A/N:

Ok guys, don't give up on me yet. This had to be done for the story progression. The next chapter is done as well. I just need to proof it. It was initially one chapter, but it was over 11000 words, so I needed to split it into two chapters. I will try to post the next chapter tonight when I get off work because, unfortunately, r/l calls. Ok, here goes don't hate me too much….

Chapter 8 Getting married

"Will you marry me?" Blaine asked, looking at Bryce. Yes, this was a question he had asked before, a question he had gotten a yes to, from the one person Blaine always thought he would marry, the person he had so wanted to marry. But he knows he can make it work with Bryce. Bryce stood there looking at Blaine before speaking.

"Blaine, why would you want to marry me? I know you don't love me," Bryce said, looking at him almost like he expected Blaine to deny it. Blaine couldn't deny it though. He couldn't say something he didn't feel, and probably never would. Blaine always wants to be truthful with Bryce. He knew who his heart belongs to. He had given it away when he was sixteen years old, and that wasn't ever going to change. Blaine knew though that it was time for him to move on and let go. Blaine felt like he and Bryce could be good together, were good together.

"You're right, I don't love you right now, but I care a lot about you. We are good together. I love spending time together, and I love getting to know you. You are special to me, Bryce. I know we can work. I can be there to help you with Sere. With your permission, I would love to adopt her, be her daddy. We could be a family, and Sere would have two people who love her. I can't think of anything I would love to do more," Blaine said, looking Bryce in the eyes so he would know just how serious he was.

"Blaine, you don't have to do that honestly. We'll be ok," Bryce said, looking at Blaine a little shocked. Yes, he would love to marry Blaine. Even though he didn't love him right now, Bryce knew that was the direction he was heading. Like that old country song, he'd heard a long time ago said, 'If I'm not in love, I don't have far to fall.' He knew it wouldn't take much, and he would be falling head over hills, but in his heart, he knew that Blaine would never love him, and the only reason he was asking Bryce to marry him now was because of Sere, and Bryce didn't want Blaine to feel like he had to marry him, just because of her.

The bad part was that if he did opt to marry Blaine right now, he knew it would be because of her. Bryce was at a complete loss as to how to take care of an infant, and Blaine was a natural at it. When Bryce's world had fallen apart, Blaine had stepped in and had taken care of both him and Sere. While Blaine was bonding with Sere, Bryce had been floating in a world of blackness, trying to deal with the loss of Shey. Bryce had tried with Sere, he really had. He had done everything Blaine had shown him to do, held her the way Blaine said she liked to be held, and still, she would cry until Blaine would take her. She would look at Blaine and quiet down and would smile at him. Bryce knew Blaine would be so much help with her, was so much help, but was that a good enough reason to get married?

"Sweetheart, I know I don't have to marry you, that you would be fine without me, but I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to help you raise Sere. I want to be there when she says her first word, takes her first step. I want to be there with you when you walk on stage and accept your first Emmy. I'll be the one in the audience cheering the loudest, yelling 'yes, that's my husband,'" Blaine said, almost afraid Bryce would say no.

"Blaine, are you sure? I don't want you ever to regret this, regret us," Bryce said, looking at him.

"I have never been more sure of anything in my life. I want to marry you, I want to be your husband," Blaine said, reaching out and placing his hand on Bryce's cheek, rubbing it with his thumb looking him in the eyes

"Then yes. Yes, I'll marry you," Bryce said with a grin spreading across his face that got bigger as Blaine picked him up and spun him around, making him laugh.

"Thank you, I know we're going to be happy together," Blaine said, kissing him, for once not caring that they were in a public place, he just kissed him, and then hugged him tight. "Come on, let's go grab some lunch and then go call our parents and let them know," Blaine said with a big smile.

They ate lunch, and then called their parents to let them know they were engaged and planned on getting married right away. That way, when they got home from London, Blaine could start the adoption process for Sere. Blaine's dad agreed to go ahead and start drafting the necessary paperwork for the adoption process and would have it ready when they got back for Bryce to sign, allowing Blaine to adopt Sere.

"Son, I also want you to think about a prenup. You have a lot of money. I am not saying that he would do anything, but it would be better to be safe than be sorry, especially with the divorce laws the way they are in California," Michael said, trying to make Blaine understand how important it could be.

"Dad, we haven't even gotten married yet, I can't ask him to sign papers in case we get divorced," Blaine said, looking everywhere but at Bryce who was in the same room talking to his parents on his phone.

