Beca decided to follow Chloe around at the party. "Chloe." Fat Amy said walking in front of the redhead and the tiny brunette. "You okay? Just wanted to check on you. Also would you like a drink" The tasmanian asked. "Yeah, I'm okay. Thank you. It's up to Beca, Beca can I have one?" Chloe said turning her head to look at Beca. "Yeah, go ahead." She said. Fat Amy grabbed Chloe's hand and pulled her to the bar slowly. Beca giggled but ran to follow the two.
"Here." Chloe said turning to look at Beca and giving her a drink. "Thanks." Beca and Chloe took a drink of both of their beers. "Let me know if you want to leave. Okay?" Beca said quietly and softly. Chloe nodded. "Could we go now?" The redhead asked. Beca took her hand and turned to walk to the door. Until all all the Bellas stopped them.
"Shawshank. Chloe." Fat Amy said. Emily smiled at the nickname Amy has given her. She learned that the blonde calls her that, since freshman year. "Where you going?" Aubrey asked tilting her head to the side a little bit. "I'm taking Chloe home." Beca said. "Wha- are you okay?" Stacie asked. Chloe nodded. "Just tired." The redhead said taking another drink. "Calm down there. We will come with you." Flo said. "No, you guys stay." Chloe said nicely with a smile. "You sure?" Emily asked with much concern in her voice. Chloe nodded. "Okay. Just reach us if anything happens." Aubrey demanded. "Let's go." Beca said taking Chloe's hand once again and walking her out the door of the Treble house. "Thank you Becs." The redhead said after they walked onto the sidewalk. "You know I'm here." Beca said with a smile.
The two walked into the house and walked upstairs to Chloe's room. "I am gonna sleep, I'll talk to you in the morning." Beca turned to walk out the door until she was stopped. "Becs, could you, maybe stay here with me?" Chloe asked nervously. "Yeah, of course. Hold on I'm going to get us some water." Beca said walking out the door then downstairs.
"I'm back." Beca said setting the waters down on the desk next to the bed. She looked at Chloe who was already sleeping. Beca couldn't help but smile at how adorable the redhead looked while she was sleeping. Beca walked to lay on the bed. Once she was on the bed, she pulled the blanket over the both of them. Chloe moved to cuddle with Beca, one arm around the brunettes waist. "Goodnight Becs." "Goodnight Chlo."
Chloe was walking around campus, one last time. It's dark and it's late. Maybe eleven or twelve o'clock. "Becs?" She called out. No one. She walked toward the Bella house.
She walked in. "Becs?" "In here." She heard a voice, but it wasn't Beca's she knew that. It was a raspy type voice. "You know they all hate you, right. I mean it's obvious. They don't actually care about you. It's just an act. You know that. You just don't want to admit any of this." It was a dark figure in the kitchen making something. "Who are you?" Chloe asked. "Well that, that is for you to figure out. You won't be able to." The person laughed. "You're like blind or something. The could care less if you were gone. I mean it's not like they are going to miss you. There's pills right here in the cabinet. There's a knife right here on the counter. Pick one. You know you want to. Do it. Come on, Chlo. You know it won't hurt them. No one cares. Just do it. One simple swallow. One simple cut. You pick. I've done this. It was easy. I mean it hurt but, I don't have to deal with anything anymore."
Chloe woke up sweating. She looked at Beca who was laying next to her. Chloe quietly got up. She walked downstairs and in the kitchen. It was weird, there was a bottle of pills and a knife on the counter. She walked up to them and looked at them trying to decide on what to do. Come on Chlo, be strong. She thought to herself. You know that's not going to happen. The cuts aren't working anymore. I mean it's up to you, they still won't care. She heard the voices in her head. She knew they wouldn't go away until she has done something to hurt herself. She picked up the bottle of pills.
Chloe was thinking about writing a note, but she decided not to a tried to open the bottle. For some reason she was having a hard time doing that, possibly because of how shaky her hands were. She was crying. "Chloe?" Beca looked at her. "Chloe!" "It won't open!" Chloe yelled. Beca ran up to her and tried to grab the bottle. "Stop!" Chloe yelled once again. "Let go!" Beca ignored her. "Chlo, stop!" The brunette yelled. The cap came of the bottle. They both stopped. Chloe looked at the bottle then Beca. "Chloe, don't you dare." Beca said looking at the redhead. Chloe started to put all the pills in her hand and began to bring it to her mouth. "NO!" Beca screamed. Beca hit Chloe's hand causing the pills to fall all around them both. "What did you do?! What did you do!" Chloe screamed. Beca walked up to her and pulled the girl into a hug and they both fell to their knees. "I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die." Chloe kept saying over and over again.
