"Everyone leaves me. Hurts me. Breaks my trust. Makes me feel alone. I'm with someone I really like, but I'm in love with a different person. I always have. These two people know this. Even though he knows this, he still wants to be with me. I think to myself, how do I know they won't leave me or do they really care about me. I want to ask them both how I can know these answers, but how do I know if they are telling the truth. How do I know if they are telling the truth that they won't leave. Do they really help me stay happy. They are both the reason I want to stay alive. Except the problem is, I've been wanting to die. Everybody would be better off without me. No one would have to deal with someone who is broken. I would be gone, and everybody wouldn't have to worry about me. I shut people out. I don't make it look like it, but I do. I block their voices and their movements. I'm broken. I'm sorry. It would be better if I was gone. I know how I'm going to do it and when I'm going to do it. I'm sorry. I love you." Chloe explained.

"Chlo." Beca said leaning in with a weak raspy voice. They were close enough to where they could feel each other's breaths along their lips. "Don't be sorry. You can trust me. I'm always here. You know that. I will prove it. I will never hurt you." Beca looked at her, straight into her baby blue eyes. "How do I know you're telling the truth? How do I know you are really th- mmmphhmm" Beca cut Chloe off with a kiss. A very passionate one. A soft, slow, beautiful, and meaningful kiss.

Chloe pulled back. "Beca?" "Shut up." Beca leaned back in. Chloe didn't stop her.

Beca pushed her onto the couch more. Chloe on her back. They both managed to keep their lips together. Beca smiled when she heard a moan escape from Chloe's mouth. Beca wanted to hear more. Beca moved the kisses to her jaw. Then her neck. She stopped. "Do you want to keep going?" "Yeah. We don't have to if you don't want too." Chloe said with hope that Beca would also want to keep going. "I do."

Things were escalated quickly. Clothes on the floor. Beca going to Chloe's stomach. Chloe's hand gripping the blankets underneath her while the other holding onto Beca's hair. Moans and groans. Beca loved the sounds Chloe makes. She moved down further. "Bec." Chloe panted. Beca looked up. "You asked for it."

Things stopped. Everything. Chloe opened her eyes. "What the fuck?" She looked around her. Blood. On her arm and all over the bed. All she felt was pain. She was in a room. "Bec?" No answer. She stood up from the bed and walked to the door. "Beca?" She opened the door and walked out. Music bursting from down stairs. Chloe walked down. She saw Beca and Aubrey standing right in front of the stairs. She tapped on both of their shoulders at the same time. "Who is it?" Aubrey asked turning around at the same time as Beca. Beca looked down. "Chloe?!"

"I'm sorry." Was all Chloe could say before losing her balance. "Chlo." Aubrey said catching her. "Oh shit. Come on, let's get her back up in her room. Hurry. Before anybody sees her, we need to help her." Beca said dropping her drink.

They moved into the same room Chloe was in. "Chloe can you hear me?" Aubrey asked. "Yeah. Just a little dizzy is all. I'm sorry. I don't remember what happened." Chloe said lifting her arm noticing it was where the blood was coming from. "Come on. Let's get the rest of the makeup of this arm and stitch this up. It's pretty deep." Beca said. "Please don't tell anyone." Chloe said quietly. "We won't not now. What is the last thing you remember?" Aubrey asked looking for something to clean the blood off on Chloe's arm. "I can't tell what was a dream or not. Beca did you bring me up here to talk to me?" Beca nodded. "I came up here then you started explaining things. The last thing you said was you were in love with someone then you passed out. So I went down stairs and started talking to Bree about Jesse." Beca explained. "Oh." Beca looked at her with confusion.

"What's wrong? Well beside the cut." Aubrey asked with confusion as well. "I just thought something happened. It didn't though, but it's alright." Chloe said with major disappointment. Beca knew it wasn't but decided to let it go because of the look Chloe had on her face showing she didn't want to talk about it. "Okay. Let's just deal with the cut." Beca said looking to Aubrey.