Josh POV
We all delve deeper into this game and next thing you know; I look down my bottle as I take the last shot, and realize we all pretty much finished our drinks. Chris got up and grabbed one of the shovels and started to put some dirt on the fire; I grab the other one and start helping out. Chris says "You seem to have your work cut out for you tonight" I dig into the ground and toss the dirt over the fire starting to dim it, "What do you mean?" he puts his shovel into the ground, as I throw the last pile extinguishing the flames. He leans in whispering "Have you seen the way Sam's been eyeing you all night?" I did notice but I didn't think anything of it. Chris puts his arm around me and said "good luck and good night", I turn and see Chris walking over to his tent telling Sam night. Ash says how she's trashed and going to crash, she spoke with Sam about something briefly and quietly. I walk over to our tent, and hesitate before heading inside. For a second I thought about what Chris was saying, thinking about all the glances that were thrown my way; that I wouldn't have thought twice about in my reality. "Joshh?" I hear her slightly slur my name before heading into the tent, I stop and turn to her. She walks up to me and gets really close, but I don't move, for that moment it felt like I stopped breathing. She asked "Are you happy?" I can hear the sincerity in her voice. People say drunk words are sober thoughts so to be honest I was slightly taken back by the question, she cares. I looked down at her and said "I'm happy in this moment, and that's all I could ask for right now" that was the truth. She smiles while she slowly walks into the tent and I couldn't help but watch her silhouette disappear in the darkness, her movements were confident. The way she moved was so mesmerizing right now, I can't help but stare at her.
I peek my head in the tent before getting in and I couldn't see a thing. I see the faint glow of her phone light up the ground and we can see our bags and the sleeping bag, and mentally paint a picture of the set up. She walks over to her bag and I head over to the double sleeping bag, but I can't help but stare at her as she looks through her bag on her knees, she takes her hair out of her clip and her blonde locks frame her face so beautifully. She places her phone face down on the ground, so we're enveloped in darkness again, I rub my eyes as if it's going to help my eyes get adjusted faster. Lying on my back staring at the top of the tent, heart beating fast for what feels like my imagination, and everything I felt and heard tonight is all in my head. Thinking that this is almost like a dream, and start praying to god this isn't another sick hallucination. I notice a faint glow of her phone but it immediately went off before I could even lift my head. I feel a tug on the sleeping bag and can feel the warmth of her body slide in next to me, I instinctively want to lean into her but decide against it, when I realized how much skin I actually felt. We turn facing each other, "You don't mind right?" I hear her whisper, not really sure what's she's referring to, since darkness is all I see. "I forgot to grab something comfortable to sleep in…" she grabbed my hand and placed it on her bare waist, skin to skin. Oh my god, please be real. "Oh?" I said trying to compose my voice, she leans and I can feel her breath so close to my face. It's crazy how some people can make your heart beat so fast, when you don't want it to beat at all some days. I move my hand from her waist to the side of her face, and she flinches slightly but then leans into it. My heart is beating out of my chest "Sam I need to know this is real" rubbing her cheek, she giggles, she doesn't understand how much I'm praying this is real. I leaned in, her lips were everything; soft and sweet. I close my eyes and feel her leaning into the kiss, I can feel her smile as she reaches up and grabs the back of my neck deepening the kiss. She arches into me pressing her body into mine, opening her mouth, our tongues clashing, she tasted like the sweet wine cooler. We stayed like that till our lungs couldn't take it anymore and we had to pull apart for air.