After about a minute Beca heard footsteps running downstairs. Everyone ran into the kitchen. "It's okay. It's okay. We are all here. You are not alone. It's okay. I got you. I got you. I'm not letting you go." Beca kept saying. She looked up and saw the rest of the Bellas standing there, crying. "Can one of you call Bree?" Stacie decided to do that. "We should call 9-" "No." Beca said interrupting C.R. "Not now. She doesn't need that. Not yet. We will decide when we see Bree." Beca explained. Everyone nodded or said 'okay'.
"She said she will be here in about twenty minutes." Stacie said running into the kitchen, still crying. "Okay, thank you. Can you all wait outside for her." No one answered Beca. Fat Amy decided to speak for them. "Yeah." Lilly lead them all outside.
The door slammed open. Beca looked up and saw Aubrey. Chloe didn't bother to look at anything but the floor. Aubrey ran to the two best friends. "Chloe." Aubrey said her voice starting to break. "I wanted to die." Chloe said her voice raspy from crying so much. Aubrey covered her mouth. "We should get her in her room." Beca said to Aubrey. Aubrey helped pick Chloe up off the ground.
"I can't believe we almost lost her." Stacie said crying. "I'm so happy Beca stopped her." Fat Amy said looking at her phone. "Are you seriously on your phone right now?" Emily asked with what seemed like anger. "Calm down. I'm texting Jesse." The tasmanian said. Lilly then whispered. Nobody could understand her, well hear her. "I don't know what I'd do without her." C.R said with her arms crossed. "Beca." Emily said. Everyone turned to her. "What about her?" Flo asked. "Beca wouldn't be able to live if she was gone. We all know how they feel about each other. Wait, maybe if we can get Beca to tell Chloe how she really feels about her maybe that will calm Chloe down." Emily explained. Everyone stared at her. "Nice job legacy. Good idea." Fat Amy said proudly. "We have to leave them in a room together. One with nothing sharp or anything with pills or stuff like this. As long as Chloe is okay I will do this." Stacie said. "Okay, so where do we do this?" Flo asked. "We could go to the woods." Lilly said. Everyone heard her that time. "Now why the hell the woods?" Flo asked. "No, that's a good idea my parents have a house in the woods for emergencies. I'm pretty sure this is one." Cynthia Rose explained. "Let's get Bree down here then." Emily said trying to walk upstairs. "No. Not yet. Aubrey is like Chloe's sister give them a little bit." Stacie said. Emily nodded.
"Chloe. Hey what happened?" Aubrey asked trying to get her to look at her. Chloe wouldn't let go of Beca. "Chlo, can you answer her?" The tiny brunette asked. Chloe finally looked up at Beca then at Aubrey. "Bree. Bree." Chloe said as she started to cry harder. Aubrey pulled her into a hug. "I got you. We are both here for you. I'm her. We got you." "I'm sorry." "How 'bout you get some sleep? You need it. Okay? Can you do that? Do you want us to stay here?" Aubrey asked. "No, I know you want to talk to Beca. I'll be fine." Chloe said as she rolled over to lay down. "We will be right outside if you need us." Beca said. Chloe nodded. "Okay."
Beca and Aubrey walked downstairs to the group. "Are we gonna take her somewhere to get better?" Flo asked. "No. If she tries it again we will." Aubrey said. "Beca? You okay?" Beca didn't hear Stacie. "Beca. Beca?" Aubrey had to hit her on the shoulder. "Hm? What?" She asked. "Are you okay?" Stacie repeated. "Oh. Yeah. Just a little freaked out." Everyone looked at her. "Are you sure?" Emily asked. Beca looked at them. She tried holding back the tears that were about to fall again. To late. "No. Not really." Stacie ran up to her and hugged her really tightly. "It's okay. She's okay. We are all going to make sure of it." Stacie said before everyone came in for a group hug. No one has ever actually seen Beca cry except Chloe. This was new territory for the girls to see Beca this upset. Same with Chloe. No one knows what to do.
A/N I will be making longer chapters now. I hope you all will give me feedback so I know what you all think. If something doesn't make sense or anything just message me. Thank you. Til next time.
