Chapter IIII:

She woke up at night again, sweating but because it was hot, summer.

"I can't handle this heat!"

Me... I was talking about myself, so much has happened since Adam came it's insane. I-I can't even function correctly...

2 weeks earlier:

I clench my fists at the thought of someone else being like me, or looking like me, it made me angry, I was never excited when people compared me to

someone else. It felt as if one day if I was gone no one would remember me because there is someone else LIKE ME...

Someone puts their hand on my shoulder and I jerk away, I turn around and see Kenji smiling at me, "My queen! You look angry!" I relax my body

but not my face, "Yes, I don't like this female you brought..." Kenji laughs, "You barely know her, she doesn't know you exist, well not

yet."

"I'm going to slaughter you, rip you to pieces!" I say and raise a fist, he lifts his hands up, "Whoa whoa! Don't do that, but really, have you

met the gal yet? Besides what did you and Adam talk about?" my face... am I blushing?! Oh no..no no no! Wait... why should I care?

I laugh hard and shake my head, I pat Kenji on the chest and walk away, "Really? Gonna leave me hanging like that?" I'm still laughing and nod

and Kenji lets out a sigh.

I walk away and get out of Kenji's sight, I could sense him going in the other direction until he's gone so I relax my body and my stomach rumbles, I am

hungry, the only one who usually gets me food in regular hours is... Kenji.

Present day:

I was in my room, it was night, lights are out but I had a candle lit and was walking around the little room I own, my room is farther from the other

rooms, isolated because I had difficulties adjusting with the other females, me being around guys made it better but rules are males and females stay

apart... so I asked if I could live alone and Castle had no problem with that as long as I interact with people and not be alone all the time, besides, Kenji

is around me 24/7 though he told me Castle gave him the job to watch over... Juliette. I hate her name. I learned that she killed a little boy, I didn't

care, I learned that no one can touch her, I probably can, I learned that she has strength like no other... big deal. I hated her long brown hair, her

green-blue eyes, her skin tone, her voice, everything. Through these 2 weeks she's been here all I feel is sad, confused, hot, and all I see her doing is try

to avoid people.

So weak... is what I hate about her most.

"Hey!" someone says from behind me, I sigh and turn around to see Adam there, walking towards me, yup, I sensed him coming. He looked good, no

lie.

"You're the girl who looks like Juliette, the one... touching my skin."

"Is that a problem? That I look like her? Sound like her? Deadly like her?" I just rudely said to him, turned the other way and started to walk,

I could tell he was confused, I can feel it.

It was dinner and Kenji was waiting for me at the table, we only sit together during dinner because I refuse to wake up at 6 a.m every day and when

Castle tried I blew up in his face and I think he just stopped trying, so instead, Kenji brings me a sandwich everyday at 6 a.m and leaves it at the door

with a bottle of water. He takes care of me too much as if I'm a child when indeed we are the same age.

I sit at the table and Kenji shoves food in his mouth, I do the same and we just stare at each other, then he waves his spoon at me, "Did you like the

sandwich I brought you in the morning?" I smile and nod, "Your sandwiches lighten up my morning." he almost chokes, maybe because I never

compliment him this way but I wanted to see his reaction.

"Okay why are you being so nice, you usually just glare at me and eat fast." I laugh... and people look at me, SHE looks at me, I look at her

still laughing, I turn to Kenji and stand up, bend over and grab his face, squishing his cheeks, I pull his face close enough for his ear to reach my mouth

and I whisper, "You're ruining my fun." and I let go, and puts his hand on his jaw with eyes wide, not knowing what the hell I was talking about.

Yes.

Take it all in Kenji... ALL!

I grab my tray, flash this smile that has BAD written all over it and Kenji's jaw drops, he gasps, as if knowing what I'm up to, he quickly shoves more

food in his mouth and gets up, following me, I look back at him and look over to Juliette and Adam whom were sitting together, and he understood

what I was saying. "You have 1 hour, ONE hour Kenji... you're about to see something I never showed to anyone before."

