As always please review. I have been rewatching SOA, hence my need to write. For those of you who wanted them to have a girl no worries they will before this story is over. I will have some more Venus and Tara storyline. And I am thinking of bringing in a revival gang down the line to cause trouble. for now I want to give everyone stability for a while to show another side of the club

Nurse: Dr. Teller, Dr. Teller, hello

Tara still hadn't gotten use to hearing Dr. Teller at work. And she was so deep in thought that she didn't even hear her colleague.

Tara: I'm sorry yes what's up

Nurse: Someone is here to see you

Tara: Who

Nurse: Margaret, I think I have seen here at some of the conferences before

Tara: Yeah, she is the head administrator at St. Thomas Hospital

Tara walked and saw a distraught Margaret. She looked as if she had been crying for days.

Tara: Margaret, hey are you okay

Margaret: No, everything is a mess. Work and home, sorry to bother you with this but I don't know what to do.

Tara: Tell me, how can I help.

Margaret: God, where do I start. Dr. Nanmed quit because his wife caught him having an affair with one of the under age candy stripers, who parents discovered she is pregnant with their child. The parents told him, they would press chargers if he marries the girl and move to Arizona. My marriage is a joke

Tara: Oh my god

Margaret: I know your still on probation, but I need you to come back. I have spoke with the Chief of medicine and Senior management and they are willing to take you back providing work under a 1 probationary period. You consult with the chief of medicine weekly and they will even help you get your medical license back permanently.

Tara: I don't know Margaret, I love it here and they gave me a chance when no one else would have. What if I do something they don't like within the year probationary period. Where does that leave me. With most of the Jax and I money tied in the rebuilds with the club, a new baby. I don't know, let me think about it.

Margaret: Okay, (looking disoriented and babbling) did I tell you I found out my husband is addicted to pain killers and spent all of our money Grambling. I am almost bankrupted, I have two kids. All this time I have been telling you to get away from the club, I missed what was right in front of me. My finances are so messed up, I don't know where to start.

Tara: (hugging Margaret) we will figure this out.

Tara took Margaret up to Carcara to the only person she knew could figure out her finances.

Tara: Margaret this is Bobby. Bobby this is Margaret

Bobby: Hey Doc, yeah I remember seeing you around town and in the hospital. What can I do for you doc

Tara: Sorry to bring this to you but she needs help figuring out her finances.

Bobby: Anything for you Doc. Margaret step into my office

Margaret: Thanks Tara, Thanks Mr. Bobby

Tara: I got some errands to run. You okay here Margaret

Bobby: Not to worry darling she is in good hands, I bring her back. Ever been on the back of a bike

Margaret: (looking skeptical) not in a really long time.

Tara thinking about what was happening to Margaret and how grateful she was for her life now, went to a place she hadn't been in years.

Tara: (looking at her mother and father's grave) Mom, I know it's been so long since I have been here to talk to you. I kept telling myself that if I didn't come, I could pretend you were away and would eventually come back for me. It's been hard without you, I finally think I got a wrap on this life thing. I'm a doctor, though I guess you know that. I won't bore you with all the craziness of my life, as I am sure you have been with me every step of the way. I believe you sent me Jax back when I was a teenager and led me back to charming to him. It's been a hard ride, but I can't imagine my life without him. I wish you could have met my boys Abel is so sweet, smart, caring and protective. Thomas is funny, rambunctious, smart, and intuitive. I am so happy right now, I never imagine I could be this happy or have my family whole again. I am so scared something will happen that will take all of this away, I just keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. Anyway Mom, I love you and miss you so much please watch over me, Jax and my three boys now. And Dad, I forgive you, I never could understand why you changed so much after Mom died, but I get it now and I love you.

(Jax who was at the grave yard visiting, saw Tara. I couldn't help but to ease drop, he couldn't remember a time he had ever seen Tara visit her mom's grave.)

Tara moved the leaves off their tombstones and place flowers down, before she was startled by Jax, who was there visiting Opie, Piney, JT and more recently Thomas.