She leaned her forehead on mine, we're both breathing hard, "Josh…" she whispers in between breaths. "I have to say something…." I pull my head back almost making out the outline of her face in the darkness. I feel her sit up in the sleeping bag so I lean on my elbow, she lights up her phone and even though the phone is dim I can see it glow showing her red lingerie. I shift my legs to cover my erection, she starts holding her arm as if she's starting to feel insecure. It's now or never Josh. Heart beating out of my chest, I speak up first "When I think of you the first thing I think of, is a black t shirt and red plaid skirt" she looks at me confused. "That's what you were wearing the first time I saw you… When Hannah bought you home..." I said smiling reminiscing in the memory, she sat silent but she was covering her face, "I like you Sam, alot" I turn facing her "When we first met, I never thought I'd have a chance with you…Your so beautiful, any guy would be lucky to have you, so I never acted on anything." her phone light went off. I'm back in the darkness feeling nothing but my heart beat. "But I never stopped liking you Sam, I was just too scared to try anything and possibly ruin our friendship if it went south." I feel her move closer saying "Josh, you mean more to me than anyone. I realized that life is too short for to live with regrets." I start to sit up when her phone lights up and you can see Ashley's name. She leans back squinting, I take the moment to drink in the sight. The way she looks tonight and how she said she feels about me. She looks back over at me and sees me looking, she smiles embarrassingly and tucks some of her fallen hair behind her ear.
"Sammy?" she looks at me under her lashes, "Josh, your one of my best friends, I like you... way more than a best friend should" she said placing her arms around my neck leaning in. "I just don't want you to do something you might regret" I said looking down. She leaned down into my line of vision "I would only regret it if I never tried" the light on the phone goes off. I felt our lips met again but this time was different it was softer, more sensual, she laid on her back as I was over her, trailing kisses from her lips to her neck. I started leading a trail of kisses to her breasts; I felt her arch her back for a moment then I felt the fabric of her bra come loose. I can't see anything, but I can feel, I slid my hand up the fabric, her skin was soft yet the tip of her nipples were so firm. I lean down and take one in my mouth gently sucking while pinching the other between my thumb and forefinger. She whispers her moans, I move my mouth to the other breast as I use my hand to slide my hand on top of her panties, I can feel the fabric clinging to her lips, and she squirms and moans pushing into my hand. I can hear her toss her bra to the side, she lifts her leg and it brushes past my erection and I immediately buck my hips forward, out of reflex. I lean back to slide off my pants; I feel her lean up as she says "my turn" then slowly starts to crawl on top of me while I'm still taking my foot out of my pants. I couldn't even protest if I wanted to before I knew it I felt her hand in my boxers and in one swift movement, she had the tip in her mouth sucking. I groan in my throat as my legs buckled, I could go right now. This better be real! Her mouth lowers, and I can feel her tongue on my shaft. Every twist and turn and caress was soft yet aggressive, I felt paralyzed as I was getting lost in it. I feel her remove her mouth and go to look down but only see darkness, I feel her replace it with her hand gripping the base, as her mouth covered the top. She gently kisses the tip and pushing down creating a tight suction and starts moving up and down, while her hand was twisting. It's taking every fiber in me not to buck my hips, I feel like a bull trying to stay still. I throw my hands up gripping my face, "Fuck Sam" I said groaning as I bucked my hips forward feeling the back of her throat slightly. Shit! I lifted my hips for a few more thrusts and I couldn't hold it anymore. I put my hands over my eyes as I can feel myself emptying in her mouth, biting on my lip to hold in my moans. I can feel her tongue caressing the tip of it lightly, as she smile pulling away swallowing, all you can hear is myself breathing heavily. I feel like I'm on cloud nine right now, laying here tangled up laying in this tent.
I start to feel a renewed energy start to come around, I turn around to lay on my stomach facing her, I use my hands to grab the top of her thighs and pull her forward and she leans back. "Josh?-shh" She shuddered as she felt her underwear move to the side and the tip of my tongue slide between her lips. I pulled them further aside and spread her lips while pushing my tongue in deeper this time. I can feel her tightness on my tongue, I can only imagine when I'm inside her, my member twitches at the thought. She tastes even sweeter down here, it's addicting. She's moaning and pushing down on my face, I know what she needs; I slowly slide one finger inside her. She arches her back in response; she's so wet that it slides right in, I can feel the muscles of her walls contracting against it. She starts bouncing on my finger, I can feel her pushing down even harder on it. I add another one, my fingers feel as they are pushing together with her tightness I start scissor them stretching her; then she starts grinding in circles on my fingers. Her moans are no longer whispers anymore, but I don't think she or I really care right now. We are in our own world, and we are completely blissful right now. I curl my fingers slightly inside her as my mouth found her clit; I can feel her hands wrap around the back of my head. Her moans are getting louder, her bouncing is becoming more fervent. "Ohhh…Josh…." I match her thrusts pushing up as she pushes down while sucking and nibbling on her now swollen clit. I can feel pushing my face into her and pushing deeper when she lets out a loud moan and starts convulsing, I feel her walls start to contract around my fingers, she says "I'm coming" I replace my fingers with my tongue and feel her essence spilling in my mouth.