"Pre Nup?" Bryce asked with a big grin.

"Yup," Blaine said, looking at him, just shaking his head.

"Dad heard and thinks it will be a good idea too," Bryce said, grinning at Blaine, showing how crazy an idea he thought it was.

"Ok dad, Bryce will go along with it, but we're talking about getting married before we come home," Blaine told him.

"That will work, I know a lawyer in London, let me get with him, and he can get it written up, and all you will need to do is sign it. Let me call you right back," Michael said before hanging up

"I'm so sorry," Blaine said, pulling Bryce into his arms, kissing him, pulling him closer. Just when he was reaching up to unbutton, Bryce's shirt Sere started to cry. Blaine sighed, putting his head on Bryce's shoulder. "raincheck?" he whispered.

"Oh most definitely," Bryce said smiling, pulling Blaine's hips towards him, kissing him deeply and then letting him go

"So unfair mister, so unfair," Blaine said, shaking his head and having to adjust himself as he goes to pick up the baby. She stops crying almost immediately. Blaine changes her diaper, talking softly to her the whole time. Once he has her clean and redressed, he made her a bottle and cuddled with her while she drank, softly running the tip of his finger across her soft cheek. After burping her, he watched as she slowly drifted back off to sleep, Blaine smiled down at her as he put her back in her crib.

Blaine slowly made his way over to Bryce, never taking his eyes off of him. He had a raincheck he needed to cash, that thought had Blaine instantly hard. Pushing Bryce down onto the bed, Blaine straddled Bryce's hips and started peppering small kisses all over his face while slowly rocking his hips so that his hard cock connected Bryce's. Blaine almost came just from the sounds coming from his fiance, the noises he was making should be illegal. Blaine kisses up Bryce's jaw to his ear, whispering, "I think it's raining again, sweetheart," as he thrust down harder and just a little faster. Chasing a release, he needed so badly. Blaine felt as Bryce stiffened under him, felt as his nails dug into his back, and started rocking harder. When Bryce moaned out Blaine's name, he knew Bryce had found his release, and Blaine was right on the edge. He started rocking faster. He was right there, right there, he could feel it in his balls... his phone rings which of course wakes up Sere.

"Fuck...," Blaine said, wanting to scream. He had been right there, another second, and he would have been. Blaine took a deep breath, rolled off of Bryce, and made his way over to a crying Sere, grabbing his phone as he went.

"Sorry, Blaine," Bryce said, because he knew that Blaine had been so close.

"So not your fault, sweetheart. But if you end up spending your honeymoon alone because your new husband is in jail, you'll know why. Someone is about to die," Blaine sighed, bending over to pick Sere up.

Blaine looked at his phone, shaking his head, muttering cockblocker as he answers, "Hi dad."

"Blaine, are you ok? You sound like you are out of breath," Micael asks, getting concerned.

"No dad, I was just hurrying to get to Sere, who just woke up," Blaine said, lying looking at Bryce.

"Well, as long as you're sure... I have the lawyer in place. He is typing up the prenup now. He said to give him an hour, and he'll have everything ready to go. It's the basic wording I use all the time. He also said that he could help get your marriage license set up as well," Michael said.

"So, you have already spoken about the terms and are comfortable with me signing them?" Blaine asked thankful again that his father was an attorney.

"Yes, the conditions are fair, but if either of you have any concerns, things can be added or removed," Michael responded.

"I trust you dad, if you feel comfortable with everything, then so do I. Thanks for everything," Blaine said before disconnecting his call. Sere had fallen back to sleep, so he placed her back in the crib and turned to Bryce.

"Dad was able to find a lawyer, he is working on the paperwork now, and should be ready for us to sign in an hour. He also said that he would be available to help with getting our marriage license," Blaine said, looking at Bryce.

"That'll work," Bryce said, standing up, walking towards Blaine.

They both showered. Separately, of course, because they knew that if they got in together, they would be late for their appointment. Blaine changed Sere, packed more diapers in her diaper bag, and then placed her in her stroller. Since it was so beautiful outside, they decided they would walk to the lawyer's office instead of grabbing a cab, allowing Sere to get some fresh air, and for them to spend time as a family. Blaine couldn't keep the smile off of his face, deciding he could definitely get used to this.

