Ch 2
Jon's point of view
They finally got addie calmed down enough and came to talk to me. I just sat there crying seeing my wife awake but looking so scared and lost. That killed me the most is seeing her in that pain knowing I caused it somehow. I wanted so desperately to find a way to hug my wife without feeling like she is going to snap at me. Tara finally walked into the hallway with Alex and both had a look of sadness on their faces. We all just looked at each other before walking into Addie's room. She is sitting there just staring off into space when she sees us she smiles at them but glares at me.
"Hey sweetie look I got Tara and Alex here to see you isn't that awesome." Jon says.
"Why are you even here moxley you left me remember?"
"What?"
"Umm addie what do you mean he left you sweetie you guys are married." Tara said.
"Why the hell would I marry a man who cheated on me. I would have to be drunk and I don't really drink at all you know this."
"Addie what year do you think it is." Alex finally asks like he senses something we don't about his twin.
"February 24th, 2008. Why do you ask that?" Tara just gasps when Addie says the date.
Alex runs out of the room with Jon in tow to her doctors. They come back in pushing the group out and confirmed their fears when she was in a coma. Jon just starts pacing that day is something massive to them and he can't for the life of them remember it. Tara just stares at him and just breaks down.
"What is this date please tell me." Jon begs her.
"It's the day before she found she was pregnant and found you at the gym flirty with the blonde chick she found you with 3 days later. The day wwe originally called her to work there with phil."
When Tara said that I just instantly fell remembering that day so clearly that addie called me to tell me about possibly being hired to the wwe to join her brother on tv and I just kept ignoring her because the girl I worked with dana was sucking my dick in the office of the gym we worked out. We kept being quiet so addie wouldn't have noticed but I guess she could tell what was happening. I just wish I could back in time and kick my own ass for the way I treated this woman. She is right I don't deserve her or to be her husband because I couldn't stay faithful before and I admit sometimes it is hard now but my kids are what reminds me that addie is worth it more than anything in the world. I just give Tara a hug then goes to Alex and do the same and just walk out the door. It was probably for best of addie if I left right now and I know the kids want to see one of their parents at least. I drove all the way to Cincinnati to my mom's house were the kids were and just fell to the floor as their little arms wrapped around me seeing that my wife and their mother was missing this. She is not here for her babies and I know when she gets better that is going to kill her more than anything. These kids are Addie's purpose in life.
"Daddy when will mommy be home?" Anabella asks me.
My mom and I look at each and she grabs the twins to go lay them down for bed. I grab Ella and place her on my lap.
"Sweetheart right now mommy is very sick and is unsure of where she is. This is going to take some time I don't know how much but please know your mommy loves you so much my baby girl."
She just wrapped her arms around me and put her head on my shoulder and I just sat in silence with my oldest as if only I could convince myself those words that she would ever love me again and wondering if I could take her hating me and wanting nothing to do with us anymore. Could take her hating me and wanting nothing to do with us anymore.
