It was our first night as an engaged couple. It was… weird. But in a good way. The reason it felt weird was because, everyone knew that we were engaged, and that we had been dating. It was out in the open where everyone could judge us. Remus and I loved each other, it was right. But it was different. Now everyone knew. Not just Harry and Ginny, but everyone.
"Hey Reemy? Do you feel… weird? Like good weird, but still, weird." I asked, sitting on our bed, watching Remus getting ready.
"Yeah, a little. It's probably just because we told everyone tonight." Remus said, finally sitting down on the bed next to me. I just couldn't believe that we were actually getting married! It was actually going to happen.
"Thank you for saying yes tonight. I'm am insanely happy that we're engaged." I said looking lovingly into his eyes. They were a beautiful amber/honey/hazel mix. It was like looking into a melted caramel sea. They allowed em to escape reality for a minute. I returned when Remus kissed me to get my attention.
"Sirius, you ok there?" He asked, lifting my chin up so he could see me properly.
"Yeah, I just got lost in your eyes for a minute there. Have I ever told you how beautiful they are? It's like a melted caramel sea." I babbled, still a little lost in his eyes.
"No you haven't and thank you pads." He replied, looking as though he was getting lost in my eyes.
"I feel ashamed because I haven't told you this before. Your eyes are sooooooooo beautiful. I'm lucky to have such a man like you." I said kissing the bridge of his nose, making him giggle like an idiot. He was so cute when he did this, he was acting like a 4 year old.
"Sirius, you are the best fiance I could ever have in the entire world. I love you through the galaxy and back. You mean the world to me and if I ever lost you, I would go insane. I don't know how I got through those years at Hogwarts without saying something. I was so in love with you, it took every last fiber in my body to not say something. If only I knew you liked me too.." Oh my, that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. I don't know how to respond.
"I don't have any words that can express how much that means to me. You are also the best fiance I could ever have. I am the luckiest man alive because I have you. I love you through infinite and back. Back in Hogwarts I was a dumb teenager obsessed with myself. I thought I might have loved you, but I thought it was wrong to be gay. I occupied myself with girls so I would stop thinking about you. When that didn't work, I occupied myself with James and Lily. I tried everything to stop myself from thinking of you. But it never worked. You have been the number one thing in my mind since I was twelve. I am Indefinitely happy that I have you. You are the best person alive."