When they got to the lawyer's office, they talked for a few minutes. Mr. Woodward advised Blaine that he had already faxed a copy of the prenup to his dad, and he ok'd all the wording. He, like Michael, added that if there was anything that they felt should be added or should be removed that that could be discussed as well.

"Ok, here is what your father has requested. Blaine, if you divorce within five years of marriage, Bryce well receive no financial compensation. If you should ask for a divorce between five and ten years of marriage, you agree to pay him $500000. Anything over ten years, should you ask him for a divorce, you will agree to pay him $850000. We have also added a fidelity clause. Blaine, if you should be found to have been unfaithful to Bryce, no matter how long you're married, you agree to pay him the full $850000."

"Bryce, if it is found that you have been unfaithful to Blaine, you then will lose all rights to all forms of compensation. Also, should Bryce be the one to request a divorce, no matter how long you are married, he will also lose all rights to compensation and will walk away with nothing. Any properties, vehicles, or other valuables you have, coming into your marriage, will remain your property should your marriage be dissolved. Any and all properties, vehicles, or other valuables bought, obtained, or inherited during the time of your union, should your marriage be dissolved, will be split in half."

"If you are ok with the wording of this prenup, Blaine, please sign here," Mr. Woodward said, pointing to the line he was talking about before passing the forms to Blaine to sign.

Bryce sat there watching Blaine sign like the money the lawyer mentioned was nothing. He never even flinched. Once Blaine was done signing, the forms were passed to Bryce for his signature.

"Ok, we have talked about what Blaine will pay me, should we divorce. What do I agree to pay him?" Bryce asked before signing.

"Oh, you don't pay him anything at all," Mr. Woodward said, looking at Bryce in confusion. Didn't he realize just how wealthy his fiancé was? Mr. Woodward decided right then that the prenup was a good idea for sure.

"Mr. Mitchell, if the wording of this prenup is acceptable to you, please sign here," Mr. Woodward said, pointing to the line that Bryce needed to sign.

Bryce signed, feeling confused but passed the form back to Mr. Woodward, wondering all of a sudden if he should have had his own lawyer read over the agreement before adding his signature. Bryce had agreed to the prenup only after his father insisted he protect his assets from Blaine. Now, after everything Bryce had seen and heard, it would seem that it was Blaine that had needed protection from Bryce, not the other way around. Bryce kind of jokes with himself 'just gotta makes it five years.' He almost laughed out loud.

"Ok Mr. Anderson, Mr. Mitchell, since the wedding is being held here in London, I will get these papers filed in the high court, and I will send a certified copy to your father so he can file in the US courts. I have spoken with the magistrate's office. They have everything you will need, and they're waiting for your arrival. You can go either now and sign the forms or in the morning, whichever works best for you," he started standing. "Congratulations to the both of you, and good luck, " he said, shaking both of their hands, and then they walked out the door.

Since Sere was still quiet, they walked to the magistrate's office, picked up their paperwork, that way, first thing in the morning, they could get married. Blaine was getting excited but also nervous. They walked around a little, walking through the park, stopping at a shop so that they could both purchase a suit for their marriage ceremony. Even though it was going to be held in the magistrate's office, it was still their wedding day and they both wanted to look good for each other. They were able to find a cute little dress for Sere with matching shoes, even though Bryce laughingly said she wouldn't need them.

After shopping and eating dinner at a little bistro close to their motel, they go back to their room, deciding to spend some quiet time with Sere before she went to sleep. Blane holds her snuggled next to Bryce as Bryce read her a story from a book he had picked up for her that day. Bryce was trying to get more involved in his child life. He didn't want to leave everything for Blaine to take care of, even though he seemed more natural at it, somehow always knowing what to do, what she seemed to need. As Bryce softly reads the story of two little bunnies, they watch as Sere's little eyes get too heavy to hold open any longer, and she finally drifts off to sleep, with her little thumb in her mouth.

Blaine slowly stands up and carries Sere over to the crib, gently laying her down, not wanting to wake her up. He watched her for a few minutes before turning around and going back to Bryce and pulling him into his arms. Blaine was so proud of the way that Bryce was trying. For the first few days they had had Sere, Bryce hadn't wanted to have anything to do with her, but tonight he had played with her, read her a bedtime story from the book that Bryce had picked out himself for her. It had been the sweetest thing Blaine had ever seen.

