst.

Jax still met with Marks, Lin, Alvarez and others on the regular to ensure everyone was keeping their ends of the bargain. Jax changed the name of the ice cream shop to Piney's and allowed Chucky to run it with Kenny, Ellie and Parker working there after school.

Bobby settled to working the books at Carcara, while helping Lyla get SAMCRO's new porn business with the help of Venus.

At the SONS, Jax finished the rebuild of JT bike and replace the mugs shots the were burned in the fire, he kept Clay, Juice and Otto's pictures to make sure no one would ever forget the choices of the club had made. They would also give halfsack, filfty Phil, Vlind and Miles pics as well, since they had all died protecting SAMCRO.

Jax often would sit on the roof wishing all of this could have happened while Opie was alive. Jax had come to real to the realization that all the lies with the cartel, the letters and Gemma has almost destroyed the club, his club, JT's club.

At church Jax, Chibbs, Bobby, Tigg, Happy, Rat and the other begin to work on the by-laws of the club, so they could start patching members of all races. It felt good to get the club back to JT's original idea of a biker/hippie commune.

With all the change and getting everything up and running again. Jax hadn't spent much time at home. He begin to feel bad, so he offered to get up get the kids to school and walk the dog, so Tara could get some extra sleep with her baby bump. Dealing with a five and four year old was a lot for her being pregnant and working.

Jax woke up at 6:30am to get the boys up. He gave Tara a kiss on the forehead as she slept. As he walked into Abel's room, he found Abel, Thomas and dyna sound asleep in Abel's bed. He stepped on a toy hitting his foot, holding his scream he fell by the bed hitting dyna's tale, sending the dog running and barking. Jax woke the boys up and ushered them into the bathroom. Thomas half asleep peed on the side of the toilet hitting the corner of Jax's foot. Abel begin to laugh causing his tooth paste to spit out on Jax's hand. Jax finally got the boy's washed and ushered them into the room to get dress, where he made the mistake of putting on the TV. The boys began to watch tv and wrinkled most of the clothes Tara laid out. Finally, Jax got the boys dressed and headed out the door, as Dyna was scratching to get out.

Thomas: Daddy, Im hungry

Jax: Shittt

Abel: me two and you forgot to feed Dyna. Momma feeds him before us so he can go out when we leave.

Jax: Jesus Christ. (Jax let Dyna out to pee and put food and water in her bowl, while grabbing some donuts for the boys to eat.)

Abel: Mommy says we can't eat donuts for breakfast.

Jax: shhhhhhhh mommy doesn't need to know everything

Thomas: no, we can't lie to mommy

Jax: okay, what do you usually eat for breakfast.

Abel: Oatmeal, banana and milk. But we going to be late

Jax: okay would you settled for a banana, one of these granola bars your mom eats and water from school.

Thomas: okay

Jax grabs the breakfast and loaded the boys in the car. He wanted to hurry, he had plans for Tara today. He called out for Dyna, who ran from the side of the house and jump in the car. Jax walked around to get in the car and stepped in Dyna's pooped.

Jax: shittt, Jesus Christ

Abel: laughing, dad we usually leave early and walk to school so we can walk Dyna. Mom don't let him out because he poops anywhere

Thomas: daddy smells.

Jax pulls up the school and it takes 15 minutes to get through car pool lane and up to the door to let Thomas out for his pre-school and Abel for kindergarten. He is met by Abel and Thomas teacher with request for permission slips and cupcakes for next week. Jax finally gets pack home, leaves his shoes outside and walks in the house.

Tara: Hey babe, thanks for letting me sleep in. It felt good, where is dyna

Jax: He's outside peeing or shitting I don't know

Tara: Jax you can't leave out alone he goes anywhere, we will be stepping in shit for days

Jax: Tara, I love more than life itself, I know I volunteered but please don't ever make me get the kids up by myself again or take them to school. What the hell is car pool. I will do anything, find another psycho FBI agent and I will kill him for you. Just please.

Tara: laughing hysterically) Teller, my badass biker can't handle getting his kids to school and walking the dog. Poor poor Teller

Jax: Babe, right now at this moment I realized that you are super women. I don't know how you did it when I was away. Babe please never make me do that again, I will do whatever

Tara: Just get the dog and come on you promised to take me to the doctor today. Gheez Teller, your weak

Jax: Weak for you babe

Tara and Jax sat waiting for Doctor.

Doctor: Good morning Tara and husband

Tara: Hey doc,

Doctor: Are you excited to see your baby today

Tara and Jax: yes

Doctor: lets see, your baby looks good, good weight, there the arms, the head, the spin and lets hear the heart beat. ( Jax and Tara look at one another and hold hands) Would you like to know the sex.

Jax: yes

Tara: what he said

Doctor: it's a healthy baby boy

Tara: (Smiling) great more balls, I in the house full of men

Jax: Awww babe because there can only be one you. Come on let me take my old lady to lunch

Jax took Tara to diner, where they grabbed burgers, fries, and shakes. Then he took her to their favorite park. Jax and Tara ate and laid around

Tara: rubbing her belly while laying on Jax. I never thought we would get here, I have wanted to be here in this moment with you since I was sixteen.

Jax: Yeah, when you left all those years ago, I thought I would never see you again. And when you came back I wanted more than anything to make this right with you. And then there we were back and with the boys and everything kept happening, I felt so far away from you.

Tara: I know. I have never stopped loving you, I just wanted to protect our boys.

Jax: I know, well all that's in the past now and we have our future in our three boys.

Tara: speaking of boys, what are we going to call this one (Tara taking Jax's hand so he can feel the baby move)

Tara and Jax went back and fourth on names before settling on Braden John

Tara: So Abel, Thomas and Braden John Teller. Sounds good Teller

Jax: speaking of Teller, it's time your name reflected officially what you are Mrs. Teller. There's no need for you to go by Knowles anymore. Tara Grace Teller aka old lady

Tara: And don't you ever forget it. Now take me to city hall to get the paperwork to change my name before we get the boys.