(Jax stood quietly and listen to Tara and realized that all this time, he was really all Tara had. Though he lost the people he loved, he always had the club and his brother. Where she had no one, her drunk dad was never there, and their own relationship had been plagued by pain and heartache mostly because of him, the club or his mother. In that moment Jax felt both guilt and pride, guilt for not understanding the pain his cheating, going to jail, watching people murdered or kidnapped had hurt her. Pride that he had been able to protect her from Kohn and his mother before he lost her)

Jax: (touching Tara on her shoulder) Hey babe

Tara: (jumping) Hey, you stalking me Teller

Jax: Naw, I always come here to talk to Opie and JT. I just started adding Thomas and Piney in the mix. The picture you gave me, brought up somethings I didn't mean to interrupt you with your mom and dad.

Tara: No I was done

Jax: I think this is the first time I ever seen you here visiting them babe. I heard you, I promise we are okay, nothing going to happen babe. I need you to stop worrying, I need you to believe I can keep the club straight.

Tara: I do, I promise I do. I just look and realize most of our family is here in the grave yard and I just can't help but get scared.

Jax: We are not and that is all that matters now. I know you have earned the right to feel this way but I got this, I got us. ( Jax reaching out for Tara's hand, hugging and kissing her forehead. Before placing his head on hers)

Jax walked Tara to her car and sent her home to get some rest. Jax called Eleda to pick up the boys and taking them to dinner to allow Tara to rest for a while.

At the Club:

Happy, who missed the pleasure of other people's pain had found another old trailer to park at the club house for Tattoos. Business at the Son's was good, there was a constant flow of fleet vehicles for service, regular cars and the custom motorcycle was really picking up. What they lacked and needed was another Juice or computer geek to bring them into the 21st century. They needed websites for the SONS, Carcara, the ice cream shop and Happy's Tattoo trailer. For now Chibbs had been able to get Kerriane to help out over the internet setting things up via the web, but they needed a stable person. TO Cross who had been the president of the Grimm Bastard had been around helping and his son Tiki who recently turn 18 wanted to prospect along with Bobby's oldest; who he recently reconnected with.

Jax called church to talk about the prospect and TO Cross.

Jax: First order of business is new blood. As we changed the new by-laws I say we vote TO Cross in as the first black member. We will set the precedence for the other charters to follow. Follow by allowing his son and Bobby's to prospect. All those in favor

Chibbs: Aye

Tigg: I

Bobby: I

Happy: I

Rat: I

Montez: I

Quinn: I

West: I

Jax: Next order of business is we need a new tech genius, now we are straight, we just need someone to help.

Chibbs: Aye Fiona is not happy with Kerriane grades so she wont be helping anymore

Quinn: My daughter Raelynn can do it, I reach out. She dances at night, so if it gets her off the pole. I can die happy

Tig: Call her

Quinn: make me kill you brother.

Jax: Next, I need you guys help for a wedding. Tara been through a lot brothers and she is having a hard time since all of that with Gemma. So, I want to give her a real wedding, Tig I need you to reach out to Venus for me. I want to her the wedding she should have had.

Tig: I reach out.

Jax: Thanks, Lastly, I want to think you brother for taking this ride with me, I know getting out of guns hasn't been easy nor is changing to legitimate business.

Bobby: No brother, this club need

ed a healing and it feels, I haven't been shot or arrested in the last couple. I didn't join this club to get rich and alimony still kicking my ass, but my boy is prospecting, and I am back to my Elvis. Feels good

Tig: I have also not been shot, though Nate was the one that shot me. Fawney has not been hanging up on me lately

Chibbs: Aye, been able to talk to Kerriane and Fiona. Brother, we are going to make it through to the other side.

Happy: I saw my mom the other day, we are all good brother.

Montez: Charming is shaping up to be better than Nomad.