They spend the next hour cuddled up, softly talking, kissing and exploring each other's bodies, before deciding that they both needed to get to bed. Sere was usually an early riser. Standing up, Blaine reached his hand down to help Bryce stand and then still holding his hand, they walk towards the bed and slip under the covers, sharing a few more kisses and one hot and heavy make-out session, which ended with them both getting up and showering before going back to bed.

"Night sweetheart," Blaine whispered, placing a soft kiss on Bryces lips, pulling him close and cuddling into Bryce's side. Once Bryce fell asleep, Blaine carefully crawled out of bed, being as quiet as he could. He was hoping to be able to sneak out and back in without Bryce or Sere waking up. Blane softly opens and closes the door with a smile on his face as he walks to the elevator. Blaine had seen a little jewelry store in the lobby and was hoping to find himself and Bryce a set of rings to exchange tomorrow. Yes, this might have been a quick decision, but Blaine still wanted to make tomorrow a special day for both of them. He looked through the rings they had on display and didn't really see anything he liked. He had been hoping to find something special for Bryce, something to show just how much he did care about him. Blaine finally settled on a matching set of rings, deciding that they would work for now, and he could always replace them for something better for their first wedding anniversary. Blaine had to smile at that, looking forward to many years with Bryce.

Slipping the bag in his pocket, Blaine took the elevator back to his floor, walking toward his door with the smile still on his face. Blaine quietly opens the door and closes it behind him again, sighing in relief when he realized that Bryce and Sere had both slept through his absence. Pulling the bag out of his pocket Blaine slipped it in the outside pocket of Sere's diaper bag, knowing it would be going with them and wanting to surprise Bryce.

Blaine knows he should go back to bed and sleep for as long as Sere would allow him too, tomorrow was going to be a busy day, but he was too wired to sleep. Blaine sat down on the small couch, his mind going a mile a minute. He'd always assumed when and if he got married, it would be with the person he loved. Yes, it was hard for him to give up on the idea of him and Kurt, but Blaine knew he and Bryce could work. Will it be the same? Maybe not, but that didn't mean they couldn't have a good marriage, that they couldn't have a happy life together.

Even though Blaine knows he will regret it, he pulls his phone out of his pocket, unlocks the screen, and slowly starts scrolling through the pictures he had stored. Pictures that he should have deleted a long time ago, but even though he had been hurt more than he thought was humanly possible, he couldn't hit the delete button on any of them. Some of the pictures were of his fondest memories. The picture that was the hardest for him to look at was the one taken the day after they had gotten engaged. Kurt had wanted something for Blaine to wear, so he had gotten him an id bracelet. Kurt said at the time he had thought about buying Blaine a ring, but knew that a bracelet would just fit Blaine's personality so much more. Blaine had watched as Kurt put the bracelet on him and just looked at the camera, eyes full of tears and love for the beautiful man in front of him. He can still remember how he had felt, it had been so unexpected, and he had just known they would always be together.

On the front of the bracelet, it had two little diamonds inside a heart, and his name had been written beside the heart. On the back, it had been engraved with the date they got engaged, and the inscription said "I love you more than I ever thought possible, you are my life, together forever and always. Your Nemo."

Blaine had smiled when he saw the name, Nemo. He had called Kurt that right after they had become boyfriends. When Kurt had laughed and asked him why he called him that, Blaine had just looked at him with a serious look on his face, "Kurt, you are my Nemo. I finally found you, and I am never going to lose you, I am never going to let you go, I will never have to find you again."

Blaine stares at that picture feeling as the first tears start streaming down his face looking down at that picture, knowing he should delete it, but he also knows he'll never be able to. He would never be able to delete it. He can still remember how proud he had been when Kurt had slipped that bracelet on his wrist. Until the day Kurt had broken up with him, he had never even taken it off and never thought he would. After the breakup, Blaine had still worn it for a few days, still trying to understand what had happened, trying to figure out why. After two days, he had finally taken it off for the first time in almost a year. Blaine had run his finger over the inscription and cried. He had lost his Nemo after all. He placed the bracelet back in the box it came in, and when he moved back home, he had put it in his nightstand where it would always be safe.