"OH MY GOD YES! YOU ARE TURNING ME ON!"

My face goes red within seconds and try not to laugh.

Kenji has only seen bits of what I could do, he knows I can sense people but not him when he's invisible. He knows that my emotions are different than

most, what he doesn't know is what I can do with both of them... not yet.

1 hour later:

I'm underground in the practice area, I was pleased to see the the thick concrete grey walls all built and lined behind each other perfectly, untouched as

I requested, whenever I am angry and feel like I'm going to snap I come here to let off some steam.

Kenji then walks in with Adam and Juliette not knowing what's going on, I look at Kenji, he was wearing a black T-shirt, hands to his sides, arms ripped

with muscle. "Ready? Cuz I'll only show you once, and once only!" Kenji nods and I hear Juliette say something to Kenji but my ears were shut

off.

I look at the wall and touch it with my right hand, I take a step back, legs apart, with my left hand I bottle up as much as emotion I can get from

around me and project it to energy through to my left arm, I can only see the white aura coming out from my hands and I punch the wall once, it

cracks and starts to crumble, I punch again three more times fast and I hear Kenji yelling, I quickly look over and see Adam's eyes wide, Juliette's jaw

dropped, and Kenji smiling like an idiot, she then says something to Kenji and he smiles at her and touches her shoulder, I snap...I'm about to snap, I

am so suddenly angry my body feels heavy and hot, sweating with anger everywhere!

Without even noticing I hit the wall one last time with my right fist and the wall breaks and falls down, within the next couple minutes I hear someone

calling my name, "Lea!" I look up and it was Kenji walking towards me slowly, "How did you do that!" Juliette says and steps back, closer to Adam.

"Did what?" I say roughly with anger." Kenji points and I look to my right, how did I? Not again! The wall was shattered, yes, I was aware of that, but

oh my God... what did I do? 3 more walls behind that were completely shattered and the 4th wall cracked.

"Lea... Are you alright?" I hear Kenji reaching to touch my arm, I was shocked, my face might have not shown this but I was, all the memories

rushing through my mind, I put my hands near my chest, my hands weren't injured, I was wearing gloves and they were fine, not a single scratch, I

couldn't help but breathe hard, Kenji touches my arm, "Hey.." he says gently.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I scream... "I don't want to hurt you too!" and I cry... tears roll down my face, I push myself away from him and run

past Adam and out the room. All I wanted was to go to my room and calm down, be alone for a bit. I reach my room and swing the door open, my tears

won't stop... that day where it all started, the reason why I locked myself in a room for 2 years, I may have controlled my power but something still

managed to trigger an on switch without my permission and... it was jealousy.

Adam and Kenji rush to my room and look at me, "What just happened?!" Adam says shocked, it's like he is seeing Juliette all over again but from

someone else, I was sitting on my bed, Kenji kneels in front of me and I move away, shut my eyes and cry harder, "You wanna know why I haven't

said anything to you since I've been here? The reason why no one knows what I can do... J-Juliette can't touch people... Lucky her.

B-Because I can't be around people without hurting them, I c-can't go back to that day, I don't want to relive that moment where I see

so many bodies dead... because of what I did!" and I cry harder than I ever had cried before. My voice breaks and gets more quiet, "I watched

them die one after another, falling in a hole I created, I made with one move, I snapped, an entire village, my parents, dead. All dead.

And I. Just. Watched..."

Kenji falls back but I couldn't dare to look at his face, I was upset that they compared me to Juliette, she was 14 when she killed that boy... I was 10

when I tortured someone, I loved it, 16 when I murdered everyone, then I knew I had to lock myself away and never come out, they compare me to a

girl who is afraid to touch, afraid to kill, not wanting to hurt, I on the other hand wanted to hurt, wanted to kill, which is why I knew I shouldn't be let

loose without knowing what I can do... That is our difference, I have no fear of what comes to the world... I care about one thing, one person... and

he just found out I'm a monster...

What is happening to me?

~To be continued~