Shigaraki Tomura past known as Shimura Tenko was in love with Midoriya Izuku. The first time that Shigaraki saw him was at USJ when he was attempting to kill All Might. When Shigaraki first laid his eyes on Izuku, he had felt a feeling that he never felt before. A fire started in his loins, but Shigaraki later chalked it off as hatred for how Midoriya was a carbon copy of All Might.

That was until Shigaraki found himself jerking off to screenshot of Izuku winning the obstacle race at the sports festival. Shigaraki just brushed off the sexual desire happening because of Izuku having a nice figure, curves like a woman and a fuckable face.

But for some unknown reason, Shigaraki carried a picture of Izuku around in his wallet.

That idea flipped over its head when Shigaraki saw Izuku at the mall. When he talked to Izuku, he felt that Izuku understood him and he wanted to talk to Midoriya more. Shigaraki also wanted more than just talking.

Shigaraki holding Izuku's slender throat felt right. His skin was so soft, so pure and so untarnished.

Shigaraki wanted more. He wanted caress Izuku's body. Shigaraki wondered how Izuku's throat feel around his cock.

And that was when Shigaraki realized that he was in love with Midoriya Izuku.

The first time Shigaraki acknowledged that he was in love aloud was with Sensei. To his surprise, Sensei was okay with it, he was the one that came of up with the plan to kidnap Izuku. Sensei even helped recruit people for the kidnapping.

Shigaraki was happy, the plan had been finally set into motion. He was ecstatic when a warp out of nowhere and people came out of it. Though he was a bit jealous that Dabi had his hand wrapped around Izuku throat. Shigaraki was the only one that should have his fingers there. Later Shigaraki had a few choice words about Dabi not allowed to touch his property.

Izuku was his. His alone, not to be shared with anyone else.

His breath caught in his throat when Izuku walked through that door. Izuku was breathtakingly lovely wearing a dress. Shigaraki was very impatient when Kurogriri droned on. He wanted to get to kissing part.

His patience paid off. Izuku's lips were as soft and lovely as it looked like.

Suddenly kissing was enough, Shigaraki wanted to have Izuku writhing on top of his bedsheets.

Shigaraki was sure that if he wanted to come by just rubbing Izuku's arsehole, he could. But he just wanted to be inside Izuku.

Shigaraki just couldn't resist, he plunged his dick inside without any lube. It was better than he had ever imagined.

He started at a fast pace. Shigaraki just couldn't help it. Izuku clenching his hole accidentally sent sparks of pleasure to his brain.

All those times pretending that Shigaraki's fist was Izuku's hole was gone. Now he had Izuku in the flesh.

In his haze of bliss, he did not notice Izuku's shouting in pain.

His breathing grew heavier as he was about to go over the edge. His world exploded in white as he came not noticing that Izuku's screams grew louder.

Shigaraki now felt disgusted at himself. At what he did and the fact he enjoyed it.

There was a mixture of cum and blood dripping from Izuku's ass. Blood he responsible for. He also noticed the wounded wrists that Shigaraki caused with his quirk.

Shigaraki felt bad.

Sure he wanted this. But he never wanted it like this. Shigaraki doesn't want to have to force Izuku to have sex with him. He doesn't like having to threaten Izuku's mother to get in his bed.

He wanted Izuku having sex with him because he wanted to.

Shigaraki wanted to be able to say 'I love you' and have Izuku say it back because it was true.

He hated himself when he heard Izuku cry himself to sleep.

Just because of him.

And because of what he did.

Shigaraki will find a way to fix it.

Shigaraki woke up early. Bile rushed to his throat when he remembered how he hurt Izuku. There were dried tearstains on Izuku's cheeks. He was clutching his injured wrists towards his chests.

Shigaraki pulled the cover over Izuku and tenderly kissed his cheek.

He was going to make it up to Izuku no matter what.

Kurogriri was not having a good day. Yesterday he was forced to give a wedding sermon just because the brat Shigaraki wanted to marry Midoriya.

Then he was kept awake by Midoriya's screams. He tried everything, Kurogriri tried holding his pillow over his ears.

Didn't work.

He tried earmuffs.

Didn't work.

Kurogriri finnally fell asleep when the screams thankfully ended. When he woke up he found that Dabi drank his favorite alcohol.

And now, Shigaraki just to wake up and come to the bar. Shigaraki then asked him the stupidest question that Kurogriri has ever heard.

"How do I get someone to fall in love with me when they hate me?"

Just why.

Why me?

He screamed internally.

Breath in. Breath out. Breath in. Breath out.

It was calming trick that his therapist told him to do. That the only thing keeping him from throttling Shigaraki. And the fact that All for One wouldn't like that.

Kurogriri thought that it was fine time for All for One to start paying him for babysitting Shigaraki.

So he came up with a cliche answer because he didn't want to deal with this shit anymore and just wanted Shigaraki out of his hair.

"Just give them gifts or whatever."

Shigaraki then walked out of the bar deep in thought not even thanking Kurogriri for a decent answer to his ridiculous question.

Kurogriri really needed a raise and alcohol.