Blaine looks through the rest of the pictures one more time and then closes the file his pictures were in, closing that chapter of his life forever. Tomorrow he will be a married man. Blaine feels as more tears slip down his face, crying for someone he still missed, someone he knew he could never have again. Blaine knows he needs to move on, let go of the past and concentrate on the new future he was trying to create for himself, Bryce and Sere. The past is in the past, and he needs to learn how to let it go and forget. Blaine walked into the bathroom, washed his face, and then crawls back in bed, pulling Bryce back into his arms, placing a soft kiss on his head, and slowly drifts off to sleep.

oOoOo

The next morning, Blaine and Bryce woke up to a beautiful day, both feeling nervous, which could be expected, but also excited for the next step in their lives. Blaine dressed Sere in a pretty dress they had found for her, slipping on her little white tights and then her matching shoes, the whole time watching as Bryce gets dressed, shaking his head about the shoes. Blaine dresses, and they are on their way. Since it was a sunny day, they decide once again to walk to the magistrate's office, enjoying the beautiful weather. They had a quick civil service and walked out a married couple, both with matching rings and smiles. They had decided they would both keep their own last names because of the business they were in, but Sere would be renamed Mitchell-Anderson once the adoption process was complete.

They spent all day playing tourist. Blaine took Bryce to all the places he remembered visiting when he was here with his parents during his freshman year in high school. They had a wonderful time. They spent the whole day out, looking at everything, visiting the different museums, riding the London eye. Bryce spent more and more time with Sere, holding her, changing her clothes, deciding that his baby had worn those stupid shoes, long enough, he had said with a smile knocking his shoulder into Blaine's. They connected as a family.

They walked until they were both tired, stopping for dinner on the way back to their room. While Bryce pushed the stroller, Blaine held Bryce's hand, feeling freer that he ever had. Loving the feel of that little gold band on his finger, and what that band stood for. It stood for his future, their future, and he couldn't be happier. As they walked they passed a drug store. Bryce stayed outside with Sere, while Blaine went in and got a pack of diapers, and wipes for Sere, and some personal items they would need for tonight. He was still feeling nervous. Tonight would be their first time, Bryce's first time. They had had a good day, and Blaine was hoping that carried over to an even better night. When they got back to their room, Blaine bathed Sere, gave her a bottle, and tucked her into the crib, the motel had supplied for her.

Taking a deep breath, Blaine walked back over to Bryce and pulled him in his arms. With one look, Blaine could tell how nervous about tonight Bryce was. Blaine was nervous as well. This was their wedding night, tonight was special, and Blaine wanted to make sure it was special for Bryce.

"Do you want to go take a shower before going to bed?" Blaine asked, placing a soft kiss on Bryce's lips, trying to reassure him that they would go as slow as Bryce needed them to go.

"Yeah, I think I will," Bryce said with a nervous smile before pulling out a pair of pajamas from his suitcase, something he hadn't worn the whole time they had been in London. They usually both just stripped down to their boxers before going to bed, but if pajamas made Bryce feel better, that was fine for Blaine.

"Ok, I'll wait for you and will take mine when you get out," Blaine whispered, placing one more soft kiss on Bryce's lips before he turned and went towards the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. Blaine could only smile.

While Bryce was in the shower, Blaine pulled the supplies he had bought for them out of Sere's diaper bag where he had put them. He took the plastic wrapper off the bottle of lube and opened the box of condoms, tearing the top off the way he always had, before placing them both in the top drawer of the nightstand and quietly closing it back. Blaine next pulled the covers down, getting the bed ready for them. After that, he started pacing, waiting for Bryce to come out of the bathroom, after thirty minutes Blaine was ready to go and see if he was ok, when the door finally opened, and Bryce walked out.

Blaine placed a quick kiss on Bryce's cheek before walking around him into the bathroom to get in the shower. Unlike Bryce, Blaine had only grabbed a pair of boxers to put on. He almost wished he had grabbed his lounge pants now, though. Not that he planned on wearing them long, but they might have made Bryce feel more comfortable. Blaine brushed his teeth, took a deep breath, and then walked out of the bathroom to join Bryce. The first thing Blaine saw was Bryce sitting on the very edge of the bed fidgeting.

Blaine knew Bryce was anxious. He was too. Yes, Blaine had done this before, but never as a husband. Tonight was ten times more important than any other time he had made love before. This was Bryce, this was his husband, his future. Blaine slowly walks over to Bryce, helped him stand up and then pulls him into his arms. When Blaine feels Bryce's arms encircle his waist, Blaine reached up with both his hands, placing them on either side of Bryce's face, just looking into his eyes for a few minutes before leaning in and placing a soft kiss on his lips.