During the next few weeks

Jax and the guys placed JT's bike back where it belonged and created a case for his manuscript for all to patch members to see. The revenue for the club had begun to pick up and the guys found the legitimate side of things to be easier than they ever expected. Tig himself had begun to wander, why Clay was so fixated on keeping the club in guns. Though Charming going corporate had its disadvantages, but the town officials had been very careful about the things they voted into the town. Most of the expansion had took place on the highway coming in and going out of Charming and several places in Charming had been able to retain the location by declaring they were historical sites. Store giants like Costco and Walmart were not allowed in the town of Charming. The residents had also begun to slowly accept the club again, as most the violence had all but left the town of Charming. Venus had all but taken over the wedding planning for Jax.

Jury and a few of the guys from Indian Hills had come to visit Charming. Jury and his club had gotten into drugs after Clay and the club had made the deal with Galindo. Jury wanted a change, he was getting old and wanted the life he had before Jax and Clay's patch over. The guys showed Jury around and the working of the business.

Jax: Brother it wasn't easy getting out of muling. And your pushing the drugs. I wish I could help but I cant bring that type of heat on my club anymore.

Jury: Your dad would be proud, this is all he ever wanted for you.

Jax: What?

Jury: a life away from the violence that the club we started had become. I was the only one JT trusted in the end.

Jax: You weren't a member then

Jury: No, I was a friend. I knew the life but didn't wear the patch. I was an ear. JT hated what the club had become. What it had done to his family. He couldn't bring himself to leave nor could he bring himself to take it down. He knew what Gemma and Clay was planning. He wrote some kind of book, I never read it but a book he thought would tear the club apart. I glad you did something good with this club and didn't let the poison of it change you into what he feared the most. JT's sacrifice was worth it.

Jax: Sacrifice, what sacrifice. And what are you talking about with Gemma, Gemma and Clay never hooked up until my dad died

Jury: What do you think happened on that highway.

Jax: Clay had his bike sabotaged

Jury: Yeah, but what I could never figure is that panhead was an extension of JT. He would have known the minute he click something was wrong. I think he sacrificed himself to save you and the club. As for Gemma, she and Clay were together way before JT died, he was certain of it. They way Clay loved her, I can't believe she didn't know. She had come to hate your dad and his apathy, he need to change the club. Piney tried to warn your dad about Clay and Gemma being close, but he was so boozed up, Joh didn't want to involve him. John was sure Clay and Gemma were planning to kill him, he didn't want Piney to die to.

Jax was in shock at the revelations that had just came spewing out of Jury's mouth. Angry, resentment, love and happiness came flooding to him all at the same time. How could JT be so weak, why didn't he call Gemma and Clay out on their betrayal and get them out. Why had he not left and taken Jax with him. But he and Tara would have never been. JT failure had become his own, if he had known he would have left with Tara along time ago. Calming down Jax realized just how much he was like his father. They shared the same apathy and the club had the same pull on him as it did on JT. Jax realized he was no stronger, there was so many times he could have left. Jax became grateful that everything had landed the way it did, that Tara was strong enough to leave, which gave him the strength to do what he set out to do. His love and hatred for Gemma still burned. How could she betray John like that, why was the club more important that him and his happiness.

Jax gave jury a hugged and went to the highway where JT land down his bike.

Jax: Dad I think I understand you know. I realize that a good outlaw, a good father and a good husband and dad cant settled inside the same man. Gemma and her plans didn't win. The club is something good again. You said "The true outlaw finds the balance between the passion in his heart and the reason in his mind. The solution is always an equal mix of might and right". The club will be what you made it again and my kids will never know the life of chaos that has plagued me. I love you dad now I'm going give my wife the wedding she deserves.

A week later

At the park Tara and Jax loved

Venus was busy getting everything reading. She had gotten the permit for use of the park at night. She busied the prospect with putting down chairs and hanging lanterns and vine flowers from the tree that Tara and Jax had carved their names in before. She placed flowers down the middle of the chairs and created a ring of white roses and lilies for Jax and Tara to stand in. She placed the tables behind the chairs for the reception with white and blue table clothes and place settings. The cake was a two layer white cake laced in pearls.