She lays there breathing hard, I crawl up her body to kiss the side of her neck, her breathing returning to normal. I whisper "are you ready?" in her ear, she says "yes". I position myself at her entrance, I can feel the heat radiating from her. I slowly start to push forward and immediately I feel how warm and tight she is, my legs start to shake as I groan her name "Sam…" She moans as she feels me stretching filling her, I wish I could see her face. Once my entire length was in, I start to feel her walls contract; I then start building a rhythm. I can hear her moaning in my ear and feel her tightness around my length gripping; and I can still taste her on my tongue, it's almost enough to drive me insane. All of my senses are filled with her, the phone lights up the tent, and we are finally able to see. Her face is in a twisted pleasure, her breasts are bouncing with every thrust, I look at her and all I can think of is she's so beautiful. We make eye contact and she grabs my face and kisses me while she lifts her butt off the ground, making my thrusts go in deeper. I feel her back wall and push against it and she starts moaning really heavy, I hear her say in my ear "Right there, I'm so close" so I go for it. Every thrust I pushed further and further into her, until I felt her wrap her legs around me. My groans are escaping as I can feel her contracting tighter, my thrusts are becoming more primal. "Fuck Josh!" she says as I'm slamming her body into mine and she is moaning even louder, I feel myself getting close. I tried to slow down, I don't want this to end. She felt it me slow and started grinding into me almost sitting up forcing us to keep the momentum. I bite down on my lip trying to hold myself, I don't know how long this is going to last. I feel her slam down full force a few times, she pushes down, almost like she wants me to break through. I can feel her walls tightening as she says "I'm coming". Feeling her walls contracting milking me, takes me over the edge, I can fill her essence spilling out mixing with mine. We stayed in this position for a couple of minutes taking in everything. I pulled out and rolled onto my side of the sleeping bag, I take off my boxers since they're wet and grabbed my sweat pants and put them on. Nothing was said at first we just laid there in what I felt was a comfortable silence. I start to become overwhelmed with emotions, I wonder what she's feeling now; after telling her how I feel and having sex, this all can't be easy to absorb right now.
I feel her roll over away from me, she still hasn't said a word, and I have to ask "you okay?" she didn't answer right away, "Yeah…I…" She paused, "Josh I'm scared." I move closer "Scared of what?" I turn and feel her hand find my shoulder as she aimlessly starts to draw circles with her finger, I hear her sigh "I'm scared to lose you. I mean, this is like everything I've always wanted. But I just don't want the timing, to ruin what this could be." I put my hand on her waist and rub my thumb on her bare skin. "We'll just take it one day at a time." I lean down and give her a kiss, I admit it I'm addicted already. So soft, although she tensed up seeming surprised by it. I pull back enough that our lips are still brushing lightly, and feel her lean into me closing the distance.
I start to feel a chill, I know Sam felt it too, she was rubbing her arm trying to cover it up. I sit up and feel around for the zipper, after feeling different areas I finally found it, and zipped them up and slid further down. I can feel her wiggling over by me, I turn her on her side facing away from me and lay up against her. I wrap my arm around her and bury my face in her hair, she smelled like berries with a hint of smoke. I hear her yawn, and it feels that in that moment my adrenaline reached empty, I yawn myself. As soon as I felt my lids get heavy I felt a sharp pain in my arm "What the fuck" I said pulling my arm back slightly "What was that for?" She grabbed my arm and put it back in the spot it was just in saying, "Showing you that it's real". I kept my arm around her and just squeezed her for a hug, I laughed saying "Thanks, life saver" and kissed the side of her head, as we both drift off.