"Remember when we first started dating, and I said I would need you to tell me if I am moving to fast for you? That includes tonight as well. I don't want to rush you, I don't want to push you into something you aren't ready for," Blaine whispered before kissing Bryce again, slowly slipping in his tongue and stepping a little closer, so his body was flush with Bryce's.

"I want to try everything. I want to give you everything, I just don't know what that all entails, and to be honest, I am really nervous. I have loved everything we have tried so far, and think I am ready to try more," Bryce gasped out.

Blaine watched his face for a few minutes before leaning back in and kissing Bryce again. When Blaine felt Bryce step closer to him, he pulled Bryce's face closer, he slowly stuck his tongue in Bryce's mouth, tasting him, and loving it. He kissed up Bryce's jaw to his ear, sucking his earlobe into his mouth, biting on it gently, feeling as Bryce thrust his hips into his, letting Blaine know Bryce was as hard as he was.

"Can I make love to you tonight?" Blaine whispered into Bryce's ear licking around the outside shell. Blaine was so hard. He was hurting. Blaine had enjoyed everything they had done so far, but wanted so much more. He had dreamed of sinking into Bryce for so long, needed it so bad.

"Yes… please," Bryce said, not knowing what he was begging for but wanting something he knew only Blaine could give him.

Blaine kissed his lips one more time before reaching down and grabbing the hem of his t-shirt and slowly pulled it up and over Bryce's head, placing another kiss on his sweet lips. Never taking his eyes off of him, he reached down and slid his hands under the waistband of Bryce's pajamas and boxers, sliding his hands down to his ass, pushing his pants down with them, stepping back just enough to allow them to fall to the floor. Kissing him again, Blaine squeezed Bryce's ass, pulling him back against him.

Blaine kissed Bryce deep and hard before gently pushing Bryce down so that he was sitting on the edge of the bed. Blaine quickly stripped his boxers off and bent over to kiss Bryce while he got down on his knees in front of him. Blaine slowly bent down and took Bryce in his mouth, using his tongue, he circled the head of Bryce's swollen cock, and heard his sharp intake of breath, and felt his hips thrust forward.

Blaine slowly lowered his mouth down Bryce's shaft, hollowing his cheek, sucking softly as he moved his head down and harder as he went back up, trying to give Bryce as much pleasure as possible. When Bryce thrust forward again, Blaine knew he needed to stop. He didn't want Bryce coming like that, not tonight anyway. Blaine wanted to be buried deep inside him when that happened again.

Blaine slowly pulled off and then kissed him on his lips again. "Lay back on the bed sweetheart," he said softly, standing up and grabbing the lube and a condom out of the box in the nightstand. Once Bryce was lying down on his back, Blaine reached up and grabbed a pillow and placed it under Bryce's hip.

"That should make the angle better for you," Blaine said, sitting with his ass on his heels between Bryce's legs. He leans down and places another kiss on Bryce's sweet lips.

"Ok sweetheart what I need to do is open you up a little, prep you so that you are ready for me, let me know if I hurt you, or move too fast. I need you to talk to me, ok sweetheart. We will go as slow as you need me to be, ok?" Blaine said softly, looking at Bryce, and sees him nod.

Blaine opens the bottle of lube, squeezes some on his hand, and the coats his index finger, before reaching down and slowly pushing into Bryce's tight puckered hole. Blaine almost came just from that, feeling how tight and warm he was. When he felt Bryce's muscles loosen, he slowly slides his finger out, adds more lube, coating his middle finger, before slowly starting to slide both in.

When he heard Bryce's sharp intake of breath, he stopped giving him a few seconds before sliding his fingers in further. Once he gets them in as far as he can, he starts slowly pulling them out and then sliding them back in, when once again, Blaine feels Bryce's muscles loosen Blaine pulls his fingers out slowly, lubes up the third finger, and then slowly starts sliding them in, and then pulling them out slowly over and over to stretch him as much as possible.

"You ok sweetheart?" Blaine moans out, hoping Bryce says yes, because at this point, Blaine needed to be inside him. Bryce just nods his head with his eyes closed.

"We're almost there sweetheart, you are doing so good," Blains said as he reached his other hand up, grasping Bryce's cock in his hand and started to slowly move his hand up and down Bryce's shaft, hearing him moan his name made Blaine even harder. He needed him so badly, wanted nothing more than to sink into his warm heat, but knew he wasn't ready for that yet.