Jax and the guys arrived in the cuts and long sleeve navy blue shirts and pants. Abel and Thomas dawned dark blue short sets with chucks. They sat in a wagon that was hooked up to dyna to take them down the aisle.

Jax: looks great Venus, Tara going to be surprised

Venus: why thankyou, I still don't understand why this couldn't wait til after the baby. Lord knows no women wants a belly in her wedding pictures. And who is getting our Tara hear, I have her dress waiting.

Jax: Rat, I told him to tell her a dog bit Tig's ass again.

Venus: With Alexander you never know.

Rat stopped Tara as she was about to walk in the house. The doctor's had given her the rest of the day off.

Rat: hey Tara I need you to come with me, a dog bite Tig ass again

Tara: great just what I wanted to do sow up Tig's ass. I have to get the boys.

Rat: No Bobby got them for you

Tara: Okay, let me pee, I have to pee every two seconds these days.

Rat: Thanks for sharing

Tara had dropped to sleep on the ride to the park. She woke just as they were pulling into the park.

Tara: Hey, I thought we were going to the club house. Why are we at the park. Jesus don't tell Tig got his ass bite at the park scaring the small children.

Rat: You know him so well

Venus came over and knocked on the car door.

Venus: Tara, you remember from the club, when you come give the girls HIV test

Tara: Yes, Venus right

Venus: Yes my pretty little sunsine. Will Jackson sent me to help you

Tara: sow up Tig's ass

Venus: Alexander is fine and so is his cute little butt. I'm afraid we told you a little owe lie to get you here.

Jax walked up behind Tara

Jax: Hey babe

Tara: Hey, ahh what's going on

Jax: I figure now that I'm the king of charming, my queen deserve a wedding do over

Tara: (smiling with surprise) Jax, you serious

Jax: would I lie

Venus: yes well, Jackson skedaddle I have to get you bride ready beside your not suppose to see her before the wedding.

Jax: Venus we are already married, we had sex last night, but I'm going. I'm all about the fairytale.

Venus ushered Tara into the main office, where she presented Tara with an white boho chic white laced dress that came to her ankles. Venus put a loose braid in the front of Tara's long locks that had grown back since she cut it. On her hair Venus wrapped a flower crown. Venues carefully did her make up and presented Tara with white isotone's slippers to wear down the aisle since her feet had been swollen. Between the pee and snack breaks night had fallen by the time Tara got ready.

Tara watched as Jax stood at the end of the aisle. As Ellie walked down as her flower girl. Lyla walked down as her bridesmaid like she had done for her. And Dyna pulled Thomas and Abel down in a wagon. Bobby stood as Jax's best man, as chibbs presided over the wedding with the priest as he had done before. Tig walked Tara down the aisle as Ed Sheeran's thinking out loud played. Tara and Jax's eyes filled with water as she came down the aisle

Priest: we are gathered here to rejoin this man and this women in holy matrimony. Jax has prepared some for Tara for vows.

Jax: When was it we fell in love? When we were sixteen? Maybe when you left at 19 and I felt my heart fall from my chest? Maybe it was the day I saw you were back in Charming. I don't know, 'cause the truth is, I can't picture a time when I wasn't in love with you. I always knew you were the one who could look into my eyes and see my soul. I don't question your commitment to us. And I know and believe with all my heart there's nothing we can't work through. And I accept you as my partner and as my best friend above others. It's a miracle to find the kind of peace and happiness that you've given me. And with that I pledge to be your husband, your life partner and protector.

Tara: ( with tears) I didn't write anything so here goes. I look at you and I see my best friend. Your inner beauty is so strong that I no longer fear being myself. I no longer feel the need to run when something goes wrong. I never thought I'd find someone to love that would love me back unconditionally. I thank God for sending me you and I will never stop loving you.

With that Tara and Jax kissed and the club enjoyed the night.