Blaine slowly pulls his fingers out a little angling them so he rubs right over Bryce's prostate and can only smile when Bryce thrust his hips up and Blaine feels as Bryce's cock jerks in his hand. He is close. Blaine slowly pulls his fingers out again and puts more lube on his hand, and then slowly inserts all four slowly back in, moving them in and out. Blaine feels he is finally loose enough, and to be honest, he doesn't know if he could hold off entering him much longer.

He pulls his fingers all the way out, reaches for the condom and slides it on and then squeezes more lube onto his hand, slides it up and down his cock a few times, to get as much lube on as possible, Blaine leans over Bryce, bracing himself on his hands and knees, and slowly leans down, kissing him, deep and hungry.

"I'm going to enter you now, sweetheart, I promise to go slow," Blaine whispered, placing one last kiss on Bryce's lips and then sits back up.

Blaine gets on his knees, between Bryce's legs and moves as close to his ass as he can. Never taking his eyes off of Bryce, watching for any sign of discomfort, Blaine lines himself up with Bryce's hole and slowly starts pushing himself forward. When he breaches the first ring of muscle, Blaine stops to give Bryce time to adjust. Bryce thrust his hips forward either from the pleasure of it or the pain, Blaine wasn't sure, but it had almost caused Blaine to enter him faster than he intended to. Luckily Blaine had been ready for that and had his hand holding Bryce's hips so they couldn't thrust up fast and end up hurting himself. He had learned that the hard way the first time he and Kurt had made love. Kurt had thrust up hard, and Blaine hadn't been ready for it, and Kurt had felt more pain their first time than he ever should have. Blaine wanted to make sure that didn't happen with Bryce.

When Blaine was fully inside him, Blaine noticed that Bryce had gone soft, so, just like he did with Kurt, he reached out and grabbed his cock again and started to slowly move his hand up and down a few times until Bryce was hard and rigid again, and then he started to move in and out slowly. It felt so good, Bryce was so tight and warm, and Blaine had to think of something else just to keep from coming then and there and ruining everything.

He kept it slow and gentle, never really increasing his speed, just enjoying it so much. Blaine felt tears prickle the back of his eyes as memories of another first time entered his brain, trying to chase them away. It was so unfair to Bryce to be thinking about Kurt while he was buried deep inside of him, so he closed his eyes and just kept moving slowly and as deep as he could. Blaine feels himself getting close can feel it building in his balls. He opens his eyes and looks at Bryce, and he has his head turned, he isn't moving, not making any sound at all.

Blaine reaches between them and grasps Bryce's cock again and starts moving his hand up and down, matching the movement of his hand with the thrust of his hips. Right before he is about to come himself, he felt Bryce orgasm warm in his hand, Blaine continues to rock his hips, throwing his head back and moaning as he finally came. If the baby hadn't been asleep on the other side of the room, Blaine would have probably screamed out Bryce's name. It had felt that good.

Blaine slowly pulls out of him, leaning down to place a gentle kiss on his lips before reaching down and removing the condom. He quickly ties it off and throws it in the trash can, and then he leaned over to whisper in Bryce's ear. "You were amazing," before kissing him again and then standing up to walk in the restroom and grab a washrag. He quickly cleans himself off and then grabs another one and then goes in and cleans off Bryce's abdomen.

He helps Bryce move the pillow from under his hips, lies back down beside him and pulls Bryce into his arms, and just snuggles with him, whispering in his ear how amazing that had been. So satisfied and worn out, he doesn't want to move. Blaine felt it as Bryce's muscles relaxed and he was soon asleep.

Blaine lays there for a few minutes, thinking about what had just happened. Feeling guilty, that in the second he had finally got his release, it wasn't Bryce he was seeing. It was a beautiful blue-eyed memory that still had the ability to tear him up inside. He needed to figure out how to make it stop, knowing it was so unfair to Bryce. He would just have to work harder to stay in the moment.

The baby woke him up at 2:30. Blaine smiled when Bryce just moaned and snuggled further into the pillow. He had worn Bryce out as much as Bryce had him. With a satisfied grin on his face, Blaine stood up and pulled on his boxers before walking over to the crib and picking Sere up.

"What is it sweet girl, what is wrong with my baby" Blaine softly spoke to her, rocking her as he makes her a bottle. He sits down on the couch with her, softly singing while she drinks her bottle, and then he burps her. Blaine lays her down, quickly changing her diaper, and then she is out again. Blaine spends a few more minutes with her laying on his chest, softly sucking on her little thumb.

"Sleep tight sweet baby girl. I'll see you in the morning," Blaine whispers as he stands and takes her back to her crib and lays her down. Blaine stands by her crib for a few more minutes, still not believing he had such a sweet baby in his life that he already thought of as his, once the adoption papers were signed and completed, she would be.

With a smile on his face, Blaine walks back to the bed, noticing first that the clock said it was only 3 am, and the next thing he noticed was how the blankets had shifted during the night, and he got a view of his husband's gorgeous naked ass in front of him. Blaine's cock was instantly hard and standing at attention. He wonders how early is too early to wake his new husband up, and figures now is a good time to find out with a smile.

Blaine slides back in bed, and snuggles up behind Bryce, and starts kissing his shoulder, his neck thrusting against his ass. Bryce opens his eyes with a smile on his face. He rolls over, so they are facing each other, and their cocks touch, causing Bryce to moan loudly, he was as hard as Blaine was. Blaine attacked his lips, rubbing his hands up and down Bryce's body, getting more and more turned on, and wanting him so bad again.

"Rollover for me sweetheart, I think it might be easier this time if you get on your knees. I know you might be a little sore," Blaine said, kissing him and sitting back, waiting for Bryce to roll over and get up on his knees. Blaine was looking away, reaching for a condom and the lube, so he completely missed the look that crossed Bryce's face.

Blaine quickly preps Bryce noticing that he is still loose from last night, so it doesn't take long. Blaine rolls a condom down his shaft, squirts some lube in his hand and rubs it on himself. Blaine slowly slips into Bryce, trying to be gentle. He knows he should have waited until tomorrow before making love to him again, but it had just felt so good, and it had been so long. When he feels himself getting close, he reaches around and encircles Bryce's cock in his hand and starts moving it up and down, squeezing gently to help get him there. Blaine, unfortunately, comes before Bryce this time, but keeps stroking him, still buried inside him until Bryce finally gets his release. When Blaine slowly pulls out, Bryce slides down and lies on his stomach, and his face turned away from Blaine.

"Sweetheart, are you ok, was I too rough, are you still really sore?" Blaine asks, concerned, feeling horrible. He should have waited.

"No Blaine, I'm fine. You were great. I'm just really tired all of a sudden," he said, turning to face Blaine, placing a kiss on his lips and then rolling over on his side facing away from Blaine and falls back to sleep.

Blaine feels better. He had really been concerned. Kurt had never acted like that. Blaine knows he should stop comparing his sexual relationship with Bryce to the one he had with Kurt, but it was hard not to. Blaine knows he will need to wait a few days before they make love again, but they can always do a lot of other things Blaine thinks with a grin before slipping off the condom, tying it off and throwing it in the trash can as he walks to the bathroom. Blaine washes himself off and would have grabbed one for Bryce, but he had already passed back out. Blaine walks back into the room with a smile on his face, completely happy for the first time in a long time. He felt like they were going to be ok. They would have years together. Maybe once Sere is older, they could adopt another baby and give her a sister or brother someone to grow up with.

Blaine slips his boxers back on and crawls back into bed, pulling Bryce back into his arms and then is asleep almost as soon as his head hits the pillow. He completely misses it as Bryce gently extracted himself from Blaine's arms, walked into the bathroom and turned the water on in the shower as hot as he could handle it before stepping in. He scrubbed every inch of his body.

Even though Blaine had been so caring and gentle and easy with him, and took his time, Bryce hadn't liked it at all. With tears running down his face, he wonders how he is ever going to explain to Blaine that he didn't want to do it again. When Blaine had woken him up, Bryce had gotten excited. He thought they would just do what they had been doing before tonight, when he told him to roll over on his knees, he had wanted to cry knowing what Blaine was going to do.

He had always enjoyed everything they had done, but not that, never that. When he got out of the shower, he wrapped a towel around his hips and went back into the bedroom. He stopped by the crib where Sere was asleep and just stared down at her. He wishes he could feel something for her the way Blaine seems to already, but he still feels nothing, wishing she looked like Shey.

He walked over to his bag and pulled out his journal, and sat down on the couch, thankful once again that Blaine had packed it. He really was a wonderful husband, well, in every way but one. He slowly starts his entry for today.